Samuel Proctor - "The Cosmic Intervention of God" (March 13, 1994)
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| (choir singing) | 0:02 | |
| - | Good morning. | 3:11 |
| We'd like to welcome you to Duke Chapel | 3:12 | |
| on this fourth Sunday in Lent. | 3:14 | |
| We are grateful to the UNCW Chamber Singers | 3:17 | |
| and their director, Doctor Joe Hickman, | 3:21 | |
| for their musical leadership this morning. | 3:23 | |
| We're also pleased to welcome for a return visit, | 3:26 | |
| Doctor Samuel Proctor, | 3:28 | |
| who is our distinguished guest preacher for today. | 3:30 | |
| Doctor Proctor is currently serving | 3:33 | |
| as Professor of the Practice of Christian Ministry | 3:36 | |
| at Duke Divinity School. | 3:39 | |
| Let us continue our worship with a greeting. | 3:41 | |
| Please stand. | 3:43 | |
| Create in me a clean heart, O God. | 3:51 | |
| Congregation | And renew a right spirit within me. | 3:55 |
| - | Open my lips, O Lord. | 3:58 |
| Congregation | And my mouth shall proclaim your praise. | 4:01 |
| (organ music) | 4:05 | |
| (choir singing) | 4:34 | |
| - | Please be seated. | 8:25 |
| Let us join together in the prayer for illumination. | 8:37 | |
| Open our hearts and minds, O God, | 8:42 | |
| by the power of your Holy Spirit | 8:45 | |
| so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 8:48 | |
| we may hear your message to us this Lenten season, amen. | 8:51 | |
| The Old Testament reading is taken from the book of Numbers, | 8:58 | |
| chapter 21, beginning with the fourth verse. | 9:02 | |
| From Mount Hor they set out by the way to the Red Sea | 9:10 | |
| to go around the land of Edom, | 9:15 | |
| but the people became impatient on the way. | 9:18 | |
| The people spoke against God and against Moses, | 9:22 | |
| why have you brought us up out of Egypt | 9:25 | |
| to die in the wilderness? | 9:28 | |
| For there is no food and no water, | 9:30 | |
| and we detest this miserable food. | 9:33 | |
| Then the Lord sent poisonous serpents among the people, | 9:36 | |
| and they bit the people so that many Israelites died. | 9:40 | |
| The people came to Moses and said | 9:46 | |
| we have sinned by speaking against the Lord and against you, | 9:49 | |
| pray to the Lord to take the serpents from us. | 9:53 | |
| So Moses prayed for the people | 9:57 | |
| and the Lord said to Moses | 9:59 | |
| make a poisonous serpent and set it on a pole | 10:02 | |
| and everyone who was bitten shall look at it and live. | 10:07 | |
| So Moses made a serpent of bronze | 10:12 | |
| and put it upon a pole, | 10:15 | |
| and whenever a serpent bit someone, | 10:17 | |
| that person would look at the serpent of bronze and live. | 10:20 | |
| This is the word of the Lord, thanks be to God. | 10:26 | |
| The Psalm appointed for this Sunday is number 107, | 10:33 | |
| which is found on pages 830 and 831 in your hymn book. | 10:37 | |
| Please rise as we read the Psalm, | 10:42 | |
| and then following we will sing the Gloria. | 10:44 | |
| O give thanks to the Lord who is good, | 10:55 | |
| whose steadfast love endures forever. | 10:57 | |
| Let the redeemed of the Lord say so, | 11:01 | |
| whom the Lord has redeemed from trouble | 11:04 | |
| and gathered in from lands, | 11:07 | |
| from east and from the west, | 11:09 | |
| from the north and from the south. | 11:11 | |
| Some wandered in the desert wastes, | 11:14 | |
| finding no way to a city in which to dwell. | 11:17 | |
| Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted within them. | 11:21 | |
| Then in their trouble, they cried to the Lord | 11:25 | |
| who delivered them from their distress, | 11:28 | |
| and led them by a straight way | 11:31 | |
| til they reached a city. | 11:34 | |
| Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, | 11:36 | |
| for his wonderful works to humankind. | 11:40 | |
| The Lord turns rivers into a desert, | 11:50 | |
| springs of water into thirsty ground. | 11:53 | |
| The Lord turns a desert into pools of water, | 12:03 | |
| a parched land into springs of water. | 12:07 | |
| They sow fields and plant vineyards, | 12:17 | |
| and get a fruitful view. | 12:21 | |
| When they are diminished and brought low | 12:30 | |
| through oppression, trouble, and sorrow, | 12:33 | |
| the Lord pours contempt upon princes | 12:36 | |
| and makes them wander in trackless wastes. | 12:39 | |
| The upright see it and are glad, | 12:50 | |
| and all wickedness stops its mouth. | 12:53 | |
| (organ music) | 13:04 | |
| (choir singing) | 13:11 | |
| - | Please be seated. | 14:00 |
| Our second reading is taken from the epistle of Paul | 14:10 | |
| to the Ephesians, | 14:13 | |
| chapter two, beginning with the first verse. | 14:15 | |
| You were dead through the trespasses and sins | 14:22 | |
| in which you once lived. | 14:25 | |
| Following the course of the world, | 14:27 | |
| following the ruler of the power of the air, | 14:30 | |
| the spirit that is now at work among those | 14:33 | |
| who are disobedient. | 14:36 | |
| All of us once lived among them | 14:40 | |
| in the passions of our flesh, | 14:42 | |
| following the desires of flesh and senses, | 14:44 | |
| and we were by nature children of wrath, | 14:48 | |
