William H. Willimon - "The Judging, Redeeming Laugh of God" (December 4, 1994)
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| (light organ music) | 0:14 | |
| - | Welcome to this service of worship | 2:17 |
| on the second Sunday of Advent here in Duke Chapel. | 2:19 | |
| We have been led in worship by our guest | 2:24 | |
| the Southern Piedmont Children's Choir. | 2:27 | |
| Mr. John Simons is director. | 2:30 | |
| We welcome them for their now annual visit to Duke Chapel. | 2:33 | |
| And we welcome our guest musicians. | 2:38 | |
| Our countertenor from Messiah, Dale Terbeek, | 2:41 | |
| and our own Mary Comer will assist in the music today. | 2:44 | |
| We also welcome our guests from the Academy of Homiletics | 2:48 | |
| which is meeting in Durham and here at Duke this weekend. | 2:53 | |
| These are teachers of preaching throughout the seminaries | 2:56 | |
| in North America and in Europe, | 2:59 | |
| and we welcome them, | 3:01 | |
| and we welcome you all. | 3:03 | |
| I've been asked to announce that the Messiah performance | 3:06 | |
| for this afternoon has been sold out. | 3:09 | |
| I hope you got to see Messiah this year. | 3:12 | |
| If not, next year. | 3:16 | |
| And now let us stand for the greeting. | 3:20 | |
| The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you. | 3:27 | |
| The reign of God is breaking in upon us. | 3:33 | |
| ("Hail to the Lord's Anointed") | 3:44 | |
| ♪ Hail to the Lord's anointed ♪ | 4:22 | |
| ♪ Great David's greater Son ♪ | 4:27 | |
| ♪ Hail in the time appointed ♪ | 4:32 | |
| ♪ His reign on earth begun ♪ | 4:38 | |
| ♪ He comes to break oppression ♪ | 4:43 | |
| ♪ To set the captive free ♪ | 4:48 | |
| ♪ To take away transgressions ♪ | 4:53 | |
| ♪ And rule in equity ♪ | 4:59 | |
| ♪ He comes with succor speedy ♪ | 5:06 | |
| ♪ To those who suffer wrong ♪ | 5:11 | |
| ♪ To help the poor and needy ♪ | 5:16 | |
| ♪ And bid the weak be strong ♪ | 5:21 | |
| ♪ To give them songs for sighing ♪ | 5:27 | |
| ♪ Their darkness turned to light ♪ | 5:32 | |
| ♪ Whose souls, condemned and dying ♪ | 5:38 | |
| ♪ Are precious in His sight ♪ | 5:43 | |
| ♪ He shall come down like showers ♪ | 5:50 | |
| ♪ Upon the fruitful earth ♪ | 5:55 | |
| ♪ Love, joy, and hope, like flowers ♪ | 6:01 | |
| ♪ Spring in His path to birth ♪ | 6:06 | |
| ♪ Before Him, on the mountains ♪ | 6:11 | |
| ♪ Shall peace the herald go ♪ | 6:17 | |
| ♪ And righteousness in fountains ♪ | 6:22 | |
| ♪ From hill to valley flow ♪ | 6:27 | |
| ♪ For Him shall prayer unceasing ♪ | 6:59 | |
| ♪ And daily vows ascend ♪ | 7:03 | |
| ♪ His kingdom still increasing ♪ | 7:09 | |
| ♪ A kingdom without end ♪ | 7:13 | |
| ♪ The tide of time shall never ♪ | 7:19 | |
| ♪ His covenant remove ♪ | 7:24 | |
| ♪ His name shall stand forever ♪ | 7:30 | |
| ♪ That name to us is Love ♪ | 7:35 | |
| - | Let us pray. | 7:45 |
| Eternal creator, | 7:49 | |
| with you, each moment of life | 7:51 | |
| is full of wonder and surprise. | 7:54 | |
| We pray you to make us watchful | 7:57 | |
| as we await the coming of Christ. | 8:00 | |
| Grant that we may not be found sleeping in sin, | 8:03 | |
| but awake and rejoicing in your newness of life, | 8:07 | |
| through the same Jesus Christ our Savior, amen. | 8:12 | |
| You may be seated. | 8:17 | |
| - | Let us join together in the prayer for illumination. | 8:30 |
| Congregation | Open our hearts and minds oh God | 8:36 |
| by the power of your Holy Spirit | 8:39 | |
| so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 8:42 | |
| we may be prepared for your Advent among us, amen. | 8:46 | |
| - | The first lesson is taken | 8:54 |
| from Paul's letters to the Philippians. | 8:55 | |
| The first chapter, beginning with the third verse. | 8:57 | |
| I thank my God every time I remember you, | 9:03 | |
| constantly praying with joy | 9:07 | |
| in every one of my prayers for you | 9:09 | |
| because of your sharing in the gospel | 9:12 | |
| from the first day until now. | 9:14 | |
| I am confident of this, | 9:18 | |
| that the one who began a good work among you | 9:21 | |
| will bring it to completion by the day of Jesus Christ. | 9:24 | |
| It is right for me to think this way about all of you | 9:29 | |
| because you hold me in your heart. | 9:32 | |
| For all of you share in God's grace with me, | 9:35 | |
| both in my imprisonment, | 9:38 | |
| and in the defense and confirmation of the gospel. | 9:40 | |
| For God is my witness. | 9:45 | |
| How I long for all of you | 9:47 | |
| with the compassion of Christ Jesus. | 9:48 | |
| And this is my prayer, | 9:52 | |
