William H. Willimon - "The Gothic Spirit" (September 8, 1996)
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| (Inspirational organ music) | 0:02 | |
| - | Good morning. | 1:07 |
| Welcome to the service of worship | 1:08 | |
| here at Duke University Chapel. | 1:10 | |
| We also welcome those who worship with us | 1:12 | |
| on a regular basis. | 1:16 | |
| With, from radio station WDNC our service | 1:18 | |
| is broadcast live there and then delayed | 1:21 | |
| broadcast on the Durham cable channel. | 1:25 | |
| This morning our lecturer is the new director | 1:30 | |
| of counseling and psychological services | 1:33 | |
| here at Duke, Dr. James Clack. | 1:35 | |
| Also on this opening Sunday, it's a good time | 1:39 | |
| to give thanks for the many talents | 1:41 | |
| who make this service possible. | 1:44 | |
| Particularly our musicians. | 1:46 | |
| Like for them to come forward, those who are up here. | 1:49 | |
| A lot of them make this happen every Sunday. | 1:52 | |
| First, Donna Sparks, the assistant conductor | 1:56 | |
| and she's the director of our various | 2:00 | |
| choral activities. | 2:03 | |
| Donna's got a big job this year because | 2:05 | |
| she is helping with the organization | 2:07 | |
| of the choir trip to China. | 2:11 | |
| We're going to take 150 choir and choral members | 2:13 | |
| to China in January, 10 days. | 2:17 | |
| And Donna's a great arranger of that | 2:20 | |
| and we thank her for her work. | 2:22 | |
| Also, our director of chapel music, | 2:25 | |
| Dr. Wynkoop who is leading us again, | 2:30 | |
| this year, wide array of choral activity. | 2:35 | |
| Our chapel organist, Dr. David Arcus | 2:38 | |
| who is the accompanist for the choir | 2:42 | |
| and chapel organist throughout the year. | 2:44 | |
| At the back at the Flentrop you can see | 2:47 | |
| Dr. Robert Parkins who plays during our year, | 2:50 | |
| particularly at the Flentrop organ. | 2:54 | |
| And our curator of organs is | 2:59 | |
| Norman Ryan. | 3:05 | |
| I'm not sure where Norman is. | 3:06 | |
| We've had some water damage on one of | 3:09 | |
| the organs due to the storm. | 3:11 | |
| He's been working around the clock on that | 3:13 | |
| and we thank Norman Ryan for his work. | 3:16 | |
| Our Carillonneur that plays the bells | 3:19 | |
| before and after each Sunday service | 3:23 | |
| and each afternoon at 5:00 is Samuel Hammond, | 3:25 | |
| the University Carillonneur. | 3:30 | |
| We thank all of these musicians. | 3:33 | |
| You don't see all of them on Sunday but, | 3:35 | |
| they make it happen here and make this chapel | 3:37 | |
| a very special place to be. | 3:40 | |
| And we thank them. | 3:43 | |
| And also the returning members of our chapel choir. | 3:44 | |
| Thank you. | 3:48 | |
| And now, if you would stand for the greeting. | 3:49 | |
| Let the sun and the moon and stars | 3:55 | |
| praise the Lord. | 3:58 | |
| Congregation | Let the Heavens praise the Lord. | 4:00 |
| - | Let us praise the name of the Lord. | 4:02 |
| Congregation | His glory is upon us. | 4:05 |
| (inspirational organ music) | 4:09 | |
| (inspirational organ music) | 7:03 | |
| (uplifting inspirational music) | 9:09 | |
| - | [Female Clergy Member] Let us pray. | 10:25 |
| God of glory, as we gather here today | 10:27 | |
| at the start of this new academic year, | 10:30 | |
| you know that we are all seeking something. | 10:34 | |
| You are the God who searches hearts | 10:38 | |
| and minds, who knows why we have come. | 10:40 | |
| Meet us at our place of greatest need, | 10:45 | |
| that we might find restoration and renewal | 10:48 | |
| in you. | 10:51 | |
| We offer you our burdens and fears, | 10:53 | |
| our hopes and desires. | 10:56 | |
| Knowing that your love lightens burdens | 10:59 | |
| and renews hope. | 11:01 | |
| Guide us in the paths that you would | 11:04 | |
| have us walk. | 11:05 | |
| For we long to lead lives worthy of you. | 11:07 | |
| Speak your Word to us once more, | 11:10 | |
| that we might hear and obey. | 11:13 | |
| In the name of Jesus Christ our Lord, | 11:16 | |
| Amen. | 11:19 | |
| You may be seated. | 11:21 | |
| - | Let us pray the prayer for illumination. | 11:32 |
