William H. Willimon - "Love and Death" (April 5, 1992)
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| (organ music) | 0:00 | |
| (organ music) | 1:37 | |
| - | Good morning. | 2:10 |
| This is a very special weekend at Duke, | 2:12 | |
| it's the fifth Sunday in Lent. | 2:15 | |
| And we're glad that you're here. | 2:17 | |
| This Tuesday at 7:30, | 2:21 | |
| is the Annual Holocaust Memorial Service here in the chapel. | 2:23 | |
| And Sunday morning, | 2:29 | |
| next Sunday, | 2:30 | |
| we conclude a series that we've been having | 2:32 | |
| on science technology and Christian values. | 2:35 | |
| That is being held at 9:45 in room 211, | 2:39 | |
| in the Divinity School. | 2:44 | |
| We'd also remind you that next Sunday is Palm Sunday, | 2:46 | |
| and we will meet at 10:50 on the steps of the chapel | 2:50 | |
| for a service of the Blessing of the Palms. | 2:56 | |
| That will be the beginning of the service, | 2:59 | |
| and then tomorrow, | 3:01 | |
| and then Palm Sunday eveneing, | 3:02 | |
| is our special concert with a choir, | 3:05 | |
| with works by Poulenc and Liszt. | 3:09 | |
| And now let us stand for the greeting. | 3:13 | |
| The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. | 3:21 | |
| Congregation | And also with you. | 3:24 |
| Bless the Lord O my soul and all that is in me. | 3:26 | |
| Bless God's Holy name. | 3:29 | |
| Congregation | Bless the Lord O my soul, | 3:31 |
| and forget not all his benefits. | 3:33 | |
| - | Who forgives all your sins and heals all your infirmities. | 3:36 |
| Congregation | Who redeems your life from the grave, | 3:41 |
| who crowns you with mercy and loving kindness. | 3:44 | |
| (organ music) | 3:49 | |
| ("At the Name of Jesus") | 4:25 | |
| - | Please be seated. | 8:49 |
| Our prayer of confession is found | 8:56 | |
| in the back of the hymnal. | 8:58 | |
| Number 892. | 8:59 | |
| Let us pray. | 9:10 | |
| Congregation | Our Heavenly Father | 9:12 |
| who by Thy love has made us, | 9:14 | |
| and through Thy love has kept us, | 9:17 | |
| and in Thy love with biggest perfect | 9:20 | |
| we humbly confess that we have not loved Thee | 9:23 | |
| with all our heart and soul and mind and strength. | 9:26 | |
| And that we have not loved another | 9:31 | |
| as Christ had loved us. | 9:33 | |
| Thy life is within our souls. | 9:36 | |
| But our selfishness hath hindered Thee. | 9:39 | |
| We have not lived by faith | 9:42 | |
| we have resisted Thy spirit. | 9:44 | |
| We have neglected Thine inspirations. | 9:47 | |
| Forgive what we have been. | 9:51 | |
| Help us to amend what we are. | 9:53 | |
| And in Thy spirit direct what we shall be | 9:56 | |
| that thall may us come into the full glory | 10:00 | |
| of Thy creation, | 10:03 | |
| in us and in all the people. | 10:04 | |
| Through Jesus Christ our Lord. | 10:07 | |
| Amen. | 10:09 | |
| The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, | 10:27 | |
| that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. | 10:31 | |
| If anyone sins, | 10:35 | |
| we have an advocate with the Father, | 10:37 | |
| Jesus Christ the Righteous. | 10:39 | |
| And He is the expiation for our sins, | 10:41 | |
| and not for ours only, | 10:45 | |
| but also for the sins of the whole world. | 10:47 | |
| Congregation | Thanks be to God. | 10:51 |
| - | Let us pray together | 11:04 |
| the Prayer of Illumination. | 11:06 | |
| Open our hearts and minds to God | 11:09 | |
| By the power of your Holy Spirit, | 11:13 | |
| so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 11:16 | |
