Mahle, Katherine
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- | Well Kathy, thank you so much for doing this | 0:01 |
and if I could just get some background information. | 0:03 | |
- | Okay. | 0:05 |
- | If you could first say your name. | 0:06 |
- | My name is Katherine or Kathy Austin Mahle. | 0:07 |
- | Wonderful. | 0:11 |
And are you lay or clergy? | 0:13 | |
- | I'm clergy. | 0:14 |
- | Good. | 0:15 |
And your religious tradition is? | 0:15 | |
- | The United Methodist. | 0:17 |
- | Wonderful! | 0:18 |
Kathy when and where were you born? | 0:20 | |
- | I was born in Norwich, New York. | 0:22 |
- | Hmm! | 0:26 |
- | In 1945. | 0:27 |
- | Okay, wonderful. | 0:28 |
Where is Norwich? | 0:30 | |
- | It's outside of New York City, | 0:34 |
sort of northwest of New York City, | 0:37 | |
south of Albany. | 0:40 | |
It's south of Cooperstown. | 0:42 | |
- | Okay! | 0:44 |
- | You know where Cooperstown is? | 0:45 |
- | Yes, yes, that's helpful! | 0:46 |
That's good! | 0:46 | |
Where did you go to school? | 0:47 | |
Graduate or Divinity School? | 0:49 | |
- | I am a graduate of Deloitte College in Wisconsin. | 0:51 |
And I am also a graduate of United Theological Seminary | 0:55 | |
of the Twin Cities. | 1:01 | |
And I graduated in 1978. | 1:02 | |
- | Mm hmm. | 1:04 |
Thank you. | 1:05 | |
What kind of work or ministry were you doing | 1:07 | |
at the time of Reimagining? | 1:09 | |
- | At the time of Reimagining? | 1:11 |
I was serving as the Lead Pastor | 1:13 | |
at Hamlin United Methodist Church. | 1:16 | |
And I was on the Board of the Greater Minneapolis | 1:19 | |
Council of Churches. | 1:22 | |
- | Oh, okay, alright. | 1:24 |
And after Reimagining what kind of work | 1:25 | |
or ministry have you done since then? | 1:28 | |
- | I was at Hamlin until 1997. | 1:31 |
- | Okay. | 1:36 |
- | At which time I became a District Superintendent | 1:37 |
for the Old Metro West District | 1:39 | |
of the United Methodist Church in Minnesota. | 1:41 | |
- | Great, thank you, thank you. | 1:44 |
Now how and when did you first become aware of | 1:48 | |
feminist theology? | 1:49 | |
- | Well it would have been in Seminary. | 1:52 |
And I started Seminary in 1974 so. | 1:54 | |
- | Mm. | 1:57 |
Do you remember how you reacted to it at that time? | 1:58 | |
What you thought of it? | 2:01 | |
- | Hmm? | 2:05 |
Well it made sense (laughs). | 2:07 | |
I think it was pretty easy for me to adopt | 2:15 | |
and understand about inclusive language. | 2:18 | |
That was sort of the first place | 2:22 | |
that I was confronted with it, in Seminary. | 2:24 | |
- | Yeah. | 2:28 |
- | And it was an exciting time. | 2:29 |
There were women going into ministry in larger numbers. | 2:33 | |
- | Mm hmm. | 2:37 |
- | And started reading I don't know, | 2:38 |
all kinds of books (laughs). | 2:52 | |
- | Yeah, yeah, yeah. | 2:55 |
One other question before we move on, | 2:58 | |
what led you to Seminary into Ministry? | 3:00 | |
- | Well the easy answer is a call. | 3:04 |
- | Yes. | 3:07 |
- | The more difficult answer is finding a place | 3:09 |
to be in ministry and living out of that call. | 3:18 | |
The call came when I was in high school. | 3:26 | |
- | Really? | 3:28 |
- | And I knew that I wanted to work in a church setting | 3:29 |
but I didn't have any role models and so | 3:32 | |
when I was in college I majored in Religious Studies | 3:41 | |
and Sociology. | 3:47 | |
I thought I would go to McCormick Seminary | 3:49 | |
and get a degree there and they had an affiliate program | 3:52 | |
with the University of Chicago in Social Work. | 3:56 | |
And so I was going to go out and save the world | 3:59 | |
and work at the West Side Christian Parrish (laughs). | 4:01 | |
- | Yeah! | 4:05 |
What happened? | 4:06 | |
- | I got married! | 4:07 |
- | (laughs) | 4:08 |
- | This is 1967. | 4:09 |
- | Yes. | 4:11 |
- | So, but we need to stop for just a minute. | 4:12 |
- | Sure. | 4:14 |
- | We're doing an interview. | 4:16 |
- | Okay. | 0:04 |
- | So, I got married. | 0:04 |
- | Yes, that's where we're leaving off, go ahead, yes. | 0:06 |
- | Steve did graduate work at Penn State, | 0:11 |
and they didn't have a school of social work, | 0:14 | |
so, you know, back in those days you just followed | 0:16 | |
where your husband went. | 0:19 | |
That led us to the US army, | 0:22 | |
and he was stationed at the Manned Spacecraft Center | 0:25 | |
for three years, and this was during Vietnam. | 0:30 | |
- | Wow. | 0:32 |
- | I volunteered at the... | 0:35 |
They had, like, a thrift shop on the airbase. | 0:41 | |
That's what I did along with having a child. | 0:48 | |
And then when we moved to Minnesota | 0:54 | |
I started doing volunteer work at YES, | 0:58 | |
and the guy that was executive director | 1:01 | |
suggested that maybe I'd like to take some | 1:04 | |
courses at United and that's how I got out to United. | 1:07 | |
- | Really? What is YES? | 1:10 |
- | Youth Emergency Service, it was a telephone hotline. | 1:11 |
- | Really? | 1:15 |
Okay. | 1:16 | |
Fascinating, okay, and then when you went to United, | 1:17 | |
just to finish this off, did you know at that time | 1:21 | |
you were going to be a pastor? | 1:23 | |
- | No, I figured I'd go into counseling, | 1:25 |
and work in a church related setting. | 1:28 | |
- | And did you go into the ordained ministry | 1:32 |
from United right after you graduated? | 1:35 | |
- | Mmhm, but in the meantime I figured out that | 1:38 |
I could be a pastor. | 1:40 | |
I didn't have any role models, | 1:42 | |
but there were women when I got to seminary | 1:44 | |
that were actually out doing internships, | 1:47 | |
and doing ministry, so I realized, oh, I can do this. | 1:51 | |
- | Yeah, oh, that's wonderful. | 1:55 |
I'm so glad you did, Cathy. | 1:57 | |
So, talking about the re-imagining community, | 2:00 | |
