William H. Willimon - "The Spirit Blows Where It Will" (March 7, 1993)
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| (lively organ music) | 0:00 | |
| - | Welcome to the Chapel | 3:01 |
| on this the second Sunday in the Christian season of Lent. | 3:03 | |
| We're glad that you're with us. | 3:07 | |
| Today after service, | 3:10 | |
| Dr. Beverly Harrison, professor | 3:12 | |
| from Union Theological Seminary | 3:14 | |
| in New York will be leading a discussion | 3:16 | |
| in the Chapel basement. | 3:19 | |
| There are extra places for lunch available. | 3:21 | |
| If you have not signed up for this discussion, | 3:24 | |
| you're welcome to come as long as places are available. | 3:27 | |
| That's immediately after the service. | 3:31 | |
| Today we have special music | 3:33 | |
| written for this service | 3:35 | |
| by our Chapel organist, Dr. David Arcus. | 3:37 | |
| And we thank him for his contribution today | 3:40 | |
| and the choir and soloist. | 3:44 | |
| If you'd like to have a conversation with Dr. Arcus | 3:46 | |
| about his music which he's created | 3:49 | |
| in conjunction with the scripture | 3:52 | |
| and the sermon today, | 3:54 | |
| you're invited to join him up | 3:55 | |
| in the Chancel right after the service | 3:57 | |
| for a conversation with the composer about his work. | 3:59 | |
| Now let us continue our worship. | 4:04 | |
| (choir singing) | 4:11 | |
| Minister | Please stand for the greeting. | 4:56 |
| Create in me a clean heart, oh God. | 5:03 | |
| Congregation | And renew a right spirit within me. | 5:07 |
| - | Open my lips, oh Lord. | 5:10 |
| All | And my mouth shall proclaim your praise. | 5:12 |
| (lively organ music) | 5:17 | |
| (congregation singing) | 5:58 | |
| - | You may be seated. | 9:53 |
| Let us pray together the prayer for illumination. | 9:58 | |
| All | Open our hearts and minds, oh God | 10:02 |
| by the power of your Holy Spirit | 10:05 | |
| so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 10:08 | |
| we may hear your message to us this Lenten season. | 10:12 | |
| - | Amen. | 10:16 |
| The Old Testament reading is from the book of Genesis, | 10:18 | |
| the first three verses of the 12th chapter. | 10:22 | |
| "Now the Lord said to Abram, | 10:26 | |
| "Go from your country | 10:28 | |
| "and your kindred and your father's house | 10:30 | |
| "to the land I will show you. | 10:32 | |
| "I will make of you a great nation | 10:35 | |
| "and I will bless you | 10:38 | |
| "and make your name great | 10:39 | |
| "so that you will be a blessing. | 10:41 | |
| "I will bless those who bless you | 10:44 | |
| "and the one who curses you, I will cruse. | 10:46 | |
| "In you all the families of the Earth shall be blessed." | 10:51 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 10:56 | |
| All | Thanks be to God. | 10:58 |
| - | Today's Psalm is number 121 verses one through eight | 11:06 |
| found on page 844 in the Hymnal. | 11:11 | |
| Please stand and sing this Psalm and Gloria responsively. | 11:14 | |
| (tranquil organ music) | 11:20 | |
| ♪ I lift my eyes to the hills ♪ | 11:26 | |
| ♪ From whence does my help come ♪ | 11:31 | |
| ♪ My help comes from the Lord ♪ | 11:35 | |
| ♪ Who made heaven and Earth ♪ | 11:40 | |
| ♪ The Lord will not let your foot be moved ♪ | 11:45 | |
| ♪ The Lord who keeps you will not slumber ♪ | 11:50 | |
| ♪ Behold the one who keeps his eye ♪ | 11:55 | |
| ♪ Who neither slumber or sleep ♪ | 12:02 | |
| ♪ The Lord is your keeper ♪ | 12:06 | |
| ♪ The Lord is near on your right hand ♪ | 12:11 | |
| ♪ The sun shall not smite you by day ♪ | 12:18 | |
| ♪ Nor the moon by night ♪ | 12:22 | |
| ♪ The Lord will keep you from all evil ♪ | 12:27 | |
| ♪ And will keep your life ♪ | 12:32 | |
| ♪ The Lord will keep you from all harm ♪ | 12:36 | |
| ♪ And you coming in ♪ | 12:43 | |
| ♪ From this both now and forever more ♪ | 12:45 | |
| ♪ All glory to be you, creator ♪ | 12:52 | |
| ♪ And to Jesus Christ our Savior ♪ | 12:55 | |
| ♪ And to the Holy Spirit ♪ | 12:59 | |
| ♪ Blessed Trinity ♪ | 13:02 | |
| ♪ As it was at time began ♪ | 13:06 | |
| ♪ Is now and will be forever more ♪ | 13:10 | |
| - | Please be seated. | 13:19 |