| we might hear with joy what You say to us | 11:20 | |
| in this Lent season | 11:23 | |
| Amen. | 11:25 | |
| The first reading is from the words of the prophet Isaiah | 11:28 | |
| the 43rd chapter starting with the 16th verse. | 11:33 | |
| Thus says the Lord, | 11:41 | |
| who makes a way in the sea, | 11:44 | |
| a path in the mighty waters, | 11:46 | |
| who brings out chariot and horse, | 11:49 | |
| army and warrior, | 11:52 | |
| they lie down, | 11:53 | |
| they cannot rise. | 11:56 | |
| They are extinguished, | 11:58 | |
| quenched like a wake. | 11:59 | |
| Do not remember the former things | 12:02 | |
| or consider the things of old. | 12:05 | |
| I am about to do a new thing, | 12:08 | |
| now it springs forth, | 12:12 | |
| do you not perceive it? | 12:13 | |
| I will make a way in the wilderness | 12:16 | |
| and rivers in the desert. | 12:19 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 12:22 | |
| Thanks be to God. | 12:25 | |
| Please join in singing responsively Psalm 126 | 12:44 | |
| verses one through six found on page 847 in the hymnal. | 12:48 | |
| Let us stand for the singing of the song. | 12:53 | |
| (organ music) | 12:56 | |
| ♪ When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion ♪ | 13:02 | |
| ♪ We were like those who dream ♪ | 13:07 | |
| ♪ Then our mouth was filled with laughter ♪ | 13:11 | |
| ♪ And our tongue with shouts of joy ♪ | 13:16 | |
| ♪ Then they said among the nations ♪ | 13:21 | |
| ♪ The Lord has done great things for them ♪ | 13:25 | |
| ♪ The Lord has done great things for us ♪ | 13:30 | |
| ♪ We are glad ♪ | 13:34 | |
| ♪ Restore our fortunes O Lord ♪ | 13:39 | |
| ♪ Like the water courses in the Negeb ♪ | 13:43 | |
| ♪ Those who sow in tears ♪ | 13:48 | |
| ♪ Shall reap with shouts of joy ♪ | 13:52 | |
| ♪ Those who go forth weeping ♪ | 13:57 | |
| ♪ Bearing a seed for sowing ♪ | 13:59 | |
| ♪ Shall come home with shouts of joy ♪ | 14:03 | |
| ♪ Bringing in the sheaves ♪ | 14:06 | |
| ♪ O Glory be to you Creator and to Jesus Christ our Savior ♪ | 14:11 | |
| ♪ And to the Holy Spirit ♪ | 14:17 | |
| ♪ Blessed is He ♪ | 14:20 | |
| ♪ As it was at time begun ♪ | 14:24 | |
| ♪ It shall and will be forever more ♪ | 14:28 | |
| This reading is from Paul's letter to the Philippeans | 14:52 | |
| chapter three beginning with the eighth verse. | 14:56 | |
| More than that I regard everything as loss | 15:02 | |
| because of the surpassing value | 15:06 | |
| of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. | 15:08 | |
| For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, | 15:12 | |
| and I regard them as rubbish, | 15:16 | |
| in order that I may gain Christ | 15:19 | |
| and be found in him, | 15:22 | |
| not having a righteousness of my own | 15:24 | |
| that comes from the law, | 15:28 | |
| but one that comes through faith in Christ. | 15:30 | |
| The righeousness from God based on faith. | 15:34 | |
| I want to know Christ and the power of His resurrection | 15:41 | |
| and the sharing of His sufferings, | 15:45 | |
| by becoming like Him in His death. | 15:47 | |
| If somehow I may obtain the resurrection from the dead, | 15:51 | |
| not that I have already obtained this, | 15:58 | |
| or have already reached the goal, | 16:01 | |
| but I press on to make it my own, | 16:03 | |
| because Christ Jesus has made me His own. | 16:06 | |
| Beloved I do not consider that I have made it my own, | 16:11 | |
| but this one thing I do. | 16:16 | |
| Forgetting what lies behind | 16:21 | |
| and straining forward to what lies ahead. | 16:24 | |