you played a central role it this, | 2:02 | |
so if you could talk some about | 2:05 | |
how you first got involved and what role you played | 2:08 | |
in the re-imagining community. | 2:10 | |
- | Well, we | 2:12 |
had a committee to implement the Ecumenical Decade | 2:16 | |
for women from the World Council of Churches, | 2:20 | |
and the re-imagining event grew out of | 2:28 | |
the planning that we were doing around that. | 2:30 | |
- | When you say, we, who was that again? | 2:33 |
- | Well, whoever was on this committee. | 2:35 |
Sally Hill was the staff person. | 2:38 | |
I don't know who all. | 2:44 | |
It's just a blur of faces. | 2:47 | |
Mary Gates was probably involved in that. | 2:50 | |
- | How did you get on the committee? | 2:53 |
- | I was on the board of the Greater Minneapolis | 2:58 |
Council of Churches, | 3:00 | |
and I had | 3:02 | |
been pretty heavily involved there. | 3:04 | |
I had served on the search committee | 3:08 | |
that brought Gary Ryerson as the executive director, | 3:10 | |
and I was also on the search committee | 3:15 | |
for the Minnesota Council of Churches | 3:17 | |
when Page Hemmerlin was hired. | 3:19 | |
So, I was pretty involved ecumenically. | 3:22 | |
And I also chaired the council at some point, | 3:25 | |
but I'm not remembering the dates for that. | 3:29 | |
- | Not surprising, it's all been a long time. | 3:32 |
What do you remember about that process of planning | 3:34 | |
the re-imagining conference? | 3:38 | |
What was that like? | 3:40 | |
- | Planning the conference? | 3:41 |
Well, it was very collaborative. | 3:47 | |
There had been a retreat, which I was not at | 3:49 | |
where the idea for re-imagining came out of that. | 3:52 | |
Sally Hill, Marianne Lundy, | 3:58 | |
Gerry Smith, maybe, | 4:05 | |
from the University of Minnesota. | 4:07 | |
There were a number of women | 4:09 | |
who had been on this committee | 4:13 | |
that were at that retreat, and it was out of that that | 4:16 | |
the start of the planning came forth. | 4:21 | |
Some place along the line they asked me to chair, | 4:30 | |
and Mary Kay'll be vice chair, and we quickly | 4:33 | |
decided that every committee | 4:37 | |
would have both a clergy person and a layperson | 4:39 | |
as co-chairs. | 4:43 | |
- | I didn't realize that, okay. | 4:45 |
- | Everything that we did had | 4:47 |
clergy and lay. | 4:51 | |
- | Okay, 'cause at that point Mary Kay was lay. | 4:53 |
- | Right, Mary Kay was lay. | 4:55 |
- | That's right, okay. | 4:57 |
- | We did the planning. | 5:01 |
- | How was it being co-chair? | 5:08 |
- | Well, it worked out just fine, Mary Kay and I | 5:10 |
got along just well. | 5:12 | |
We must have started planning in the late 80s. | 5:14 | |
89 maybe, | 5:18 | |
or 90. | 5:20 | |
Maybe 90. | 5:22 | |
And I took a year off | 5:23 | |
some place along the line. | 5:28 | |
I took time off, I don't know if it was a full year, | 5:31 | |
and the planning went on, | 5:34 | |
and then Mary Kay started seminary, | 5:36 | |
and she took time off. | 5:38 | |
It just kept going. | 5:43 | |
- | Yes, but what I've heard, | 5:45 |
it really grew, the plans for the conference. | 5:47 | |
It started out and it kept getting bigger. | 5:50 | |
Is that what you recall? | 5:53 | |
What did that feel like? | 5:55 | |
- | Well, some of it was the result of | 5:59 |
the money that we got from the Presbyterian Church. | 6:03 | |
Now, I don't know. | 6:06 | |
Marianne and Sally were instrumental in | 6:10 | |
getting that money. | 6:14 | |
There was a large capital campaign that they were doing. | 6:15 | |
Fundraising campaign. | 6:18 | |
The Ecumenical Decade had been targeted as | 6:21 | |
the recipient of some of that money, | 6:25 | |
and so that's where... | 6:27 | |
And once we got those funding, | 6:29 | |
I think that's when it moved to be a much more | 6:35 | |
expansive event, | 6:41 | |
and I think that the movement to become bigger | 6:45 | |
happened during that period of time that I was away, | 6:48 | |
but included in that was | 6:53 | |
since it was part of the World Council of Churches | 6:56 | |
to really capitalize on the Ecumenical Decade | 7:00 | |
for churches in solidarity with women worldwide, | 7:05 | |
and that's when it become international, | 7:10 | |
and then of course we had to deal with all the | 7:12 | |
getting scholarships, | 7:15 | |
and getting people here from | 7:17 | |
around the world. | 7:20 | |
- | It was an amazing undertaking, it really is. | 7:22 |
- | A lot of credit goes to Sally | 7:25 |
for kind of spearheading this, | 7:29 | |
and she was the staff person, so she had | 7:32 | |
the time to do the work that needed to be done. | 7:35 | |
- | Yeah, I've read your essay In Remembering Re-Imagining, | 7:39 |
but if you could say something about what that | 7:42 | |
93 conference, what the experience was like for you. | 7:44 | |
- | Well, I think I said that I attended a totally | 7:47 |
different conference than everybody else. | 7:51 | |
- | You did. | 7:53 |
- | Because we were from the get-go | 7:55 |
of the event | 7:58 | |
we were concerned with making sure that registration | 8:03 | |
was flowing and the rooms were set up, | 8:06 | |
and all of sort of the administrative kinds of things | 8:09 | |
that go into running a big conference. | 8:13 | |
I mean, there were what? | 8:16 | |
- | Over 2,000, yes. | 8:18 |
- | Women and some men | 8:21 |
that were there, | 8:22 | |
and as the weekend unfolded there were various | 8:28 | |
other kinds of things that were going on | 8:33 | |
behind the scenes we needed to care for and think about. | 8:35 | |
- | Do you remember what any of those in particular? | 8:40 |
- | Well, the biggest one was a desire by | 8:44 |
the lesbian women to have | 8:49 | |
some words and time on the podium, | 8:52 | |
which had not been planned, of course. | 8:56 | |