| that your love may overflow more and more with knowledge | 9:54 | |
| and full insight to help you to determine what is best | 9:58 | |
| so that in the day of Christ you may be pure and blameless, | 10:03 | |
| having produced the harvest of righteousness | 10:07 | |
| that comes through Jesus Christ | 10:10 | |
| for the glory and praise of God. | 10:12 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 10:16 | |
| Congregation | Praise be to God. | 10:19 |
| - | Please stand for the canticle of Zechariah. | 10:22 |
| Blessed be the Lord, | 10:41 | |
| the God of Israel, | 10:43 | |
| who has come to set the chosen people free. | 10:45 | |
| Congregation | The Lord has raised up for us | 10:48 |
| a mighty Savior from the house of David. | 10:51 | |
| - | Through the holy prophets, | 10:55 |
| God promised of old to save us from our enemies, | 10:57 | |
| from the hands of all who hate us. | 11:00 | |
| Congregation | To show mercy to our forebears | 11:04 |
| and to remember the holy Covenant. | 11:07 | |
| - | This was the oath God swore to our father Abraham. | 11:09 |
| Congregation | To set us free | 11:14 |
| from the hands of our enemies, | 11:15 | |
| free to worship without fear, | 11:17 | |
| holy and righteous in the Lord's sight | 11:20 | |
| all the days of our life.. | 11:23 | |
| - | And you, child, | 11:26 |
| shall be called the prophet of the most high. | 11:28 | |
| And you will go before the Lord to prepare the way. | 11:31 | |
| Congregation | To give God's people knowledge of salvation | 11:35 |
| by the forgiveness of their sins. | 11:39 | |
| - | In the tender compassion of our God, | 11:41 |
| the dawn from on high shall break upon us. | 11:44 | |
| Congregation | To shine on those who dwell in darkness | 11:48 |
| and the shadow of death, | 11:51 | |
| and to guide our feet in the way of peace. | 11:53 | |
| (light music) | 12:04 | |
| (singing in foreign language) | 13:09 | |
| - | The second lesson is taken from the book of Malachi, | 15:39 |
| the third chapter beginning with the first verse. | 15:42 | |
| See, I am sending my messenger | 15:47 | |
| to prepare the way before me. | 15:50 | |
| And the Lord who you seek | 15:52 | |
| will suddenly come to his temple. | 15:54 | |
| The messenger of the covenant in whom you delight. | 15:56 | |
| Indeed he is coming says the Lord of hosts. | 16:00 | |
| But who can endure the day of his coming? | 16:04 | |
| And who can stand when he appears? | 16:06 | |
| For he is like a refiner's fire, | 16:10 | |
| and like fullers' soap. | 16:12 | |
| He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver | 16:14 | |
| and he will purify the descendants of Levi | 16:18 | |
| and refine them like gold and silver | 16:21 | |
| until they present offerings to the Lord in righteousness. | 16:24 | |
| Then the offering of Judah and Jerusalem | 16:29 | |
| will be pleasing to the Lord as in the days of old | 16:32 | |
| and as in former years. | 16:36 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 16:39 | |
| Congregation | Praise be to God. | 16:42 |
| (light organ music) | 17:04 | |
| ♪ But who may abide the day of his coming ♪ | 17:22 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand when he appeareth ♪ | 17:32 | |
| ♪ Who shall stand ♪ | 17:39 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 17:44 | |
| ♪ But who may abide ♪ | 17:51 | |
| ♪ But who may abide ♪ | 17:54 | |
| ♪ The day of his coming ♪ | 17:57 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand when he appeareth ♪ | 18:04 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand ♪ | 18:14 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 18:19 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 18:33 | |
| ♪ For he is like a refiner's fire ♪ | 18:43 | |
| ♪ For he is like ♪ | 18:48 | |
| ♪ A refiner's fire ♪ | 18:51 | |
| ♪ Who shall stand when he appeareth ♪ | 18:57 | |
| ♪ For he is like a ♪ | 19:00 | |
| ♪ Refiner's fire ♪ | 19:03 | |
| ♪ For he is like a refiner's fire ♪ | 19:13 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand when he appeareth ♪ | 19:21 | |
| ♪ But who may abide the day of his coming ♪ | 19:29 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand ♪ | 19:42 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand ♪ | 19:46 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 19:49 | |
| ♪ When he ♪ | 19:56 | |
| ♪ Appeareth ♪ | 20:03 | |
| ♪ For he is like a refiner's fire ♪ | 20:10 | |
| ♪ A refiner's fire ♪ | 20:15 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand when he ♪ | 20:18 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 20:21 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand ♪ | 20:23 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 20:26 | |