| (tranquil organ music) | 13:41 | |
| (soloist singing) | 13:45 | |
| ♪ The presence of God ♪ | 14:00 | |
| ♪ The one, the one ♪ | 14:10 | |
| ♪ The one ♪ | 14:13 | |
| ♪ No one can see the kingdom of God ♪ | 14:16 | |
| ♪ Without being born of water ♪ | 14:25 | |
| ♪ How, how, how can anyone be born ♪ | 14:42 | |
| ♪ And one and one ♪ | 15:00 | |
| (soloist singing) | 15:03 | |
| ♪ A second time ♪ | 15:05 | |
| ♪ And what in a second time, a second time ♪ | 15:06 | |
| (soloist singing) | 15:10 | |
| ♪ And no one can enter the kingdom ♪ | 15:19 | |
| ♪ Without being born of water, water, water, water, water ♪ | 15:26 | |
| ♪ And speak ♪ | 15:52 | |
| ♪ How, how can anyone be born ♪ | 16:02 | |
| ♪ After having grown old ♪ | 16:05 | |
| ♪ After having grown old ♪ | 16:07 | |
| ♪ How can anyone ♪ | 16:10 | |
| ♪ If he is born of the flesh ♪ | 16:12 | |
| ♪ He's flesh ♪ | 16:19 | |
| ♪ And what he's born of the spirit ♪ | 16:22 | |
| ♪ Spirit ♪ | 16:33 | |
| ♪ Do not be astonished ♪ | 16:39 | |
| ♪ That I said to you ♪ | 16:41 | |
| ♪ You must be born ♪ | 16:44 | |
| ♪ How can these things be ♪ | 16:59 | |
| ♪ How can these things be ♪ | 17:02 | |
| ♪ How can they ♪ | 17:05 | |
| ♪ How can ♪ | 17:07 | |
| ♪ How ♪ | 17:09 | |
| ♪ Are you a teacher of Israel to you ♪ | 17:14 | |
| ♪ And yet you do not understand these things ♪ | 17:20 | |
| ♪ Understand these things ♪ | 17:23 | |
| ♪ Stand, stand these ♪ | 17:26 | |
| ♪ These ♪ | 17:29 | |
| ♪ These ♪ | 17:30 | |
| ♪ These, these ♪ | 17:31 | |
| - | Today's gospel for this second Sunday of Lent | 17:58 |
| is from John chapter three. | 18:02 | |
| "Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus | 18:07 | |
| "a ruler of the Jews. | 18:11 | |
| "He came to Jesus by night and said, | 18:13 | |
| "Rabbi, we know that you're a teacher come from God | 18:15 | |
| "for no one could do these signs | 18:19 | |
| "that you do unless God is with him. | 18:21 | |
| "Jesus answered Nicodemus, | 18:24 | |
| "truly, truly I say to you, | 18:26 | |
| "unless one is born from above, | 18:28 | |
| "he cannot see the kingdom of God. | 18:31 | |
| "Nicodemus said to him, | 18:35 | |
| "how can a man be born | 18:37 | |
| "when he is old? | 18:40 | |
| "Can he enter a second time into his mother's womb | 18:41 | |
| "and be born? | 18:44 | |
| "Jesus answered, truly, truly I say to you, | 18:46 | |
| "unless one is born of water | 18:50 | |
| "and the spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. | 18:52 | |
| "That which is born of flesh is flesh | 18:56 | |
| "and that which is born of spirit is spirit. | 19:00 | |
| "Do not marvel that I have said to you | 19:03 | |
| "you must be born anew | 19:06 | |
| "for the wind blows where it will | 19:09 | |
| "and you hear the sound of it | 19:13 | |
| "but you do know know whence the wind comes | 19:15 | |
| "or wither it goes. | 19:17 | |
| "So it is with everyone who is born | 19:19 | |
| "of the spirit. | 19:22 | |
| "Nicodemus said to Jesus, | 19:25 | |
| "how can this be?" | 19:29 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 19:33 | |
| Congregation | Thanks be to God. | 19:36 |
| - | It's getting harder the longer I preach, | 19:41 |
| it's getting more difficult to preach. | 19:46 | |
| And that's because do you find it odd | 19:50 | |
| that the longer I preach, | 19:53 | |
| the more years that I'm at it, | 19:55 | |
| the less I know about it. | 19:57 | |
| I knew a lot about preaching say 10 years ago. | 19:59 | |
| I knew what was required for a good sermon. | 20:02 | |
| I knew a lot more about preaching 20 years ago. | 20:05 | |
| But the longer I preach, the less I seem to understand | 20:09 | |
| about why sermons work | 20:13 | |
| or why sermons don't work. | 20:15 | |
| I've had on a number of occasions, all too many, | 20:18 | |
| the experience of working hard on a sermon | 20:23 | |
| and doing everything right, | 20:27 | |
| working with the Biblical text, | 20:28 | |
| studying the text, exegiting the text, | 20:29 | |
| working with it, working it up to sermon, | 20:32 | |
| a well-ordered sermon with appropriate illustrations. | 20:34 | |
| Then I'm up in the pulpit | 20:37 | |