| Open our hearts and minds, oh God, | 11:36 | |
| by the power of your Holy Spirit. | 11:40 | |
| So that, as the Word is read and proclaimed, | 11:42 | |
| we may hear your message with joy this day. | 11:46 | |
| Amen. | 11:50 | |
| The first reading is from the Apostle Paul's letter | 11:52 | |
| to the Romans. | 11:54 | |
| Chapter 13, verses eight through 14. | 11:55 | |
| Owe no one anything, except to love one another | 12:00 | |
| for the one who loves another has fulfilled | 12:05 | |
| the law. | 12:07 | |
| The commandments, you shall not commit adultery, | 12:09 | |
| you shall not murder, you shall not steal, | 12:13 | |
| you shall not covet, and any other commandment | 12:16 | |
| are summed up in this word: | 12:19 | |
| Love your neighbor as yourself. | 12:22 | |
| Love does no wrong to a neighbor. | 12:25 | |
| Therefore, love is the fulfilling | 12:27 | |
| of the law. | 12:30 | |
| Besides this, you know what time it is. | 12:31 | |
| How it is now the moment, for you to wake | 12:35 | |
| from sleep, for salvation is nearer to us now | 12:37 | |
| than when we became believers. | 12:42 | |
| The night is far gone. | 12:44 | |
| The day is near. | 12:46 | |
| Let us then lay aside the works of darkness | 12:48 | |
| and put on the armor of light. | 12:51 | |
| Let us live honorably as in the day, | 12:54 | |
| not in reveling in drunkenness. | 12:57 | |
| Not in debauchery and licentiousness, | 12:59 | |
| not in quarreling and jealousy. | 13:02 | |
| Instead, put on the Lord Jesus Christ. | 13:05 | |
| Make no provisions for the flesh to gratify | 13:08 | |
| its desires. | 13:11 | |
| This is the Word of the Lord. | 13:13 | |
| Congregation | Thank the good God. | 13:16 |
| (inspirational choral music) | 13:19 | |
| The second reading is from the Gospel according | 16:14 | |
| to Saint Matthew. | 16:17 | |
| Chapter 18, verses 15 through 20. | 16:18 | |
| If another member of the church | 16:23 | |
| sins against you, go and point out | 16:25 | |
| the fault when the two of you are alone. | 16:28 | |
| If the member listens to you, you have | 16:31 | |
| regained that one. | 16:33 | |
| But if you are not listened to, | 16:35 | |
| take one or two others along with you | 16:37 | |
| so that every word may be confirmed | 16:40 | |
| by the evidence of two or three witnesses. | 16:42 | |
| If the member refuses to listen to them, | 16:45 | |
| tell it to the church. | 16:48 | |
| And if the offender refuses to listen | 16:50 | |
| even to the church, let such a one be | 16:52 | |
| to you as a gentile and a tax collector. | 16:56 | |
| Truly I tell you, whatever you bind on earth | 16:59 | |
| will be bound in Heaven. | 17:03 | |
| And whatever you loose on earth | 17:05 | |
| will be loosed in Heaven. | 17:07 | |
| Again, truly I tell you, if two of you | 17:09 | |
| agree on earth about anything you ask, | 17:12 | |
| it will be done for you by my Father in Heaven. | 17:15 | |
| For where two or three are gathered | 17:18 | |
| in my name, I am there among them. | 17:20 | |
| This is the Word of the Lord. | 17:24 | |
| Congregation | Thank you good God. | 17:26 |
| - | This morning's psalm is psalm 139 | 17:35 |
| verses one through 18 found on pages | 17:38 | |
| 854 and 855 in your hymnal. | 17:40 | |
| Please stand and sing the psalm | 17:43 | |
| and Gloria responsible. | 17:44 | |
| ♪ Oh Lord you have searched me and known me ♪ | 17:54 | |
| ♪ You know when I sit, when I rise ♪ | 18:01 | |
| ♪ All of my moments, my ways and my words ♪ | 18:06 | |
| ♪ You search out my path and my lying down ♪ | 18:14 | |
| ♪ And are acquainted with all my ways ♪ | 18:19 | |
| ♪ Even before a word is on my tongue ♪ | 18:23 | |
| ♪ Behold, oh Lord, you know it altogether ♪ | 18:30 | |
| ♪ You pursue me behind and before ♪ | 18:36 | |
| ♪ And lay your hand upon me ♪ | 18:40 | |
| ♪ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me ♪ | 18:45 | |
| ♪ It is high; I cannot attain it ♪ | 18:51 | |
| ♪ Wither shall I go from your spirit ♪ | 18:57 | |
| ♪ Or where shall I flee from your presence ♪ | 19:02 | |
| ♪ If I ascend to Heaven, you are there ♪ | 19:08 | |
