Walls, Glendale - Interview master file
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| Man | Rolling. | 0:05 |
| Interviewer | Okay, good afternoon. | 0:06 |
| We are very grateful to you for participating | 0:08 | |
| in the Witness to Guantanmo Project. | 0:10 | |
| We invite you to speak of your experiences | 0:13 | |
| and your involvement with detainees in Bagram | 0:16 | |
| and then about your life subsequent to | 0:19 | |
| your experiences in Bagram. | 0:22 | |
| We are hoping to provide you with an opportunity | 0:25 | |
| to tell your story in your own words. | 0:26 | |
| We're creating an archive of stories | 0:29 | |
| so that people in America and around the world | 0:31 | |
| will have a better opportunity to understand what you | 0:34 | |
| and others have experienced and observed. | 0:36 | |
| Future generations must know what happened, | 0:41 | |
| and by telling your story you're contributing to history. | 0:43 | |
| And we're very grateful for you to speak with us today. | 0:47 | |
| And if there's any time you'd like to take a break, | 0:51 | |
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| So I'd like to begin by asking you your name, | 1:02 | |
| and your birth date, and age, | 1:05 | |
| and a little bit about your background | 1:08 | |
| before you joined the military. | 1:09 | |
| So you could tell us. | 1:13 | |
| - | My name is Glendale Walls II. | 1:14 |
| I was born November 24th, 1981. | 1:17 | |
| I'm currently 33 years old. | 1:20 | |
| Before joining the military, | 1:23 | |
| I joined the military straight out of high school. | 1:26 | |
| So all I had were odd jobs here and there before- | 1:31 | |
| Interviewer | Where was high school, | 1:33 |
| where were you living then? | 1:34 | |
| - | I was living in San Antonio, Texas. | 1:35 |
| - | And is that where you grew up, San Antonio? | 1:38 |
| - | I kind of grew up everywhere. | 1:41 |
| That's where I lived before I joined the military. | 1:43 | |
| Interviewer | And why did you join the military | 1:47 |
| straight out of high school? | 1:49 | |
| - | Main reason why I joined the military was honestly, | 1:51 |
| looking for college money. | 1:54 | |
| That and a chance to get out on my own. | 1:56 | |
| Interviewer | And what kind of work did you do | 1:59 |
| when you first joined the military? | 2:01 | |
| Where'd they assign you? | 2:02 | |
| And which part of the military did you join? | 2:04 | |
| - | I joined the United States Army. | 2:08 |
| Attended basic training at Fort Knox, Kentucky. | 2:11 | |
| Then went on to the advanced school, the AIT. | 2:15 | |
| Interviewer | Which is what? | 2:21 |
| - | I can't think of the name of it. | 2:23 |
| Interviewer | Okay. | 2:25 |
| Do you know? | 2:27 | |
| Man | Sierra Vista. | 2:29 |
| - | Oh, where was it? | 2:30 |
| Man | At Huachuca. | 2:31 |
| - | Yeah. What's AIT stand for? | 2:33 |
| Man | Advanced Individual Training. | 2:35 |
| - | That's it. | 2:36 |
| Interviewer | Can you tell us on camera. | 2:38 |
| - | Yeah. | 2:39 |
| I attended Advanced Individual Training | 2:40 | |
| after basic training at Fort Huachuca, Arizona. | 2:42 | |
| And that was for the U.S. Army interrogator course. | 2:46 | |
| After that I graduated from there | 2:52 | |
| and moved on to Monterey, California, | 2:54 | |
| where I went to the Defense Language Institute | 2:57 | |
| to learn the French language. | 2:59 | |
| After graduating from there, I moved on to Fort Bragg | 3:03 | |
| and was deployed to Afghanistan | 3:07 | |
| from Fort Bragg, North Carolina. | 3:09 | |
| Interviewer | And did you wanna become an interrogator? | 3:12 |
| - | When I initially went to the recruiters, | 3:15 |
| I told them that the job I wanted was military intelligence. | 3:17 | |
| My dad was military intelligence before me. | 3:22 | |
| And basically they kind of gave me the, | 3:24 | |
| "Hey, we don't have any intelligence jobs available." | 3:27 | |
| - | At that point I told them, "Well, you know what, | 3:30 |
| I'm gonna walk away from the table." | 3:31 | |
| And then out of their magic hat, they pulled out the, | 3:34 | |
| "Hey, we got this interrogator job, | 3:36 | |
| but you gotta leave in two weeks." | 3:39 | |
| And of course I'm like, "Hey, if that's the only job | 3:41 | |
| I can get in intelligence, that's what I'm gonna do." | 3:43 | |
| Interviewer | So were you trained as an interrogator | 3:46 |
| before you went to Afghanistan? | 3:48 | |
| - | I was trained by the military at Fort Huachuca, Arizona. | 3:50 |
| Interviewer | How long was your training? | 3:53 |
| - | I believe the training was around eight or nine months. | 3:56 |
| I don't recall off hand. | 4:00 | |
| Interviewer | And did you feel like you were trained | 4:02 |
| as an interrogator when you got to Afghanistan? | 4:04 | |
| You kinda knew what you needed to do? | 4:06 | |
| - | I felt like I was trained in order to deal with | 4:08 |
| a set type of army, like an army around ours. | 4:11 | |
| We didn't do much training with irregular forces | 4:19 | |
| like we ended up dealing with overseas. | 4:23 | |
| Interviewer | So when you went to Afghanistan, | 4:26 |
| was it post 9/11? | 4:28 | |
| - | It was post 9/11. | 4:30 |
| 9/11 actually happened while I was at | 4:32 | |
| the interrogation school. | 4:34 | |
| Interviewer | And even then no one ever trained you | 4:36 |
| to say, "Look, you know the way we train you | 4:38 | |
| is not gonna work post 9/11." | 4:41 | |
| Did anyone ever suggest that to you? | 4:44 | |
| - | At that time, I graduated from the interrogation course | 4:46 |
| two months after September 11th. | 4:51 | |
| So there was no revisions made for anything | 4:55 | |
| that we'd be possibly facing. | 4:57 | |
| Interviewer | So when you got to Afghanistan, | 5:00 |
| what did you think you were facing and what were you facing? | 5:02 | |
| - | Well, by the time we made it to Afghanistan | 5:06 |
| we'd been briefed that these were Al-Qaeda | 5:08 | |
| and Taliban fighters. | 5:11 | |
| That's when they started telling us | 5:13 | |
| about different exceptions. | 5:15 | |
| The fact that any prisoners caught | 5:17 | |
| were not considered prisoners of war. | 5:20 | |
| They were actually considered persons under U.S. custody | 5:22 | |
| that way they stay out of the Geneva Conventions. | 5:25 | |
| Interviewer | What year was that | 5:29 |
| and what month, if you remember? | 5:30 | |
| - | The time we went out there, | 5:33 |
| I was part of an augment group that went out there | 5:35 | |
| and I believe we went out, I believe it was September. | 5:37 | |
| It was either late August, early September of 2002 | 5:42 | |
| that we were deployed to Afghanistan. | 5:46 | |
| Interviewer | And they told you as you arrived | 5:50 |
| these are not protected by the Geneva Convention, | 5:53 | |
| the people that you're going to be interrogating? | 5:57 | |
| - | Yes. | 6:00 |
| - | Is that kinda | |
| what you're telling me? | 6:01 | |
| - | They gave them a different designator instead of POW. | 6:02 |
| We called them PUCs, which is person under U.S. custody. | 6:04 | |
| Interviewer | And did they tell you | 6:09 |
| what the difference would be | 6:11 | |
| in terms of how you interrogate them? | 6:12 | |
| - | Basically the interrogations would be the same | 6:15 |
| as far as questioning. | 6:17 | |
| They did let us know that there was a little bit more leeway | 6:20 | |
| as far as any kind of handling of the prisoners. | 6:24 | |
| Interviewer | What does that mean? | 6:28 |
| - | Basically like one of the things we were allowed to do is | 6:31 |
| we could make them do pushups or something like that, | 6:35 | |
| which we wouldn't be able to do with a prisoner of war. | 6:37 | |
| We still weren't allowed to like assault the prisoners | 6:40 | |
| or anything like that, like not physically beat them | 6:43 | |
| or anything, but as far as making them stand up | 6:45 | |
| the whole time or whatever we needed to do | 6:50 | |
| during the interrogation. | 6:52 | |
| Interviewer | And was there anybody who supervised? | 6:55 |
| Like if somebody went too far | 6:57 | |
| in the way they treated a prisoner, | 6:59 | |
| was there anybody there to say, you've gone too far in this? | 7:01 | |
| - | Well, whenever we did the interrogation | 7:06 |
| it was only two interrogators with an interpreter | 7:08 | |
| and then the prisoner. | 7:11 | |
| I know later on, not in Afghanistan, | 7:14 | |
| but when we did the same job out in Iraq, | 7:18 | |
| most of those places have like cameras set up, | 7:21 | |
| that way they could see whatever was going on. | 7:24 | |
| At that time in Afghanistan there was nothing higher. | 7:26 | |
| It was up to the interrogators | 7:30 | |
| to police themselves, basically. | 7:32 | |
| Interviewer | So if the other interrogator you were with | 7:34 |
| decided to go beyond the limit, | 7:39 | |
| there was no one to stop him or her? | 7:42 | |
| - | If I was ever with somebody that went over the limit, | 7:45 |
| I would be the first one to jump up and stop them. | 7:47 | |
| Me personally, but I can't speak for other groups | 7:52 | |
| or other interrogators. | 7:54 | |
| - | Did that happen? | |
| - | Never that I had to. | 7:59 |
| Never where I thought anybody went too far. | 8:01 | |
| There's one I worked with | 8:04 | |
| and this individual pulled the beard of a detainee, | 8:06 | |
| which it only lasted for a second. | 8:11 | |
| We kinda talked about it afterwards, | 8:14 | |
| but I didn't feel a need to stop it | 8:15 | |
| right there at the point. | 8:17 | |
| Interviewer | Would you have been comfortable | 8:18 |
| telling a colleague to stop abusing prisoner? | 8:19 | |
| - | Oh yeah, if I felt it was anything | 8:24 |
| outside of the guidelines given, | 8:25 | |
| then yeah. | 8:27 | |
| - | You would have. | |
| - | Mm hm. | 8:28 |
| - | But were the guidelines | |
| that clear? | 8:30 | |
| - | Some of them weren't. | 8:32 |
| I know, for example, one of the guys I worked with, | 8:35 | |
| basically I had interrogated the guy three times. | 8:38 | |
| And at that point, I kept saying that he was innocent. | 8:43 | |
| Like I felt the guy had nothing to lie to us about. | 8:48 | |
| And I was told by my superiors at the time that, | 8:52 | |
| "Hey, you know what, you're being too nice with these guys. | 8:55 | |
| You need to get in there, you need to be harsher. | 8:58 | |
| You need to be rougher." | 9:00 | |
| And that was something I definitely wasn't comfortable with, | 9:02 | |
| but I tried it- | 9:06 | |
| - | How'd you try? | 9:09 |
| - | And it eventually led. | |
| One of the things I did was I actually | 9:11 | |
| grabbed the guy by his shirt | 9:13 | |
| and then I just kind of walked him around the room. | 9:17 | |