| and I'm preaching and I'm preaching | 20:38 | |
| and I look up from my notes, | 20:41 | |
| and you're dying. | 20:44 | |
| I can see that you're dying. | 20:45 | |
| They're bringing in stretchers, | 20:48 | |
| they're taking out people on stretchers. | 20:49 | |
| People are faking chest pains and leaving. | 20:52 | |
| I can see that from where I am. | 20:56 | |
| And I think to myself, I look at those notes | 20:59 | |
| and I think why in the world | 21:01 | |
| did I get into this text. | 21:02 | |
| Why this sermon? | 21:04 | |
| What's wrong? | 21:05 | |
| But then even more confusing perhaps | 21:09 | |
| is the sermon that I intended to work on | 21:15 | |
| but there was first one thing and then another. | 21:19 | |
| There was the annual mission trip to Myrtle Beach | 21:20 | |
| over spring break | 21:23 | |
| and then I got back into town late | 21:25 | |
| and then somebody was at the hospital | 21:26 | |
| and I had to be down at the hospital | 21:28 | |
| 'til late on Saturday night | 21:29 | |
| and so, then as I was watching late Saturday evening returns | 21:31 | |
| of Love Boat on the TV, | 21:34 | |
| I took out this envelope | 21:37 | |
| and I scribbled this sermon on the back | 21:40 | |
| of the envelope | 21:41 | |
| and then I get up in the pulpit on Sunday morning | 21:43 | |
| hoping no one will be there | 21:46 | |
| but alas people are there | 21:47 | |
| and I start preaching and I tell the story | 21:49 | |
| about the person who had journeyed away from home, | 21:52 | |
| he came back home after a long time, | 21:54 | |
| tied the yellow ribbon on the oak tree | 21:56 | |
| and then the other story about Ian Heavy's my brother | 21:57 | |
| and Christ has no has | 22:01 | |
| and I just pray that nobody's ever been to church before | 22:03 | |
| in their lives | 22:05 | |
| and has heard any of these stories. | 22:06 | |
| And then on the way out the door, | 22:11 | |
| as I'm prepared to say to people, "Look, | 22:13 | |
| "Arnold Palmer has an off day sometimes." | 22:16 | |
| (laughing) | 22:19 | |
| 52 Sundays a year. | 22:20 | |
| But then Mary Smith grasps my hand | 22:23 | |
| and she says, | 22:27 | |
| "Well, how did you know, | 22:29 | |
| "you always seem to know | 22:31 | |
| "me going in the hospital next week, | 22:33 | |
| "surgery, came here upset, | 22:35 | |
| "grief stricken and your word, | 22:39 | |
| "now I'm confident." | 22:42 | |
| And she is followed by John Davis | 22:47 | |
| and John says, "Well, I guess I don't have to tell you | 22:51 | |
| "that that had to be the best sermon | 22:55 | |
| "you've ever preached. | 22:57 | |
| "That was a wonderful sermon, a life-changing sermon. | 22:58 | |
| "I'm going to go home | 23:01 | |
| "and reevaluate my whole relationship with God. | 23:02 | |
| "Thank you for that sermon." | 23:05 | |
| And the preacher longs to stand there | 23:08 | |
| and call them back from the parking lot, | 23:10 | |
| Mary, John, what did you hear? | 23:12 | |
| You look at the notes | 23:15 | |
| on the back of that envelope. | 23:16 | |
| There's nothing there. | 23:17 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 23:19 | |
| What was it that you heard? | 23:21 | |
| What was there? | 23:22 | |
| What was it? | 23:23 | |
| And I can tell you as a preacher, | 23:26 | |
| it is tough. | 23:28 | |
| Week after week to give yourself | 23:30 | |
| to such an enterprise | 23:32 | |
| that you can't control. | 23:34 | |
| And that you can't predict | 23:36 | |
| and that you don't know about it. | 23:38 | |
| And I'm talking about experience | 23:41 | |
| not only in preaching but you've had in worship. | 23:43 | |
| The Sunday morning, maybe you're here this Sunday morning | 23:46 | |
| just like that, | 23:48 | |
| you got up this morning, | 23:50 | |
| you didn't feel like going to church | 23:51 | |
| but you told somebody you'd meet | 23:52 | |
| at five minutes to 11 out in front of the Chapel | 23:54 | |
| and you're hoping to get a date | 23:56 | |
| with her next weekend, | 23:58 | |
| so you thought, what the heck, | 23:59 | |
| I'll go ahead and go. | 24:01 | |
| And you're not feeling like worship | 24:03 | |