| ♪ If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there ♪ | 19:12 | |
| ♪ If I take the wings of the morning ♪ | 19:17 | |
| ♪ And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea ♪ | 19:23 | |
| ♪ Even there your hand shall lead me ♪ | 19:28 | |
| ♪ And your right hand shall hold me ♪ | 19:33 | |
| ♪ If I say, only let darkness cover me ♪ | 19:38 | |
| ♪ And the light about me be night ♪ | 19:42 | |
| ♪ Even the darkness is not dark to you ♪ | 19:46 | |
| ♪ The night is bright as the day ♪ | 19:51 | |
| ♪ For darkness is as light with you ♪ | 19:57 | |
| ♪ For it was you who formed my inward parts ♪ | 20:03 | |
| ♪ You knitted me together in my mother's womb ♪ | 20:08 | |
| ♪ I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderful ♪ | 20:15 | |
| ♪ Wonderful are your works ♪ | 20:20 | |
| ♪ You know me very well ♪ | 20:25 | |
| ♪ My frame was not hidden from you ♪ | 20:29 | |
| ♪ When I was being made in secret ♪ | 20:34 | |
| ♪ Intricately woven in the depths of the earth ♪ | 20:39 | |
| ♪ Your eyes beheld my unformed substance ♪ | 20:46 | |
| ♪ In your book were written, every one of them ♪ | 20:52 | |
| ♪ The days that were formed for me ♪ | 20:56 | |
| ♪ When as yet there was none of them ♪ | 21:00 | |
| ♪ How profound to me are your thoughts, oh God ♪ | 21:07 | |
| ♪ How vast is the sum of them ♪ | 21:11 | |
| ♪ If I would count them, they are more than the sand ♪ | 21:16 | |
| ♪ I awake, and I am still with you ♪ | 21:22 | |
| ♪ Oh glory be to you, creator ♪ | 21:28 | |
| ♪ And to Jesus Christ our savior ♪ | 21:32 | |
| ♪ Bless the holy spirit ♪ | 21:35 | |
| ♪ Bless the trinity ♪ | 21:39 | |
| ♪ As it was, a time began ♪ | 21:42 | |
| ♪ It's now and it's forevermore ♪ | 21:47 | |
| - | Please be seated. | 21:57 |
| - | Where can I go from your spirit? | 22:11 |
| Where can I flee from your presence? | 22:14 | |
| If I ascend into Heaven, you are there. | 22:19 | |
| If I make my bed in Sheol, | 22:22 | |
| thou art there. | 22:28 | |
| Things have been busy here this past week. | 22:33 | |
| There is the storm. | 22:39 | |
| But if you're a student here, things are busy | 22:43 | |
| even without the storm. | 22:45 | |
| There are classes to get and to drop | 22:47 | |
| and books to be bough and bunks to be built. | 22:50 | |
| And I find it interesting that with all that you | 22:57 | |
| have to do and with all that you could be doing, | 23:03 | |
| you're here. | 23:07 | |
| I'm impressed with the stark contrast | 23:09 | |
| between how I began my day | 23:11 | |
| compared with where I am now. | 23:15 | |
| I began my day, as many of you standing | 23:16 | |
| over a backyard grill trying to heat | 23:19 | |
| a pint of water. | 23:21 | |
| (attendees laughing) | 23:23 | |
| The veneer of civilization is stripped away | 23:26 | |
| so quickly. | 23:28 | |
| But here we are. | 23:30 | |
| There since seats late 20th century you, | 23:32 | |
| amid this neo-Gothic grandeur. | 23:39 | |
| Practical utilitarian, terrestrial you | 23:45 | |
| in this impractical would-be celestial building. | 23:51 | |
| You'll note that it is the nature | 24:01 | |
| of Gothic architecture that you just can't | 24:03 | |
| keep your eyes fixed on the earth. | 24:05 | |
| Inexorably, this building leads your gaze upward. | 24:11 | |
| Every line in this building rises upward | 24:18 | |
| as if to wrench your gaze off the practical, | 24:23 | |
| mundane matters and upward towards Heaven. | 24:27 | |
| The mind of God thus invades the mind | 24:35 | |
| of humanity. | 24:39 | |
| The Gothic arch rooted in earth. | 24:42 | |
| Those pillars behind, beside which you sit, | 24:47 | |
| they bear tremendous weight. | 24:50 | |
| They go down two stories into the earth. | 24:52 | |
| And yet, with all that weight, | 24:57 | |
| see how they soar. | 24:59 | |
| How they reach over you as if branches | 25:02 | |
| of trees, as if hands, hands formed | 25:05 | |
| into prayer, and to praise. | 25:11 | |
| Everything goes up. | 25:14 | |
| The Gothic architect wants so much | 25:18 | |
| to go up inside that it's forced | 25:21 | |
| on the outside to put flying buttresses, | 25:23 | |
| buttresses out there. | 25:26 | |