| I press on toward the goal, | 16:27 | |
| for the prize of the heavenly call | 16:29 | |
| of God in Christ Jesus. | 16:31 | |
| This is the Word of the Lord. | 16:35 | |
| Congregation | Thanks be to God. | 16:37 |
| (organ music) | 16:42 | |
| (choral singing) | 17:01 | |
| - | The gospel for this fifth Sunday in Lent | 22:51 |
| is from the 12th chapter of the Gospel of John. | 22:54 | |
| Six days before the Passover, | 23:03 | |
| Jesus came to Bethany where Lazarus was, | 23:05 | |
| whom Jesus had raised from the dead. | 23:10 | |
| There they made him a supper. | 23:14 | |
| Martha served and Lazarus was one | 23:17 | |
| of those at table with him. | 23:19 | |
| Mary took a pound of costly ointment of pure nard | 23:22 | |
| and anointed the feet of Jesus, | 23:27 | |
| and wiped his feet with her hair. | 23:29 | |
| And the house was filled with the fragrance of the ointment, | 23:34 | |
| but Judas Iscariot, | 23:39 | |
| one of His disciples, | 23:41 | |
| he who was to betray Him, | 23:43 | |
| said "Why was this ointment not sold for 300 denarii | 23:46 | |
| and given to the the poor?" | 23:50 | |
| This he said, | 23:53 | |
| not because he cared for the poor, | 23:54 | |
| but because he was a thief. | 23:56 | |
| And as he had the money box, | 23:58 | |
| he used to take what was put into it. | 24:00 | |
| Jesus said "Let her alone. | 24:04 | |
| Let her keep it for the day of my burial. | 24:08 | |
| The poor you always have with you, | 24:14 | |
| but you do not always have me." | 24:18 | |
| This is the Word of the Lord. | 24:26 | |
| Congregation | Thanks be to God. | 24:29 |
| Things are not always as they seem. | 24:36 | |
| Rarely is reality flat, simple. | 24:42 | |
| Although we ought to know better, | 24:49 | |
| our minds tend toward reductionism. | 24:50 | |
| Because we so hope that the world | 24:57 | |
| might be simpler than it really is. | 24:59 | |
| So we keep picking through the richness of reality | 25:04 | |
| in the hope that we might uncover | 25:09 | |
| the one all-encompassing universal principle, | 25:11 | |
| or the three-step plan, | 25:18 | |
| or the four spiritual laws, | 25:20 | |
| or the one completely uncontested declarative sentence. | 25:23 | |
| But alas, | 25:31 | |
| reality is ambiguous. | 25:32 | |
| It is thick. | 25:37 | |
| And that is why poetry is always | 25:40 | |
| much more realistic than prose. | 25:43 | |
| That is why if you are going to find out something | 25:48 | |
| really significant about the world, | 25:51 | |
| you best use art rather than the scientific method. | 25:55 | |
| And that is why | 26:01 | |
| irony is always more true to life | 26:04 | |
| than the periodic table of the elements. | 26:08 | |
| Because things are hardly ever as they first appear. | 26:13 | |
| And we do not like this. | 26:21 | |
| Most of what we call intellect | 26:25 | |
| is a kind of futile human reductionism. | 26:27 | |
| Because we so want some sure handle on life. | 26:32 | |
| A grip on reality. | 26:38 | |
| And therefore we tend to reduce reality | 26:42 | |
| to what can be handled and what can be gripped. | 26:45 | |
| Thus our world shrinks to the limited confines | 26:52 | |
| of what we know absolutely for sure, | 26:57 | |
| which isn't much. | 27:00 | |
| We inhabit too little a world. | 27:07 | |
| Alas things are hardly ever as they first appear. | 27:12 | |
| And that is why you will always learn more | 27:17 | |
| by listening to John's Gospel, | 27:20 | |
| than by reading the Book of Proverbs. | 27:22 | |