| and you don't have your mind on God | 24:05 | |
| or any of that but then in the service, | 24:07 | |
| was it the music, was it the hymns of prayer, | 24:10 | |
| what was it? | 24:13 | |
| Something got ahold of you. | 24:15 | |
| And you fumbled for a Kleenex | 24:17 | |
| and there's tears and when you leave, | 24:19 | |
| it's like you've been given wings | 24:21 | |
| and you just soar. | 24:23 | |
| Now what was that? | 24:27 | |
| What was that? | 24:30 | |
| It's so unpredictable. | 24:33 | |
| It's uncontrollable. | 24:35 | |
| When I was doing graduate work at Emory, | 24:39 | |
| a friend of mine did a study | 24:40 | |
| on the relationship of preaching | 24:43 | |
| to people's racial attitudes | 24:46 | |
| and he devised a questionnaire | 24:49 | |
| that would measure your attitudes on race. | 24:50 | |
| And then he administered this questionnaire | 24:54 | |
| to his congregation. | 24:56 | |
| And then he preached a series of four sermons | 24:59 | |
| in which he in some way Biblically subtly | 25:01 | |
| but pointedly would lift up the Christian response | 25:05 | |
| to the racial issue | 25:09 | |
| and then he administered the questionnaire to them | 25:11 | |
| at the end of the series. | 25:13 | |
| The results. | 25:15 | |
| His congregation was 3.2 points | 25:17 | |
| more racist after the sermons than they were before. | 25:21 | |
| And yet, there is this magazine | 25:27 | |
| in my denomination called "Engage Social Action" | 25:30 | |
| and a few years ago, this magazine asked leaders | 25:34 | |
| of my denomination, leaders in the cause | 25:37 | |
| of racial justice, people who'd given their lives | 25:40 | |
| to the fight | 25:43 | |
| what put you here, what brought you here | 25:45 | |
| in this struggle? | 25:47 | |
| And I was impressed, preacher that I am, | 25:50 | |
| I was impressed by how many | 25:53 | |
| of those people mentioned a sermon. | 25:54 | |
| I'm here because I heard something, | 25:59 | |
| I heard my name called | 26:01 | |
| in a sermon. | 26:05 | |
| I've sometimes called preaching an art. | 26:09 | |
| And yet if preaching is an art | 26:13 | |
| it has got to be the most fragile of the arts. | 26:14 | |
| My little words waft out over the congregation | 26:18 | |
| on a Sunday morning, | 26:21 | |
| they bounce off the walls, | 26:22 | |
| they alight here and there | 26:24 | |
| and then they die | 26:26 | |
| and all is silence. | 26:27 | |
| And when you hear a good sermon, | 26:30 | |
| you can't say to yourself at the end of the sermon, | 26:32 | |
| gosh, wasn't that great? | 26:34 | |
| Let's all get together here tomorrow, | 26:35 | |
| same time, same place, let's do it again. | 26:37 | |
| No, you just had to be there. | 26:40 | |
| It was a moment, it was an event. | 26:42 | |
| You just can't do it again. | 26:44 | |
| You just had to be there. | 26:47 | |
| And I envy my musicians. | 26:49 | |
| They've practiced an art | 26:51 | |
| but at least they've got these notes on the page | 26:53 | |
| and while there're differences | 26:55 | |
| in various performances, | 26:57 | |
| nevertheless, they can do it again if they want to | 26:58 | |
| but not with a sermon, | 27:00 | |
| you can't really do it again, | 27:01 | |
| you can't get these people, these needs, | 27:03 | |
| this place all together again. | 27:06 | |
| It's fragile. | 27:09 | |
| And a few years ago I did a book | 27:14 | |
| on burnout among clergy | 27:17 | |
| and I tried to study clergy, | 27:19 | |
| who having once put their hand to Nepal looked back | 27:21 | |
| and they fell away, they dropped out of the ministry. | 27:23 | |
| And should I have been surprised | 27:28 | |
| that many clergy mentioned | 27:30 | |
| that one of the most debilitating, grinding task | 27:31 | |
| of ministry is preaching. | 27:36 | |
| There you are for 20 years chiseling out | 27:41 | |
| a sermon from the hard granite of the Biblical text | 27:46 | |
| with your raw hands | 27:50 | |
| and you preach and then it dies | 27:53 | |
| and then you preach again, | 27:55 | |
| it gets old. | 27:56 | |
| It is tough to give your life | 27:59 | |
| to an act that you can't control, | 28:02 | |