| ♪ For he is like ♪ | 20:29 | |
| ♪ A refiner's fire ♪ | 20:31 | |
| ♪ And who shall stand ♪ | 20:34 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 20:36 | |
| ♪ When he appeareth ♪ | 20:39 | |
| ♪ For he is like ♪ | 20:42 | |
| ♪ A refiner's fire ♪ | 20:45 | |
| ♪ For he is like ♪ | 20:56 | |
| ♪ A refiner's fire ♪ | 21:00 | |
| - | But who can endure the day of his coming? | 21:39 |
| And who can stand when he appears? | 21:43 | |
| I know of nothing more devastating than laughter, | 21:52 | |
| mocking laughter. | 21:59 | |
| When we are made to look the fool | 22:03 | |
| and our pretenses wilt, | 22:07 | |
| and we see ourselves reflected | 22:10 | |
| in the derisive mirth of others. | 22:14 | |
| Not as our polished persona, | 22:19 | |
| but as we really are. | 22:23 | |
| Small, trite, and bogus. | 22:26 | |
| This is judgment | 22:33 | |
| says the writer Camus. | 22:37 | |
| One evening, he heard a laugh behind him. | 22:42 | |
| Yes, a laugh. | 22:47 | |
| He turned around but no one was there. | 22:49 | |
| It was for Jean-Baptiste | 22:54 | |
| the laughter of judgment. | 22:57 | |
| Jean-Baptiste is a Paris lawyer, | 23:01 | |
| a self-described defender of noble causes, | 23:04 | |
| widows, and orphans as the saying goes. | 23:10 | |
| But on that night with that strange, | 23:15 | |
| from out of nowhere laughter at his back, | 23:18 | |
| self awareness began to dawn for Jean-Baptiste. | 23:23 | |
| And he sees that his whole life has been a pretense, | 23:31 | |
| that as a lawyer, | 23:36 | |
| he doesn't really want to help others, | 23:37 | |
| but rather to strut the stage in front of others. | 23:41 | |
| He hears in the echo of that laugh the truth | 23:45 | |
| that he has been a hypocrite, | 23:52 | |
| a lousy actor, | 23:53 | |
| a fake, a fraud. | 23:55 | |
| In Jean-Baptiste's own words, | 23:58 | |
| shortly after the laughter I discovered something. | 24:02 | |
| When I would leave a blind man on the corner | 24:06 | |
| to which I had conveyed him, | 24:10 | |
| I would always tip my hat to the man. | 24:12 | |
| Now obviously the hat tipping was not seen by the blind man. | 24:18 | |
| It wasn't intended for him. | 24:24 | |
| He couldn't see it. | 24:25 | |
| For whom was such a gesture intended? | 24:27 | |
| To the public. | 24:31 | |
| After playing my little part, | 24:34 | |
| I would take my bow. | 24:37 | |
| Thus is revealed to Jean-Baptiste | 24:43 | |
| that he is acting his part upon life's stage, | 24:46 | |
| playing the part before the admiring public | 24:50 | |
| of the concerned liberal lawyer, | 24:53 | |
| lover of the poor and the less fortunate. | 24:57 | |
| In honesty, he says, | 25:02 | |
| I was always bursting with myself. | 25:04 | |
| I, I, it was the refrain that could be heard | 25:07 | |
| from any of my speech, I. | 25:10 | |
| Now I ask you, | 25:16 | |
| what might be done to me | 25:18 | |
| in reading a story like Camus', The Fall? | 25:22 | |
| Am I not also being rendered | 25:27 | |
| in Jean-Baptiste's candid self revelation? | 25:29 | |
| You read a story like that, | 25:34 | |
| it's enough to make you ask, | 25:36 | |
| what are my motives for doing good? | 25:40 | |
| Why do I put money in the plate at the church? | 25:44 | |
| Why do I stand before you and preach? | 25:47 | |
| Do I do so solely on the basis of God's call? | 25:53 | |
| Or are other factors prompting my pulpit performance? | 26:00 | |
| My late friend, the Baptist Prophet Carlyle Marney | 26:07 | |
| told about leaving for some speaking engagement | 26:11 | |
| in the Midwest. | 26:14 | |
| And on the way out, | 26:15 | |
| his wife handed him his coat and his suitcase, | 26:16 | |
| and he heard her laugh to herself. | 26:20 | |
| And he said, what's so funny? | 26:25 | |
| And she said, | 26:26 | |
| you don't do what you do because you love Jesus. | 26:28 | |
| He said, if you're so smart, | 26:34 | |
| tell me why I do what I do. | 26:35 | |
| And she said well, | 26:37 | |
| because you're insecure, | 26:42 | |
| you're vain, | 26:43 | |
| you're ambitious, | 26:44 | |
| you're driven. | 26:45 | |
| He said, I staggered out of the house, | 26:48 | |
| staggered onto the train, | 26:50 | |
| and had my first nervous breakdown | 26:51 | |
| before I got to Louisville. | 26:54 | |
| Some dark December evening | 26:58 | |
| after I'm walking home to suburbia | 27:00 | |
| after a day of doing good in academia, | 27:02 | |
| were I to hear a laugh at my back, | 27:07 | |