| Today's Gospel. | 27:29 | |
| A week before Palm Sunday, | 27:33 | |
| Jesus is at Bethany, | 27:35 | |
| at home and sitting at the table | 27:39 | |
| with his good friends Mary, | 27:41 | |
| Martha and their brother Lazarus. | 27:42 | |
| And it is a pleasure to find such a scene | 27:48 | |
| embedded in the Gospel of John, | 27:50 | |
| this weird Gospel of John, | 27:52 | |
| it is good to finally find something | 27:54 | |
| with which we can absolutely identify, | 27:56 | |
| they're at home, | 27:59 | |
| they're sitting around the table, | 28:00 | |
| the scene suggests a kind of domestic earthly ambience. | 28:01 | |
| Jesus is at table with His three good friends | 28:09 | |
| and a good meal. | 28:12 | |
| Martha, the ever practical one, | 28:15 | |
| is out in the kitchen preparing the meal. | 28:17 | |
| And we know the dinner table is a place of chitchat, | 28:22 | |
| polite conversation, | 28:26 | |
| conviviality, | 28:27 | |
| good manners. | 28:28 | |
| And with so many weird things in the Gospel of John, | 28:33 | |
| it is good to find something that we know, | 28:36 | |
| because if there is one thing sure about us, | 28:39 | |
| it is that we need food. | 28:41 | |
| We're animals after all, | 28:44 | |
| whatever else we may be. | 28:46 | |
| And what can be more earthly carnal, | 28:53 | |
| more ordinary and mundane, | 28:55 | |
| than the sharing of food? | 28:59 | |
| But it is Jesus who is the guest at this table, | 29:05 | |
| and at least in John's Gospel, | 29:10 | |
| whenever Jesus appears, | 29:11 | |
| things are never as they first would seem. | 29:15 | |
| Jesus is there. | 29:21 | |
| Jesus is there and that's a tipoff | 29:24 | |
| that the earthly, | 29:26 | |
| the mundane, | 29:27 | |
| is about to be cracked open, | 29:28 | |
| exposed, | 29:30 | |
| unfolded into the eternal. | 29:32 | |
| Now I want you to put this dinner party | 29:38 | |
| over at Mary and Martha's house into context. | 29:40 | |
| Do you remember what happens right before this story? | 29:45 | |
| This dinnertime episode occurs | 29:49 | |
| immediately after Jesus has just raised | 29:53 | |
| their brother Lazarus from the dead. | 29:57 | |
| And that's a weird story. | 30:02 | |
| They come to Jesus saying "Your good friend Lazarus | 30:05 | |
| is sick unto death. | 30:08 | |
| Come quickly!" | 30:09 | |
| And Jesus says "Great we'll wait here | 30:09 | |
| two or three more days." | 30:11 | |
| And by the time he gets to Mary and Martha's house, | 30:14 | |
| Martha comes out and gives Jesus a piece of her mind. | 30:19 | |
| She said, "Don't rush. | 30:22 | |
| "He's been in the tomb now about three days." | 30:26 | |
| And then in the elegant King James English | 30:29 | |
| she said "Lord He now stinketh." | 30:32 | |
| (laughter) | 30:36 | |
| Jesus is unfazed. | 30:39 | |
| He comes, sticks his head in the door of the tomb, | 30:40 | |
| and has the stone rolled away, | 30:44 | |
| and says "Lazarus come out!" | 30:46 | |
| And then Lazarus comes out all wrapped up like a mummy | 30:48 | |
| and Jesus says "Unbind him. | 30:51 | |
| Let him go!" | 30:53 | |
| And that is that. | 30:54 | |
| Jesus enters this place of death to bring forth life. | 30:58 | |
| When Jesus showed up at that tomb, | 31:02 | |
| the tomb of Lazarus became the womb of Lazarus. | 31:05 | |
| He is raised. | 31:09 | |
| But John says it was just a little too much weirdness | 31:14 | |
| for the Sanhedrin, | 31:18 | |
| the guardians of the religious status quo. | 31:21 | |
| With Jesus rolling through town | 31:25 | |