| you can't predict, you can't find the winning formula | 28:04 | |
| and repeat that Sunday after Sunday. | 28:07 | |
| Preaching is one of the toughest tasks of ministry. | 28:10 | |
| It's just, well, it's just so fragile. | 28:15 | |
| Late one night, | 28:21 | |
| a teacher, a professor, | 28:23 | |
| came to Jesus. | 28:27 | |
| And he said, "Jesus, we heard some great things about you. | 28:30 | |
| "We know that you must be sent from God. | 28:35 | |
| "Nobody can do the things that you do | 28:36 | |
| "unless God is with him. | 28:38 | |
| "Now Jesus, here is the question. | 28:40 | |
| "How do I get into the kingdom? | 28:42 | |
| "What do I have to do | 28:46 | |
| "to get this eternal life that you're talking about? | 28:48 | |
| "What do I have to do?" | 28:52 | |
| Jesus replied to Nicodemus, | 28:56 | |
| "Well, I have three points I want to say on that subject. | 28:58 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 29:01 | |
| "Point one, | 29:03 | |
| "you've got to be born anew." | 29:05 | |
| And Nicodemus said, "Again?" | 29:10 | |
| And Jesus said (speaking in foreign language). | 29:14 | |
| The Greek word (speaking in foreign language). | 29:16 | |
| You've got to be born from above. | 29:18 | |
| "Well, how?" Nicodemus persists. | 29:22 | |
| "How, how is it possible when you're old | 29:25 | |
| "and you're all grown up | 29:28 | |
| "and you've been around the block a couple of times, | 29:29 | |
| "how is it possible to go back | 29:31 | |
| "in your mama's womb and be born again?" | 29:33 | |
| And Jesus says, | 29:36 | |
| "Well, you've gotta have spirit." | 29:38 | |
| "Well, how?" | 29:45 | |
| And Jesus says, "Well, the wind, | 29:48 | |
| "the (speaking in foreign language) | 29:52 | |
| "blows where it will." | 29:53 | |
| And you find it interesting | 29:57 | |
| that when asked a simple, straightforward question, | 29:59 | |
| Jesus responds with this mysterious talk | 30:02 | |
| of wind and birth. | 30:05 | |
| That was Jesus, you ask him | 30:08 | |
| a simple straightforward how-to question | 30:09 | |
| and he gives you all the stuff about birth, | 30:11 | |
| about wind, about spirit. | 30:13 | |
| Nicodemus persists. | 30:16 | |
| "Jesus, what do you mean born anew?" | 30:18 | |
| Jesus said, "I didn't say anew, I said from above." | 30:23 | |
| The Greek word is (speaking in foreign language). | 30:26 | |
| You've got to be born (speaking in foreign language). | 30:28 | |
| It's the same word used in Matthew's Gospel | 30:30 | |
| when it says that when Jesus died, | 30:33 | |
| the veil of the temple was ripped | 30:35 | |
| from top to bottom. | 30:37 | |
| (speaking in foreign language) | 30:39 | |
| You've got to be born from top down. | 30:40 | |
| You've got to be born from the top. | 30:42 | |
| You've got to be worked over from the top down. | 30:44 | |
| You've got to be born (speaking in foreign language). | 30:46 | |
| Nicodemus persists. | 30:50 | |
| "Jesus, when you use the word | 30:52 | |
| (speaking in foreign language), | 30:54 | |
| "are you using it like in the ordinary sense | 30:56 | |
| "of wind, wind, (speaking in foreign language) | 30:59 | |
| "or are you using it | 31:01 | |
| "in a more illogically sophisticated sense of spirit?" | 31:02 | |
| And Jesus says, | 31:08 | |
| "Yes." | 31:10 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 31:12 | |
| And I tell you, | 31:13 | |
| God sent his only son into the world | 31:18 | |
| to give to the world. | 31:20 | |
| Jesus, are you using that Greek word | 31:22 | |
| (speaking in foreign language) in the kind | 31:23 | |
| of ordinary, everyday sense of gift? | 31:24 | |
| Or in the more theologically sophisticated sense | 31:27 | |
| of grace, Jesus says yes. | 31:29 | |
| Nicodemus says, "Gosh, I don't understand." | 31:33 | |
| Jesus says, "Now you're catching on, good." | 31:35 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 31:38 | |
| Don't you find it interesting | 31:41 | |
| that when asked a perfectly straightforward | 31:42 | |
| American utilitarian how-to question, | 31:44 | |
| Jesus responds by citing two | 31:47 | |
| of the most mysterious, uncontrollable, | 31:50 | |
| unpredictable experiences of life, | 31:53 | |