| These arches just like hands | 25:29 | |
| lifted up in prayer. | 25:34 | |
| We are rooted in creaturehood. | 25:39 | |
| Our roots go down deep, back millennia. | 25:42 | |
| Biology teaches us that we are animals. | 25:48 | |
| But, still we are animals who reach up. | 25:53 | |
| Who reach out. | 25:59 | |
| I think it was Voltaire who said that | 26:03 | |
| man is an animal who devours and who defecates | 26:05 | |
| and who dies. | 26:10 | |
| And then I think it was also Voltaire | 26:15 | |
| who said, most human triumphs and tragedies | 26:17 | |
| can be ascribed to mans inability to stay | 26:21 | |
| in his own room. | 26:25 | |
| Psychology portrays us as bundles | 26:30 | |
| of instinctual drives. | 26:34 | |
| Genetic, hormonal, determined animals | 26:37 | |
| we are, and yet how does psychology | 26:42 | |
| explain that we do, at times, overcome ourselves. | 26:47 | |
| We surprise even us. | 26:52 | |
| We rise. | 26:56 | |
| We are bound by time. | 27:00 | |
| Even at 19, in rare moments, | 27:02 | |
| you experience finitude, limits, | 27:04 | |
| bodily decay. | 27:07 | |
| And yet, maybe something within us deep, | 27:10 | |
| longing toward eternity. | 27:15 | |
| Who has put such reach in our minds? | 27:20 | |
| Such yearning in our souls. | 27:24 | |
| After, here at the university, | 27:29 | |
| you have put us like a cadaver | 27:32 | |
| on a table and you have picked us apart | 27:33 | |
| after you have labeled our physiology, | 27:37 | |
| analyzed our behavior, rendered us into cause, | 27:40 | |
| effect, mechanistic predictability. | 27:44 | |
| There is still something about us that cannot be | 27:50 | |
| contained, explained, solely within the limits | 27:52 | |
| of our creatureliness. | 27:57 | |
| We share creaturehood with all the animals | 28:01 | |
| and yet something deep in the center of us | 28:03 | |
| still wants to soar. | 28:06 | |
| Now what is that? | 28:09 | |
| As a 6th grader, I learned, heir of the kingdom | 28:12 | |
| beneath the skies, often he falls but still | 28:17 | |
| he will rise, stumbling, bleeding, | 28:20 | |
| falling, beating back yet he holds to | 28:23 | |
| the upward track, this is humanity. | 28:27 | |
| We go about our daily deeds. | 28:34 | |
| We become concerned. | 28:37 | |
| We become overly concerned | 28:39 | |
| with ourselves. | 28:41 | |
| Preoccupied with our health. | 28:43 | |
| We curl up on ourselves. | 28:47 | |
| We feed upon ourselves. | 28:49 | |
| We accumulate stuff. | 28:51 | |
| We become consumed by a world that can be | 28:54 | |
| circumscribed only within our own ego | 28:57 | |
| and yet, what, at the clear note of an organ | 29:01 | |
| on Sunday. | 29:04 | |
| Or the sound of a single bird singing at you | 29:09 | |
| from a pine tree as you make your way | 29:12 | |
| on Monday over to Gross Chem. | 29:14 | |
| You will rise. | 29:18 | |
| You throw off your earthbound bodiliness. | 29:20 | |
| And you will shout, I know I was meant for more. | 29:25 | |
| What is this in some of you? | 29:32 | |
| This uneasiness? | 29:34 | |
| This restlessness? | 29:37 | |
| The rocking back and forth? | 29:39 | |
| The tapping of the toes? | 29:40 | |
| Now what is that? | 29:42 | |
| Ambition? | 29:44 | |
| Youthful, hormonal drives? | 29:46 | |
| Perhaps. | 29:50 | |
| But might that also be bodily testimonial | 29:53 | |
| that you're never quite able to get settled | 29:56 | |
| in present arrangements? | 30:01 | |
| In the worst perplexities of life, | 30:05 | |
| watch yourself. | 30:08 | |
| You will ask why rather than submit. | 30:10 | |
| Now why would you ask why? | 30:17 | |
| Unless you expect there to be somewhere | 30:20 | |
| some transcendent Answerer. | 30:22 | |
| Something, someone is intruding into your psyche. | 30:28 | |
| Whose is that voice in the night? | 30:35 | |
| Whose, where, from whence comes that prodding | 30:37 | |
| of conscience? | 30:41 | |
| Could it be, as the psalmist said, | 30:44 | |
| when I awake, I'm still with thee. | 30:50 | |
| You, hem me in from in front and behind. | 30:53 | |
| You're hand is laid on me. | 30:58 | |
| After we have described you, psychologically, | 31:02 | |