| like everyone else. | 14:50 | |
| But God, who is rich in mercy, | 14:53 | |
| out of the great love with which he loved us | 14:56 | |
| even when we were dead through our trespasses, | 14:58 | |
| made us alive together with Christ. | 15:02 | |
| By grace, you have been saved, | 15:05 | |
| and raised us up with him and seated us with him | 15:08 | |
| in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus | 15:11 | |
| so that in the ages to come, | 15:14 | |
| he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace | 15:17 | |
| and kindness towards us in Christ Jesus. | 15:21 | |
| For by grace you have been saved through faith, | 15:26 | |
| and this is not your own doing, | 15:30 | |
| it is the gift of God, | 15:33 | |
| not the result of works, | 15:35 | |
| so that no one may boast, | 15:38 | |
| for we are what he has made us, | 15:41 | |
| created in Christ Jesus for good works | 15:43 | |
| which God prepared beforehand to be our way of life. | 15:47 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 15:53 | |
| (choir singing) | 16:14 | |
| Our last reading is taken from the gospel | 23:11 | |
| of our Lord Jesus Christ according to John, | 23:13 | |
| chapter three, starting with the 14th verse. | 23:16 | |
| And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, | 23:23 | |
| so must the son of man be lifted up, | 23:27 | |
| that whoever believes in him may have eternal life. | 23:30 | |
| For God so loved the world that he gave his only son | 23:35 | |
| so that everyone who believes in him may not perish | 23:40 | |
| but may have eternal life. | 23:44 | |
| Indeed, God did not send the son into the world | 23:48 | |
| to condemn the world, | 23:51 | |
| but in order that the world might be saved through him. | 23:54 | |
| Those who believe in him are not condemned, | 23:58 | |
| but those who do not believe are condemned already | 24:02 | |
| because they have not believed in | 24:05 | |
| the name of the only son of God. | 24:08 | |
| And this is the judgment | 24:11 | |
| that the light has come into the world, | 24:13 | |
| and people loved darkness rather than light | 24:16 | |
| because their deeds were evil. | 24:19 | |
| For all who do evil hate the light | 24:23 | |
| and do not come to the light | 24:26 | |
| so that their deeds may not be exposed. | 24:28 | |
| But those who do what is true come to the light | 24:32 | |
| so that it may be clearly seen | 24:36 | |
| that their deeds have been done in God. | 24:38 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 24:44 | |
| - | I'm very grateful indeed | 25:02 |
| for this privilege of worshiping here with you again | 25:04 | |
| in this marvelous chapel, | 25:08 | |
| and especially grateful to be associated | 25:11 | |
| in the service today with Reverend Nancy Foray-Clarke | 25:14 | |
| and Mister Gallagher, | 25:18 | |
| along with the choir and this wonderful organist, | 25:20 | |
| and Doctor Hickman, and all of the soloists | 25:25 | |
| who render such beautiful music for us. | 25:28 | |
| This is a high moment, | 25:31 | |
| and I do not take it for granted. | 25:32 | |
| The honor of proclaiming the gospel of the son of God here | 25:35 | |
| is a very high one indeed. | 25:40 | |
| In fact, I have enjoyed my few months at Duke immensely, | 25:42 | |
| and especially have I enjoyed my relationship | 25:48 | |
| with Dean Campbell in the Divinity School, | 25:50 | |
| and Doctor Willimon over here, and Bill Turner, | 25:52 | |
| my colleague in the Divinity School. | 25:57 | |
| As a matter of fact, | 25:59 | |
| when I keep getting lost on these various Chapel Hill roads | 26:01 | |
| and streets and boulevards and so forth in Durham, | 26:05 | |
| I wonder if this would not be a good time | 26:09 | |
| to propose that we change the names of some of these, | 26:11 | |
| and recognize the service of some of our colleagues. | 26:15 | |
| It looks now like the only reason for being in Durham | 26:19 | |
| is to find your way to Chapel Hill, | 26:22 | |
| and during this basketball season, | 26:24 | |
| maybe the best time to suggest a change. | 26:26 | |
| I thought it might be a very good thing | 26:30 | |
| to leave Chapel Hill Boulevard like it is | 26:32 | |
| and then change Chapel Hill Road | 26:34 | |
| to Turner Avenue, | 26:37 | |
| and Chapel Hill Street to Campbell Street, | 26:39 | |
| and then Old Chapel Hill Road | 26:41 | |
| to Willimon Road. | 26:44 | |
| When he comes back, you tell him that I made that proposal | 26:47 | |
| to the city fathers and mothers. | 26:50 | |
| Now, it's very hard to make a Methodist | 26:54 | |
| out of an old, old Baptist. | 26:57 | |
| I'm Baptist born and Baptist bred, | 27:01 | |
| and when I'm gone it'll be a Baptist dead. | 27:03 | |
| But the problem is that this | 27:06 | |
| chapel staff is so efficient, you know, | 27:10 | |
| they write to you nine months ahead of time | 27:14 | |
| and ask you for a subject, you know, nine months hence, | 27:17 | |
| and that's because they're following | 27:20 | |
| the lectionary that the Methodists follow, | 27:22 | |
| and they know what ought to be preached about | 27:24 | |
| on that Sunday, it doesn't bother them at all. | 27:27 | |
| But we Baptists are accustomed to | 27:30 | |