| Just kinda let him know, hey, I'm the guy in charge. | 9:19 | |
| I'm the one you gotta talk to. | 9:21 | |
| It's against my nature to be physical with anybody. | 9:25 | |
| So I tried it and same results. | 9:30 | |
| I mean, I still maintain he's innocent at this point. | 9:33 | |
| Interviewer | How'd you feel about yourself | 9:38 |
| after you did that? | 9:39 | |
| - | I felt bad. | 9:41 |
| I felt like even through talking to this prisoner | 9:43 | |
| that I'd gained his trust so much that I kinda betrayed | 9:46 | |
| whatever, what we had. | 9:50 | |
| At that point, I felt like I had lost him for good. | 9:53 | |
| Like at that point, there's no reason | 9:56 | |
| why I should ever talk to him again. | 9:57 | |
| Interviewer | Is that true, did you lose him for good? | 9:59 |
| - | I mean, he didn't respond to me the same anymore. | 10:02 |
| It wasn't that, oh, hey, I'm gonna talk to this guy. | 10:05 | |
| It's like, is he gonna hurt me for real | 10:07 | |
| or something like that? | 10:11 | |
| So definitely went against my better judgment. | 10:13 | |
| Interviewer | Had you heard of any interrogators | 10:17 |
| going outside the lines while you were there? | 10:20 | |
| - | Only rumors. | 10:23 |
| Nothing that I witnessed or anything like that. | 10:24 | |
| Interviewer | And were you afraid of these detainees? | 10:29 |
| - | Me, no, not personally, no. | 10:33 |
| Interviewer | Why do you think about what he said | 10:35 |
| they were worst of the worst. | 10:37 | |
| - | Honestly, it's a controlled environment. | 10:40 |
| I am six foot four and most of these guys | 10:44 | |
| are closer to five 10 at the tallest. | 10:47 | |
| So personally, I never felt threatened by them. | 10:50 | |
| I've had one were he jumped across the table, | 10:56 | |
| but it was kinda push him back real quick | 10:59 | |
| and he went back in his seat and that's it. | 11:01 | |
| I'll usual just stand up and if they're loud | 11:05 | |
| or they look like they're gonna get violent, | 11:08 | |
| for me standing up was enough to get them to stop. | 11:10 | |
| 'Cause kinda look up and go, maybe this isn't the best idea. | 11:13 | |
| Interviewer | Had you heard of situations | 11:20 |
| before you arrived where some interrogators | 11:22 | |
| might've been more brutal? | 11:24 | |
| - | No, like I said anything would be rumors. | 11:27 |
| Interviewer | And two detainees died in Bagram. | 11:33 |
| Were you present for either one of 'em? | 11:38 | |
| - | One of them was Dilawar. | 11:41 |
| That was the one I was talking about. | 11:43 | |
| The one that they wanted me to get rougher with. | 11:44 | |
| Interviewer | And that's the one where you were rougher, | 11:47 |
| walk him around the room? | 11:49 | |
| - | Yeah, that was the one. | 11:50 |
| Interviewer | And then, how soon after did he die? | 11:51 |
| Where were you in that whole process | 11:55 | |
| if you were his interrogator, so how did that happen? | 11:57 | |
| - | I was designated as main interrogator. | 12:00 |
| I know what led up to his was a bunch of different things. | 12:05 | |
| I know part of it was the sleep deprivation. | 12:09 | |
| My superiors had ordered that he be on sleep deprivation. | 12:15 | |
| So basically he was standing in his cell. | 12:19 | |
| I forget exactly what the timeframe was now. | 12:21 | |
| I think they allowed like two hours of sleep, | 12:24 | |
| but it didn't have to be consecutive. | 12:27 | |
| So it could have been 10 minutes here, | 12:30 | |
| stretched throughout the day. | 12:33 | |
| Part of it was, I know there was | 12:36 | |
| one of the military police officers that were there, | 12:39 | |
| that admitted to giving him these | 12:42 | |
| peroneal knee strikes is what they were calling 'em. | 12:44 | |
| I guess it's a strike to the back of the knee, | 12:46 | |
| which eventually formed a blood clot that went to his heart. | 12:49 | |
| One of the last times I ever talked to him, | 12:54 | |
| we'd pulled him out and you could tell | 12:58 | |
| that he'd been awake for a long time. | 13:00 | |
| He personally told me that his wife came to visit him | 13:03 | |
| the night before. | 13:06 | |
| And you could just see it, he was barely there anymore. | 13:07 | |
| Interviewer | Was that true, did his wife really come, | 13:12 |
| or was that his fantasy? | 13:14 | |
| - | That was his fantasy. | 13:15 |
| He had been awake so long, or whatever was going on | 13:17 | |
| inside his body, he was convinced she was there. | 13:20 | |
| Those prisoners were definitely not getting visitors. | 13:24 | |
| Interviewer | And were you present | 13:28 |
| when the guards were kicking him behind the knee? | 13:29 | |
| - | No, I'd never witnessed it. | 13:33 |
| Interviewer | Did you have any idea | 13:37 |
| that he was being brutalized during that time or? | 13:38 | |
| - | No, I had no idea that he was receiving | 13:42 |
| any kinda strikes to his knees or anything like that. | 13:44 | |
| That's all information that came to light later. | 13:47 | |
| Interviewer | And just so the audience, | 13:51 |
| who might be watching this 50 years from now, | 13:52 | |
| could you give a little background | 13:55 | |
| on who Dilawar was in the movie, | 13:56 | |
| just so they understand the context. | 13:57 | |
| - | Dilawar was an Afghani civilian that they picked up. | 14:00 |
| He was a taxi driver. | 14:06 | |
| He had three other gentlemen in his car. | 14:08 | |
| They picked him up in a raid | 14:11 | |
| and accused him of firing rockets | 14:14 | |
| and other things at a U.S. base. | 14:17 | |
| I couldn't recall which one it was anymore. | 14:20 | |
| Interviewer | And then, what movie made that famous? | 14:23 |
| - | It was a movie called "Taxi to the Dark Side." | 14:26 |
| Interviewer | And when he told you that his wife | 14:29 |
| had visited him and you knew | 14:35 | |
| that was hallucination, fantasy, | 14:37 | |
| did you begin to worry that maybe this man is dying? | 14:40 | |
| Or what were you thinking? | 14:42 | |
| - | In my eyes, like I had no reason to believe | 14:46 |
| that he'd ever die from anything that was going on | 14:49 | |
| that I was aware of. | 14:51 | |
| I was aware that they had him on sleep dep chart, | 14:54 | |
| the sleep deprivation chart. | 14:56 | |
| And I asked that he be removed | 14:58 | |
| because basically he's speaking gibberish at this point | 15:00 | |
| and you can't talk to somebody like that. | 15:04 | |
| You're not gonna get anything that's gonna help anyone. | 15:06 | |
| So, at that time I'd asked he be removed from it. | 15:08 | |
| But I think it was too late at that point. | 15:12 | |
| I don't think he lasted too much longer. | 15:15 | |
| Interviewer | So, if you're his interrogator, | 15:17 |
| my understanding is that the interrogator | 15:18 | |
| kinda controls the situation. | 15:20 | |
| So how could the military act on him without your knowledge? | 15:22 | |
| Shouldn't the interrogator be aware | 15:31 | |
| of how people are treated? | 15:32 | |
| - | As, you know, being one of the lower enlisted, | 15:35 |
| any kind of sleep deprivation had to be approved | 15:40 | |
| by people that were higher up than us. | 15:43 | |
| In order to be taken off it was the same thing. | 15:46 | |
| Normally they'd do it on our recommendation, | 15:49 | |
| but kinda like I said previously, | 15:52 | |
| they felt like I wasn't being strict enough with this guy. | 15:54 | |
| So they took it upon themselves | 15:58 | |
| to place him on sleep deprivation | 15:59 | |
| and really I had no say in it. | 16:03 | |
| It was, go back in there and talk to him again. | 16:05 | |
| Interviewer | And my understanding is that | 16:08 |
| he also hung by his wrists. | 16:09 | |
| Is that true, do you know about that? | 16:11 | |
| - | When they had them in sleep deprivation, | 16:14 |
| usually what they do is, honestly we call them cages | 16:17 | |
| that they kept them in, | 16:21 | |
| and it was covered all the way around, | 16:23 | |
| so even the top had a grate on there. | 16:25 | |
| And they would put a pair of handcuffs through the grate | 16:28 | |
| and basically it'd be just high enough | 16:31 | |
| for them to be able to stand with their feet on the floor. | 16:33 | |
| They wouldn't give 'em any room to like bend the knees | 16:39 | |
| or anything like that. | 16:41 | |
| Interviewer | Did you see him in that position, or? | 16:43 |
| - | I've seen other prisoners in that position. | 16:45 |
| I couldn't tell you if I actually saw him in it or not. | 16:48 | |
| Interviewer | And was that considered when you came | 16:51 |
| a legitimate way to treat the detainees | 16:54 | |
| that was accepted by- | 16:57 | |
| - | That was an accepted way. | 17:00 |
| - | By your superiors. | |
| - | That was one they used on, | 17:02 |
| that form of sleep deprivation | 17:03 | |
| is what they used on multiple prisoners. | 17:05 | |
| Interviewer | And when Dilawar died, what did you think? | 17:08 |
| - | I thought it was some kind of freak accident | 17:12 |
| or something like, like I said, at the time | 17:14 | |
| we didn't really stay around the prisoners. | 17:19 | |
| The only time we ever saw 'em | 17:23 | |
| was when they brought 'em up to our interrogation booths. | 17:24 | |
| I mean, we had a catwalk where we could see | 17:28 | |
| the main group of people, but I know he was separated. | 17:30 | |
| So, in order to get down to where he was, | 17:34 | |
| I'd have to go through the MPs area | 17:37 | |
| and everything else to get down there. | 17:39 | |
| Interviewer | And so you were ultimately charged | 17:42 |
| for his death, is that what you were charged for? | 17:47 | |
| Or what were you charged for? | 17:48 | |
| - | They charged me with assault and battery. | 17:50 |
| Interviewer | On Dilawar, or other detainees? | 17:54 |
| - | On Dilawar, just on Dilawar. | 17:55 |
| Interviewer | And what was the assault and battery? | 17:58 |
| How did they describe it? | 18:00 | |
| - | Basically they said, they went down to the finest | 18:03 |
| definition of the law. | 18:06 | |
| Because like I previously told you, | 18:08 | |
| I'd grabbed him by the shirt. | 18:10 | |
| That was considered assault. | 18:12 | |
| Or the fact I moved him against his will | 18:14 | |
| was considered battery. | 18:16 | |
| And so they got me on assault and battery for that. | 18:18 | |
| And I think those were the only two. | 18:22 | |
| Interviewer | At what point did they charge you? | 18:25 |
| How much after that incident? | 18:27 | |
| - | That incident happened, I think it was around October | 18:29 |
| or November of 2002. | 18:33 | |
| And I was not charged until, | 18:35 | |
| I believe it was September of 2005 | 18:40 | |