And so we had to call a meeting of | 9:05 | |
the planning team, I don't remember what we called ourselves | 9:07 | |
maybe it was coordinating council, but I think that | 9:12 | |
came later | 9:15 | |
after we established the community, | 9:16 | |
to talk about what that impact would be. | 9:23 | |
- | Was that a difficult decision? | 9:28 |
- | It was. | 9:30 |
Because we knew that there were | 9:32 | |
people from the various conservative branches | 9:36 | |
of our respective denominations that were present, | 9:40 | |
and were wanting to find negative things upon | 9:44 | |
what we were doing. | 9:46 | |
- | But decided to go ahead with it anyway? | 9:49 |
- | Right. | 9:51 |
Besides, probably couldn't stop it. | 9:53 | |
That might not be exactly true. | 9:56 | |
They did want to have out approval to do that. | 10:01 | |
- | You were able to attend probably some of the plenary | 10:07 |
sessions that may been about it. | 10:10 | |
Are there any moments for you, I know it's been a while, | 10:11 | |
but any moments that particularly stand out for you? | 10:14 | |
- | For almost all of the liturgy that we did, | 10:22 |
we all had roles, Mary Kay and I had roles. | 10:28 | |
Other people on the committee had roles. | 10:32 | |
So, we were actually leading the worship, | 10:37 | |
and the experience. | 10:41 | |
I remember Jane loves presentation, | 10:48 | |
and talking about healing from the outside | 10:52 | |
until the outside was healed, the inside never | 10:56 | |
would be healed, | 10:59 | |
which was an image that I've carried with me | 11:01 | |
for a long time. | 11:03 | |
- | Could you just say a little bit about why that | 11:08 |
image really strikes you? | 11:10 | |
- | Well, one of the things that we struggled with | 11:17 |
as a planning committee was | 11:18 | |
the fact that we were all white women, | 11:25 | |
or predominantly white women, | 11:28 | |
and how do we have participation from | 11:31 | |
and hear other voices. | 11:36 | |
I think that influenced | 11:40 | |
our selection of speakers as we went along. | 11:43 | |
But I've always had, well, as I said, | 11:48 | |
I'm just gonna go to the West Side Christian Parish, | 11:51 | |
and heal the world or something. | 11:54 | |
But I've always had a | 11:57 | |
commitment to social justice, | 12:00 | |
and thinking about marginalized. | 12:02 | |
That just really struck me that | 12:07 | |
the flow of power was different. | 12:10 | |
The power needed to go out to heal | 12:14 | |
the margins | 12:18 | |
before we could really all live centered lives. | 12:22 | |
- | Mmhm, I have to ask a question, when you talked about | 12:29 |
leading the liturgy, I'm just wondering, | 12:32 | |
you know, you had been involved in planning and everything, | 12:34 | |
do you remember what it was like to be up there | 12:36 | |
and leading the liturgy? | 12:38 | |
Was it what you anticipated? | 12:40 | |
How did it feel to be doing that? | 12:41 | |
- | Well, it was pretty exhilarating. | 12:44 |
Madilyn had it very well-scripted. | 12:49 | |
All we needed to do was | 12:54 | |
follow what was written. | 13:00 | |
It was scripted and choreographed. | 13:02 | |
I mean it was not just a static liturgy. | 13:05 | |
We were in different places around the room. | 13:08 | |
- | Yeah, yeah. | 13:12 |
Talk about the backlash. | 13:17 | |
First of all, did it affect you personally? | 13:20 | |
- | Only in so far as I was named | 13:22 |
in a number of the publications | 13:26 | |
from Good News, | 13:30 | |
and I continued. | 13:31 | |
I mean it wasn't just the one shot deal or whatever. | 13:33 | |
You know, every once in a while when they needed | 13:39 | |
to raise money. | 13:41 | |
Oh, okay. | 13:43 | |
- | Yeah, how did you deal with that? | 13:46 |
- | Oh, I just ignored it, | 13:48 |
but I was far enough away removed, | 13:51 | |
and in our system, you know, you're appointed, | 13:54 | |
and they can't take your job away from you, | 13:58 | |
which gave a lot of United Methodist women | 14:02 | |
a lot of security. | 14:06 | |
- | That's a good point, yeah. | 14:10 |
How did you react to what was happening to other people? | 14:14 | |
- | I remember thinking, you gotta be kidding. | 14:23 |
- | Really? Yeah. | 14:26 |
- | Where is this coming from? | 14:28 |
It's kinda like today. | 14:30 | |
Donald Trump folks. | 14:32 | |
You gotta be kidding. | 14:33 | |
This is craziness, | 14:35 | |
but it's the same people, unfortunately. | 14:37 | |
- | You hadn't anticipated that it would be like this? | 14:41 |
- | No, I don't think any of us. | 14:45 |
We knew that we might get a little flack. | 14:48 | |
Never to the extent | 14:51 | |
that it happened. | 14:59 | |
Back to your question about | 15:01 | |
what do you remember from the conference, | 15:03 | |
I can't say her name. | 15:07 | |
I don't know whether she was Korean or Chinese. | 15:14 | |
(speaking in foreign language) | 15:17 | |
And bite the apple. | 15:20 | |
And so, I have a couple of apples | 15:22 | |
that still sit on my desk. | 15:25 | |
- | Do you? | 15:27 |
- | Right. | 15:28 |
- | What about that was so powerful to you? | 15:29 |
- | Well, it was just being audacious, | 15:32 |
and doing what needed to be done, | 15:35 | |
and that it would be okay. | 15:40 | |
- | I have ask | 15:42 |
for just a minute, you know, there was Sophia, | 15:44 | |
there was the Milk and Honey Ritual. | 15:46 | |
Do you remember any particular reactions to that | 15:48 | |
when it occurred? | 15:51 | |
- | When it occurred? | 15:53 |
- | Yeah, or afterwards. | 15:54 |
- | Well, afterwards the conservatives | 15:57 |
glommed onto the Milk and Honey, saying this was communion. | 16:02 | |
Well, we had worked so hard not to have it be communion | 16:05 | |
because we knew | 16:09 | |
that what we were planning, not everyone would be able | 16:14 | |