| mocking laugh of judgment, | 27:11 | |
| what crisis might be provoked in my clerical self image? | 27:16 | |
| From whence comes this mocking laughter | 27:24 | |
| of self awareness? | 27:29 | |
| Is it the laughter of God? | 27:33 | |
| I told you didn't I, | 27:37 | |
| the man's name was Jean-Baptiste, | 27:38 | |
| John the Baptist. | 27:42 | |
| I told you that he was a defender of widows and orphans. | 27:45 | |
| See, God is slinking around in the shadows of this story | 27:50 | |
| by this French existentialist. | 27:57 | |
| The Fall. | 28:00 | |
| Have you ever known a moment in your life | 28:04 | |
| when in the words of Jean-Baptiste, | 28:06 | |
| the whole universe seemed to be laughing at me? | 28:09 | |
| I have a preacher friend who was telling me | 28:20 | |
| of the dissolution of his marriage. | 28:22 | |
| And over and over again, he said, | 28:27 | |
| I can't believe that something like this | 28:31 | |
| is happening to somebody like me. | 28:34 | |
| Confides Jean-Baptiste, | 28:43 | |
| I'll tell you a secret, mon cher. | 28:46 | |
| Don't wait for the last judgment. | 28:50 | |
| It happens every day. | 28:55 | |
| Oh but, | 29:00 | |
| you are modern people | 29:02 | |
| and you do not believe that you have any criterion | 29:04 | |
| for judgment outside yourselves. | 29:07 | |
| We won't admit to the reality of judgment, | 29:13 | |
| any kind of final accounting. | 29:15 | |
| The laugh, the mocking laugh, | 29:19 | |
| the cul-de-sac in the super ego. | 29:21 | |
| The harsh mirror in which we see ourselves reflected | 29:24 | |
| cruelly but truthfully. | 29:29 | |
| Then, says Jean-Baptiste, | 29:33 | |
| would you at least admit this, | 29:35 | |
| that today you are less pleased with yourself | 29:39 | |
| than you were three days ago? | 29:43 | |
| Well we are seven days | 29:48 | |
| into the Christian season of Advent. | 29:51 | |
| Four weeks of penitence, | 29:54 | |
| and judgment, | 29:56 | |
| and introspection. | 29:57 | |
| And my impression has always been | 30:00 | |
| that Advent is about your least favorite season | 30:02 | |
| of the church year. | 30:04 | |
| It certainly is mine. | 30:06 | |
| The somber hymns, | 30:07 | |
| the kind of down-ness of it all. | 30:09 | |
| We've got Sundays with old fire and brimstone | 30:14 | |
| John the Baptist. | 30:17 | |
| You brood of vipers, | 30:18 | |
| who warned you to flee from the wrath to come? | 30:20 | |
| Not one of your favorite preachers, John. | 30:25 | |
| And I know that if you were here last Sunday, | 30:29 | |
| the preacher beat up on you. | 30:31 | |
| So I do not want you this Sunday to get nervous though. | 30:34 | |
| Because though I might like to, | 30:39 | |
| I cannot assault you with the Bible this morning. | 30:42 | |
| Because the words from which I have to preach from Malachi, | 30:46 | |
| these tough words of judgment, | 30:51 | |
| who can endure the day of his coming? | 30:53 | |
| He's like a refiner's fire. | 30:54 | |
| These words are not meant for you, laity, | 30:59 | |
| though you may deserve it. | 31:03 | |
| These words which so prophetically slash and burn | 31:06 | |
| are meant for me, clergy. | 31:10 | |
| Malachi cries, | 31:15 | |
| this is the larger context. | 31:17 | |
| Malachi cries see, | 31:18 | |
| I am sending my messenger | 31:20 | |
| to prepare the way before me. | 31:22 | |
| Prophet Malachi is proclaiming, | 31:25 | |
| as many of Israel's prophets did, | 31:27 | |
| proclaiming the way of the Lord. | 31:30 | |
| God is coming. | 31:32 | |
| Malachi says the Lord on whom you await | 31:34 | |
| will suddenly come to the temple. | 31:38 | |
| Now at first that sounds like good news doesn't it? | 31:43 | |
| Because we're here in the temple, | 31:45 | |
| in the chapel awaiting the Advent of God. | 31:49 | |
| And Malachi says, God is coming. | 31:54 | |
| Great. | 32:00 | |
| Israel that had prayed, and hoped, | 32:01 | |
| and believed down through the millennia | 32:04 | |
| that God would come and save. | 32:08 | |
| God is coming. | 32:10 | |
| But, continues the prophet, | 32:15 | |
| but who can endure the day of his coming? | 32:18 | |
| Who can stand when he appears? | 32:21 | |
| He is like refiner's fire. | 32:23 | |
| He is like ley soap. | 32:25 | |
| He will sift, and refine, | 32:27 | |
| and he will purify like fire. | 32:30 | |
| Now we would like God to be with us, | 32:36 | |
| but who wants refinement by fire? | 32:40 | |
| Who wants to be scrubbed down with Old Dutch Cleanser? | 32:45 | |
| But don't worry, as I said to you, | 32:50 | |
| the prophet's not talking about you. | 32:53 | |