| was when I was formally charged. | 18:44 | |
| Interviewer | Did you see it coming? | 18:47 |
| - | No, we'd actually been cleared of the charges | 18:48 |
| three separate times beforehand. | 18:51 | |
| There had been ongoing investigations | 18:56 | |
| and then they found us not at fault. | 18:58 | |
| And then they went back and looked at it, | 19:01 | |
| not at fault again. | 19:02 | |
| Not at fault again. | 19:03 | |
| And then apparently out of the blue, they decided that, | 19:05 | |
| "Oh, we found something that wasn't there | 19:08 | |
| three years before." | 19:10 | |
| Which from what I heard is another soldier | 19:12 | |
| made some kind of statement, | 19:17 | |
| which reopened the whole thing or something. | 19:19 | |
| Interviewer | And what were you thinking then | 19:23 |
| when you were charged? | 19:25 | |
| - | Well, definitely when they brought it up again | 19:27 |
| I was like, "Oh, well, I'm like, here we are | 19:29 | |
| going through the motions again." | 19:31 | |
| At that point, I'm two months away | 19:33 | |
| from getting out of the army anyway. | 19:35 | |
| So I'm like, I'm gonna have to deal with this. | 19:37 | |
| And then they'll say, "Oh, you're all good again, go home." | 19:39 | |
| Didn't turn out quite that way this time. | 19:44 | |
| Interviewer | What did happen? | 19:46 |
| - | They brought me up on charges. | 19:49 |
| I believe what they told me is | 19:52 | |
| I was looking at at a possibility of two years | 19:54 | |
| for assault and battery. | 19:57 | |
| One of the other soldiers in the unit had made a plea deal. | 20:00 | |
| So my lawyer had told me that, "Best case scenario | 20:03 | |
| is you take this plea deal, walk away like this soldier. | 20:08 | |
| She did it. | 20:12 | |
| She got away, no charges at all. | 20:13 | |
| She just admitted it was wrong. | 20:15 | |
| Got knocked down in rank, got fined." | 20:17 | |
| So I decided you know what, | 20:20 | |
| it's better than dragging this thing out | 20:22 | |
| and having a possibility of anything. | 20:24 | |
| So I took the same deal. | 20:27 | |
| At that point, the judge gave me two months confinement, | 20:29 | |
| reduction in pay grade E1 and a $750 fine. | 20:35 | |
| Interviewer | And what does the confinement mean? | 20:41 |
| Were you actually put in a cell for two months? | 20:44 | |
| - | Yes, I was sent to Fort Lewis, Washington, | 20:48 |
| where I was in military jail for two months | 20:51 | |
| before receiving a bad conduct discharge. | 20:57 | |
| Interviewer | How does that differ | 21:00 |
| from a dishonorable discharge? | 21:01 | |
| - | It's pretty much the same. | 21:04 |
| Basically, you can consider it one step higher. | 21:07 | |
| Still, I honestly, I don't know why | 21:11 | |
| they just didn't call it dishonorable at that point. | 21:14 | |
| 'Cause I have, it was never really made clear to me | 21:15 | |
| exactly why this one's different. | 21:18 | |
| Interviewer | Do you lose the same benefits. | 21:20 |
| - | I lost all benefits, GI Bill, yeah, no VA healthcare, | 21:23 |
| or nothing like that. | 21:30 | |
| Interviewer | Did you know that when you pled out, | 21:31 |
| that you would lose all these, if you agreed to the plea? | 21:33 | |
| - | It was not made clear to me, no. | 21:38 |
| Interviewer | Did you ever say anything | 21:40 |
| to your lawyer afterwards, that you think you got | 21:41 | |
| more than you agreed to? | 21:43 | |
| - | I had only talked to her one other time after that. | 21:48 |
| And then even when I was locked up | 21:53 | |
| they made me write my appeals while I was behind bars. | 21:54 | |
| And what so happened to happen after I got locked up | 21:59 | |
| was my appendix burst while I was in jail. | 22:04 | |
| So, I had to go through this whole thing. | 22:07 | |
| Basically, they accused me of lying while I was in there. | 22:12 | |
| - | In the prison? | 22:15 |
| - | In the prison. | |
| They thought I was some kind of hunger strike | 22:17 | |
| or something like that. | 22:18 | |
| 'Cause I wouldn't eat. | 22:19 | |
| I mean, my body was trying to fight itself at that point. | 22:20 | |
| They finally took me to the hospital. | 22:24 | |
| My body was almost completely septic at the point. | 22:27 | |
| So they get me into surgery and I stayed in the hospital, | 22:31 | |
| I don't know, it's probably about a week or two after that, | 22:35 | |
| before they finally released me back to the jail. | 22:38 | |
| Then when I got to the jail is when I started | 22:41 | |
| getting correspondence from my lawyer again | 22:43 | |
| about writing my appeals for my case. | 22:46 | |
| And at the time I was on Oxycontin, | 22:50 | |
| just cause my body was still recovering. | 22:53 | |
| So basically, I had to write my appeals without any help | 22:56 | |
| while I'm on basically a controlled narcotic for pain. | 23:01 | |
| So that was two weeks in jail that I'm kind of happy, | 23:04 | |
| 'cause I don't have to remember it. | 23:10 | |
| But I mean, it was wake up, eat breakfast, take two pills, | 23:11 | |
| and then you're right back out because of those. | 23:16 | |
| Lunch, two pills, dinner, two pills, | 23:19 | |
| same cycle for two weeks. | 23:22 | |
| And I don't know what my appeals letter looked like. | 23:23 | |
| I couldn't tell you what was on there. | 23:27 | |
| Something tells me being that drugged up, | 23:30 | |
| it's probably not very good considering the state I was in | 23:32 | |
| and where I was at. | 23:35 | |
| So, yeah. (chuckles) | 23:36 | |
| Interviewer | So how did you feel about | 23:41 |
| having this plea bargain? | 23:46 | |
| Did you think it was gonna hurt your future | 23:47 | |
| or did you not think about it at that point? | 23:50 | |
| - | At the time, like I said I was two months away | 23:52 |
| from getting out of the military. | 23:56 | |
| So I thought I'd take the plea deal, | 23:58 | |
| take my reduction in rank, take the fine, | 24:02 | |
| and then just get out on good terms and call it a career. | 24:05 | |
| I didn't want any more after going through all that. | 24:10 | |
| So my plan was to never stay in. | 24:13 | |
| I wanted to get out, go get that GI Bill and go to college. | 24:19 | |
| Interviewer | And you lost that. | 24:24 |
| - | Lost all that. | 24:25 |
| Interviewer | Before we go any further about that, | 24:29 |
| how long were you in Bagram before you left Bagram? | 24:32 | |
| - | We were at Bagram for about six, seven months. | 24:36 |
| Interviewer | And then where'd you go? | 24:42 |
| - | We got back to Fort Bragg. | 24:43 |
| The day we get back, they had our welcome home ceremony. | 24:46 | |
| Well, my family lives in Texas, so we weren't allowed | 24:52 | |
| to tell anyone we were coming home. | 24:55 | |
| Interviewer | Why is that? | 24:58 |
| - | Operational security. | 25:00 |
| They told us we're not allowed to tell anyone. | 25:01 | |
| So I show up and I got no family there or anything. | 25:04 | |
| It's kinda nice, 'cause my parents probably wouldn't have | 25:06 | |
| liked what happened there. | 25:08 | |
| I believe it was either our sergeant major | 25:11 | |
| or our battalion commander, one of the two, | 25:13 | |
| basically said, "Hey, welcome home, great job over there. | 25:17 | |
| Don't bother unpacking your bags. | 25:20 | |
| You're getting ready to go to Iraq." | 25:21 | |
| And after about 45 days of being home, | 25:24 | |
| we were back on a plane heading overseas. | 25:28 | |
| And what was your job in Iraq? | 25:31 | |
| Same thing, as an interrogator. | 25:33 | |
| Interviewer | Where? | 25:35 |
| - | All over. | 25:37 |
| We were there, we went there in 2003. | 25:39 | |
| We were there right when the invasion began. | 25:42 | |
| So our unit was kind of split up | 25:44 | |
| and we were kinda moved around all over the country. | 25:46 | |
| Interviewer | Were you at Abu Ghraib too? | 25:49 |
| - | Yes, I was at Abu Ghraib. | 25:50 |
| Interviewer | Were you there when the, | 25:51 |
| I guess the prison guards were abusing the prisoners? | 25:57 | |
| - | I know we were there around the same time. | 26:02 |
| 'Cause while we're there I never heard of it, | 26:05 | |
| but I definitely ended up seeing it on AFN or whatever, | 26:07 | |
| when it came to light to the public. | 26:10 | |
| But yeah, so I believe it was | 26:14 | |
| at the same time we were there. | 26:16 | |
| I know some of the same people were there. | 26:17 | |
| Interviewer | Did it surprise you | 26:20 |
| since you had not heard anything about it | 26:21 | |
| and yet you were there? | 26:23 | |
| - | It definitely did. | 26:25 |
| And especially, any corridor you walked down in there, | 26:26 | |
| the first thing you'd see is no photography | 26:29 | |
| beyond this point. | 26:31 | |
| - | Really. | |
| - | And it was every hallway or anything that led | 26:33 |
| towards where those prisoners were kept. | 26:36 | |
| Interviewer | And you never got charged | 26:40 |
| for any behavior in Iraq? | 26:41 | |
| Did you get charged for any behavior | 26:45 | |
| you committed in Iraq or it was just Afghanistan. | 26:47 | |
| - | I got an article 15 in Iraq. | 26:51 |
| - | What is that? | |
| - | That's just a judicial punishment. | 26:54 |
| It wasn't anything criminal. | 26:56 | |
| Interviewer | Was that from interrogating also? | 26:58 |
| Was that also coming from the interrogation of someone? | 27:02 | |
| - | That was non-interrogation on that one. | 27:06 |
| - | So when you left the military, | 27:09 |
| where do you think your life is gonna go forward | 27:13 | |
| if you couldn't get to go to college, | 27:15 | |
| at least outta the GI Bill? | 27:16 | |
| What were you thinking would happen next? | 27:18 | |
| Or what did happen next? | 27:20 | |
| - | Just getting out basically it was trying to recover | 27:23 |
| from not being able to work. | 27:26 | |
| There was kind of a lull there just trying to find a job. | 27:31 | |
| At that point, I was still trying to recover | 27:37 | |
| from having my appendectomy too. | 27:39 | |
| My body still wasn't back to normal yet. | 27:42 | |
| And then just basically picking up whatever jobs I could. | 27:47 | |
| Interviewer | Did employers say they didn't wanna hire you | 27:50 |
| because you had a bad conduct discharge about what happened? | 27:52 | |
| - | Honestly, I never went for any jobs | 27:56 |
| that looked that far into it. | 27:57 | |
| Being an interrogator is not exactly a skill | 28:00 | |
| that will translate over well to the civilian world. | 28:02 | |
| I did try and look at law enforcement. | 28:07 | |
| Basically because of the assault charge that was a no-go | 28:10 | |
| for at least 10 years. | 28:14 | |
| And I didn't have any college, | 28:19 | |