to feel comfortable in taking communion, | 16:17 | |
and so we designed a ritual | 16:21 | |
that we felt would be inclusive | 16:23 | |
of all the denominations, | 16:27 | |
and it's very scripturally based in the Old Testament. | 16:30 | |
So, I think we anticipated that that might | 16:40 | |
raise some heckles along the way. | 16:44 | |
Maybe moreso from the Theologians that were there | 16:49 | |
than those of all that were doing sort of | 16:52 | |
the administrative kinds of things. | 16:53 | |
- | How do you account for the backlash? | 16:58 |
- | I think that | 17:04 |
people fear change. | 17:08 | |
There were lots of different images | 17:12 | |
of God presented, different understandings of church | 17:15 | |
challenging the institutional church as it existed | 17:19 | |
then and exist now. | 17:23 | |
In various denominations, there were at that time | 17:33 | |
rumblings of women who wanted to be heard, | 17:39 | |
so this became a place where | 17:44 | |
that voice could come together, | 17:46 | |
and be strong. | 17:50 | |
And that was very threatening, | 17:51 | |
and people who had not done their biblical work | 17:53 | |
didn't understand Sophia. | 17:58 | |
Didn't understand | 18:01 | |
the feminine part of God had been | 18:06 | |
written out of theology, | 18:13 | |
and even though it was there biblically | 18:16 | |
it had been interpreted in such a way that | 18:21 | |
it was all masculine. | 18:23 | |
So, that was very threatening | 18:26 | |
to the traditionalists, it's still threatening. | 18:28 | |
Language is an interesting piece, | 18:32 | |
and I think we've gone way back, | 18:35 | |
taken lots of steps backwards | 18:38 | |
in the use of inclusive language. | 18:41 | |
Even for people, | 18:43 | |
that's the other piece that has | 18:45 | |
been challenging. | 18:49 | |
So, the climate was ready to have | 18:50 | |
people speak out, | 18:56 | |
and be upset about what was going on. | 18:59 | |
- | Were you involved in the formation of the community | 19:04 |
after the backlash? | 19:06 | |
- | Mmhm. | 19:07 |
- | Thought you were. | |
Could you say about how that happened? | 19:08 | |
How was that decision made? | 19:12 | |
- | It wasn't too long after the conference was over, | 19:16 |
and we may have already set a meeting | 19:19 | |
to come together to debrief what had happened, | 19:23 | |
and to do an evaluation. | 19:26 | |
We kept meeting because the stories kept coming in. | 19:31 | |
We decided, it was a joint decision, that we needed | 19:36 | |
to be there to support the women, | 19:40 | |
especially the women that were losing their jobs, | 19:43 | |
and were being so amazingly challenged | 19:46 | |
by their denominations. | 19:52 | |
- | When you said stories coming in, is that the kind | 19:54 |
of stories you mean? | 19:56 | |
- | Yeah. | 19:58 |
- | And so, what kind of role did you play then | 20:00 |
after the community was formed? | 20:04 | |
- | Mary Kay and I continued to chair | 20:06 |
the coordinating council, that may have been | 20:11 | |
the name of the planning team. | 20:15 | |
Boy, after all these years you just forget. | 20:20 | |
- | I know, I know. | 20:23 |
- | As you get older, you forget, but anyway, | 20:24 |
it just seemed logical that we would continue | 20:29 | |
in leadership. | 20:32 | |
We also clear that we weren't gonna do it, | 20:33 | |
that leadership needed to be shared, | 20:38 | |
and that was one of the fundamental | 20:40 | |
tenants that we had as we set up the planning team | 20:44 | |
that this was | 20:48 | |
a coordinated event. | 20:52 | |
We probably did call ourselves the coordinating council. | 20:54 | |
We divided up the task that needed to be done, | 21:02 | |
getting a 501 C3, | 21:04 | |
and getting the state incorporation, | 21:07 | |
doing the various steps | 21:11 | |
financially that needed to be set up. | 21:14 | |
And Nancy and Verna King and Pam Jurin | 21:18 | |
were all part of the founding | 21:25 | |
group, and Sally, of course. | 21:28 | |
- | And the publications started very early on. | 21:31 |
- | Right, and that was Nancy and Pam | 21:34 |
that did that. | 21:37 | |
- | How long did you stay involved | 21:39 |
in the community, do you remember? | 21:42 | |
- | I don't know. | 21:44 |
I was thinking about that as I was looking at | 21:46 | |
your questions. | 21:48 | |
I don't remember. | 21:50 | |
It would have been probably two to three years, maybe. | 21:52 | |
Then, I think the demands of the local church | 21:59 | |
were such that I needed to step away, | 22:02 | |
and then in 97, | 22:06 | |
I was appointed as a district superintendent, | 22:09 | |
and our son became quite ill and died. | 22:11 | |
So, there was all that going on in 97. | 22:16 | |
So, some of the events prior | 22:19 | |
to that, I think I had moved away from Re-Imagining. | 22:23 | |
When we were talking earlier, and I said I don't | 22:29 | |
remember how many conferences there were, | 22:32 | |
I know that Mary Kay and I had leadership, | 22:36 | |
speaking kinds of parts in the second one, | 22:42 | |
worked with Rita Nakashima-Brock a lot on that | 22:47 | |
second one. | 22:50 | |
Then, it all becomes fuzzy. | 22:57 | |
The one that they did | 23:01 | |
on power, | 23:04 | |
and I don't know what year that was, but anyway... | 23:06 | |
- | Offhand, I don't either. | 23:09 |
- | I was just there. | 23:11 |
I think was it Letty Russell? | 23:16 | |
Was she was the speaker? | 23:18 | |
- | Yes. | 23:19 |
- | Alice Walker's daughter. | 23:22 |
- | Rebecca Walker. | 23:23 |
- | Right, and it was so clear that Letty Russell | 23:24 |
had not moved on, | 23:27 | |
and that the world had moved on even in that short | 23:29 | |
period of time, and she couldn't hear. | 23:32 | |
- | Could be possibly be Mary Daily | 23:36 |
that you're thinking about? | 23:38 | |