| and bringing these dead corpses back to life, | 31:27 | |
| "From that day on," John says, | 31:31 | |
| "they took counsel how they could kill him." | 31:33 | |
| You say you're surprised that religious people | 31:40 | |
| would have this reaction? | 31:42 | |
| You say you thought that religion | 31:43 | |
| was about the business of bringing | 31:45 | |
| life from death and doing good for hurting people? | 31:49 | |
| Get real. | 31:57 | |
| Much of our religion is not about life, | 32:00 | |
| it's about control. | 32:03 | |
| Management | 32:06 | |
| of an often messy and therefore threatening world. | 32:08 | |
| Religion is the set of practices and ideas | 32:12 | |
| and authorities through which we attempt | 32:17 | |
| to manage the unmanageable. | 32:20 | |
| That's what I do a lot of times as a pastor. | 32:26 | |
| I am called upon to manage life and death | 32:28 | |
| and pain and sickness. | 32:31 | |
| And I can't have some itinerate, | 32:33 | |
| unlicensed faith healer blowing through town, | 32:36 | |
| and raising the dead, | 32:40 | |
| and spreading power out among all these ordinary people. | 32:41 | |
| Power has got to be spread through established, | 32:47 | |
| officially recognized and sanctioned channels. | 32:50 | |
| You go around raising the dead, | 32:55 | |
| you're gonna have housewives conversing | 32:57 | |
| with the Virgin Mary in Georgia. | 32:59 | |
| You're gonna have people throwing down their | 33:03 | |
| crutches on T.V. in Tulsa. | 33:04 | |
| Otherwise reasonable folk will be getting born again, | 33:07 | |
| and out of control and out of line, | 33:10 | |
| and then we'd have a mess. | 33:12 | |
| So if you don't know why Lazarus | 33:14 | |
| being brought back from the dead | 33:16 | |
| lead to Jesus being marked for death, | 33:18 | |
| then you don't much about the religion business, | 33:21 | |
| or the business of religion. | 33:23 | |
| Well despite what the people | 33:31 | |
| over at the religion department think about it, | 33:32 | |
| Jesus' trick with Lazarus, | 33:35 | |
| his sisters Mary and Martha, | 33:37 | |
| think it's just great. | 33:39 | |
| And they throw this big dinner party over in Bethany | 33:41 | |
| in Jesus' honor. | 33:44 | |
| And Martha ever the practical one, | 33:46 | |
| is out serving in the kitchen. | 33:49 | |
| And that's where we expect her to be. | 33:54 | |
| But Mary, | 33:59 | |
| who was never the practical one, | 34:01 | |
| anoints Jesus' feet, | 34:04 | |
| by letting down her hair, | 34:07 | |
| and smearing this sweet smelling ointment | 34:09 | |
| all over the feet of Jesus. | 34:11 | |
| Yes George, | 34:13 | |
| letting down her hair meant exactly the same thing | 34:15 | |
| back there in Bethany that it means on Saturday night | 34:18 | |
| in Jarvis at Pegram. | 34:21 | |
| She is letting down her hair. | 34:25 | |
| She is pouring this high priced, | 34:27 | |
| expensive ointment, | 34:28 | |
| all over Jesus' feet. | 34:30 | |
| Rubbing this on His feet. | 34:32 | |
| Now a woman out in the kitchen fixing dinner for Jesus, | 34:37 | |
| why that's one thing, | 34:41 | |
| that's what we expect. | 34:42 | |
| But her sister, | 34:46 | |
| letting down her hair and rubbing this salve | 34:48 | |
| all over Jesus' feet? | 34:51 | |
| Well that's quite another. | 34:55 | |
| If you will notice Jesus has only been at this dinner party | 34:59 | |
| for maybe five minutes, | 35:02 | |
| and already this thing has gotten out of hand. | 35:04 | |
| Because somehow once Jesus got there, | 35:09 | |