| so basically it's kinda like starting back over. | 28:20 | |
| I went to go work at Domino's as a delivery driver. | 28:24 | |
| Interviewer | Did you think about going to school | 28:27 |
| on your own? | 28:28 | |
| Even without a GI Bill. | 28:29 | |
| - | I thought about it, but you know, | 28:31 |
| just what little debt I did have from the army, | 28:33 | |
| I mean, it's not something where I could, | 28:36 | |
| no real financial assistance to do anything with. | 28:39 | |
| I was more working in the hole when I first got out, | 28:44 | |
| than actually making money. | 28:47 | |
| Interviewer | What was your attitude when you got out? | 28:51 |
| Would you say you were depressed or angry, | 28:53 | |
| or is it another emotion you can explain? | 28:56 | |
| - | Definitely depressed. | 29:00 |
| I felt betrayed. | 29:04 | |
| Interviewer | By whom? | 29:06 |
| - | Basically by my government. | 29:08 |
| By the way we were treated with everything. | 29:10 | |
| And the way they just kind of toss you out after that. | 29:13 | |
| I mean, I was stationed in Fort Bragg. | 29:17 | |
| They had my court martial in El Paso. | 29:20 | |
| Sent me to jail in Seattle. | 29:25 | |
| And basically when my time's over, | 29:28 | |
| there's like a, here's a bus ticket home and like $50. | 29:31 | |
| I forget exactly what it was. | 29:35 | |
| I'm like, oh, yeah. | 29:37 | |
| So I got a two-week bus ride and 50 bucks. | 29:38 | |
| Thank you. | 29:42 | |
| Interviewer | And you felt the army didn't look after you | 29:44 |
| when you did the work for them over those four years, | 29:47 | |
| is that what you're saying? | 29:50 | |
| - | They never, you know, it was kinda, hey, | 29:53 |
| especially in my situation, it was that, | 29:57 | |
| getting sent to Seattle. | 30:01 | |
| Getting locked up for two months. | 30:04 | |
| And then like I said, it's like, | 30:06 | |
| "Here's your bus ticket, goodbye." | 30:07 | |
| Interviewer | So that was the betrayal. | 30:10 |
| And how was your family? | 30:14 | |
| Was your family there to greet you? | 30:17 | |
| Was your family supportive? | 30:18 | |
| - | Oh, my family is very supportive of me. | 30:20 |
| Even my parents sat in on the court martial and everything. | 30:25 | |
| And they were not happy about. | 30:28 | |
| A lot of it you could tell it was a witch hunt. | 30:32 | |
| A lot of it was because of Abu Ghraib. | 30:35 | |
| I mean, everybody that's lower enlisted, | 30:41 | |
| everything rolls downhill as they say. | 30:45 | |
| And definitely didn't splash anywhere higher than us. | 30:48 | |
| You know, the people that were telling us to do it | 30:51 | |
| stayed in the military, advanced their careers. | 30:54 | |
| I'm sure they didn't have any second thoughts about us. | 31:01 | |
| Interviewer | You ever point your finger | 31:04 |
| at the people above you as- | 31:05 | |
| - | I was called to a federal grand jury hearing | 31:07 |
| where I was more than happy | 31:10 | |
| to lead them in the right direction. | 31:12 | |
| Interviewer | Did you? | 31:16 |
| Did you lead 'em? | 31:17 | |
| And did it make a difference? | 31:18 | |
| - | No, they never pursued anything further. | 31:20 |
| Interviewer | Do you think that's true | 31:25 |
| for your colleagues too that they were all just | 31:26 | |
| at the bottom of the rung and they were the ones | 31:29 | |
| who paid the price for all that went on. | 31:32 | |
| - | That's the way I definitely feel | 31:36 |
| as far as anything that happened | 31:37 | |
| to any of the other interrogators in my unit. | 31:39 | |
| Interviewer | The people who gave you orders | 31:46 |
| did they ever apologize to you? | 31:47 | |
| Did they ever say anything to you? | 31:48 | |
| Like, sorry you got stuck in this | 31:49 | |
| or did they just ignore you after that? | 31:51 | |
| - | No, a lot of 'em, especially being the timeframe | 31:53 |
| that everything happened, | 31:57 | |
| they had already moved on to other places. | 31:59 | |
| So, I'm sure we were just in the rear view, | 32:01 | |
| if anything else. | 32:04 | |
| Interviewer | Do you have any regrets | 32:08 |
| about joining the military after this story? | 32:09 | |
| - | Oh, definitely, it's something I always wanted to do. | 32:13 |
| I wanted to do it for the college, get out on my own. | 32:17 | |
| After the way everything worked out, | 32:20 | |
| I don't know, other than the friends I made, | 32:24 | |
| I mean if I could go back, I'd be like, you know what? No. | 32:28 | |
| Either that I would have lost some more weight, | 32:32 | |
| so I could join the Air Force and avoided the whole thing. | 32:34 | |
| Interviewer | And how's your life going now, Glen? | 32:42 |
| Were you able to get better jobs over time? | 32:45 | |
| - | I was able to get better jobs over time. | 32:48 |
| While I was doing the delivery thing, | 32:51 | |
| I eventually got set up. | 32:53 | |
| Goodwill has a great program. | 32:57 | |
| It's kind of like a technical school. | 32:59 | |
| So I went and did computer repair. | 33:01 | |
| Then I got a job at a call center | 33:04 | |
| and that was doing tech support | 33:07 | |
| for one of the big companies for their cable service | 33:09 | |
| and internet service, | 33:16 | |
| where I eventually made it to supervisor. | 33:18 | |
| Interviewer | Is that where you are today? | 33:21 |
| - | Actually, just got fired from that job. | 33:23 |
| Interviewer | Can you tell us why? | 33:26 |
| - | I really don't wanna get into that one. (chuckles) | 33:30 |
| Interviewer | So, do you see your career advancing now? | 33:32 |
| Will you be able to get another job? | 33:36 | |
| - | What I've noticed is a lotta places, | 33:39 |
| especially since the incident was 2002, | 33:43 | |
| most people don't even, they won't look at it. | 33:48 | |
| A lot of the times I just avoid putting | 33:51 | |
| any kind of military on there. | 33:53 | |
| That way they don't have to ask about my records. | 33:56 | |
| I'll list I'm a veteran, but if they want like a DD 214, | 33:59 | |
| I just don't even pursue it at that point. | 34:03 | |
| 'Cause it's pretty much a, "Hey, you're done in the water." | 34:06 | |
| Interviewer | I mean, do you think, | 34:11 |
| do you think any of your colleagues committed serious crimes | 34:16 | |
| or do you think all of this is really | 34:21 | |
| the supervisory personnel who should be blamed? | 34:24 | |
| Looking back, what do you really think went on back then? | 34:28 | |
| - | I mean, I wouldn't be surprised | 34:33 |
| if people were doing things they weren't supposed to. | 34:34 | |
| I mean, people were always talking. | 34:37 | |
| Like I said, it was all rumors to me. | 34:40 | |
| There are people that I know that walked. | 34:44 | |
| Like the one I don't, I hate to point anybody out | 34:48 | |
| or anything, but people that went on trial. | 34:51 | |
| 'Cause I know a bunch of us took deals | 34:58 | |
| and there were some that took deals that I know were, | 35:00 | |
| they did some things. | 35:04 | |
| I could tell just because we are interrogators | 35:06 | |
| and it's kind of hard to lie to one another. | 35:08 | |
| But again, like I said, it was rumors that I never saw. | 35:11 | |
| Interviewer | I mean, it's funny, | 35:16 |
| did you keep to yourself when in at night | 35:18 | |
| and so it was just rumors | 35:22 | |
| that you were somehow removed from a lot of it? | 35:23 | |
| Because certainly what people read, | 35:27 | |
| there was a lot going on. | 35:28 | |
| - | Especially Afghanistan, I went there | 35:32 |
| as part of an augment group. | 35:33 | |
| The core group of people had been there the whole time. | 35:36 | |
| I was still fairly new to the unit. | 35:39 | |
| So I didn't really, you know. | 35:41 | |
| Outta that whole group, I actually don't think | 35:45 | |
| I knew anyone. | 35:49 | |
| There was one that I knew, but he was working in a separate, | 35:51 | |
| he was over in Kurdistan whatever, yeah, Kurdistan. | 35:54 | |
| Uzbekistan, he was over in Uzbekistan. | 36:01 | |
| So he got sent over to a different country while I'm there | 36:04 | |
| and that was the only person I truly knew at the time. | 36:06 | |
| So I was kinda the outsider when I got there. | 36:09 | |
| Interviewer | So from your outside perspective, | 36:14 |
| did it seem because you were told everything was acceptable, | 36:16 | |
| did it seem acceptable to you? | 36:21 | |
| You just didn't question it. | 36:22 | |
| - | I really didn't question it. | 36:25 |
| They did briefings like during our shift change, | 36:27 | |
| where we'd go over different things. | 36:32 | |
| And I mean, everybody was there hearing the same thing. | 36:34 | |
| So I mean, if I'm the lowest ranking, newest guy to the unit | 36:36 | |
| and nobody else is here questioning anything, | 36:41 | |
| I'm just sorta kinda gonna go with it. | 36:43 | |
| If I had went in there and they said, | 36:47 | |
| "Oh, go punch this guy in the nose." | 36:48 | |
| Then of course I'm gonna be like, | 36:50 | |
| "No, that's not what we're supposed to do here." | 36:52 | |
| But there was never any kinda | 36:54 | |
| clear guidelines really given. | 36:57 | |
| Interviewer | Did you see people taking drugs | 37:01 |
| during those times? | 37:04 | |
| - | I never saw anyone taking drugs, no. | 37:05 |
| Interviewer | Was there heavy drinking? | 37:08 |
| - | I know there was some drinking going on. | 37:10 |
| I'd lie if I said I didn't on my own birthday | 37:14 | |
| while I was out there have a couple drinks | 37:16 | |
| that somehow made it to our camp. | 37:18 | |
| Interviewer | I mean, it doesn't sound like | 37:25 |
| you were one of the good old boys. | 37:26 | |
| Sounds like you were really separate from them. | 37:27 | |
| And I wonder, how many people were you sent with | 37:29 | |
| in your augment group? | 37:32 | |
| How many others were there? | 37:33 | |
| - | I think maybe about 10 at the most. | 37:39 |
| Interviewer | And you didn't hang out with them either, | 37:42 |
| or they didn't, you know? | 37:44 | |
| - | No, a lot of them I believe were married at the time. | 37:47 |
| So they weren't even staying in the barracks | 37:50 | |
| when we were together. | 37:51 | |
| Interviewer | Their wives could come to Afghanistan? | 37:52 |
| - | Well no, I mean, before we went overseas. | 37:54 |
| So the only time I really had any alone time with them | 37:58 | |
| or whatever, was traveling over there. | 38:01 | |
| Interviewer | And then when you were over there | 38:04 |
| wouldn't you have a alone time with them | 38:05 | |
| because they didn't have their wives | 38:06 | |
| and they would be the augmented group? | 38:08 | |
| - | Well, you know, they all still knew each other. | 38:10 |