- | Maybe it was Mary Daily. | 23:39 |
- | Yeah, it was Mary Daily and Rebecca Walker | 23:40 |
who were together. | 23:42 | |
- | Yeah, Mary Daily. | 23:43 |
Whatever. | 23:44 | |
One of the pioneers. | 23:46 | |
Yeah, 'cause Letty Russell did move on. | 23:51 | |
She wrote other books after that. | 23:54 | |
Mary Daily did, too, but it was clear in the presentations | 23:57 | |
that Mary | 24:04 | |
could not relate to what | 24:08 | |
she was saying, | 24:12 | |
and that was an eye opener for me to say | 24:14 | |
you need to pay attention to what other generations | 24:20 | |
bring to the table, | 24:24 | |
and maybe you don't necessarily need to be | 24:27 | |
at the table anymore. | 24:30 | |
You can receive the gifts that they bring, | 24:33 | |
but your voice needs to be a different voice. | 24:38 | |
And this was all around power, | 24:42 | |
and understanding power, | 24:46 | |
and that, I'm sure, was as I was moving into | 24:48 | |
being a superintendent, or was already one, | 24:51 | |
where my power had changed, | 24:55 | |
and how do you listen to | 24:59 | |
different people and different voices. | 25:02 | |
- | Fascinating, wow, that is great. | 25:06 |
Talking about the community, kind of having you reflect | 25:09 | |
on it, which you're already doing, which is great. | 25:11 | |
How would you define Re-Imagining? | 25:14 | |
- | I'm thinking back to our discussion around the word, | 25:24 |
Re-Imagining, because that word was not | 25:27 | |
solidified at that retreat, | 25:31 | |
and we talked about whether it was Re-Imaging, | 25:34 | |
or Re-Imagining. | 25:37 | |
As I'm remembering, my feelings, | 25:41 | |
my thinking about this, or maybe it was group thinking | 25:44 | |
about this that we weren't | 25:48 | |
necessarily re-imaging that which was, | 25:51 | |
but re-imagining that which would be. | 25:55 | |
And I think that is still even as we've been meaning | 26:02 | |
as a small group to | 26:09 | |
do this archive work, and so forth. | 26:11 | |
It is for the future, how do we continue to re-imagine | 26:16 | |
that it's not a re-image, it's a re-imagining | 26:20 | |
that which can come forth. | 26:26 | |
So, that's sort what I understand Re-Imagining to be. | 26:29 | |
- | That is great. | 26:33 |
- | And that's why I think we continued | 26:34 |
after the backlash, | 26:39 | |
that we weren't going to go back to the same image, | 26:41 | |
and re-image it in a lesser way | 26:46 | |
that we were going to continue to re-imagining, | 26:49 | |
so Re-Imagining actually became a verb. | 26:52 | |
That we are re-imagining, we're not static. | 26:58 | |
- | Right. | 27:02 |
I think you've kind of hinted at this, | 27:05 | |
and it's been good. | 27:08 | |
How would you say that feminist theology affected | 27:10 | |
the structure and functioning of the community? | 27:12 | |
- | Well, I think it's part of this re-imagining | 27:17 |
that we were going to do | 27:22 | |
structure differently. | 27:24 | |
That's why we had lay and clergy | 27:26 | |
co-chairs for all the committees. | 27:30 | |
When we had a discussion this morning about, | 27:39 | |
we've never voted on anything! | 27:42 | |
- | Yeah, that's right, yes. | 27:43 |
- | Because we worked on a consensus model, | 27:46 |
which often took a while to get to consensus. | 27:49 | |
We understood the value of all the voices around | 27:57 | |
the table, so we spent extensive time checking in, | 27:59 | |
and then we did our work. | 28:03 | |
For those people that were frustrated with that, | 28:08 | |
there were people along the way who came in | 28:10 | |
and came out of the committee. | 28:12 | |
One person that will go nameless | 28:17 | |
came in, was recruited to do some work, | 28:20 | |
and she was so upset that we spent all this time | 28:24 | |
doing the checking in time, | 28:28 | |
and she said, "You could be so much more efficient | 28:32 | |
"if you just get down to work." | 28:36 | |
I think we just learned to live together in community, | 28:42 | |
and to value where each person was, | 28:46 | |
and then we got down to work, | 28:49 | |
and then the work went a lot easier, | 28:51 | |
and if we're working on a consensus model | 28:53 | |
because we knew what some of the issues were | 28:57 | |
that people dealing with, it made it easier to | 29:00 | |
engage in conversation, and that the relationship | 29:05 | |
was much richer and stronger, | 29:07 | |
and I think that is one of the gifts that | 29:09 | |
women bring. | 29:12 | |
The feminist theology is about relationships. | 29:14 | |
God's relationship with us, our relationship with God, | 29:20 | |
that it is | 29:25 | |
a more | 29:28 | |
relational experience than God telling us | 29:30 | |
what to do or whatever. | 29:35 | |
- | Actually, could you describe what... | 29:38 |
I know what you mean by check-in, but maybe you could | 29:41 | |
explain it. | 29:42 | |
- | As we gathered at our meeting times, | 29:46 |
we would go around the table and just share what | 29:49 | |
was going on with each of us. | 29:51 | |
How our families were, what was impacting our lives. | 29:55 | |
So, that's what I mean by checking in. | 30:01 | |
- | Yeah, yes, exactly. | 30:03 |
What challenges were faced by the community | 30:07 | |
while it was in existence? | 30:10 | |
And how did the community address them? | 30:12 | |
I think funding was an issue, although I think | 30:19 | |
we still were funded by | 30:22 | |
part of the Tri-Council Coordinating Committee, | 30:24 | |
which was the Greater Minneapolis Council of Churches, | 30:26 | |
the Saint Paul Area Council of Churches, | 30:30 | |
and Minnesota Council of Churches. | 30:31 | |
We probably got money out of the subscriptions to | 30:41 | |
the journal. | 30:46 | |
I think that some of the challenges are | 30:58 | |
what was next, | 31:01 | |