| birth, wind, | 31:55 | |
| what did you have to do to get born the first time? | 31:59 | |
| Well, getting into the kingdom is a lot like that. | 32:03 | |
| Call it (speaking in foreign language), call it grace, gift. | 32:07 | |
| The wind, the wind, Jesus says, | 32:12 | |
| blows where it will. | 32:15 | |
| You can't control it, | 32:17 | |
| you can't contain it, understand it. | 32:18 | |
| The wind blows where it will. | 32:20 | |
| Relax, Nicodemus, the wind blows where it will. | 32:22 | |
| The wind. | 32:27 | |
| And what I think about when I hear that passage | 32:29 | |
| of the wind blows where it will, | 32:31 | |
| I think about growing up in the deep South | 32:33 | |
| as a boy before the days of air conditioning | 32:38 | |
| and when the chores were done, | 32:41 | |
| everybody would sit out on the porch | 32:45 | |
| and you would rock and you would talk | 32:46 | |
| at the end of a hot summer day. | 32:48 | |
| And as you were rocking and as you were talking, | 32:51 | |
| you would hear like the leaves of the trees rustle briefly | 32:54 | |
| and everybody would grow quiet and just sit back | 32:59 | |
| and you would savor the breeze | 33:03 | |
| and that cool evening breeze, | 33:05 | |
| it was grace. | 33:09 | |
| The wind blows where it will. | 33:12 | |
| When will we learn this difficult | 33:17 | |
| primal fact of our religious experience? | 33:21 | |
| We come here on Sunday morning | 33:25 | |
| and my image of us on Sunday morning | 33:27 | |
| is we all come here with our little notepads. | 33:29 | |
| All right, church, today here's your assignment, | 33:32 | |
| I want you to work on your sexism, your racism, | 33:35 | |
| be kind to sales clerks in department stores. | 33:37 | |
| Come back next week, I'll give you another assignment. | 33:40 | |
| Work on this for the week. | 33:42 | |
| But occasionally as we're busy posturing and wondering | 33:45 | |
| how if we look good and if we're doing well, | 33:48 | |
| and we got the program down right, | 33:51 | |
| occasionally, | 33:53 | |
| there is a disruptive breeze | 33:56 | |
| and somebody is refreshed | 34:00 | |
| and somebody is caught hold of | 34:02 | |
| in a new way and somebody is moving | 34:04 | |
| toward birth. | 34:08 | |
| And that's holy. | 34:11 | |
| I tell you, | 34:15 | |
| your relationship with God hangs | 34:18 | |
| by a slender thread of such grace, | 34:20 | |
| such gift. | 34:25 | |
| But the good news today is that that spirit, | 34:28 | |
| that spirit blows where it will. | 34:32 | |
| I remember, a few years ago, | 34:35 | |
| the last Sunday of the school year, | 34:40 | |
| last Sunday of the school year, | 34:43 | |
| I got a call at home on Sunday morning. | 34:45 | |
| Dr. Williman, are you up yet? | 34:48 | |
| I said yes, I'm up yet. | 34:49 | |
| What is it? | 34:51 | |
| And said just wanted you to know | 34:52 | |
| there's no electricity in the Chapel this morning. | 34:53 | |
| I said no electricity? | 34:57 | |
| Well, how dark is it? | 34:59 | |
| And the attendant said well, | 35:03 | |
| I had to use a flashlight to dial this number | 35:05 | |
| I'll tell you that. | 35:07 | |
| I said well, has the choir gotten there yet? | 35:08 | |
| And she said well, I can hear people moving down front, | 35:10 | |
| I don't know if they're choir or not. | 35:13 | |
| Well, I rushed over here, | 35:16 | |
| got over here and it was dark. | 35:18 | |
| Let me tell you, when the lights are out in the building, | 35:19 | |
| it is dark. | 35:22 | |
| So, we had to quickly rearrange the whole service. | 35:24 | |
| We couldn't use the organ, | 35:26 | |
| so we had to drag in a piano, | 35:27 | |
| we had to think of some hymns | 35:30 | |
| that you could sing without having to see the Hymnal | 35:31 | |
| and then I said go down to the storage room | 35:33 | |
| and start bringing these candles up. | 35:35 | |
| And we went down there | 35:37 | |
| and all the used candles we could carry we brought up | 35:38 | |
| and people started helping | 35:40 | |
| and we put a candle on every flat surface we could find. | 35:42 | |
| We had a dozen candles up around the pulpit. | 35:44 | |