| Like I said, I was still the new guy to the unit. | 38:13 | |
| Interviewer | Would you recommend other people | 38:19 |
| go into a military today? | 38:20 | |
| - | Not anymore. | 38:22 |
| - | Really. | |
| Why wouldn't you recommend it? | 38:23 | |
| - | It's just not worth it. | 38:26 |
| I mean, they're gonna put you over there | 38:28 | |
| and it's to me, I know the way I've been treated. | 38:29 | |
| The last thing I'd hate is for somebody I recommend | 38:36 | |
| to join the military to go there, get sent off to war | 38:39 | |
| and then get tossed out like I did. | 38:42 | |
| I would hate to put somebody through that knowingly. | 38:46 | |
| Interviewer | And you think because of Abu Ghraib, | 38:50 |
| you kind of said earlier, I just want to have that on film, | 38:52 | |
| because of Abu Ghraib, is that why the military came back | 38:55 | |
| and looked at your unit | 38:57 | |
| and that's why you became victimized, if you will, for that? | 39:00 | |
| That's how you see it? | 39:04 | |
| - | Right. | 39:05 |
| Interviewer | Did you know interrogators in Abu Ghraib | 39:08 |
| who would have been aware of what was going on? | 39:12 | |
| - | No, not there, no. | 39:15 |
| I've seen the pictures that were released. | 39:20 | |
| I've even seen pictures that weren't released to the public, | 39:22 | |
| at least I don't believe were. | 39:26 | |
| And there was never an interrogator that I knew | 39:28 | |
| that I saw on any of those pictures. | 39:31 | |
| That was all MPs. | 39:33 | |
| And being in interrogation field's very, very small. | 39:36 | |
| If I didn't know 'em, then you know, | 39:40 | |
| my colleagues would know 'em. | 39:42 | |
| And when you looked at those pictures, | 39:44 | |
| we knew that wasn't interrogators involved in that. | 39:47 | |
| Interviewer | Do you think that was | 39:51 |
| from the top-down also? | 39:52 | |
| Do you think those MPs were instructed by someone else? | 39:53 | |
| - | I would say no, only because it was clearly posted | 39:59 |
| not to take pictures. | 40:03 | |
| That was everywhere. | 40:05 | |
| Any corridor, like I said, you went down you would see that. | 40:07 | |
| No photography beyond this point. | 40:10 | |
| Interviewer | Was that true in Afghanistan, in Bagram? | 40:12 |
| - | In Bagram it was very controlled. | 40:15 |
| You had to get through like a little checkpoint | 40:19 | |
| at the beginning before you could ever go in. | 40:21 | |
| And the only cameras I ever saw there | 40:24 | |
| were ones we had for initial screening. | 40:26 | |
| So I never saw anybody with cameras there. | 40:30 | |
| I don't even think digital cameras | 40:32 | |
| were that popular at that point. | 40:34 | |
| Interviewer | But in 2003 at Abu Ghraib | 40:36 |
| there were all these signs saying no photos | 40:38 | |
| and why would there be signs that said no photos? | 40:41 | |
| What would be the purpose of those signs? | 40:43 | |
| Who were they, what were they, I mean, if there- | 40:46 | |
| - | As far as I know, maybe they were posted | 40:48 |
| after they'd caught these MPs doing that. | 40:50 | |
| 'Cause I'd never seen those anywhere else | 40:54 | |
| that we had a collection point set up. | 40:56 | |
| In Afghanistan, I never saw a no photography sign, | 41:00 | |
| I don't believe. | 41:03 | |
| Unless it was something more related towards the press | 41:05 | |
| or something like that. | 41:07 | |
| But these ones were clearly | 41:08 | |
| not made for press at Abu Ghraib. | 41:10 | |
| Interviewer | Did you ever go to Kandahar? | 41:13 |
| Did you ever work in Kandahar? | 41:15 | |
| - | I never got the chance. | 41:16 |
| I was at Bagram the whole time. | 41:17 | |
| Interviewer | And after Iraq, where'd you go next? | 41:19 |
| - | After Iraq, it was back at Bragg for the rest of the time. | 41:23 |
| - | And at that time, when you said they did bring charges | 41:27 |
| and then dropped them, did you fear that maybe | 41:29 | |
| they would bring them again? | 41:32 | |
| Or did you have any concerns at all? | 41:33 | |
| - | Honestly, I thought once they look into and it's done, | 41:36 |
| I thought it was done. | 41:39 | |
| I was like, "All right, they looked into it. | 41:40 | |
| They saw that, hey, I didn't do anything out of line. | 41:43 | |
| I'm gonna be good." | 41:48 | |
| And then when it came up again, it was like, | 41:50 | |
| again I was just kinda like, "What's going on here. | 41:55 | |
| We've already been cleared." | 41:57 | |
| And then actually, I'd gotten word | 41:59 | |
| from somebody I knew that worked there the third time | 42:01 | |
| when they were actually gonna bring up charges, | 42:05 | |
| I was at home on leave. | 42:08 | |
| I was at home visiting my family. | 42:09 | |
| And they kinda called me, I mean, it wasn't official channel | 42:11 | |
| but they worked around it. | 42:15 | |
| So they kind of said, "Hey, this just came in. | 42:16 | |
| They're gonna put you on trial for this." | 42:20 | |
| And like I'm at home on leave | 42:23 | |
| and my heart just hit the floor. | 42:25 | |
| I'm like, you know, I couldn't believe what was happening. | 42:28 | |
| It was, I don't know. | 42:32 | |
| I don't even know how to put it. | 42:35 | |
| Interviewer | And did you have a lawyer at that point | 42:37 |
| or did your parents help you get a lawyer? | 42:40 | |
| How did that work? | 42:42 | |
| - | No. | 42:43 |
| I mean, I didn't have money to get my own lawyer, so. | 42:46 | |
| Interviewer | Used a military lawyer? | 42:49 |
| And what'd your parents say? | 42:51 | |
| Did you tell them when you were home | 42:54 | |
| after you just got charged? | 42:56 | |
| - | I didn't when I was there at home. | 42:59 |
| I didn't want them to worry about that when I was there. | 43:02 | |
| I wanted to make sure that it was true when I got back | 43:05 | |
| before I ever brought it up. | 43:07 | |
| Interviewer | And did your lawyer confirm | 43:10 |
| what you told us that he also or she also thought | 43:12 | |
| that it was because of Abu Ghraib, | 43:15 | |
| the fallout from Abu Ghraib? | 43:17 | |
| - | No, they never really talked that much about it. | 43:19 |
| Interviewer | You think you were, | 43:23 |
| your mistake to have pled? | 43:24 | |
| Do you think you should've gone to trial? | 43:26 | |
| - | I definitely think I shoulda gone to trial. | 43:28 |
| Interviewer | Why? | 43:31 |
| - | 'Cause after mine, I went back for one of my friends | 43:34 |
| when they had their court martial. | 43:38 | |
| And when I looked at the jury of the peers, | 43:40 | |
| and if I had told my story to them | 43:43 | |
| and put it in their hands, | 43:45 | |
| there's no way that, I woulda just walked out of there. | 43:47 | |
| Just went right back to my job | 43:54 | |
| where I coulda started clearing out and go home. | 43:55 | |
| Interviewer | And your story is what you told us? | 44:00 |
| Basically just grabbing the guy by the shirt. | 44:03 | |
| - | It's all official records. | 44:09 |
| I don't know how open it is, but. | 44:10 | |
| Interviewer | And the person who died in Afghanistan, | 44:13 |
| were you involved with him at all? | 44:15 | |
| - | No. | 44:16 |
| - | You never met him. | |
| Had you ever met Omar Khadr while you were in Bagram? | 44:18 | |
| - | Don't believe so. | 44:24 |
| I don't know a lot of that, I forget names. | 44:28 | |
| Interviewer | He was a juvenile. | 44:30 |
| He was a young kid who had been shot by the military. | 44:31 | |
| - | They called him Buckshot, | 44:37 |
| I believe. | 44:39 | |
| - | Yeah. | |
| - | He had gotten shot in the- | 44:40 |
| Interviewer | In the eye and also in the back. | 44:41 |
| - | I had heard of him. | 44:45 |
| I'd never spoken with him myself. | 44:45 | |
| Of course, everybody kind of talked about him | 44:49 | |
| because of his story. | 44:51 | |
| As far as I know that basically they came to take him, | 44:54 | |
| and of course he got shot with the buckshot. | 45:01 | |
| What else, I believe it was him was they told me that | 45:06 | |
| he had tossed a grenade that had killed one of the medics. | 45:10 | |
| And the only other thing I heard | 45:17 | |
| that he had Canadian citizenship as well. | 45:18 | |
| But I never personally talked to him. | 45:22 | |
| Again, that was just everybody else was talking about him. | 45:25 | |
| He was definitely the youngest. | 45:29 | |
| That's what made it stick out. | 45:31 | |
| Interviewer | Why do you know he was | 45:33 |
| definitely the youngest? | 45:34 | |
| - | Just his age. | 45:36 |
| Like you never saw anybody smaller than him. | 45:37 | |
| Interviewer | Did you have any sympathy | 45:41 |
| for the detainees at any point? | 45:42 | |
| Or did you, I mean, I know that many military officials | 45:44 | |
| and interrogators probably, and even the prison guards, | 45:50 | |
| didn't treat them with humanity, or didn't see 'em as that | 45:54 | |
| because you can't abet the enemy. | 45:58 | |
| Is that how you saw it, or is that, | 46:00 | |
| what was your sense of the men? | 46:02 | |
| - | I just saw them as people. | 46:05 |
| A lot of our interactions we had to, | 46:08 | |
| especially being lowest rank, | 46:10 | |
| was I had to help bring in the local workers | 46:13 | |
| that were working on the roof of the building. | 46:15 | |
| So I was used to interacting with them outside of the prison | 46:17 | |
| and inside of it as well. | 46:20 | |
| So I never once looked and you know. | 46:24 | |
| I can tell you another prisoner we had. | 46:28 | |
| He was assigned to me at first until I told them | 46:31 | |
| I'm not talking to him anymore basically. | 46:34 | |
| They told me, "Oh, he's acting mentally challenged. | 46:37 | |
| That's an Al-Qaeda ploy to throw you off." | 46:43 | |
| And after talking to this guy like three times | 46:46 | |
| and he made some very questionable moves | 46:52 | |
| that are not sanitary at all, but I determined that he was, | 46:54 | |
| you know, mentally challenged. | 46:59 | |
| Like this guy, he's not hiding anything. | 47:00 | |
| There's nothing to hide, like that's it. | 47:03 | |
| And I felt so bad 'cause they passed him along | 47:08 | |
| to so many other people just trying to get him | 47:10 | |
| to talk about something. | 47:12 | |
| And I know one of the other, | 47:14 | |
| one of the other detainees that was in there | 47:18 | |
| basically told us that, "Hey, he went to, he went," | 47:20 | |
| 'cause I guess they had like a bathroom, | 47:25 | |
| which was kind of like a cutoff oil barrel. | 47:27 | |
| And basically he jumped in there | 47:30 | |
| and kind of splashed around with his feet. | 47:31 | |
| Saying if he was acting that was really good acting. | 47:34 | |