how long do we keep doing this, | 31:05 | |
is it finite or is it on-going | 31:08 | |
challenges over? | 31:20 | |
We hired a staff person finally. | 31:25 | |
Boy, I'm not remembering, | 31:32 | |
but it was sort of the challenges were primarily, | 31:34 | |
from my perspective, were organizational, | 31:37 | |
not necessarily theological. | 31:41 | |
The theology was stuff was goin' on out here. | 31:44 | |
People were writing for the journal, | 31:48 | |
and submitting stuff to the journal, | 31:52 | |
and discussion from that, but from the | 31:54 | |
coordinating council perspective, | 31:59 | |
it was primarily administrative organizational, | 32:03 | |
and we knew that there were | 32:06 | |
groups like the group that you're in | 32:09 | |
that continued to meet, and some that still continue | 32:12 | |
to meet. | 32:16 | |
- | The small groups? | 32:17 |
- | Small groups, right. | 32:18 |
We formed group at Hamlin Church | 32:22 | |
when I was pastor there. | 32:25 | |
I don't think that group continues to meet, | 32:29 | |
but it did after I left. | 32:33 | |
We met for breakfast. | 32:37 | |
- | So, it would have been several years that they met? | 32:40 |
- | Oh, yeah. | 32:42 |
'Cause I didn't leave there until 97. | 32:44 | |
- | Okay, yeah, so that's a few. | 32:46 |
- | Lasted after that. | 32:49 |
- | Sure, yeah. | 32:50 |
As you think back about it, what aspects of | 32:53 | |
Re-Imagining were most significant to you, and why? | 32:55 | |
- | So, on several levels, one, | 33:17 |
by being chair and working through a different way | 33:21 | |
of working, I gained a lot of skill in how to | 33:25 | |
work collaboratively, | 33:29 | |
and I think that's a gift that I have, | 33:32 | |
and I have administrative gifts. | 33:37 | |
That's where I could bring my gifts. | 33:39 | |
I think of Mary Gates, | 33:45 | |
who always has something sell, | 33:46 | |
and that was her gift. | 33:50 | |
She did just such a wonderful job of | 33:57 | |
having stuff for people to buy. | 34:01 | |
Learning is that you don't have to do it all yourself, | 34:09 | |
that various people bring their gifts to the table, | 34:13 | |
and Susan Martin | 34:17 | |
came in that year that I was gone, | 34:19 | |
and just did the liturgy, and I got back, | 34:22 | |
and there I was, oh my gosh. | 34:25 | |
- | Wow! | 34:28 |
- | To trust | 34:35 |
the gifts of other women, | 34:38 | |
and the power that comes from that, | 34:41 | |
and then to see it played out at the event, | 34:43 | |
and continue to play out. | 34:46 | |
That was one of the highlights. | 34:48 | |
- | That is great. | 34:52 |
- | I think another one | 34:54 |
after the conference, | 34:59 | |
and people like Marianne Lundy, and Gene Audrey Powers, | 35:02 | |
Joey Suel, | 35:07 | |
some of these women that did not cave | 35:10 | |
into the forces of tradition, | 35:17 | |
and continued to stand up for what they believed | 35:22 | |
was right. | 35:26 | |
That served as a great witness. | 35:28 | |
Was it Rita that got interviewed on | 35:34 | |
one of the TV shows? | 35:37 | |
- | Mmhm. | 35:39 |
- | Powerful. | 35:41 |
Voices of women were not going to be lost. | 35:47 | |
That is important. | 35:53 | |
- | Did your involvement in Re-Imagining change your | 35:58 |
perspective on feminist theology, or the church? | 36:01 | |
And if so, how? | 36:06 | |
- | My call to ministry was to change the church. | 36:07 |
Seriously. | 36:12 | |
- | Yeah, say some more about that, Cathy. | 36:13 |
That's interesting. | 36:15 | |
- | I've just always had an understanding that | 36:22 |
that's what my call was. | 36:25 | |
Was to change the church, I didn't know how | 36:27 | |
that was gonna happen, or what was gonna happen, | 36:30 | |
but that's what my calling was. | 36:34 | |
My call came | 36:37 | |
during an experience | 36:41 | |
in Illinois. | 36:44 | |
I was raised Presbyterian. | 36:46 | |
We didn't have church camps like they do in Minnesota | 36:50 | |
where we went to camp. | 36:53 | |
I did my camping through the Girl Scouts, | 36:55 | |
but they would have youth gatherings for | 36:59 | |
youth at college campuses. | 37:03 | |
And so, my call came as an experience | 37:09 | |
at one of these | 37:15 | |
events at Monument. | 37:17 | |
My senior year in high school, the youth were to | 37:21 | |
put on the church service, | 37:24 | |
and the pastor wouldn't let me preach | 37:27 | |
'cause I'd been into him, and talked to him about how, | 37:30 | |
well, I was an outspoken, young woman. | 37:33 | |
He asked my best friend at church | 37:38 | |
to preach the sermon, so she and I wrote the sermon. | 37:42 | |
(laughing) | 37:46 | |
So, all the things that I wanted to change about | 37:52 | |
the church back then, I don't know what it was, | 37:54 | |
got incorporated into it anyway. | 37:57 | |
- | I love that story. | 38:00 |
- | But that sense of call to change the church | 38:02 |
has been part and parcel | 38:07 | |
of my understanding of theology | 38:10 | |
and what I was to do in the church, and that's why | 38:15 | |
I'm running again for judicial council is | 38:18 | |
that thanks to Bishop O who preached a sermon at | 38:21 | |
United for on Methodist days, | 38:25 | |
and he talked about call, and I was sittin' there, | 38:29 | |
and thinkin', well, this is good, students need | 38:32 | |
to hear that, and all of a sudden, it was like, | 38:33 | |
and you do, too. | 38:36 | |
(laughing) | 38:37 | |
I had already scheduled a meeting with him | 38:40 | |
after lunch, after that on that Methodist day | 38:44 | |
'cause his schedule, | 38:48 | |
and we had a couple of other things that we needed | 38:50 | |
to talk about. | 38:52 | |
And I said, "Well, you know what, I told you that | 38:54 | |
"I didn't wanna run for judicial council. | 38:56 | |
"After your sermon, I've changed my mind." | 39:00 | |