| somehow the erotic got all mixed up with the domestic. | 35:11 | |
| And it became a mess. | 35:16 | |
| But it's about to get even messier, | 35:21 | |
| because Judas, | 35:24 | |
| how did Judas get there? | 35:25 | |
| Judas, | 35:27 | |
| who here is Mr. Propiety, | 35:29 | |
| Mr. Bleeding-heart liberal, | 35:31 | |
| Mr. President for Habitat of Humanity | 35:33 | |
| and Amnesty International, | 35:36 | |
| Judas says to Mary, | 35:38 | |
| "Why was this perfume not sold, | 35:41 | |
| and the money given to feed the poor?" | 35:44 | |
| And that's right where we listen up, | 35:49 | |
| because we like to think that's we would have said, | 35:50 | |
| if we had been there. | 35:53 | |
| Why did you spend all this money on choir robes | 35:57 | |
| when there are people going hungry in Durham? | 36:00 | |
| Why do you illuminate the chapel tower until midnight, | 36:06 | |
| when there's a fuel shortage in Pittsburgh? | 36:09 | |
| And immediately you think you know | 36:14 | |
| what Jesus is going to say. | 36:16 | |
| Jesus Mr. Feeder of the poor, | 36:18 | |
| Jesus Mr. Friend of the poor condemner of the rich, | 36:20 | |
| you already know what Jesus is going to say. | 36:24 | |
| Oh yes! | 36:27 | |
| Good point Judas. | 36:28 | |
| Absolutely right. | 36:29 | |
| Cut that out Mary, | 36:31 | |
| and sell that perfume to buy low-fat | 36:32 | |
| milk solids to send to Russia. | 36:34 | |
| But no, | 36:38 | |
| Jesus says "Ah let her alone Judas. | 36:40 | |
| She's got this oil for the day | 36:47 | |
| of my burial. | 36:52 | |
| The poor are always with you, | 36:55 | |
| but you do not always have me." | 37:00 | |
| Nobody anointed feet. | 37:08 | |
| If you had some expensive high-priced perfumed ointment, | 37:12 | |
| you anointed other parts of the body. | 37:17 | |
| Not feet. | 37:22 | |
| You don't anoint feet | 37:25 | |
| til you're preparing a dead body for burial. | 37:26 | |
| And here is Mary, | 37:31 | |
| treating Jesus, | 37:32 | |
| Mr. Giver of life back to Lazarus, | 37:33 | |
| like a dead man. | 37:37 | |
| Which of course He is, | 37:40 | |
| because we have just been told | 37:43 | |
| that the Sanhedrin are out to kill him | 37:47 | |
| for messing up their reality | 37:50 | |
| by raising Lazarus from the dead. | 37:51 | |
| Jesus the giver of life, | 37:55 | |
| is here being tenderly prepared by Mary | 37:58 | |
| for his upcoming death. | 38:02 | |
| But Mary did not know that her act of gracious extravagance | 38:06 | |
| prepared Jesus for the greatest act of extravagance of all: | 38:12 | |
| The cross. | 38:20 | |
| And John says that Judas was not sincere | 38:25 | |
| in trotting out his great concern for the poor. | 38:28 | |
| No more sincere | 38:31 | |
| than are our present day politicians | 38:35 | |
| who trot through some poor neighborhood | 38:37 | |
| hoping to glean a few votes during the campaign. | 38:40 | |
| Nor are we sincere. | 38:46 | |
| Because we know don't we, | 38:50 | |
| in our better moments, | 38:51 | |
| how our great shows of altruism are but a cover | 38:52 | |
| for our real selfishness. | 38:56 | |
| We use the poor. | 39:01 | |
| And by this time in the story, | 39:06 | |
| we really ought to have learned | 39:08 | |
| not to take Jesus' statement | 39:09 | |
| "The poor you will have with you always," | 39:11 | |
| straight. | 39:14 | |
| We must not take this statement | 39:16 | |
| too seriously in the wrong way. | 39:18 | |
| Because there were people at the table | 39:21 | |
| that night with Jesus who knew | 39:23 | |