| But no, that guy was, he wasn't supposed to be there. | 47:37 | |
| As far as I know, he got sent back off | 47:41 | |
| to wherever they found him. | 47:43 | |
| But that was one I felt bad 'cause I'm like, | 47:44 | |
| "This kid is just like going through the wringer," | 47:48 | |
| when he was going through this for Lord knows how long, | 47:51 | |
| before somebody is finally gonna spit him back out. | 47:54 | |
| Interviewer | And no one listened to you | 47:59 |
| when you said this person is- | 48:01 | |
| - | Basically, they're like, | 48:04 |
| "Well, we're gonna get another opinion." | 48:05 | |
| Interviewer | And what were you thinking about that? | 48:08 |
| Did you just figure, well, you're doing your job | 48:09 | |
| and you just can't question it? | 48:11 | |
| - | Yeah, I mean, I gave 'em my recommendation. | 48:14 |
| It's kind of out of my hands at that point. | 48:18 | |
| They made it clear that I didn't have any power before. | 48:20 | |
| Interviewer | Did you begin to change your mind | 48:24 |
| about who these "terrorists," quote, were | 48:25 | |
| after working through this or? | 48:29 | |
| - | Not necessarily that way, but definitely questioned | 48:32 |
| my ability to wanna do the job. | 48:36 | |
| Like after the first time, | 48:39 | |
| when they had the CID guys come in- | 48:42 | |
| - | CID? | 48:45 |
| - | When they were. | |
| It's the criminal investigations. | 48:46 | |
| Basically they're like internal affairs, | 48:49 | |
| but they're for the military. | 48:51 | |
| They come in and start questioning us about it. | 48:54 | |
| And I had myself removed from interrogation at that point. | 48:57 | |
| Basically they just took me out of there | 49:02 | |
| to where I didn't have to work in that center anymore. | 49:04 | |
| Interviewer | Why'd you ask to be removed? | 49:07 |
| - | Because I felt like the only reason why | 49:10 |
| I would be even looked at for this | 49:13 | |
| is because they weren't happy with the job I was doing | 49:14 | |
| and trying to tell me, I need to be rougher with people, | 49:18 | |
| that kinda thing. | 49:20 | |
| So, I just didn't wanna be part of it. | 49:21 | |
| Interviewer | Where'd they put you? | 49:24 |
| - | They put me in working like the front gate. | 49:27 |
| What we were doing was just screening the local workers. | 49:30 | |
| Just kind of getting a feel for them saying, | 49:33 | |
| "Oh, hire this guy, don't hire this one." | 49:35 | |
| Interviewer | Did other interrogators | 49:39 |
| that you knew also have problems | 49:40 | |
| in terms of being stricter or harder on the detainees. | 49:43 | |
| like you, like you described yourself? | 49:46 | |
| - | We definitely had one. | 49:49 |
| Like, I don't wanna say his name or anything on camera, | 49:50 | |
| but he's a very religious guy. | 49:53 | |
| And when we got there, he's like, "I don't wanna do it." | 49:57 | |
| And I know that he did go in on interrogations | 50:00 | |
| at some point, but it was more like in a computer aspect | 50:04 | |
| when he's asking questions about things | 50:07 | |
| they might have found on computers or whatever. | 50:09 | |
| But he didn't wanna do it after we got there. | 50:11 | |
| And I don't blame him. | 50:15 | |
| Interviewer | Hmm. | 50:17 |
| Do you have conversations, did you see a therapist | 50:21 | |
| when you got out, or have conversations with people | 50:24 | |
| about what you experienced? | 50:26 | |
| - | No, there was nothing I could afford on my own. | 50:29 |
| The first job I got out, when I got out | 50:34 | |
| was as a delivery driver for pizza company. | 50:38 | |
| So they weren't quite offering insurance | 50:40 | |
| or anything for that position. | 50:44 | |
| VA never contacted me or nothing like that for the military. | 50:49 | |
| Basically it's like, hey, you got your discharge. | 50:53 | |
| You're done. | 50:55 | |
| Interviewer | Well, what about when you got a better job | 50:56 |
| and you did get medical insurance? | 50:58 | |
| You think about having therapy then? | 51:01 | |
| - | By the time I finally got insurance | 51:05 |
| was probably about three years ago in 2012. | 51:07 | |
| And by that point there's a lotta stuff | 51:12 | |
| I just don't wanna talk about anymore. | 51:14 | |
| It's just, at this point, | 51:19 | |
| it's been 10 years since the incident | 51:22 | |
| and I've kinda found ways to cope with it myself, I guess. | 51:24 | |
| Probably wouldn't turn it down if it was offered. | 51:31 | |
| But, but I mean, I don't know. | 51:33 | |
| It's a difficult situation. | 51:38 | |
| Interviewer | Could you talk to your parents about, | 51:40 |
| or they didn't really try to talk about it? | 51:42 | |
| - | I could, it's something I probably don't wanna | 51:45 |
| talk to my parents about. | 51:48 | |
| I mean, I have good friends from when I was in, | 51:50 | |
| we were all there together. | 51:54 | |
| So at least if I need to blow off steam | 51:55 | |
| I can talk to those guys. | 51:58 | |
| Interviewer | How about your childhood friends, | 52:02 |
| you still friendly with anyone? | 52:03 | |
| - | I've still got a few friends from high school. | 52:05 |
| But you know, they're all kinda doing their thing. | 52:10 | |
| Interviewer | So what's your next step? | 52:15 |
| Are you gonna stay in San Antonio and look for work, | 52:16 | |
| or how do you see your life going forward? | 52:18 | |
| - | Definitely be in San Antonio, trying to get another job. | 52:21 |
| Might move out to go stay with one of my friends, | 52:25 | |
| look for a job out that way. | 52:29 | |
| Interviewer | Johnny, is there something you're thinking? | 52:32 |
| Johnny | Yeah, I have one question. | 52:35 |
| I mean, it strikes me listening to your story | 52:37 | |
| that you were really interested | 52:40 | |
| in military intelligence initially. | 52:42 | |
| Like you said your dad was involved in it | 52:44 | |
| and you signed up, said that's what I wanna do. | 52:46 | |
| And then they trained you to do something that was, | 52:49 | |
| in a way that was for a different war, it just didn't apply. | 52:51 | |
| So I'm just curious, based on what you learned, | 52:57 | |
| what you experienced, how would you, | 53:01 | |
| you know, let's say you got put in charge of training people | 53:03 | |
| to go do military intelligence, | 53:06 | |
| what would you, how'd you do it differently? | 53:07 | |
| What would you tell them to do? | 53:10 | |
| - | Honestly, when it came to training, | 53:14 |
| like the formal part of training, | 53:17 | |
| we always called it order of battle. | 53:20 | |
| And that's dealing with your basic units, | 53:22 | |
| starts with a soldier, goes with the squad, | 53:24 | |
| goes through a company, none of that applies. | 53:27 | |
| None of it applies when it comes to these guys. | 53:31 | |
| It works more in cells and things like that. | 53:33 | |
| The main thing I would convey | 53:37 | |
| if I was in charge of training, | 53:39 | |
| it don't matter who you got in there, | 53:41 | |
| treat it like it's Geneva Conventions. | 53:42 | |
| Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, | 53:45 | |
| or try and tell you anything that might jeopardize that. | 53:47 | |
| That was something they never stressed to us, | 53:53 | |
| was you're gonna deal with these irregular forces | 53:55 | |
| and all of a sudden, they're not gonna have | 53:57 | |
| a code that you follow. | 53:59 | |
| But it comes back later that you should have been | 54:00 | |
| following this code, when the whole time | 54:03 | |
| they were telling us not to. | 54:06 | |
| I'd just make it clear. | 54:07 | |
| Interviewer | Were you trained in the Geneva Conventions | 54:15 |
| during your training before you went to Afghanistan? | 54:17 | |
| - | We did have sections on it in training. | 54:20 |
| Interviewer | Did it surprise you when they said | 54:24 |
| that that doesn't apply now? | 54:26 | |
| - | It definitely did, but they kind of justified it | 54:28 |
| in the fact that this wasn't a regular army. | 54:31 | |
| I believe if you go back and look at it, | 54:35 | |
| I'm sure it's been amended by now, | 54:36 | |
| but if you could find those regs from those field manuals | 54:39 | |
| from back when we went through that training, | 54:43 | |
| I don't recall it ever having anything about like terrorist | 54:45 | |
| or anything like that in there. | 54:50 | |
| Especially giving them a different designation altogether, | 54:52 | |
| so that they're not POWs. | 54:55 | |
| Interviewer | Johnny, do you wanna follow up on that? | 55:00 |
| Johnny | No, I think I'm good. | 55:04 |
| Interviewer | And I assume you and your colleagues | 55:07 |
| didn't really question it because you're not lawyers | 55:09 | |
| and you just kind of accepted what you were told. | 55:11 | |
| And did JAG, did you meet with JAG lawyers | 55:14 | |
| who might've confirmed that what you were told is correct, | 55:17 | |
| that these are not POWs | 55:21 | |
| and you don't have to apply Geneva Conventions? | 55:24 | |
| Were you told that by any JAG lawyers? | 55:25 | |
| - | Not by JAG. | 55:27 |
| Well, they did have JAG come in sometimes | 55:29 | |
| and actually JAG did back it up. | 55:32 | |
| Because I know that there were a few of us | 55:35 | |
| that had those questions | 55:37 | |
| and we made sure that we were gonna ask 'em, | 55:38 | |
| because we were questionable of it at first. | 55:43 | |
| So of course the JAG presence that was there, | 55:47 | |
| they're kind of like, "Oh yeah, yeah, it's good. | 55:51 | |
| What your commander is telling you is right, go with it." | 55:54 | |
| So, yeah, it's been a while since I thought about | 55:58 | |
| some of this stuff. | 56:02 | |
| The JAG officers did come in. | 56:05 | |
| They weren't there every day, not every day, | 56:07 | |
| but every now and then they would come in | 56:09 | |
| and give us a brief on something, and then. | 56:11 | |
| Interviewer | So you said you were | 56:15 |
| betrayed by the military. | 56:16 | |
| Were you betrayed by your country too? | 56:18 | |
| - | I kinda feel that way. | 56:21 |
| It's all the same to me. | 56:23 | |
| I mean, I get no benefits from military, country, | 56:26 | |
| nothing like that. | 56:29 | |
| Johnny | One more question. | 56:33 |
| I'm curious if your parents' attitude | 56:36 | |
| toward the military has changed also? | 56:38 | |
| You said your dad was career military, right? | 56:40 | |
| - | He's retired. | 56:43 |
| - | Retired, | |
| but you kinda followed him in, | 56:45 | |
| and then they watched all this happen to you. | 56:48 | |
| How do they feel about it, the military? | 56:49 | |
| - | I know my dad was definitely upset. | 56:52 |
| He's the biggest, flying the flag and everything like that. | 56:56 | |