| more spontaneity than that. | 27:32 | |
| In fact, that's the trademark of our religion, spontaneity. | 27:34 | |
| And when I looked and saw | 27:39 | |
| what I had promised to preach about, | 27:40 | |
| I struggled terribly to deal with that subject, | 27:42 | |
| but it seemed more and more like one | 27:46 | |
| I had done for Christmas. | 27:48 | |
| So, I beg now to change the subject, | 27:50 | |
| because when I was reading for Lent, | 27:53 | |
| I ran across the name of Joanna. | 27:55 | |
| I could not get her off my mind. | 27:59 | |
| In the eighth chapter of Luke, | 28:03 | |
| we have a reference to Joanna, the wife of Chuza, | 28:05 | |
| Herod's steward, | 28:10 | |
| and then way over on Easter Sunday morning | 28:12 | |
| we find these women coming to the sepulcher | 28:16 | |
| to anoint the body of Jesus, | 28:20 | |
| Mary Magdalene and several others, | 28:22 | |
| and then in that list there was Joanna again. | 28:25 | |
| There's nothing in between, | 28:30 | |
| and ever since I saw this, | 28:33 | |
| I have been trying to think of the life of Joanna, | 28:35 | |
| this hidden disciple, | 28:40 | |
| and how she must've made a great sacrifice | 28:43 | |
| to do what it was that she had to do. | 28:47 | |
| Now, let's get acquainted with Joanna, | 28:51 | |
| this hidden disciple, | 28:53 | |
| and how she did what she had to do. | 28:55 | |
| Every few months or so we find another popular expression | 29:00 | |
| being used, an expression that somehow | 29:05 | |
| everyone seems to understand. | 29:09 | |
| My wife and I have to keep up with these | 29:11 | |
| because we have four sons, | 29:13 | |
| and there are 13 years between | 29:15 | |
| son number two and son number three, so we've have deja vu, | 29:17 | |
| we've just been raising boys for an entire lifetime. | 29:22 | |
| And you know, God moves in very mysterious ways. | 29:26 | |
| But it does mean that we've had to keep up | 29:31 | |
| with these colloquialisms. | 29:32 | |
| It's amazing how these sayings get started. | 29:35 | |
| A little while ago, they started using the word chill, | 29:38 | |
| chill, I said what does that mean, chill? | 29:42 | |
| Well, it means super cool, Daddy, | 29:46 | |
| it means it is highly approved, chill. | 29:49 | |
| Then I kept seeing these bumper stickers | 29:54 | |
| just do it, | 29:57 | |
| I kept trying to figure out what was that referring to, | 29:59 | |
| and I couldn't find out, | 30:02 | |
| but all I know is that it sounds reckless to me, | 30:03 | |
| it sounds like paying no attention to consequences | 30:06 | |
| and ignoring penalties, just do it, | 30:09 | |
| so I don't like the sound of that one, | 30:12 | |
| and I have dropped that one quickly. | 30:15 | |
| But there's another expression in vogue now | 30:18 | |
| that is our subject today | 30:21 | |
| in connection with Joanna, the hidden disciple, | 30:22 | |
| and this expression calls us to face up | 30:26 | |
| to whatever it is that stands in our way. | 30:29 | |
| It says just do what you've got to do. | 30:32 | |
| And it covers a wide range of situations. | 30:38 | |
| It means if you have to stay up light at night | 30:43 | |
| finishing an assignment, | 30:45 | |
| just do what you've got to do. | 30:47 | |
| If it means breaking a habit that's killing you slowly, | 30:50 | |
| just do what you've got to do. | 30:54 | |
| Giving up some food that is against your health | 30:56 | |
| or cutting off a friendship that is just too negative, | 30:59 | |
| do what you've got to do. | 31:03 | |
| If it means tearing up a credit card, | 31:05 | |
| then do what you've got to do. | 31:09 | |
| Getting up earlier for work, | 31:13 | |
| taking an extra job to meet your budget's demands, | 31:15 | |
| spending in a weekend in hibernation | 31:19 | |
| to finish a term paper. | 31:21 | |
| This came to me as I thought of Joanna, | 31:23 | |
| and I thought of it during Lent, | 31:28 | |
| and the task of discipleship in our time. | 31:30 | |
| And this is a very inspiring personality | 31:35 | |
| we find hidden here in the gospel of Luke. | 31:38 | |
| We find her first in Luke the eighth chapter, verse three. | 31:41 | |
| And she really faced a tough situation, | 31:46 | |
| she went on and did what she had to do. | 31:50 | |
| Much of what we know about Joanna | 31:52 | |
| we have to piece together | 31:54 | |
| from these tiny fragments that we find in the gospels, | 31:55 | |
| and this is what we find. | 31:59 | |
| Joanna was married to a big man, a man named Chuza, | 32:02 | |
| who was the chief steward in Herod's palace. | 32:07 | |
| Herod was the king who ruled over Jesus' people, | 32:12 | |
| a puppet king, not popular at all. | 32:14 | |
| And he served under the Roman Emperor, | 32:19 | |
| a kind of a convenient politician. | 32:21 | |
| And Joanna was married to Chuza, Herod's chief steward, | 32:25 | |
| the one in charge of the palace. | 32:29 | |
| Somehow Joanna heard about Jesus, | 32:32 | |
| and evidently she had some kind of an ailment | 32:37 | |
| that caused her to go to look for Jesus. | 32:40 | |
| And when she found him, | 32:44 | |
| she was among several people who were healed by Jesus. | 32:46 | |