| sociologically, economically, still you would be | 31:05 | |
| restless with our definitions. | 31:09 | |
| Still this could never fully explain, contain you. | 31:12 | |
| On a Sunday afternoon in the 30s, when this chapel | 31:21 | |
| was dedicated, the world stood on the brink | 31:25 | |
| of war. | 31:30 | |
| And Jack-booted soldiers strutted in the streets | 31:31 | |
| of Europe. | 31:35 | |
| But speakers gathered here on a Sunday afternoon | 31:37 | |
| and praised the building of this chapel, | 31:41 | |
| not as some nostalgia trip into the neo-Gothic past. | 31:44 | |
| But as a kind of protest against | 31:51 | |
| classicist neo-classicist fascism. | 31:56 | |
| Ugly architecture is always a component | 32:05 | |
| of bad government. | 32:08 | |
| And there is something about this Gothic | 32:11 | |
| which is playful, which is soaring | 32:14 | |
| and exuberant, which is a kind of protest | 32:17 | |
| against all fascist, neo-classical, | 32:21 | |
| Promethean man, the measure of all things | 32:25 | |
| definition of what's going on in the world. | 32:29 | |
| This building, which many might have thought | 32:33 | |
| was some kind of trip into the past | 32:36 | |
| was therefore seen as a kind of clinch-fisted | 32:40 | |
| protest to the Nazi's. | 32:44 | |
| In the Gothic, we move out beyond | 32:50 | |
| the earthbound space. | 32:54 | |
| Life has reach. | 32:56 | |
| It has color and rhythm and verticality | 32:58 | |
| asymmetry. | 33:03 | |
| There's lots of places to hide. | 33:04 | |
| We noticed and we started printing children's | 33:08 | |
| bulletins to use along in the service. | 33:12 | |
| We started, we printed up enough. | 33:14 | |
| We printed up 20. | 33:15 | |
| And then we printed up 30 and then 40. | 33:18 | |
| And now each Sunday we give out 60 children's bulletins. | 33:20 | |
| Some of you have got a children's bulletin | 33:28 | |
| and you're thinking, that's why there's so many | 33:29 | |
| pictures in my bulletin. | 33:31 | |
| No. | 33:32 | |
| (attendees laughing) | 33:34 | |
| But the surprising thing is, we didn't know | 33:37 | |
| we would have children in the service. | 33:40 | |
| But more than one parent has said, | 33:42 | |
| you know, I like to bring them to Duke Chapel. | 33:44 | |
| There's enough stuff going on here to watch. | 33:45 | |
| The building is dark and complex and playful. | 33:49 | |
| After 40 days in the wilderness, | 33:58 | |
| and 40 nights, Jesus was hungry. | 34:01 | |
| Satan offered Jesus bread and yet, | 34:07 | |
| even though Jesus needed bread. | 34:12 | |
| Even in his great 40 days, 40 nights hunger, | 34:17 | |
| bread was not enough. | 34:20 | |
| We need bread. | 34:24 | |
| But isn't it odd how we need more than bread? | 34:27 | |
| Now why can't we be satisfied with just | 34:32 | |
| the basic this and that of everyday life | 34:34 | |
| on this earth? | 34:38 | |
| Why isn't it enough? | 34:41 | |
| In the institutes, John Calvin notes, | 34:45 | |
| that isn't it interesting when God created water, | 34:49 | |
| which would be quite enough to sustain us, | 34:54 | |
| that God go on and invent wine. | 34:58 | |
| Why is that? | 35:02 | |
| A building, as unfortunate as the Duke Law School | 35:07 | |
| would've been enough to hold all of us here. | 35:11 | |
| We could've stopped with that, but wasn't it great | 35:15 | |
| Duke went on and built a place | 35:18 | |
| as extravagant and playful and difficult to heat | 35:21 | |
| as this? | 35:24 | |
| (attendees laughing) | 35:26 | |
| There's just something about us that yearns. | 35:28 | |
| When Dr. Hague took us down a little village, | 35:32 | |
| San Marco in Honduras, where the quest | 35:36 | |
| for basic necessities like water and bread | 35:41 | |
| consume every waking moment of every day, | 35:46 | |
| and yet, in a place so pitifully deprived, | 35:50 | |
| they had a church and it was elegantly | 35:58 | |
| adorned as best they could. | 36:02 | |
| Now, why? | 36:06 | |
| Amid life's crushing every day burdens | 36:08 | |
| did these people gather to sing | 36:11 | |
| and to worship. | 36:15 | |
| Because like Jesus said, we do not live | 36:18 | |