And they had already sent the list of names, | 39:02 | |
the College of Bishops had sent it into | 39:09 | |
the Council of Bishops. | 39:11 | |
And I said, "Is it too late?" | 39:13 | |
He said, "Oh, it's never too late." | 39:14 | |
So, he turned my name in, | 39:18 | |
and John Hopkins contacted me, and said, "Good. | 39:22 | |
"We have your name down, it'll be on the list." | 39:27 | |
- | You're still hearing and answering the call. | 39:32 |
So, when you talk about changing the church, | 39:35 | |
can you say a little bit more about | 39:37 | |
what that has meant to you on different times, | 39:39 | |
or in different ways? | 39:40 | |
- | I think what I was talking about before | 39:42 |
about being able to listen the various voices | 39:46 | |
has been important to me as I was the superintendent, | 39:53 | |
but also the work that I did at the general church level, | 39:59 | |
which was actually doing some restructure work | 40:02 | |
on the General Council and Ministries. | 40:06 | |
Being able to put all the pieces together | 40:11 | |
into something new. | 40:16 | |
- | And did Re-Imagining relate to that in some way? | 40:19 |
- | Yeah, I was | 40:23 |
elected to | 40:26 | |
the General Council and Ministries starting in 1992, | 40:29 | |
so it was 92 through 2000. | 40:32 | |
In 92 is when we first began talking about | 40:39 | |
restructuring the church, and so a lot of the new | 40:43 | |
stuff that I had been hearing through Re-Imagining | 40:48 | |
and doing through Re-Imagining, | 40:52 | |
then I was able to take to the general church level, | 40:55 | |
and have that, | 41:00 | |
be open to hearing new things, | 41:03 | |
and working with people in new ways. | 41:07 | |
- | Are there kind of specific things that you're thinking of? | 41:10 |
- | Not really. | 41:20 |
There was learning about | 41:25 | |
Margaret Wheatley's work and leadership in the new science, | 41:30 | |
Glenda Oyang around, | 41:34 | |
what do they call that? | 41:41 | |
Fractals and how pieces fit together. | 41:44 | |
Adaptive learning, which was much later, | 41:51 | |
so to be open. | 41:57 | |
I think the Re-Imagining piece | 41:58 | |
laid the groundwork to re-imagine something new, | 42:02 | |
and that it could be something new, | 42:06 | |
not just tinkering with the old, | 42:10 | |
which is what we're still doing. | 42:14 | |
- | Okay, that makes sense, yeah. | 42:18 |
- | And that's some of the thing | 42:20 |
that really challenges me on the judicial council | 42:23 | |
because you have this book of discipline | 42:25 | |
that is very state, and the constitution, | 42:28 | |
and that's what you work out of, | 42:30 | |
and so how is it that you bring the newness out of | 42:32 | |
something that is pretty static? | 42:37 | |
- | Quite a job. | 42:41 |
- | Right, and to be focused rather than thinking, oh boy. | 42:42 |
So, that's the challenge of the judicial council. | 42:47 | |
- | Sure, yeah. | 42:50 |
What specific contributions do you think Re-Imagining | 42:53 | |
made to Christian theology or liturgy? | 42:56 | |
- | I think it opened up new worlds of how to do liturgy, | 43:05 |
that it's not just static. | 43:10 | |
You can be faithful | 43:14 | |
to the traditional and still do it in a new way. | 43:16 | |
You can gather in new ways, so they criticized, | 43:23 | |
they, being the Good News folk and the Layman | 43:26 | |
magazine or whatever from the Presbyterian church | 43:31 | |
that we gathered around tables, | 43:36 | |
and that we had coloring, | 43:38 | |
and that we sang chants. | 43:43 | |
Probably, well, it would have been in | 43:49 | |
1996, I think, | 43:52 | |
a number of us were at the national | 44:00 | |
leadership training for Annual Conference Leadership. | 44:04 | |
Well, we came in and we were all sitting around tables, | 44:09 | |
and then they started singing some of the chants | 44:13 | |
from Re-Imagining. | 44:15 | |
- | Really? | 44:16 |
- | I don't think people knew. | 44:17 |
It was Mary Gates, and Jean Justice. | 44:21 | |
Oh, I don't know, there were | 44:27 | |
a number of us who had been | 44:30 | |
active participants on the Re-Imagining Council | 44:33 | |
or part of Re-Imagining. | 44:37 | |
So, they going, really? | 44:40 | |
- | Do you know who planned that? | 44:44 |
- | I don't know. | 44:48 |
It might have been Marsha McFien, looking back at it. | 44:50 | |
- | It wasn't these Re-Imagining people sitting there. | 44:54 |
- | Uh uh. | 44:56 |
(laughing) | 44:58 | |
And here we are, then we walked in, | 45:00 | |
and we were sitting at a table. | 45:01 | |
We said, oh, really? | 45:03 | |
And there's paper on these tables. | 45:04 | |
- | No! | 45:07 |
And this is the planning for the Minnesota Annual-- | 45:08 | |
- | No, this is for the general church. | 45:10 |
- | For the general church, really? | 45:12 |
The general conference, wow. | 45:14 | |
- | All the boards and agencies | 45:17 |
had the leadership from each annual conference | 45:19 | |
come to figure out what they were supposed to do | 45:24 | |
for the next quadrennial. | 45:26 | |
- | That's amazing. | 45:28 |
- | We just looked at each other and started laughing. | 45:30 |
- | I bet you did. | 45:33 |
- | You know, after all of the crap that | 45:34 |
we been getting around | 45:38 | |
these things, | 45:40 | |
the mechanical kinds of things that we did. | 45:41 | |
I was like, oh, really? | 45:47 | |
So, back to the question about theology. | 45:53 | |
So, what we did | 45:59 | |
has become mainstream. | 46:01 | |
The other piece that I think has happened is that | 46:07 | |
women's voices are listened to, and it gave voice | 46:11 | |
to women doing theology, | 46:18 | |
and a lot of the women that were presenters are still | 46:21 | |
significant voices today, | 46:26 | |
and new people have come along behind. | 46:29 | |