| We are not told what her ailment was, | 32:53 | |
| but whatever it was | 32:55 | |
| she was relieved of it. | 32:57 | |
| And there began her relationship with the master, | 33:00 | |
| and in her gratitude to Jesus | 33:05 | |
| for her new life that she had found, | 33:07 | |
| she made a decision to follow him, | 33:10 | |
| and she had to go and tell her husband Chuza | 33:13 | |
| in Herod's palace | 33:18 | |
| that she was going to follow Jesus. | 33:20 | |
| Some people, it appears, | 33:26 | |
| are really prepared to be serious | 33:29 | |
| about their discipleship. | 33:33 | |
| And Joanna became one of a small group of women | 33:37 | |
| whom Jesus had befriended and had healed, | 33:41 | |
| and women saw to it that Jesus and his disciples | 33:45 | |
| had food and water and shelter | 33:48 | |
| and safe places to rest. | 33:53 | |
| The Bible says that they ministered to the disciples | 33:56 | |
| out of their substance. | 34:01 | |
| As we remember what the position of a woman was | 34:04 | |
| in the Roman social hierarchy of the first century, | 34:07 | |
| it took an awful lot for Joanna | 34:11 | |
| to go and tell her husband, | 34:14 | |
| who worked for the king, | 34:16 | |
| that she had found a new life for herself. | 34:19 | |
| And anyone who knows how the Roman powers | 34:22 | |
| looked down on the Jews in Jesus' day | 34:25 | |
| would know that it took some nerve for Joanna | 34:28 | |
| to tell her husband that she felt | 34:31 | |
| that she had to leave, to make an adjustment, | 34:33 | |
| to depart from the palace circle, and follow the master. | 34:36 | |
| And yet, this is just what she did. | 34:42 | |
| Read Luke 8:2-3, | 34:45 | |
| and certain women which had been healed of evil spirits | 34:48 | |
| and infirmities, Mary called Magdalene, | 34:52 | |
| out of whom went seven devils, | 34:57 | |
| and Joanna, the wife of Chuza, Herod's steward, | 34:59 | |
| and Susannah and many others, | 35:03 | |
| which ministered unto him of their substance. | 35:05 | |
| Can you imagine Herod's top steward | 35:10 | |
| having a wife who would be a follower of Jesus of Galilee? | 35:14 | |
| But Joanna did what she had to do. | 35:20 | |
| And if you have discovered that Jesus | 35:25 | |
| has become the new center of your life, | 35:27 | |
| you may feel what Joanna felt | 35:30 | |
| and feel that you have to do now whatever it is | 35:32 | |
| you have to do to live up to your discipleship. | 35:36 | |
| And the Lenten season is the time for this self examination. | 35:41 | |
| This must've been a serious problem for everyone involved, | 35:47 | |
| Herod did not want to hear anything | 35:50 | |
| about a Jesus follower that close to him in his palace. | 35:52 | |
| Chuza was his servant, the chief servant, | 36:00 | |
| and you know that Chuza did not want to have to tell Herod | 36:05 | |
| that his wife had decided that she had a new life | 36:08 | |
| following this Galilean. | 36:11 | |
| Herod was a servant of the Emperor, | 36:15 | |
| and the Emperor regarded Jesus as a public nuisance, | 36:18 | |
| none of this was working out. | 36:21 | |
| Joanna had a problem herself, caring about her husband, | 36:24 | |
| changing her status, and all of that, | 36:28 | |
| and then finding out that it was more important for her | 36:31 | |
| to follow Jesus than to do anything else | 36:34 | |
| in the social group around the palace. | 36:37 | |
| So Joanna did what Joanna had to do. | 36:40 | |
| And as I think of how our own relationship to Christ | 36:45 | |
| is always under examination, | 36:49 | |
| and especially in this Lenten season, | 36:52 | |
| I'm helped greatly by studying the life of Joanna | 36:55 | |
| even from these fragments, | 36:58 | |
| because so much is implied | 37:00 | |
| with these brief references to her. | 37:03 | |
| Some of the questions that arise are, for example, | 37:06 | |
| what was it that made her take such a risk as this? | 37:09 | |
| And what made her stay with her choice | 37:14 | |
| to the very end? | 37:16 | |
| Because, you see, Joanna did not start out and then quit, | 37:17 | |
| three years later at the sepulcher | 37:23 | |
| they tell us about these women who came with spices | 37:27 | |
| and ointments to anoint the body of Jesus, | 37:30 | |
| and when they called off the list of those who came, | 37:34 | |
| the first ones at the tomb, | 37:37 | |
| the ones who made the flirts announcement | 37:41 | |
| that he was not there, among that group was Joanna, | 37:44 | |
| the wife of Chuza, Herod's steward, | 37:50 | |
| a hidden disciple of Jesus. | 37:58 | |
| Well, I have an idea what brings this on | 38:01 | |
| from my own experience and from the experience | 38:03 | |
| of other Christians that I have known, | 38:05 | |
| in Jesus she found a new priority for her life, | 38:08 | |
| something to put first in her life, | 38:11 | |
| and she had not found that in that temple crowd, | 38:14 | |
| in that palace crowd. | 38:17 | |
| When she met Jesus, she compared him no doubt | 38:19 | |
| with the crowd that she had seen | 38:21 | |
| in that circle around Herod, and she chose Jesus. | 38:23 | |
| Her husband was in charge of Herod's palace, | 38:27 | |