| even by something so necessary and precious as bread. | 36:21 | |
| We reach. | 36:27 | |
| Something within you reached towards | 36:31 | |
| the eternal like the sweep of the Gothic arch, | 36:34 | |
| and I am saying, I think you're here out of that hunger. | 36:38 | |
| And to you, this graceful building | 36:46 | |
| has opened its arms, has drawn | 36:47 | |
| you within, and I'm saying you're here. | 36:51 | |
| You're here not to escape from the facts of life. | 36:54 | |
| But I am saying you're here because | 37:00 | |
| the facts of life, as this place | 37:02 | |
| tends to privilege them, are not enough | 37:05 | |
| to explain what's going in you and in the world. | 37:10 | |
| You're here not to evade reality, | 37:15 | |
| but you're here further to penetrate reality. | 37:18 | |
| To plumb the depths, to venture out | 37:22 | |
| beyond the superficialities. | 37:25 | |
| As with every line in this building, you rise. | 37:28 | |
| Maya Angelou, here last Sunday afternoon | 37:34 | |
| speaking to our freshmen. | 37:38 | |
| She writes... | 37:41 | |
| You may write me down in history with your | 37:45 | |
| bitter, twisted lies. | 37:48 | |
| You may trod me in the very dirt, | 37:52 | |
| but still like dust, I rise. | 37:56 | |
| Just like moons and like suns. | 38:02 | |
| With a certainty of the tides, | 38:06 | |
| just like hopes springing high. | 38:09 | |
| Still, I rise. | 38:12 | |
| You may shoot me with your words, | 38:15 | |
| cut me with your eyes. | 38:18 | |
| You may kill me with your hatefulness, | 38:19 | |
| but still like air, I rise. | 38:22 | |
| Bringing the gifts that the ancestors gave, | 38:26 | |
| I am the dream. | 38:30 | |
| I am the hope of the slave. | 38:32 | |
| I rise. | 38:36 | |
| I rise. | 38:38 | |
| I rise. | 38:41 | |
| And there you sit. | 38:45 | |
| You were brought here by friends | 38:47 | |
| or by habit or you were seeking | 38:50 | |
| air conditioning. | 38:52 | |
| Or maybe you know not what. | 38:55 | |
| Maybe you didn't even really want to be here. | 38:59 | |
| You have questions about all this, | 39:02 | |
| you've got doubts. | 39:04 | |
| The service was listed in the weekly | 39:07 | |
| events calendar, you're a freshman, | 39:08 | |
| you thought you had to go to all the stuff. | 39:10 | |
| That's why you're here. | 39:12 | |
| (audience laughing) | 39:14 | |
| And yet, at the notes of the hymn, | 39:16 | |
| amid the soaring arches, you rise. | 39:21 | |
| Your voice joined others. | 39:28 | |
| And then you knew Jesus was right where he said | 39:32 | |
| where just two or three are gathered, I am there. | 39:36 | |
| Then you were able to say with another psalmist, | 39:42 | |
| I was glad when they said unto me. | 39:46 | |
| Let us go to the house of the Lord. | 39:48 | |
| This seemingly mundane gathering | 39:52 | |
| of thoroughly earthbound human beings | 39:54 | |
| became opportunity for meeting, | 39:58 | |
| for intrusion by God. | 40:01 | |
| We rise. | 40:04 | |
| On my way back from my usual afternoon visit | 40:09 | |
| to the hospital, I decided to take a little | 40:12 | |
| detour, and I dropped by the law office | 40:16 | |
| of a man who was in my church. | 40:20 | |
| I didn't know him very well. | 40:23 | |
| I figured his wife sort of took care | 40:24 | |
| of the religion for the family. | 40:26 | |
| He came, but it was the end of the day, twilight. | 40:28 | |
| The door to the law office was still open. | 40:36 | |
| I looked in, no one was in the outer office, | 40:38 | |
| everybody had gone home, but I could see | 40:40 | |
| a light back in the inner office. | 40:42 | |
| He said, who is it? | 40:46 | |
| I said, it's the preacher. | 40:48 | |
| He said, come on back. | 40:51 | |
| I went back. | 40:53 | |
| And there he was. | 40:56 | |
| He looked tired, his tie down | 40:59 | |
| below his collar, shirt open. | 41:01 | |
| He said, well, I didn't expect to see you here, preacher. | 41:06 | |
| Come on in, I was just about to fix myself a drink. | 41:13 | |
| You want a drink? | 41:15 | |
| I said, sure, if it's caffeine free, diet. | 41:17 | |
| He poured out a couple of drinks, | 41:24 | |