| We had candle over on the lectern, | 35:47 | |
| we had candles in the windows | 35:48 | |
| and after illuminating about 285 candles, | 35:50 | |
| we brought the level of illumination | 35:54 | |
| in this building up to like downtown Durham at 3 a.m. | 35:55 | |
| It was dark. | 35:58 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 36:00 | |
| And then just as we got all the candles in place | 36:05 | |
| and we'd gotten the service reworked, | 36:08 | |
| at a quarter of 11, | 36:09 | |
| the lights came back on. | 36:11 | |
| (congregation laughing) | 36:14 | |
| So, this meant that as people arrived here, | 36:15 | |
| they were greeted to a fully illuminated building | 36:18 | |
| with these 285 candles everywhere. | 36:20 | |
| Some sophomore comes in and says, | 36:23 | |
| "Gosh, candles, what sort of liturgical innovation | 36:26 | |
| "have you got in mind for us this Sunday?" | 36:29 | |
| I said, "Sit down and shut up." | 36:31 | |
| And then the service went downhill from then on. | 36:33 | |
| Because the organist thought that we had changed the hymn | 36:39 | |
| but we didn't change the hymn | 36:41 | |
| since the organ was gonna be played, | 36:43 | |
| so we got the wrong hymn. | 36:44 | |
| I started down the procession, | 36:45 | |
| I'd forgotten to put on my robe | 36:46 | |
| in all of the ruckus | 36:48 | |
| and it was just the biggest mess | 36:50 | |
| and nothing went right | 36:52 | |
| and I said to God, if you let me out of this, | 36:53 | |
| I will never go back to this again, | 36:56 | |
| there's got to be an easier way | 36:59 | |
| to make money than this. | 37:00 | |
| There is no sense in having a church here | 37:03 | |
| in this place, it's crazy. | 37:05 | |
| But after everybody was filing out | 37:09 | |
| at the end of this service, | 37:11 | |
| there's this sophomore coming out saying, | 37:14 | |
| "Gosh, I liked the touch of those candles. "that was," | 37:16 | |
| "get out" and (congregation laughing) | 37:18 | |
| and I was ripping my robe off | 37:24 | |
| and I was ready to call it quits. | 37:26 | |
| And there were these three young women | 37:31 | |
| standing over to the side there | 37:32 | |
| and they came up and they said, | 37:33 | |
| "We wanted to wait to tell you | 37:36 | |
| "that this our last Sunday here in the chapel. | 37:37 | |
| "We're all graduating. | 37:41 | |
| "And as we were sitting here this morning, | 37:43 | |
| "as you were running about fiddling with the candles, | 37:46 | |
| "we were thinking to ourselves, | 37:48 | |
| "this Chapel, these sermons, this music | 37:50 | |
| "has been the best part of our whole time here. | 37:55 | |
| "And each one of use remembered | 37:59 | |
| "that at key moments in our four years here | 38:01 | |
| "when we were making tough decisions, | 38:03 | |
| "you were here and there was just the right word | 38:07 | |
| "and we just wanted to say thank you. | 38:09 | |
| "It's made all the difference." | 38:13 | |
| And I didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. | 38:18 | |
| I mean, I mean I didn't know whether to thank God | 38:22 | |
| for that or to be angry, | 38:24 | |
| to be reminded again | 38:30 | |
| that it's not in my hands, | 38:31 | |
| it's in God's hands. | 38:35 | |
| I tell you, it's tough preaching, | 38:38 | |
| listening to sermons, worshiping, | 38:41 | |
| and our faith hangs by this slender thread | 38:44 | |
| of grace, this (speaking in foreign language). | 38:46 | |
| But the good news is | 38:50 | |
| that the spirit blows where it will | 38:54 | |
| and through these thick gothic walls that day, | 38:56 | |
| despite everything, | 39:00 | |
| I felt a breeze. | 39:04 | |
| (choir singing) | 39:17 | |
| Minister | The Lord be with you. | 40:57 |
| Congregation | And also with you. | 40:59 |
| - | Let us pray. | 41:01 |
| Oh breath of life, | 41:10 | |
| come sweeping through us. | 41:12 | |
| Revive your church with life and power. | 41:16 | |
| Oh breath of life, come, cleanse, renew us | 41:21 | |
| that we might be born from above. | 41:29 | |
| Make us anew from top to bottom. | 41:32 | |
| Make us truly yours | 41:38 | |