| he had all of the help, ordered the repairs, | 38:31 | |
| bought the food, arranged the banquets, | 38:33 | |
| controlled the traffic in and out, | 38:36 | |
| and this type of a job attracts | 38:38 | |
| a certain kind of a following, | 38:41 | |
| the political opportunists like people Chuza, | 38:43 | |
| the influenced peddlers, the hustlers, | 38:47 | |
| those who like to turn deals | 38:50 | |
| and like to claim to be insiders. | 38:53 | |
| Generally, these are people with flabby consciences | 38:56 | |
| and do not think of anything but their own advancement, | 38:59 | |
| these are the people that she might've seen | 39:03 | |
| around Herod's palace. | 39:05 | |
| And then when Joanna met somebody else like Jesus, | 39:08 | |
| a person of stature and moral substance, | 39:11 | |
| she found another kind of a human being altogether, | 39:15 | |
| one who focused on a life of integrity, | 39:19 | |
| if thine eye be single | 39:22 | |
| thine whole body shall be full of light. | 39:25 | |
| A light that is giving, | 39:30 | |
| he who would seek to save his own life will lose it, | 39:32 | |
| he who loses his life for my sake shall find it, | 39:36 | |
| a life in tune with God, | 39:41 | |
| seek he first the kingdom of God. | 39:42 | |
| Another kind of a person altogether. | 39:46 | |
| We don't meet but one or two | 39:50 | |
| of these kinds of persons in a whole lifetime, | 39:51 | |
| persons who cause us to reshuffle our priorities and say | 39:56 | |
| these things I've been paying close attention to | 40:00 | |
| do no matter at all, | 40:03 | |
| and the things I've put way down the end of the list | 40:05 | |
| are the most important things after all. | 40:08 | |
| She noticed how Jesus had compassion | 40:12 | |
| for those who were hurt and lonely, | 40:14 | |
| and how he could have a vicarious approach to their lives | 40:17 | |
| and stand where they stood | 40:21 | |
| and see the world through their eyes. | 40:23 | |
| She noticed all of that, | 40:27 | |
| she noticed how Jesus could rise above tribe | 40:29 | |
| and race and clan and gender | 40:32 | |
| and put aside trivial notions of class and rank. | 40:36 | |
| She noticed how he had no difficulty at all including her, | 40:40 | |
| the wife of Chuza, in his circle, | 40:45 | |
| top aid to the king. | 40:48 | |
| So, she put Jesus at the top | 40:50 | |
| and put the palace gang at the bottom. | 40:54 | |
| And when she made the comparison, | 40:59 | |
| it caused her to look at her own life, | 41:00 | |
| and she began to shuffle her power at this, | 41:03 | |
| she decided to give up on some of those activities | 41:06 | |
| that the palace people had called important | 41:09 | |
| and go out and join those who were helping the master. | 41:11 | |
| There was a committee out there | 41:15 | |
| with Mary Magdalene in charge, | 41:16 | |
| and these women became the backup crew for the master. | 41:18 | |
| He lived a normal life and needed helped, | 41:23 | |
| he needed food, he needed laundry done, | 41:25 | |
| he needed some place to rest and meet with his disciples, | 41:27 | |
| and no doubt they were helpful to him. | 41:30 | |
| And Joanna put down the high society crowd | 41:33 | |
| around Herod's palace and put something else in its place, | 41:36 | |
| helping the master with his teaching | 41:40 | |
| and preaching and healing ministry, | 41:42 | |
| and all of us need to review | 41:45 | |
| our priorities every now and then. | 41:47 | |
| Just the other day I had a priority question, | 41:50 | |
| I was up early, I had a reading project, | 41:53 | |
| I had a paper that was due to a publisher | 41:57 | |
| and the deadline was fast approaching. | 42:00 | |
| I didn't want to be embarrassed, | 42:02 | |
| and didn't want to stay up all night, | 42:03 | |
| but my wife told me that one of our friends had passed away | 42:06 | |
| and that she had attended the funeral, | 42:10 | |
| and that she learned that the pastor of the church | 42:13 | |
| would be out of town and could not go | 42:16 | |
| to the intermit at the cemetery. | 42:18 | |
| And I said oh, that's terrible | 42:21 | |
| that she may be buried without a song, without a prayer, | 42:24 | |
| without a scripture lesson. | 42:30 | |
| Imagine 45 years in the church, | 42:31 | |
| 82 years old, | 42:35 | |
| then you die and the gravedigger | 42:38 | |
| eases you into your grave unceremoniously? | 42:41 | |
| I put down my paper, | 42:47 | |
| do you know, I had no trouble at all, | 42:49 | |
| like a computer, my priorities began to shuffle around, | 42:53 | |
| and something said Sam, | 42:57 | |
| stay up all night tonight and do your paper, | 42:59 | |
| but put on your black shoes and your dark suit | 43:02 | |
| and get that stripey tie on and get outta here | 43:06 | |
| and go to that cemetery | 43:09 | |
| and be standing there in the ice and the mud and the snow, | 43:11 | |
| wait for that procession | 43:15 | |
| no matter how long it takes to get there, | 43:17 | |
| and you guarantee to God | 43:19 | |
| that this child will not be put away like that. | 43:22 | |
| Now, you know, it didn't make a lot of difference | 43:26 | |
| with the Almighty what I mumbled over her | 43:29 | |