| he leaned in his chair, he threw his feet | 41:26 | |
| up on this cluttered desk. | 41:29 | |
| And I, just making conversation, | 41:32 | |
| I said, well, what sort of day have you had? | 41:33 | |
| He said, a typical day, miserable. | 41:37 | |
| Oh, I said. | 41:43 | |
| I'm sorry, what was miserable about your day? | 41:44 | |
| Oh, he said, my day began as I helped | 41:50 | |
| a couple evict their aging father | 41:54 | |
| from his house so they could take | 41:57 | |
| everything he owns and put him | 42:01 | |
| in a nursing home. | 42:03 | |
| All legal. | 42:05 | |
| Maybe not particularly moral, but legal. | 42:09 | |
| By lunchtime, I was helping a client | 42:13 | |
| of mine evade his worker's insurance payments. | 42:15 | |
| Again, it's legal. | 42:20 | |
| And this afternoon, I have been enabling | 42:22 | |
| a woman to ruin her husband's life forever | 42:26 | |
| with the sweetest little divorce package | 42:30 | |
| you ever saw. | 42:32 | |
| That's my day. | 42:34 | |
| Well, what could I say? | 42:39 | |
| Which, he continued, explains | 42:42 | |
| why I'm in your church on Sunday. | 42:46 | |
| And I said, well, I confess, I'm feeling | 42:51 | |
| a bit overwhelmed, I mean, thinking, | 42:54 | |
| what on Earth do I have to say | 42:56 | |
| in a sermon that could in some way | 42:58 | |
| minister to the kind of days you have here? | 43:00 | |
| He said, oh, it's not the sermon | 43:04 | |
| I come for, preacher. | 43:06 | |
| (audience laughing) | 43:08 | |
| It's the building. | 43:11 | |
| It's the music. | 43:14 | |
| I tell ya, preacher, sometimes I'll go an entire week | 43:17 | |
| with nothing beautiful, with nothing good | 43:23 | |
| until Sunday. | 43:28 | |
| And I'll tell ya, sometimes | 43:31 | |
| when that little volunteer choir sings, | 43:32 | |
| it is, for me, the difference | 43:37 | |
| between life and death. | 43:40 | |
| Oh Lord, you search me and you know me. | 43:49 | |
| I can't get away from your spirit. | 43:53 | |
| Where could I flee from your presence? | 43:56 | |
| If I ascend to Heaven, you're there. | 44:00 | |
| If I make my bed in Hell, | 44:03 | |
| you're there. | 44:07 | |
| (soft choir music) | 44:23 | |
| (inspirational choral music) | 44:56 | |
| - | [Female Clergy Member] You may be seated. | 47:16 |
| The Lord be with you. | 47:23 | |
| Audience | And also with you. | 47:26 |
| - | Let us pray. | 47:27 |
| In the stillness of this moment, | 47:31 | |
| we are aware that we cannot escape your love, oh God. | 47:35 | |
| We can find no place to hide from your presence. | 47:41 | |
| You search us out wherever we may be. | 47:45 | |
| We may ascend to the highest heavens | 47:49 | |
| or descend to the deepest seas, | 47:52 | |
| but your embracing love is there. | 47:55 | |
| We may seek escape in the busyness of the day, | 47:59 | |
| or in the darkness of the night. | 48:03 | |
| But your bright, persistent love is there. | 48:06 | |
| We may fall into the pits of Hell, | 48:10 | |
| but your seeking, forgiving love is there. | 48:14 | |
| Thank you, oh God, for your steadfast mercy. | 48:20 | |
| Thank you for being there, wherever we may be. | 48:24 | |
| Lord, in your mercy, hear our prayer. | 48:29 | |
| Oh God who has planted the seed | 48:33 | |
| of eternity within us, be our inspiration | 48:36 | |
| as we begin this academic year. | 48:40 | |
| Remind us that you have made us | 48:43 | |
| in your own image. | 48:45 | |
| We are not just a bundle of appetites | 48:47 | |
| and desires, for you have put | 48:50 | |
| the mark of divinity within each of us. | 48:52 | |
| And our souls are restless until they find | 48:55 | |
| their rest in you. | 48:58 | |
| It is not enough for us to seek our own way. | 49:00 | |
| Not because you want to constrain | 49:03 | |
| our freedom, but because | 49:06 | |
| you have made us for greater things. | 49:08 | |
| May this chapel at the center of Duke University | 49:12 | |
| be an ever present reminder of your | 49:16 | |
| drawing presence, which causes us | 49:18 | |
| to aspire for more. | 49:21 | |
| Lord, in your mercy, hear our prayer. | 49:23 | |
| Oh, God, you know the hunger deep within us, | 49:29 | |