| And he was not very happy. | 57:01 | |
| So I mean, same kind of thing, like even when I came home, | 57:03 | |
| like they throw a party and it's the, | 57:09 | |
| hey, you got screwed party, but welcome home. | 57:10 | |
| Interviewer | So is he still a military supporter, | 57:18 |
| your dad? | 57:20 | |
| - | No, he's out now. | 57:22 |
| He got out before I ever joined. | 57:24 | |
| - | I know, but does he still believe in the military and- | 57:26 |
| - | He'll always support the troops. | 57:29 |
| But I mean, as far as, | 57:31 | |
| I can tell you, definitely around that timeframe, | 57:36 | |
| if I was somebody in the military I probably would have | 57:38 | |
| stayed away from the house, | 57:40 | |
| around the time that that happened. | 57:42 | |
| I mean, he's not gonna fault individual soldiers, | 57:46 | |
| but he thinks that the whole chain is screwed. | 57:49 | |
| Interviewer | Do you have siblings? | 57:53 |
| - | I have one | 57:54 |
| - | A brother or sister? | 57:55 |
| - | Brother. | |
| Interviewer | Is he in the military too? | 57:57 |
| - | He was, he only did three years and he got out. | 57:58 |
| Interviewer | And did he go to Afghanistan, or? | 58:02 |
| - | No, he never deployed. | 58:04 |
| Interviewer | Did he have any thoughts | 58:06 |
| about your experience? | 58:07 | |
| Is he younger or older? | 58:09 | |
| - | He's younger. | 58:10 |
| Interviewer | Did he have any thoughts | 58:11 |
| about his older brother? | 58:12 | |
| - | Basically the same as like the rest of the family, | 58:15 |
| that this whole thing is crap. | 58:18 | |
| Like, should've never happened. | 58:19 | |
| Interviewer | Well, I think, is there something | 58:25 |
| I didn't ask you Glen, that you think might be | 58:29 | |
| useful for history in terms of thinking | 58:31 | |
| people might watch this 10 years from now, | 58:34 | |
| or 20 years from now and they just need to understand | 58:36 | |
| what happened post 9/11 and how people were caught up, | 58:39 | |
| like yourself and what it all means? | 58:42 | |
| And if you believe in the rule of law, how that plays out. | 58:45 | |
| Is there something, when you agreed to talk to us | 58:48 | |
| were you thinking about something that you'd like to share | 58:51 | |
| with that kind of audience and that you wanna tell us. | 58:53 | |
| - | I'm definitely, just kinda go back on that whole thing | 58:57 |
| like you know, being at the interrogation school | 59:01 | |
| before September 11th, even the NCOs | 59:05 | |
| and everybody would be like, "Hey, you know, | 59:09 | |
| a lot of this stuff, don't worry about it. | 59:12 | |
| You're gonna go to your unit. | 59:15 | |
| They don't need interrogators. | 59:16 | |
| There's less than 600 of you in the army right now. | 59:18 | |
| You're gonna go to your unit | 59:21 | |
| and you're gonna be stuck in the motor pool. | 59:22 | |
| That's gonna be your life. | 59:25 | |
| You're gonna be working on vehicles in the motor pool." | 59:26 | |
| And then you know that one day, September 11th, | 59:29 | |
| of course we're outta class for a few days after that | 59:34 | |
| and we go back and it's like, "Hey, guess what? | 59:36 | |
| All that stuff we were telling you, you know, | 59:38 | |
| don't worry about it, guess what? | 59:40 | |
| It's pretty high on your list now. | 59:42 | |
| And because you're an interrogator, | 59:43 | |
| you're probably not even gonna go to language school | 59:45 | |
| because there's less than 600 of you. | 59:47 | |
| So we're gonna have to start shipping you guys over there." | 59:49 | |
| And I mean, it wasn't set up for what happened. | 59:53 | |
| Of course, nobody was at that point. | 59:56 | |
| Definitely had the worst timing for going into that job, | 1:00:00 | |
| that's for sure. | 1:00:04 | |
| So, I hope it's all settled out now. | 1:00:05 | |
| Interviewer | What should they have done, | 1:00:10 |
| if there was this emergency, and they need to get the intel | 1:00:12 | |
| and they didn't have the interrogators, | 1:00:16 | |
| what should they have done instead of what they did do? | 1:00:17 | |
| - | I don't know. | 1:00:21 |
| At the time they were good at outsourcing everything. | 1:00:22 | |
| I mean, with your Blackwaters and whatnot. | 1:00:24 | |
| I'm sure there are companies out there | 1:00:27 | |
| that offer interrogation services. | 1:00:29 | |
| Even when I was in Iraq, they brought one, | 1:00:32 | |
| we went through a civilian interrogation course, | 1:00:35 | |
| which I don't remember the name of the company. | 1:00:39 | |
| I mean, something like that could have been an option | 1:00:44 | |
| at that point, at least while they're trying | 1:00:47 | |
| to ramp people up. | 1:00:48 | |
| Interviewer | So you never really were trained | 1:00:51 |
| for that kind of work, as you said. | 1:00:54 | |
| And they threw you in to it. | 1:00:57 | |
| - | I mean, I guarantee you like when I went through | 1:00:58 |
| the interrogation course that was | 1:01:00 | |
| probably the smallest section on it | 1:01:03 | |
| was like a regular forces. | 1:01:04 | |
| The rest of it was all, "Hey, you're gonna fight Russia." | 1:01:07 | |
| Gonna fight Russia is gonna have all these squads | 1:01:11 | |
| and everything like that. | 1:01:13 | |
| Hopefully by this point in time it's changed. | 1:01:18 | |
| It's more addressed to the current world | 1:01:20 | |
| instead of what we did. | 1:01:23 | |
| Interviewer | Did you know that detainees you interrogated | 1:01:25 |
| were gonna end up in Guantanamo? | 1:01:28 | |
| Were you aware of Guantanamo at that time? | 1:01:29 | |
| - | When we first got there, no. | 1:01:33 |
| But it became quite apparent that | 1:01:34 | |
| places were coming to us because we're the most secluded. | 1:01:39 | |
| So the other parts in the country were sending us people | 1:01:43 | |
| and every month or couple of weeks or so, | 1:01:47 | |
| we're sending people off | 1:01:50 | |
| and we knew they were going to Guantanamo at the time. | 1:01:52 | |
| Which I don't know if the public did | 1:01:55 | |
| or not at that timeframe. | 1:01:57 | |
| Interviewer | What was your image of Guantanamo, | 1:01:58 |
| do you recall back then? | 1:02:00 | |
| - | If I want to think about it honestly, | 1:02:03 |
| I didn't even know we had a base there. | 1:02:05 | |
| So I'm like figure they got some sectioned off | 1:02:07 | |
| part of the island where these guys are going. | 1:02:09 | |
| I had no idea. | 1:02:12 | |
| I just knew they were going there. | 1:02:14 | |
| I assumed the facilities were better, but I didn't know. | 1:02:15 | |
| I thought it was kinda strange to send them that far. | 1:02:20 | |
| 'Cause I'm like, all right, I assume at that point | 1:02:24 | |
| we have actionable intel | 1:02:28 | |
| and then the further they're away from their fellow guys, | 1:02:31 | |
| especially the further they're overseas, | 1:02:37 | |
| the less actionable any kind of intelligence | 1:02:39 | |
| comes from them. | 1:02:41 | |
| I mean, unless they told you, | 1:02:43 | |
| "Hey, we got this five-year plan | 1:02:44 | |
| and here's what we're doing." | 1:02:46 | |
| Then by all means, keep them. | 1:02:48 | |
| But if they say, "Hey, this is what we have planned, | 1:02:50 | |
| this is what we did." | 1:02:52 | |
| I don't know what you're gonna do with them | 1:02:55 | |
| in three years while they're sitting down there. | 1:02:56 | |
| I don't understand it. | 1:02:59 | |
| Try 'em or do something, but don't keep 'em locked up. | 1:03:02 | |
| Interviewer | I have just a couple more questions. | 1:03:07 |
| One is mainly, did you have any fear for your safety | 1:03:08 | |
| while you were in Bagram? | 1:03:13 | |
| - | In Bagram, no. | 1:03:15 |
| We had occasional rocket attacks and mortars, | 1:03:19 | |
| but I never feared for my safety there. | 1:03:23 | |
| Interviewer | And you never feared from the detainees? | 1:03:27 |
| - | No, not from the detainees. | 1:03:29 |
| - | Not given your size. | |
| And when Obama became president did you think | 1:03:32 | |
| things were gonna change? | 1:03:36 | |
| - | One of his big promises was to pull everyone out. | 1:03:38 |
| And that's what I wanted for our guys. | 1:03:41 | |
| A lot of it, like, | 1:03:47 | |
| if we even go into the Iraq part, | 1:03:49 | |
| I can tell you sitting down in Kuwait | 1:03:53 | |
| before they sent us into Iraq, | 1:03:56 | |
| they used to come and do briefings every week. | 1:03:57 | |
| They'd have people come talk to you | 1:04:00 | |
| and everything like that. | 1:04:01 | |
| And one of them they had was a guy, | 1:04:03 | |
| who was a veterinarian, I believe. | 1:04:06 | |
| And he was a old Iraqi national. | 1:04:09 | |
| And he came to talk to us. | 1:04:10 | |
| I think he'd become U.S. 'cause he was with the U.S. Army. | 1:04:12 | |
| But used to live in Iraq, under Saddam. | 1:04:15 | |
| And we're all sitting there in this room | 1:04:18 | |
| and he's telling us how horrible things are | 1:04:23 | |
| and how bad it is and how evil Saddam is. | 1:04:25 | |
| From like, you've got a room full of interrogators | 1:04:29 | |
| and people that do equivalent jobs and nobody believed him. | 1:04:31 | |
| I'm like, what are we doing here? | 1:04:39 | |
| You're obviously trying to lie to us. | 1:04:42 | |
| You're trying to get us pumped up for something that- | 1:04:43 | |
| Interviewer | Why do you say nobody believed him? | 1:04:47 |
| Why wouldn't they believe him? | 1:04:49 | |
| - | It's just a vibe. | 1:04:53 |
| You go through that training | 1:04:56 | |
| and this guy's not coming off as sincere about anything. | 1:04:57 | |
| It sounds more like a pep rally, | 1:05:01 | |
| instead of an actual informative, | 1:05:04 | |
| here's what we're gonna go do. | 1:05:07 | |
| It felt like, I personally felt | 1:05:10 | |
| like we were being misled into it. | 1:05:12 | |
| Like I said, it could just be me. | 1:05:15 | |
| I feel a lot of other people in my unit felt the same thing. | 1:05:19 | |
| Interviewer | When did you go to Iraq exactly? | 1:05:22 |
| - | That was 2003. | 1:05:23 |
| That was when it started. | 1:05:25 | |
| - | Was it spring? | |
| It started in March or April of 2003. | 1:05:26 | |
| - | Yeah, it started April, April, 2003, I believe. | 1:05:29 |
| Interviewer | Is that when you went? | 1:05:33 |
| - | Yeah, we went right in afterwards. | 1:05:34 |
| Interviewer | And did you think, at that time they said | 1:05:37 |
| that the U.S. was going to strike fast and quick | 1:05:40 | |
| and it'll be over. | 1:05:43 | |
| Did you think that? | 1:05:44 | |
| - | Oh, yeah, I remember watching the original one as a kid, | 1:05:46 |
| when we were just fighting them out of Saudi Arabia. | 1:05:50 | |