| An angry Lord is coming to the temple, | 32:58 | |
| but he's not after you. | 33:00 | |
| God is coming for those who make their living at the temple. | 33:04 | |
| He's coming for the clergy. | 33:08 | |
| The prophet says he will purify | 33:11 | |
| the descendants of Levi, | 33:14 | |
| refine them until they present right offerings | 33:16 | |
| to the Lord in righteousness. | 33:20 | |
| Descendants of Levi. | 33:22 | |
| You know who the descendants of Levi are? | 33:25 | |
| The priests. | 33:30 | |
| The tribe of Levi were the priests, | 33:32 | |
| the clergy of Israel. | 33:34 | |
| Those who lived off religion, | 33:37 | |
| praying, and prophesying, | 33:39 | |
| and preaching on behalf of the people. | 33:41 | |
| Malachi, alas, | 33:46 | |
| is meant mostly for minsters. | 33:47 | |
| Priests, Malachi says, | 33:52 | |
| who despise God's name. | 33:55 | |
| You say, mocking the priest, | 33:58 | |
| you say how have I despised God's name? | 34:01 | |
| I have no pleasure in you says the Lord. | 34:05 | |
| I won't accept an offering from your hands. | 34:07 | |
| God says to the clergy, Malachi 1:13, | 34:11 | |
| you priests wear me out. | 34:14 | |
| Malachi says, | 34:19 | |
| the lips of the priest should guard knowledge. | 34:21 | |
| The people ought to seek instruction from his mouth. | 34:24 | |
| He is the messenger of the Lord. | 34:27 | |
| But you have turned aside from the way. | 34:29 | |
| You have caused many to stumble by your instruction. | 34:32 | |
| And here of course, | 34:37 | |
| the prophet is speaking of clergy | 34:38 | |
| who are also professors of theology in seminaries. | 34:40 | |
| And after the prophet takes a swipe at priests | 34:45 | |
| who have committed adultery | 34:48 | |
| and fooled around with various members of the choir, | 34:49 | |
| Malachi 2:14, 16, you can look it up. | 34:53 | |
| Then begins today's lesson for Malachi. | 34:56 | |
| Who can endure the day of the Lord's coming? | 35:00 | |
| He's like a refiner's fire. | 35:02 | |
| He's like soap. | 35:04 | |
| He will purify the descendants of Levi. | 35:06 | |
| You won't reform yourselves. | 35:10 | |
| God will come and reform you. | 35:12 | |
| And it will not be painless. | 35:15 | |
| Sometime shortly after I was ordained as a minister, | 35:21 | |
| pharmacists beat out clergy | 35:26 | |
| in the list of the most admired professions. | 35:29 | |
| Then the next year it was letter carriers, | 35:34 | |
| Amway distributors. | 35:38 | |
| At the beginning of each year, | 35:43 | |
| The Christian Sentry has a list | 35:44 | |
| of the most noteworthy religious news of the year. | 35:46 | |
| This past January, | 35:51 | |
| the most noteworthy religious news | 35:52 | |
| was a story of a number of prominent priests | 35:55 | |
| convicted of child abuse. | 35:59 | |
| Another told about embezzlement of funds | 36:03 | |
| in a major church in the Midwest, | 36:06 | |
| malfeasance at the National Council of Churches. | 36:08 | |
| Well we mainline liberal clergy snickered | 36:11 | |
| at the sexual shenanigans of the TV evangelist. | 36:15 | |
| But this stuff was beginning to hit close to home. | 36:18 | |
| And I don't recall any of us laughing. | 36:24 | |
| A friend of mine, an economist, | 36:31 | |
| was asked to be on the board | 36:34 | |
| of a Christian charitable organization. | 36:36 | |
| And his first weeks on the board | 36:41 | |
| were just like some kind of religious conversion. | 36:43 | |
| So impressed was he with the work, | 36:45 | |
| the good work of this organization. | 36:48 | |
| But then being an economist, | 36:53 | |
| he could read a spreadsheet. | 36:55 | |
| He started snooping around. | 36:56 | |
| He found out the salaries of the administrators, | 36:58 | |
| the clergy administrators of the organization, | 37:01 | |
| the real salaries. | 37:05 | |
| He began asking questions. | 37:07 | |
| He charged malfeasance. | 37:09 | |
| He was removed from the board. | 37:13 | |
| I asked him later what he had learned from this experience. | 37:18 | |
| And he said to me, | 37:21 | |
| I think clergy, | 37:24 | |
| because they tell themselves | 37:27 | |
| that they are doing the work of God, | 37:29 | |
| are particularly susceptible to self-deceit. | 37:33 | |
| Did you learn anything else, I said. | 37:41 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 37:43 | |
| Says Camus' Jean-Baptiste, | 37:46 | |
| on a really beautiful night, occasionally, | 37:50 | |
| when I'm alone, | 37:55 | |
| I still hear that laugh, | 37:59 | |
| that mocking laugh. | 38:03 | |