| that we might be fit to be your people, | 41:40 | |
| your church in the world. | 41:44 | |
| Blow, wind of God. | 41:47 | |
| With wisdom, blow until our minds are free | 41:50 | |
| from mists of error, | 41:54 | |
| clouds of doubt which blind our eyes to you. | 41:57 | |
| Open our eyes that we might see | 42:02 | |
| and our hearts that we might understand. | 42:06 | |
| We try so hard to secure our own salvation | 42:11 | |
| but whatever we do, | 42:16 | |
| more is never enough. | 42:19 | |
| Teach us that salvation, like life, | 42:23 | |
| is a gift, | 42:27 | |
| one we can never earn | 42:29 | |
| but a gift you desire to give us | 42:31 | |
| in spite of our unworthiness. | 42:34 | |
| Spirit of the living God, | 42:38 | |
| we give thanks for your eternal love | 42:41 | |
| which washes over us like cool, clear water, | 42:44 | |
| a love that touches us so deeply | 42:50 | |
| that we know we have received nothing less | 42:53 | |
| than the gift of yourself. | 42:56 | |
| How can we ever thank you for your self-giving | 42:59 | |
| through your son Jesus Christ, | 43:02 | |
| our Lord and Savior? | 43:04 | |
| We stand in awe of your graciousness | 43:07 | |
| but we receive your breath of love | 43:11 | |
| with gratitude and anticipation. | 43:13 | |
| With hopeful hearts, we await the blowing | 43:17 | |
| of your spirit among us. | 43:21 | |
| How will you change us? | 43:23 | |
| What will our world, our community, | 43:27 | |
| our church, our lives | 43:31 | |
| look like when we've been born from above? | 43:35 | |
| Surely the human tragedies that surround us | 43:40 | |
| of poverty, violence and greed | 43:43 | |
| will be transformed. | 43:47 | |
| Surly our own self-centeredness and fear | 43:50 | |
| will fall away | 43:53 | |
| as we are filled with your spirit | 43:55 | |
| of self-giving love. | 43:57 | |
| We are ready for you to make us anew, Lord. | 43:59 | |
| We are ready for you to do with us as you will | 44:03 | |
| that we might be filled with your love | 44:08 | |
| and joy and power, your righteousness and peace. | 44:10 | |
| Make us reflections of Christ | 44:16 | |
| that our lives might speak of your love | 44:19 | |
| and your grace. | 44:22 | |
| In the name of Jesus Christ, amen. | 44:24 | |
| God has given us the gift of life and love | 44:31 | |
| and surrounded us with abundant resources. | 44:35 | |
| Will we express our thanks in token offerings | 44:39 | |
| or in an outpouring of ourselves. | 44:42 | |
| (tranquil music) | 45:24 | |
| (choir singing) | 45:35 | |
| (dramatic organ music) | 53:35 | |
| (choir singing) | 54:48 | |
| - | Let us pray. | 55:27 |
| Gracious God, because you gave Jesus Christ | 55:29 | |
| as a gift to the world, | 55:33 | |
| we bring our gifts to you. | 55:35 | |
| Because you have loved us, | 55:38 | |
| we renew our commitment to share love | 55:40 | |
| with all your people. | 55:43 | |
| Because you are even now renewing our spirits | 55:45 | |
| and bringing us rebirth from above, | 55:49 | |
| we pour out our thanksgiving. | 55:52 | |
| The gifts we dedicate here | 55:55 | |
| have always belonged to you, | 55:57 | |
| the wealth we retain for our own use | 56:00 | |
| is yours as well. | 56:03 | |
| Oh, Holy Spirit, use all that we have | 56:05 | |
| and all that we are | 56:09 | |
| to move your world from death to life. | 56:11 | |
| Amen. | 56:15 | |
| Let us pray together in the unity of the spirit, | 56:18 | |
| the prayer that Jesus Christ taught us. | 56:20 | |
| A] | Our father who art in heaven, | 56:23 |
| hallowed be thy name, | 56:26 | |
| thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 56:28 | |
| on Earth as it is in heaven. | 56:31 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread | 56:34 | |
| and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those | 56:37 | |
| who trespass against us. | 56:40 | |
| Lead us not into temptation | 56:42 | |
| but deliver us from evil | 56:44 | |
| for thine is the kingdom, and the power | 56:46 | |
| and the glory forever. | 56:49 | |
| Amen. | 56:51 | |
| (lively organ music) | 56:54 | |
| (congregation singing) | 57:27 |
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