| when she was being buried, that's not the point. | 43:32 | |
| The point was what was going on inside of me, | 43:35 | |
| once again, I had some real contact with the notion | 43:38 | |
| that the mind of Christ, when it's with you, | 43:43 | |
| will guide you every day | 43:48 | |
| in the smallest corners of your existence. | 43:50 | |
| That's what Joanna found out, | 43:56 | |
| she had no trouble at all | 43:58 | |
| putting her priorities in a new listing. | 44:00 | |
| See, some people have great difficulty with this, | 44:04 | |
| somebody thought it was a priority to break the leg | 44:07 | |
| of an Olympic skater to knock her out of competition, | 44:10 | |
| now you know those priorities were way out of line. | 44:13 | |
| How can you break the leg of an Olympic skater, | 44:17 | |
| world renown, without getting caught? | 44:19 | |
| Someone thought it was a priority to kill dozens | 44:23 | |
| of Muslims at prayer in their mosque in Hebron. | 44:25 | |
| What a ghastly thing to do. | 44:30 | |
| Some thought it was a priority to blow up the Trade Center | 44:34 | |
| no matter who's in there, | 44:37 | |
| children, physicians, nurses, whoever, | 44:38 | |
| paraplegics, it didn't matter. | 44:42 | |
| In the 16th, 17th, and 18th centuries, | 44:47 | |
| some people thought it was a priority to make money | 44:49 | |
| kidnapping slaves and selling them as animals, | 44:51 | |
| denying them education and branding them | 44:54 | |
| as inferior beings and making it all come out even. | 44:56 | |
| Some people have a strange way of establishing priorities | 44:59 | |
| and trying to get away with it. | 45:04 | |
| But what Joanna found out was that her loyalty to Christ | 45:07 | |
| caused her to reorder her priorities. | 45:10 | |
| And then more than that, | 45:15 | |
| she did not start out and then stop, | 45:17 | |
| many people find these religious fads to be enticing, | 45:19 | |
| and some of them change religions | 45:23 | |
| every time they turn around | 45:25 | |
| like changing hairstyles, you know? | 45:26 | |
| Look on the television and see somebody else | 45:28 | |
| who looks alluring, and there goes their religion, | 45:31 | |
| it's gone again, | 45:33 | |
| and they're always writing a letter to the pastor, | 45:35 | |
| I decided to change my faith again. | 45:37 | |
| Joanna went out and found Jesus | 45:40 | |
| and she stayed with it, | 45:42 | |
| she found a new purpose for her life. | 45:44 | |
| It is not just a fad, | 45:48 | |
| in Luke eight we find her with these women starting out, | 45:51 | |
| but in Luke 24 she's still there, | 45:54 | |
| still there after the arrest in Gethsemane, | 45:58 | |
| after the mock trial in Pilate's court, | 46:01 | |
| after the crucifixion, | 46:04 | |
| here we are at the tomb on Easter morning | 46:05 | |
| and look who comes and brings spices and ointments | 46:08 | |
| to anoint the body of Jesus. | 46:11 | |
| Who do you think were the first persons | 46:13 | |
| to discover that the tomb was empty? | 46:16 | |
| Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James, | 46:18 | |
| and Joanna, Joanna did | 46:22 | |
| what she had to do. | 46:26 | |
| She had a sense of priorities and a sense of purpose. | 46:28 | |
| We find this out in the strangest ways. | 46:34 | |
| This life, you know, is not a rehearsal, | 46:37 | |
| this is the real thing. | 46:40 | |
| What a blessing it is to find a purpose for living | 46:42 | |
| and make it count, | 46:45 | |
| and this is what Jesus does for us. | 46:46 | |
| I remember how my father would not shave in the morning | 46:48 | |
| when he went to work, | 46:52 | |
| he drove a truck in the Navy Yard. | 46:52 | |
| He never missed a day in some 40 odd years | 46:55 | |
| and President Truman gave him a great big plaque | 46:58 | |
| for driving his truck | 47:00 | |
| and not driving it overboard now and then. | 47:01 | |
| Of course, we were so proud of Daddy. | 47:03 | |
| He was like clockwork, | 47:07 | |
| he would come home at the same moment every day, | 47:10 | |
| the dog knew when Daddy was about to turn the corner. | 47:14 | |
| Somebody would say hey, did you get your work done, why? | 47:18 | |
| Daddy's on the way, how do you know? | 47:21 | |
| Look at Rex. | 47:22 | |
| Rex was standing there with his ears stuck up, | 47:25 | |
| his tail straight up in the air, | 47:27 | |
| watching that corner to see when | 47:29 | |
| my Daddy would pop around the corner. | 47:30 | |
| Daddy would go to work in the morning | 47:33 | |
| with that salt and pepper beard on his face, | 47:36 | |
| Daddy, why don't you shave? | 47:38 | |
| Well, I'll shave when I get back home this evening. | 47:40 | |
| Why didn't he shave? | 47:43 | |
| It was because the job in the Navy Yard | 47:44 | |
| was not his purpose in life, | 47:47 | |
| the job in the Navy Yard was simply a means | 47:49 | |
| of feeding his family, paying his dues, and getting by. | 47:52 | |
| Daddy's life began at five o'clock | 47:57 | |
| when he was the real Herbert Proctor, | 48:00 | |
| practicing his violin for the Sunday school orchestra, | 48:04 | |
| studying his Sunday school lessons | 48:08 | |
| for the teacher's meeting on Friday night, | 48:10 | |