| Last fall, | 38:10 | |
| I had a few choir members over to the house after chapel | 38:12 | |
| and we were sitting around on my patio, | 38:18 | |
| and it was looking out. | 38:20 | |
| Beautiful day, fall day. | 38:21 | |
| And one of them said what a nice patio I had, | 38:24 | |
| and what a nice house we had, | 38:27 | |
| how beautiful it was. | 38:29 | |
| And I said, well thank you. | 38:30 | |
| Then one said, | 38:31 | |
| you know as a Christian minister, | 38:32 | |
| how do you deal with having such a nice house? | 38:36 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 38:40 | |
| I said, look, | 38:45 | |
| the president has got a lot nicer house than I've got. | 38:46 | |
| He said, well she isn't a preacher. | 38:50 | |
| I hate laity sometimes. | 38:55 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 38:58 | |
| Now why am I airing such clerical dirty laundry | 39:00 | |
| in front of you, | 39:03 | |
| Malachi bearing down on the clergy or not? | 39:04 | |
| Perhaps to demonstrate that when the Lord comes | 39:11 | |
| to ignite the fierce refiner's fire in judgment, | 39:15 | |
| to put the ax to the root, | 39:21 | |
| to separate the wheat from the chaff, | 39:23 | |
| all words of John the Baptist, | 39:26 | |
| each of us here has reason to ask: | 39:31 | |
| But who can endure the day of his coming? | 39:35 | |
| Who can stand if he should appear? | 39:39 | |
| If the clergy are gonna be so ruthlessly scrubbed, | 39:44 | |
| I mean what hope is there for you lowly laity? | 39:47 | |
| When that day of God's judgment is yours | 39:53 | |
| and you stand before the harsh mirror of truth. | 39:56 | |
| Well you've got your sin. | 40:01 | |
| I've got mine. | 40:03 | |
| I who stand up here week after week | 40:06 | |
| presuming to speak God's word. | 40:09 | |
| If my knees don't knock, | 40:14 | |
| if I have never heard in preaching the scripture to you | 40:18 | |
| some distant mocking laugh of God | 40:23 | |
| upon my pitiful efforts, | 40:26 | |
| then I am beyond hope of healing. | 40:30 | |
| And you, you, | 40:35 | |
| before you rush headlong into the affirming yuletide | 40:39 | |
| where all of us appear generous, | 40:45 | |
| and beneficent, | 40:48 | |
| and kind in the candle glow of Christmas, | 40:49 | |
| it can be invigorating | 40:55 | |
| to gather here and to pause | 40:58 | |
| in the darkness of Advent and consider | 41:01 | |
| the seriousness of our sin. | 41:04 | |
| The depth of our self-deceit. | 41:08 | |
| The ways large and small | 41:12 | |
| through which we betray the love of God | 41:17 | |
| by the way we live. | 41:20 | |
| My Lord, we will even use Christmas | 41:24 | |
| as a means of posturing and preening ourselves. | 41:29 | |
| Do you know how rare it is on this campus, | 41:37 | |
| in this culture? | 41:41 | |
| Do you know what a phenomenon, | 41:44 | |
| weird it is in this I'm okay, | 41:46 | |
| you're okay, | 41:49 | |
| all is forgiven and nothing is sacred moral ooze | 41:50 | |
| in which we sink? | 41:53 | |
| To gather and dare to hear words of a prophet like Malachi. | 41:56 | |
| A God who would first make us look at ourselves | 42:02 | |
| before we can see God. | 42:06 | |
| Do you know heroic it is | 42:12 | |
| for just five minutes to be honest in this culture? | 42:16 | |
| Large matters are being worked out here | 42:23 | |
| this Advent before this holy altar. | 42:26 | |
| If God should come, | 42:31 | |
| if Christ should be present among us | 42:32 | |
| as we believe him to be, | 42:34 | |
| who can endure the day of his coming? | 42:37 | |
| Who could stand? | 42:41 | |
| You remember that episode in the gospels | 42:46 | |
| where Peter is standing face to face with Jesus | 42:48 | |
| and Jesus says something to Peter? | 42:51 | |
| And it hits and Peter says, | 42:53 | |
| depart from me. | 42:55 | |
| I am a sinful man. | 42:57 | |
| But you know he doesn't. | 43:03 | |
| He won't depart. | 43:06 | |
| He just sticks with us. | 43:08 | |
| He keeps coming to us year after year. | 43:09 | |
| He won't let us be. | 43:13 | |
| He isn't done with us yet. | 43:17 | |
| He's still got some smelting, | 43:19 | |
| and hammering, | 43:20 | |
| and refinement to do | 43:21 | |
| until we more closely resemble | 43:23 | |
| the people he's meant us to be. | 43:25 | |
| That's the good news. | 43:29 | |
| Malachi not only warns of the judging Advent | 43:32 | |
| of a God into our lives, | 43:35 | |
| but also God's gracious refinement. | 43:38 | |
| The good news, | 43:43 | |
| if there's a promise, | 43:46 | |