| that he was probably quoting Deuteronomy 15, | 39:25 | |
| "The poor you will have you always, | 39:28 | |
| and you must give to your brother or sister in need | 39:30 | |
| with an open hand." | 39:36 | |
| This is John's Gospel. | 39:40 | |
| And nothing here is supposed to be played straight. | 39:43 | |
| The poor we do have with us always, | 39:48 | |
| along with our deceit and our moral ambiguity, | 39:51 | |
| our mixed motives, | 39:56 | |
| our tainted goodness about the poor, | 39:57 | |
| it is we are a mess. | 39:59 | |
| But you should take seriously, | 40:05 | |
| the last words that Jesus spoke at the table | 40:09 | |
| that night in Bethany. | 40:12 | |
| "You do not always have me." | 40:17 | |
| Nothing happened that night at Bethany as we expected. | 40:25 | |
| Dead Lazarus lead back into life | 40:31 | |
| has lead to Jesus being lead to His death. | 40:35 | |
| Martha's mundane meal for Jesus | 40:39 | |
| has become Mary's extravagant anointing of Jesus, | 40:41 | |
| with more than a touch of the erotic. | 40:45 | |
| Mary's sweet perfume now smells of the stench of death. | 40:49 | |
| As she has unwittingly prepared the beloved body of Jesus | 40:56 | |
| for His burial. | 41:00 | |
| And Judas' great show of pity for the poor, | 41:04 | |
| is but a cover for his own thievery. | 41:08 | |
| And alas, | 41:13 | |
| the poor we do always have with us. | 41:13 | |
| But not Jesus. | 41:19 | |
| Life and death, | 41:24 | |
| religion and eros, | 41:25 | |
| extravagant love and pompous deceit, | 41:26 | |
| the everyday mundane and the mysteriously eternal, | 41:29 | |
| and Judas is sitting at the very same table with Jesus. | 41:33 | |
| It's John's Gospel and it's a mysterious wonderful mess. | 41:39 | |
| But one thing is certain, | 41:48 | |
| one thing is sure. | 41:50 | |
| We do not have Jesus. | 41:54 | |
| If we thought we had Him at the beginning of the meal, | 41:58 | |
| we've lost Him by the end. | 42:00 | |
| We do not have Jesus. | 42:02 | |
| That is, | 42:05 | |
| we now know that we really don't know Him, | 42:07 | |
| we cannot contain Him, | 42:09 | |
| define, pin Him down, | 42:11 | |
| anymore than those grave clothes bound dead Lazarus, | 42:12 | |
| because we've got a live Jesus. | 42:16 | |
| And with Jesus, | 42:19 | |
| we're always dancing out, | 42:20 | |
| close to the edge. | 42:21 | |
| Messily mixing love with death. | 42:24 | |
| Extravagance and poverty, | 42:27 | |
| the erotic and the deadly, | 42:28 | |
| deception at the table with revelation of the future. | 42:30 | |
| Our little ordinary deeds toward Him, | 42:35 | |
| like Mary's anointing of His feet, | 42:39 | |
| have deeper meaning than even we intend. | 42:43 | |
| Our little deeds of love are somehow caught up | 42:48 | |
| into the larger cosmic purposes of God. | 42:51 | |
| And it is hard for us to know | 42:55 | |
| whether what we do for Him here on Sunday morning | 42:58 | |
| are deeds of extravagant beautiful love, | 43:02 | |
| or merely a tragic sinful waste. | 43:05 | |
| We do not have Jesus. | 43:08 | |
| The bumper sticker read "God said it. | 43:20 | |
| I believe it. | 43:23 | |
| That settles it." | 43:24 | |
| No. No. | 43:28 | |
| Unless you can tell without reservation | 43:34 | |
| the hour the moment the place | 43:35 | |
| where you gave your life to Jesus, | 43:37 | |
| you are not saved. | 43:40 | |
| No. | 43:44 | |
| I think the story's clear, | 43:46 | |
| we don't take Jesus anywhere. | 43:48 | |
| He takes us places. | 43:53 | |