| rehearsing his Masonic lectures | 48:13 | |
| for the initiations coming up, | 48:15 | |
| that was Daddy's real life. | 48:17 | |
| All day long they called him Boy George come here, whatever, | 48:21 | |
| but he wore that beard as if to disguise the fact | 48:26 | |
| that I'm not the person you think I am, | 48:30 | |
| I'm somebody else entirely. | 48:33 | |
| And watch me when I get home at five o'clock. | 48:35 | |
| He'd come in the house, give my momma a big hug, | 48:38 | |
| and then head straight upstairs and heat that water | 48:41 | |
| in that old gas hot water heater, | 48:43 | |
| and then you'd hear him up there running the water, | 48:45 | |
| he'd be shaving. | 48:47 | |
| He'd come downstairs the real Herbert Proctor | 48:49 | |
| to live out his real life. | 48:52 | |
| So, even though we are thwarted sometimes | 48:54 | |
| and we have to differ what out real purposes are, | 48:57 | |
| if they are real and they belong to us, | 49:01 | |
| we will claim them and they will guide us | 49:03 | |
| until the very end. | 49:05 | |
| Joanna left the palace and stayed with it for a lifetime. | 49:07 | |
| Now finally, this is a power question, isn't it? | 49:13 | |
| Oh, many of us could do what Joanna did, | 49:17 | |
| and during Lent we may think about what we've got to change, | 49:19 | |
| but it's a power question, | 49:22 | |
| where does the strength come from? | 49:25 | |
| Well, just as Jesus gives us our priorities, | 49:28 | |
| and just as Jesus leads us to our purpose, | 49:32 | |
| Jesus leads us into a relationship with God, | 49:36 | |
| the inexhaustible power of the living God. | 49:40 | |
| That's available, that's available to us. | 49:44 | |
| I remember when I was in college, | 49:48 | |
| my first two years I was a music major, | 49:50 | |
| I had no talent for music, I was just in school, | 49:52 | |
| I won a scholarship playing Schubert's Serenade | 49:54 | |
| on the clarinet in a contest and I got a scholarship, | 49:57 | |
| but I didn't wanna be a music major, | 50:00 | |
| but I didn't wanna be in college very much, | 50:01 | |
| the Great Depression was going on, no money was anywhere. | 50:03 | |
| And today I was reminded of it standing here | 50:06 | |
| with the tenor singers, you know, | 50:09 | |
| it's embarrassing standing beside these fellas | 50:10 | |
| trying to sing, you know? | 50:13 | |
| And all they do is open their mouths | 50:14 | |
| and the round, sweet notes just flow right out, | 50:16 | |
| and then I'm struggling trying to read the words | 50:19 | |
| and the notes, you know, I had no talent for that. | 50:21 | |
| And when I heard Billy Taylor play the piano, | 50:24 | |
| I knew that God was calling me | 50:26 | |
| to do something else in life altogether. | 50:28 | |
| Well, after two years as a music major | 50:31 | |
| and after being called to preach, | 50:34 | |
| I weny to a Baptist college. | 50:36 | |
| And you know what the dean did? | 50:39 | |
| He resented the fact that | 50:41 | |
| I had gone to a state college first. | 50:42 | |
| What did you go to that school for? | 50:45 | |
| Because I had a music scholarship. | 50:46 | |
| Why didn't you come here first? | 50:49 | |
| Because they gave me the scholarship and you didn't. | 50:51 | |
| You know what he did to me? | 50:54 | |
| In the name of Jesus, that man took from me | 50:55 | |
| three semesters of credits, | 50:59 | |
| I'll never forget him as long as I live, | 51:01 | |
| and I have to pray over it because it stirs up anger in me. | 51:03 | |
| As hard as I worked scuffling | 51:08 | |
| to get those two years in college, | 51:10 | |
| he turned around and took three semesters from me. | 51:11 | |
| When I'm at the chapel, you know, | 51:15 | |
| they sit according to your grade level, | 51:16 | |
| but I was a junior sitting up there | 51:19 | |
| with the entering freshmen | 51:22 | |
| and all the boys from Northern were laughing at me, | 51:23 | |
| look at him, he must be dumb, | 51:25 | |
| as long as he's been in college he's still a freshman. | 51:28 | |
| It hurt me so. | 51:31 | |
| I went up to my room and I just had a little talk | 51:33 | |
| with the Lord and I said | 51:36 | |
| I'm gonna show that man that I can graduate | 51:38 | |
| from this place in two years even though | 51:40 | |
| I've got three and a half years of work to do. | 51:42 | |
| And I'm standing in this chapel to say to you, | 51:45 | |
| my dear friends, | 51:48 | |
| I did three and a half years of work in two years, | 51:49 | |
| graduated with academic honors for high scholarship, | 51:55 | |
| my daddy didn't have a dime to give me, | 51:58 | |
| I worked every step of the way for every bit of my bill, | 52:00 | |
| how I did it, I don't know, | 52:05 | |
| I lost 40 pounds, I lived on three or four hours sleep | 52:07 | |
| at night, but I wanted to be a minister, | 52:10 | |
| I wanted to get into the seminary, | 52:13 | |
| and I did not want anybody to take joy | 52:14 | |
| in created an impediment for me, | 52:17 | |
| and the power came from somewhere. | 52:19 | |
| The power came. | 52:24 | |
| How I could drag myself outta the bed day after day, | 52:28 | |
| put the food in the dining room, | 52:32 | |