| if there is hope that God will one day refine, | 43:48 | |
| and smelt, and hammer into righteousness clergy like me, | 43:51 | |
| then there's got to be even more hope for you, right? | 43:57 | |
| The good news. | 44:04 | |
| He's not done with you yet. | 44:07 | |
| ("Of The Father's Love Begotten") | 44:19 | |
| ♪ Of the Father's love begotten ♪ | 44:54 | |
| ♪ Ere the worlds began to be ♪ | 45:00 | |
| ♪ He is Alpha and Omega ♪ | 45:06 | |
| ♪ He the source, the ending He ♪ | 45:12 | |
| ♪ Of the things that are, that have been ♪ | 45:18 | |
| ♪ And that future years shall see ♪ | 45:26 | |
| ♪ Evermore and evermore ♪ | 45:32 | |
| ♪ Oh ye heights of heaven adore Him ♪ | 45:41 | |
| ♪ Angel hosts, His praises sing ♪ | 45:47 | |
| ♪ Powers, dominions, bow before Him ♪ | 45:52 | |
| ♪ And extol our God and King ♪ | 45:57 | |
| ♪ Let no tongue on earth be silent ♪ | 46:03 | |
| ♪ Every voice in concert ring ♪ | 46:10 | |
| ♪ Evermore and evermore ♪ | 46:15 | |
| ♪ Christ, to Thee with God the Father ♪ | 46:24 | |
| ♪ And, oh Holy Ghost, to Thee ♪ | 46:30 | |
| ♪ Hymn and chant with high thanksgiving ♪ | 46:36 | |
| ♪ And unwearied praises be ♪ | 46:41 | |
| ♪ Honor, glory, and dominion ♪ | 46:47 | |
| ♪ And eternal victory ♪ | 46:55 | |
| ♪ Evermore and evermore ♪ | 47:00 | |
| - | The Lord be with you. | 47:18 |
| - | And also with you. | |
| - | Let us pray. | 47:22 |
| You may be seated. | 47:23 | |
| Oh holy God, | 47:35 | |
| we have prayed for your Advent among us. | 47:37 | |
| But have we really expected it? | 47:41 | |
| We have given lip service to our desire to be saved. | 47:45 | |
| But we haven't acted as if we believe | 47:50 | |
| that your judgment and salvation are near. | 47:53 | |
| In the brilliance of your light, | 47:58 | |
| we see the darkness in our lives. | 48:01 | |
| We see the places in our hearts | 48:05 | |
| where we have refused you entrance. | 48:07 | |
| People we have refused to love, | 48:11 | |
| habits we never get around to changing, | 48:13 | |
| good things we have left undone, | 48:18 | |
| ways in which we have hurt you, | 48:21 | |
| ourselves, and others. | 48:24 | |
| In your mocking laugh, | 48:28 | |
| we recognize the depth of our self-deceit, | 48:30 | |
| and the illusion of our goodness. | 48:34 | |
| How can we stand before you? | 48:38 | |
| Remind us that we stand not through our own goodness | 48:43 | |
| but through your great love for us. | 48:48 | |
| Shine into the darkness | 48:51 | |
| and cleanse us of all that is impure and sinful. | 48:54 | |
| Refine us in the fire of your love. | 48:59 | |
| Show us new ways to live. | 49:03 | |
| Sweep clean the rooms of our hearts | 49:07 | |
| that Christ may find a home among us | 49:10 | |
| and we might live in ways that are worthy of your love. | 49:14 | |
| Keep us alert in this Advent season | 49:20 | |
| that we may recognize with gratitude | 49:24 | |
| every blessing that announces your constant love. | 49:27 | |
| Especially we thank you for the good news | 49:32 | |
| of forgiveness and salvation | 49:34 | |
| that we have been given to proclaim through your church, | 49:36 | |
| the blessings of love and kindness we have received, | 49:41 | |
| promises kept, | 49:46 | |
| and signs of hope for the future, | 49:48 | |
| opportunities to show your love, | 49:52 | |
| and those who act out the compassion of Christ. | 49:56 | |
| Ever-present God, | 50:01 | |
| you are always at work in the world | 50:03 | |
| to overcome evil with good. | 50:06 | |
| As you have come to us in Jesus Christ, | 50:09 | |
| enable us to go to others | 50:12 | |
| in ministries of caring and healing | 50:14 | |
| that we might prepare the way | 50:17 | |
| for the day of your coming again. | 50:19 | |
| Especially we pray for peacemakers | 50:23 | |
| in the councils of nations. | 50:25 | |
| The homes of those, single or married, | 50:30 | |
| the poor and needy, | 50:35 | |
| the oppressed and outcast, | 50:39 | |
| those in mental or physical pain, | 50:43 | |
| those who grieve and mourn, | 50:48 | |
| Christ's church throughout the world, | 50:53 | |
| those gathered in this place. | 50:59 | |
| Eternal God and Jesus Christ, | 51:05 | |
| you poured out your love for us | 51:07 | |
| and claimed us as your own. | 51:09 | |
| Keep us secure in your gracious embrace, | 51:13 | |
| this day and in every tomorrow | 51:16 | |
| by the power of your spirit, | 51:19 | |
| in the name of Christ our risen Lord, | 51:22 | |
| who has come and will come again, amen. | 51:25 | |
| How shall we present right offerings to God? | 51:33 | |