| And I was like, we backed that army up | 1:05:53 | |
| pretty quick that time | 1:05:55 | |
| and by everything they were showing us, | 1:05:56 | |
| I was like, well if it follows along the same lines, | 1:05:58 | |
| this is gonna be, it was gonna be quick and done, | 1:06:01 | |
| like you said, you know, it'll be real fast. | 1:06:04 | |
| And I mean, it relatively was at least the race to Baghdad. | 1:06:09 | |
| And then after that's when, I even like to tell people | 1:06:13 | |
| when we first went in it wasn't as bad as when we left. | 1:06:16 | |
| It seems like after, when we first went in | 1:06:23 | |
| everybody's kinda like, alright, thrown down, running. | 1:06:24 | |
| And then after about four or five months of being there, | 1:06:28 | |
| that's when they all start popping up again. | 1:06:30 | |
| So it's like, all right, the official war part was easy. | 1:06:33 | |
| Holding is gonna be the pain. | 1:06:36 | |
| Interviewer | And you were sent in different, what? | 1:06:40 |
| You were sent to different cities. | 1:06:42 | |
| You weren't just in Baghdad, right? | 1:06:44 | |
| - | Right. | 1:06:46 |
| - | And you did interrogation | |
| in each of those cities? | 1:06:47 | |
| - | Mm hm. | 1:06:48 |
| Interviewer | And were you alone or were you always | 1:06:49 |
| with a colleague when you did the interrogations? | 1:06:50 | |
| - | Always with a colleague. | 1:06:53 |
| Interviewer | And what's the purpose | 1:06:54 |
| of having two people together? | 1:06:55 | |
| - | A lot of it's just to cover your questioning. | 1:06:57 |
| Like, if I'm asking you about something, | 1:07:01 | |
| I'm asking you about a new car or something, | 1:07:06 | |
| and I say, "How's the gas mileage?" | 1:07:08 | |
| And then you start talking about the city mileage | 1:07:11 | |
| and then I move on, then you know my buddy he'll go, | 1:07:13 | |
| "Well, hey, what about the highway mileage? | 1:07:15 | |
| We didn't get the highway mileage on it." | 1:07:18 | |
| Interviewer | And would you talk to your buddy | 1:07:21 |
| before you start the interrogation | 1:07:23 | |
| to make sure you were on the same path | 1:07:25 | |
| as what question to ask? | 1:07:27 | |
| - | Oh yeah, usually we laid out kind of a game plan. | 1:07:28 |
| Like, "Hey, this is how I'm gonna start talking to him. | 1:07:30 | |
| We're gonna try and touch up on this." | 1:07:33 | |
| Of course, kinda hard when you're dealing with people | 1:07:36 | |
| to follow a strict plan, but at least you gotta have | 1:07:39 | |
| that little guideline, that way you're not | 1:07:41 | |
| playing off of each other or something like that. | 1:07:44 | |
| Interviewer | Did you do good cop, bad cop ever? | 1:07:46 |
| - | I tried it. | 1:07:49 |
| I don't make a very good bad cop unless I'm quiet. | 1:07:50 | |
| Interviewer | You make a good good cop? | 1:07:55 |
| - | Yeah, I'm a good good cop. | 1:07:56 |
| Interviewer | Well then what about the other guy | 1:07:57 |
| being a bad cop, you ever tried that way? | 1:07:59 | |
| - | We tried, but it looks funny | 1:08:01 |
| when the person's smaller than me | 1:08:02 | |
| and they have to play the bad cop. | 1:08:03 | |
| Interviewer | So your image was the bad cop | 1:08:08 |
| because of your size. | 1:08:10 | |
| - | Well, honestly I was 20 years old | 1:08:12 |
| when I made it to Afghanistan. | 1:08:16 | |
| And I probably only had to shave like once a week. | 1:08:19 | |
| So, I wasn't really passing off as the scruffy bad guy | 1:08:22 | |
| or anything like that. | 1:08:29 | |
| Interviewer | But it doesn't sound like | 1:08:30 |
| you had it in your either. | 1:08:31 | |
| - | No, no, it's not my personality. | 1:08:32 |
| Interviewer | I think I'm pretty much, | 1:08:39 |
| unless there's something else Glen, you wanted to tell us | 1:08:41 | |
| just about how you see your experiences | 1:08:44 | |
| and how America can benefit from your experience | 1:08:48 | |
| and your insights? | 1:08:53 | |
| I know I asked you that once, | 1:08:56 | |
| but I'll ask you one more time. | 1:08:57 | |
| If there's anything else you want to add to that, otherwise. | 1:08:58 | |
| - | I would say definitely like in my scenario, | 1:09:00 |
| especially for combat vets and for the ones | 1:09:03 | |
| that have seen combat, like even if we get kicked out | 1:09:07 | |
| or something like that, or like in my case, | 1:09:12 | |
| where I took a plea bargain, got a bad conduct discharge, | 1:09:15 | |
| you know I've seen combat with the rest of my buddies | 1:09:21 | |
| in my unit and sometimes you don't always think right. | 1:09:24 | |
| And that's something that should be addressed. | 1:09:29 | |
| Like even though we were kicked out, | 1:09:31 | |
| if it's not supporting full military benefits or whatever, | 1:09:33 | |
| at least some kind of psychiatric help | 1:09:37 | |
| or something like that, some kind of forum or medium | 1:09:39 | |
| or something that can be addressed. | 1:09:43 | |
| Because I know there's people that are, | 1:09:46 | |
| even I'd be lying if I said, maybe I didn't dabble in drugs | 1:09:47 | |
| when I came back from overseas. | 1:09:54 | |
| And then, how many other soldiers are doing this. | 1:09:57 | |
| And then instead of getting kicked out for doing assault | 1:10:00 | |
| and battery, like me, they're getting kicked out | 1:10:04 | |
| because they failed the drug test. | 1:10:06 | |
| And they're doing these drugs because they were overseas | 1:10:09 | |
| and everything's weighing down on 'em. | 1:10:12 | |
| So even the forgotten part of it like me, | 1:10:17 | |
| who just kinda gets thrown out | 1:10:19 | |
| and tossed back out to the side, should be addressed. | 1:10:20 | |
| I'm sure it's different now than it was then. | 1:10:26 | |
| I can only hope. | 1:10:28 | |
| But I can tell you when I got out me and friends, | 1:10:30 | |
| even had a guy that lived with us, | 1:10:36 | |
| who he's seen it rough over there. | 1:10:37 | |
| He wasn't an interrogator. | 1:10:40 | |
| He basically did like an MP-type job over there. | 1:10:41 | |
| And he was always out beyond the wire. | 1:10:45 | |
| And then he goes home to Las Vegas | 1:10:48 | |
| and I think he was kicked out. | 1:10:51 | |
| And I'm not sure if he was kicked out or not. | 1:10:54 | |
| But he went home to Las Vegas, I think he was there | 1:10:58 | |
| for a couple of weeks before he ODed on heroin. | 1:11:00 | |
| All due to stress from being overseas, | 1:11:04 | |
| which he never got help for. | 1:11:06 | |
| Interviewer | Are you also talking about help | 1:11:09 |
| while you're in the military | 1:11:10 | |
| or only help once you leave the military? | 1:11:12 | |
| - | It should definitely be both. | 1:11:15 |
| People coming back from overseas should be getting | 1:11:16 | |
| some kind of help. | 1:11:18 | |
| Interviewer | While they're still in the military? | 1:11:19 |
| - | Mm hm. | 1:11:20 |
| - | And they're not? | |
| - | When I was in, they weren't. | 1:11:23 |
| Interviewer | Did you think you had PTSD when you left? | 1:11:25 |
| Did you even think about that? | 1:11:27 | |
| - | I think when I was still in I didn't think about it much. | 1:11:31 |
| There were some instances afterwards, | 1:11:35 | |
| when I was out and away from everything, | 1:11:36 | |
| that definitely, even like driving down the road | 1:11:39 | |
| and all of a sudden, I think I'm looking | 1:11:42 | |
| at the the end of the street | 1:11:45 | |
| and it looks like the mountains of Bagram. | 1:11:47 | |
| Just outta nowhere. | 1:11:51 | |
| Who knows, I mighta ran a red light while I did it. | 1:11:53 | |
| But stuff like that. | 1:11:55 | |
| I mean, fireworks, those were horrible for the longest time. | 1:11:57 | |
| Like I said, it's been a while, | 1:12:04 | |
| so kinda getting used to being around it again. | 1:12:05 | |
| Don't be near me if I'm standing next to the street | 1:12:11 | |
| when a car backfires. | 1:12:14 | |
| Interviewer | Really. | 1:12:15 |
| - | I might throw you down looking for cover. | 1:12:17 |
| - | Really? | 1:12:19 |
| - | Yeah. | |
| Interviewer | Did you have nightmares too? | 1:12:22 |
| - | All the time. | 1:12:24 |
| Interviewer | About your time in Bagram and Iraq? | 1:12:26 |
| - | About the time in Bagram especially. | 1:12:30 |
| That's the one thing that got me the most is like, | 1:12:35 | |
| if you could talk to Dilawar right now, | 1:12:38 | |
| I guarantee you he'd say | 1:12:40 | |
| I was the only friend he had in that place. | 1:12:41 | |
| Interviewer | So what's the nightmare there, | 1:12:45 |
| that you betrayed him or that you didn't help him? | 1:12:47 | |
| - | That I didn't do enough for him. | 1:12:50 |
| That's my fault. | 1:12:52 | |
| Interviewer | Did you ever speak to his family? | 1:12:57 |
| Could you have spoken to his family? | 1:12:59 | |
| - | Oh, no, I wouldn't have any way | 1:13:00 |
| of knowing how to get ahold of them. | 1:13:02 | |
| Interviewer | And did you have flashbacks too? | 1:13:07 |
| - | Occasionally, I never really had flashbacks that bad, | 1:13:11 |
| but definitely nightmares. | 1:13:14 | |
| Interviewer | And do you see yourself | 1:13:17 |
| speaking to Dilawar in that nightmare or is it just- | 1:13:17 | |
| - | Most of the time, yeah. | 1:13:21 |
| Interviewer | Do you see yourself | 1:13:26 |
| speaking to other detainees or to other colleagues | 1:13:27 | |
| in those nightmares, or is it just Dilawar. | 1:13:31 | |
| - | There's some other colleagues that I feel like | 1:13:34 |
| we're to blame that, definitely. | 1:13:37 | |
| If I saw them here, I wouldn't have things nice | 1:13:42 | |
| to say to 'em even after this time. | 1:13:44 | |
| Interviewer | Well, would you wanna just, | 1:13:48 |
| you said it Glen, but I don't know if you wanna say it just, | 1:13:49 | |
| I think people might wanna hear, do you wanna say | 1:13:52 | |
| that you're kind of like you're sorry you didn't do | 1:13:54 | |
| better for Dilawar that that's- | 1:13:58 | |
| - | Oh, that definitely. | 1:14:01 |
| 'Cause at least even if what I did | 1:14:03 | |
| and I was still convicted for what I did, | 1:14:05 | |
| if he was still alive, then I wouldn't feel so bad. | 1:14:07 | |
| Interviewer | And you'd like to tell him that. | 1:14:13 |
| Well, that's a good way to end, I think, | 1:14:19 | |
| if that's okay with you. | 1:14:21 | |
| We need 20 seconds of silence, Johnny, | 1:14:23 | |
| room tone before we close down and then. | 1:14:29 | |
| Unless you wanna say something else? | 1:14:31 | |
| - | Not that I can think of. | 1:14:34 |
| Okay, okay Johnny. | 1:14:36 | |
| Johnny | Begin room tone. | 1:14:38 |
| End room tone. | 1:14:51 |
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