| rake the leaves on the campus, | 52:34 | |
| drive the car for the president, | 52:35 | |
| I was just a machine, | 52:37 | |
| but the power came. | 52:40 | |
| I knew that I was not working for naught, | 52:42 | |
| I had a purpose and a priority, | 52:46 | |
| and when these things are aligned, | 52:49 | |
| we're more than flesh and blood, | 52:51 | |
| we're more than amino acids, | 52:53 | |
| we are spiritual beings, and God provides what we need. | 52:55 | |
| O they that wait upon the Lord | 53:00 | |
| do indeed renew their strength, | 53:02 | |
| they rise up with wings as eagles, | 53:04 | |
| they run without getting weary, | 53:08 | |
| and they walk without fainting, may God bless you all. | 53:10 | |
| (organ music) | 53:16 | |
| (choir singing) | 53:44 | |
| - | The Lord be with you. | 55:19 |
| Let us pray, you may be seated. | 55:22 | |
| O Lord our God and creator, | 55:38 | |
| we thank you for all that you have made | 55:41 | |
| and for the intricate ways that you have provided for us. | 55:44 | |
| We give thanks that you are not a passive creator, | 55:49 | |
| but an active Lord | 55:53 | |
| who continues to be involved in creation, | 55:55 | |
| calling us to faithful living as your disciples. | 55:59 | |
| We are grateful for the many ways | 56:04 | |
| and the many times that you have intervened in our world | 56:07 | |
| and in our lives | 56:11 | |
| to set the wrong things right. | 56:13 | |
| Though we were dead through sin, | 56:16 | |
| you gave us the power of new life through Christ. | 56:19 | |
| Though we lived according to the passions of our flesh, | 56:24 | |
| following the ways of the world, | 56:28 | |
| you created us anew to live for Christ. | 56:30 | |
| Thank you, Lord, for rearranging our priorities, | 56:36 | |
| for creating us to be the people you intended us to be. | 56:41 | |
| Give us a vision of life that reflects the possibilities | 56:47 | |
| that you have seen, | 56:52 | |
| where there is hatred, | 56:55 | |
| let is sow love. | 56:57 | |
| Where there is injury, pardon. | 57:00 | |
| Where there is doubt, faith. | 57:05 | |
| Where there is despair, hope. | 57:10 | |
| Where there is darkness, light. | 57:15 | |
| And where there is sadness, joy. | 57:20 | |
| As you intercede for us, | 57:25 | |
| empower us to intercede for others, | 57:28 | |
| help us do what we have to do without helming the cost, | 57:32 | |
| give us the mind of Christ | 57:38 | |
| to guide every detail of life | 57:40 | |
| that we may know the assurance | 57:43 | |
| of living according to the purposes of Christ. | 57:45 | |
| Remind us that we are called | 57:50 | |
| as vessels of your hope, | 57:52 | |
| and that your outpourings of love through us | 57:55 | |
| have the power to heal and make whole | 57:58 | |
| our bruised world. | 58:01 | |
| Move us to minister to one another out of our means, | 58:04 | |
| and make us instruments of your love and peace, | 58:09 | |
| bearing hope to all whom we meet. | 58:13 | |
| We offer these prayers and those that remain unspoken | 58:18 | |
| through Jesus Christ, | 58:22 | |
| knowing that you know the desires of our hearts, | 58:24 | |
| for this and all your blessings we give you thanks, amen. | 58:28 | |
| Let us offer ourselves and our gifts | 58:36 | |
| and thanksgiving to the Lord. | 58:39 | |
| (organ music) | 59:14 | |
| (choir singing) | 59:56 | |
| Let us pray. | 1:08:54 | |
| All things come from you, O God, | 1:08:58 | |
| and with gratitude we return to you what is yours. | 1:09:01 | |
| You created all that is, | 1:09:06 | |
| and with love formed us in your image. | 1:09:09 | |
| When our love failed, | 1:09:13 | |
| your love remained steadfast. | 1:09:15 | |
| You gave your only son Jesus Christ | 1:09:19 | |
| to be our savior, | 1:09:21 | |
| all that we are and all that we have | 1:09:23 | |
| is a trust from you. | 1:09:27 | |
| And so, in gratitude for all of your gifts, | 1:09:30 | |
| we offer you ourselves and all that we have | 1:09:34 | |
| in union with Christ offering for us. | 1:09:38 | |
| By your Holy Spirit, | 1:09:42 | |
| make us one with Christ, | 1:09:44 | |
| one with each other, | 1:09:46 | |
| and one in ministry to all the world. | 1:09:49 | |
| Through Christ our Lord, | 1:09:52 | |
| who taught us to pray saying | 1:09:54 | |
| our father who art in heaven, | 1:09:57 | |
| hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, | 1:10:00 | |
| thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. | 1:10:04 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread, | 1:10:08 | |
| and forgive us our trespasses | 1:10:11 | |
| as we forgive those who trespass against us, | 1:10:14 | |
| and lead us not into temptation, | 1:10:18 | |
| but deliver us from evil, | 1:10:21 | |
| for thine is the kingdom | 1:10:23 | |
| and the power and the glory forever, amen. | 1:10:25 | |
| (organ music) | 1:10:34 | |
| (choir singing) | 1:11:02 | |
| Now may the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, | 1:14:01 | |
| the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit | 1:14:04 | |
| be with you and keep you, amen. | 1:14:07 | |
| (organ music) | 1:14:14 |
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