| What does God expect of those who are blessed and forgiven, | 51:37 | |
| purified in the refiner's fire? | 51:41 | |
| May our gifts confirm our partnership in the gospel | 51:44 | |
| and our gratitude for God's abundant mercy. | 51:48 | |
| (light organ music) | 51:54 | |
| ♪ How beautiful are the feet of them ♪ | 53:26 | |
| ♪ That bring the gospel of peace ♪ | 53:32 | |
| ♪ How beautiful are the feet ♪ | 53:39 | |
| ♪ How beautiful are the feet ♪ | 53:45 | |
| ♪ Of them that preach the gospel of peace ♪ | 53:49 | |
| ♪ How beautiful are the feet of them ♪ | 54:02 | |
| ♪ That preach the gospel of peace ♪ | 54:09 | |
| ♪ And bring glad tidings ♪ | 54:15 | |
| ♪ And bring glad tidings ♪ | 54:20 | |
| ♪ Glad tidings of good things ♪ | 54:26 | |
| ♪ That bring glad tidings ♪ | 54:32 | |
| ♪ Glad tidings of good things ♪ | 54:38 | |
| ♪ And bring glad tidings ♪ | 54:43 | |
| ♪ Glad tidings of good things ♪ | 54:50 | |
| ♪ Glad tidings of good things ♪ | 54:54 | |
| (lively piano music) | 55:44 | |
| ♪ All things bright and beautiful ♪ | 55:57 | |
| ♪ All creatures great and small ♪ | 56:01 | |
| ♪ All things wise and wonderful ♪ | 56:06 | |
| ♪ The Lord God made them all ♪ | 56:10 | |
| ♪ Each little flower that opens ♪ | 56:14 | |
| ♪ Each little bird that sings ♪ | 56:18 | |
| ♪ He made their glowing colors ♪ | 56:21 | |
| ♪ He made their tiny wings ♪ | 56:26 | |
| ♪ All things bright and beautiful ♪ | 56:30 | |
| ♪ All creatures great and small ♪ | 56:34 | |
| ♪ All things wise and wonderful ♪ | 56:38 | |
| ♪ The Lord God made them all ♪ | 56:41 | |
| ♪ The purple-headed mountains ♪ | 56:49 | |
| ♪ The river running by ♪ | 56:53 | |
| ♪ The sunset and the morning ♪ | 56:57 | |
| ♪ That brightens up the sky ♪ | 57:01 | |
| ♪ The cold wind in the winter ♪ | 57:05 | |
| ♪ The pleasant summer sun ♪ | 57:09 | |
| ♪ The ripe fruits in the garden ♪ | 57:13 | |
| ♪ He made them every one ♪ | 57:18 | |
| ♪ All things bright and beautiful ♪ | 57:24 | |
| ♪ All creatures great and small ♪ | 57:27 | |
| ♪ All things wise and wonderful ♪ | 57:32 | |
| ♪ The Lord God made them all ♪ | 57:36 | |
| ♪ He gave us eyes to see them ♪ | 57:40 | |
| ♪ And lips that we might tell ♪ | 57:44 | |
| ♪ How great is God Almighty, ♪ | 57:48 | |
| ♪ Who has made all things well ♪ | 57:51 | |
| ♪ All things bright and beautiful ♪ | 57:56 | |
| ♪ All creatures great and small ♪ | 57:59 | |
| ♪ All things wise and wonderful ♪ | 58:04 | |
| ♪ The Lord God made them all ♪ | 58:11 | |
| ("Doxology") | 58:38 | |
| ♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 59:13 | |
| ♪ Praise Him all creatures here below ♪ | 59:20 | |
| ♪ Hallelujah, hallelujah ♪ | 59:25 | |
| ♪ Praise Him above ye heavenly hosts ♪ | 59:34 | |
| ♪ Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ♪ | 59:40 | |
| ♪ Hallelujah, hallelujah ♪ | 59:47 | |
| ♪ Hallelujah, hallelujah ♪ | 59:53 | |
| ♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:00:00 | |
| - | Let us pray. | 1:00:12 |
| Almighty and merciful God | 1:00:14 | |
| from whom comes all good and every perfect gift, | 1:00:17 | |
| we praise you for your mercies, | 1:00:21 | |
| for your goodness that has created us, | 1:00:23 | |
| your grace that has sustained us, | 1:00:26 | |
| your discipline that has corrected us, | 1:00:29 | |
| your patience that has borne with us, | 1:00:32 | |
| and your love that has redeemed us | 1:00:35 | |
| and which continues to purify us | 1:00:38 | |
| to make us worthy of your love. | 1:00:41 | |
| Help us to love you and to be thankful for all your gifts | 1:00:44 | |
| by serving you and delighting to do your will | 1:00:48 | |
| through Jesus Christ our Lord | 1:00:51 | |
| who taught us to pray together saying. | 1:00:53 | |
| Congregation | Our Father who art in heaven, | 1:00:56 |
| hallowed be thy name. | 1:00:59 | |
| Thy kingdom, thy will be done, | 1:01:01 | |
| on earth as it is in heaven. | 1:01:05 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread | 1:01:07 | |
| and forgive us our trespasses | 1:01:10 | |
| as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:01:13 | |
| Lead us not into temptation, | 1:01:16 | |
| but deliver us from evil. | 1:01:19 | |
| For Thine is the kingdom, | 1:01:21 | |
| and power, | 1:01:23 | |
| and the glory forever, amen. | 1:01:24 | |
| (lively organ and choral music) | 1:01:29 | |
| - | The grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, | 1:04:36 |
| the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit | 1:04:40 | |
| be with you now and always, amen. | 1:04:43 | |
| (energetic organ music) | 1:04:55 |
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