- | Now, earlier you said you feel like we've gone | 46:34 |
many backwards on inclusive language. | 46:36 | |
- | I think we have. | 46:38 |
- | So, in some ways, some of it has gone forward, | 46:39 |
and other parts have not? | 46:42 | |
- | Right. | 46:43 |
Elaine Pagel's work, I think she came after Re-Imagining. | 46:49 | |
A lot of the | 46:58 | |
women who were speaking, | 47:04 | |
who were writing, and teaching | 47:07 | |
prior to Re-Imagining | 47:12 | |
gained a different voice | 47:16 | |
because of Re-Imagining. | 47:19 | |
- | Do you think that voice was heard or is it heard | 47:21 |
in the churches? | 47:24 | |
- | Probably not. | 47:25 |
When people talk about being spiritual | 47:29 | |
and not religious, | 47:33 | |
you know that | 47:35 | |
that's who was at that conference | 47:37 | |
we're the women that are spiritual. | 47:38 | |
Denominations really didn't matter. | 47:41 | |
It was experiencing the spirit in a new way, | 47:44 | |
and allowing the spirit to be present in a new way, | 47:50 | |
and so the Re-Imagining groups carried that on. | 47:55 | |
I think today the phenomena of reading groups | 48:00 | |
is a continuation of that | 48:07 | |
spirit kind of work in a new way. | 48:10 | |
- | Yeah, where you're moving toward the forward, | 48:17 |
which is to the future, excuse me, | 48:19 | |
so what do you think is the greatest legacy | 48:22 | |
of Re-Imagining today? | 48:24 | |
- | I'm somewhat surprised at the response | 48:43 |
that you're getting in the work at you're doing, | 48:46 | |
that it's still out there. | 48:48 | |
Because all of us around that table have kinda moved on. | 48:51 | |
We're not stuck back in 1993. | 48:56 | |
We're wanting to say it was important, | 49:00 | |
and it needs to be archived, the experience that I had with | 49:03 | |
Rebecca Coleman, is that her name? | 49:07 | |
- | Monica? | 49:10 |
- | Monica Coleman, | 49:10 |
who got excited when she found out that I had | 49:13 | |
been co-chair. | 49:15 | |
She said, "Where is it? We need to find it!" | 49:17 | |
She was asking where is the research. | 49:22 | |
It needs to be accessible | 49:27 | |
to current scholars, | 49:30 | |
and so I think that's the legacy | 49:32 | |
that we continue to bring forward, | 49:36 | |
and the work that you're doing. | 49:40 | |
I mean it's gonna take a huge | 49:41 | |
quantum leap in | 49:43 | |
that arena. | 49:46 | |
- | With a lot of support, which is wonderful. | 49:48 |
Finishing up here, but what would Re-Imagining, | 49:53 | |
or what should Re-Imagining mean today? | 49:56 | |
What does it mean to Re-Imagine? | 49:58 | |
- | Well, I think it's back to that concept of | 50:00 |
re-imagining as a verb that continues | 50:03 | |
going forward and I think | 50:06 | |
that's the gift that we give the future, | 50:10 | |
and we know that nothing is static, | 50:19 | |
and we can't go back even though there are | 50:22 | |
people that want to in the political arena these days. | 50:25 | |
We just can't go back to what was past. | 50:29 | |
We have to move forward, and I think that's God | 50:32 | |
pulling us forward into the new future. | 50:35 | |
God's not static. | 50:38 | |
God is always active | 50:39 | |
in bringing something new. | 50:43 | |
That's what it's all about. | 50:45 | |
That's what makes life exciting. | 50:49 | |
- | Exactly. | 50:51 |
I have one very specific question. | 50:53 | |
You know we're working on this Re-Imagining website, | 50:55 | |
and I'd love to hear if you have any thoughts about | 50:58 | |
what would be good to include, | 51:01 | |
who we should target, who would benefit from it, | 51:03 | |
any thoughts you have about that website. | 51:06 | |
- | There needs to be a lot of links to | 51:15 |
the work that you're doing right now, | 51:18 | |
and to authors. | 51:23 | |
How you get people to Google Re-Imagining and find out | 51:28 | |
I think is a challenge that we have, | 51:33 | |
and it may mean that we may need to do some | 51:37 | |
significant fundraising in order to | 51:41 | |
put ads on other people's websites | 51:47 | |
for Re-Imagining. | 51:52 | |
- | When you said links to authors, I just wanna be clear. | 51:54 |
Which authors were you thinking of? | 51:57 | |
- | Whoever's writing good stuff these days. | 51:59 |
- | So, current things, gotcha. | 52:02 |
- | You know, as in authors, | 52:07 |
there's new things being discovered, | 52:09 | |
new ways of thinking, | 52:12 | |
and there's so much | 52:17 | |
that you don't know. | 52:19 | |
Was listening this morning to fundraising on MPR, | 52:24 | |
Cary Miller was | 52:29 | |
talking about the black hole. | 52:32 | |
- | I was hearing that, too. | 52:34 |
- | I'm thinking, no, I don't think about this! | 52:35 |
But yeah, it's all of God. | 52:38 | |
I don't know. | 52:42 | |
But who has time? | 52:45 | |
But that's why you listen to MPR. | 52:47 | |
You can go on and do an ad for them or something. | 52:50 | |
- | And I'd join in. | 52:54 |
I was listening to the same thing. | 52:56 | |
Finally, this has been wonderful, Cathy. | 53:00 | |
Is there anything that we haven't discussed | 53:02 | |
that you would like to talk about | 53:05 | |
or you'd like to include? | 53:06 | |
- | Oh, I don't think so. | 53:09 |
It's sad to have lost people like Nancy Bernacane | 53:13 | |
and Sally Hill. | 53:17 | |
Who's the woman that just died? | 53:20 | |
- | Joe Ringenberg. | 53:23 |
- | Joe Ringenberg. | 53:23 |
Because they were such an important part of | 53:30 | |
what Re-Imagining was, | 53:35 | |
and it's good to think about | 53:40 | |
how to bring this to the next generation | 53:42 | |
especially in this day of | 53:47 | |
divisiveness that we live in. | 53:52 | |
- | Thank you, that's wonderful, thank you. | 53:57 |
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