| which cannot be filled by anything | 49:33 | |
| the world has to offer. | 49:35 | |
| Keep us from chasing false promises of satisfaction. | 49:38 | |
| Lead us in our restless thoughts | 49:41 | |
| and our unnamed yearning to seek you | 49:44 | |
| in the depths of our hearts. | 49:48 | |
| Knowing that you were there waiting | 49:50 | |
| to fill us with your love, | 49:52 | |
| and to lead us in the ways everlasting. | 49:55 | |
| Lord, in your mercy, hear our prayer. | 49:58 | |
| Oh, God, you are the hope of all | 50:02 | |
| the ends of the Earth. | 50:06 | |
| In creation, you divided the waters of chaos. | 50:08 | |
| In Christ, you stilled storms, | 50:12 | |
| raised the dead, and vanquished | 50:15 | |
| demonic powers. | 50:18 | |
| We believe that you have power over creation, | 50:20 | |
| and yet in your wisdom, you have | 50:23 | |
| given creation freedom. | 50:26 | |
| It is for this reason that we suffer | 50:28 | |
| hurricane, earthquake, and flood. | 50:30 | |
| Keep us from calling disaster your justice. | 50:34 | |
| Help as we recover from Hurricane Fran, | 50:38 | |
| to respond to each other's need | 50:41 | |
| with compassion, patience, and love. | 50:44 | |
| And teach us in good times and in distress | 50:47 | |
| to trust your mercy and power. | 50:51 | |
| Lord, in your mercy, hear our prayer. | 50:54 | |
| We carry in our hearts, the names | 50:58 | |
| of many who are facing tribulation. | 51:01 | |
| Grant them endurance in their suffering | 51:04 | |
| and relief from pain. | 51:06 | |
| For those who struggle with affliction | 51:09 | |
| of the spirit, grant them hope. | 51:11 | |
| As you have poured out your love in our hearts, | 51:13 | |
| so pour out your compassion. | 51:16 | |
| Be present with those who are alone, | 51:19 | |
| give peace to those who are troubled, | 51:21 | |
| give comfort to those who are dying, | 51:24 | |
| and them that mourn. | 51:27 | |
| Lord, in your mercy, hear our prayer. | 51:29 | |
| As deep calls to deep, so do we call | 51:34 | |
| to you, oh steadfast God. | 51:38 | |
| Hear and answer us, we pray, | 51:42 | |
| for we call upon you in the name | 51:45 | |
| of Jesus Christ, our Lord. | 51:46 | |
| Amen. | 51:49 | |
| And now let us present the bounty | 51:52 | |
| of our lives to the Lord. | 51:54 | |
| (soft organ music) | 51:59 | |
| (exuberant instrumental music) | 53:36 | |
| (Inspirational choral music) | 54:14 | |
| (soft organ music) | 58:54 | |
| God of amazing grace, before the gifts | 1:00:43 | |
| you have given us, our gifts pale | 1:00:46 | |
| into insignificance. | 1:00:49 | |
| And yet we know that you accept them | 1:00:51 | |
| and us just as we are. | 1:00:54 | |
| Increase our vision and enlarge | 1:00:57 | |
| our compassion that we might embrace our brothers | 1:00:59 | |
| and sisters in need as you have embraced us. | 1:01:03 | |
| Receive these gifts and love | 1:01:07 | |
| and use them and us to further | 1:01:09 | |
| your caring in the world. | 1:01:11 | |
| And now let us pray with confidence | 1:01:14 | |
| as the children of God. | 1:01:16 | |
| All | Our father who art in Heaven, | 1:01:18 |
| hallowed be thy name. | 1:01:21 | |
| Thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 1:01:23 | |
| on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 1:01:26 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread. | 1:01:29 | |
| And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive | 1:01:31 | |
| those who trespass against us. | 1:01:35 | |
| Lead us not into temptation, but deliver | 1:01:38 | |
| us from evil. | 1:01:41 | |
| For thine is the kingdom, and the power, | 1:01:42 | |
| and the glory forever. | 1:01:45 | |
| Amen. | 1:01:48 | |
| (inspirational choir music) | 1:01:53 | |
| (Inspirational choral music) | 1:02:50 | |
| - | The grace of our Lord and Savior, | 1:08:01 |
| Jesus Christ, and the love of God | 1:08:02 | |
| and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit | 1:08:04 | |
| be with you now and always. | 1:08:06 | |
| (Inspirational choral music) | 1:08:12 | |
| (energetic organ music) | 1:10:13 |
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