| When He shows up at our table, | 43:58 | |
| we go places we would have never gone | 44:00 | |
| if left to our own devices. | 44:03 | |
| We don't have Jesus. | 44:06 | |
| A student, | 44:12 | |
| identifying himself as an evangelical, | 44:13 | |
| as a Bible believer, | 44:16 | |
| which presumably includes believing in the Gospel of John, | 44:19 | |
| in criticizing what he perceived to be | 44:24 | |
| my mealy-mouthed preaching said, | 44:26 | |
| "You need to quit beating around the bush | 44:29 | |
| and tell people what they really need to do to get saved! | 44:32 | |
| It is so clear in the Bible. | 44:36 | |
| No one comes to the Father except by me, | 44:39 | |
| it says it there in John's, | 44:44 | |
| it says no one, | 44:45 | |
| that's no one, | 44:47 | |
| comes to the Father but by me. | 44:49 | |
| It says but by me nobody is saved except by Jesus." | 44:51 | |
| And I said "True. | 45:01 | |
| But don't you think the beautiful thing | 45:04 | |
| about that is that that statement appears | 45:05 | |
| in the Gospel of John? | 45:08 | |
| In the Gospel of John, | 45:13 | |
| where we almost never knew who He really was, | 45:14 | |
| and where He never did what we said, | 45:19 | |
| what we thought or expected. | 45:23 | |
| Nobody comes to the Father, | 45:28 | |
| except by this way which is ambiguous, | 45:31 | |
| conflicted, | 45:34 | |
| extrvagant, | 45:35 | |
| messy, | 45:37 | |
| wonderful, | 45:38 | |
| deadly, | 45:39 | |
| life-giving, | 45:40 | |
| we are not asked to have Jesus. | 45:44 | |
| We are asked to believe Him, | 45:50 | |
| that is to invite Him into our lives, | 45:54 | |
| to let Him sit among us at table | 46:00 | |
| the way Mary and Martha did. | 46:03 | |
| And when He is at our table we cannot confine, | 46:07 | |
| define, | 46:10 | |
| possess Him. | 46:11 | |
| Because Jesus is free and ambiguous and surprising | 46:15 | |
| and pushy and life giving. | 46:18 | |
| Alas, | 46:25 | |
| the poor we have yet with us. | 46:27 | |
| Blame it on our selfishness, | 46:32 | |
| our inactivity, | 46:34 | |
| our insensitivity, | 46:35 | |
| our deceit. | 46:37 | |
| The poor are yet with us, | 46:40 | |
| we have them still. | 46:42 | |
| But we do not, | 46:47 | |
| we cannot, | 46:48 | |
| we never did, | 46:49 | |
| have.... | 46:51 | |
| Jesus. | 46:53 | |
| (organ music) | 47:05 | |
| ("O Love Divine what Hast Thou Done") | 47:53 | |
| - | The Lord be with you. | 50:31 |
| Congregation | And also with you. | 50:33 |
| - | Let us pray. | 50:34 |
| With all our heart and with all our mind, | 50:47 | |
| let us pray to the Lord saying | 50:50 | |
| "Lord in your mercy hear our prayer." | 50:52 | |
| Let us pray for the unity of the church. | 50:58 | |
| Almighty Father, | 51:11 | |
| whose blessed son before His passion prayed | 51:13 | |
| for His disciples that they might be one, | 51:15 | |
| as You and He are one. | 51:19 | |
| Grant that Your church being bound together | 51:21 | |
| in love and obedience to You, | 51:25 | |
| may be united in one body by the One Spirit. | 51:28 | |
| That the world may believe in Him, | 51:33 | |
| whom You have sent. | 51:35 | |
| Your son Jesus Christ our Lord. | 51:37 | |
| Lord in Your mercy hear our prayer. | 51:42 | |
| Let us pray for the world. | 51:47 | |
| God of the nations, | 52:04 | |
| whose kingdom rules over all. | 52:06 | |
| Have mercy on our broken and divided world. | 52:09 | |
| Shed abroad your peace in the hearts of all people, | 52:14 | |
| and banish from them the spirit that makes for war. | 52:18 | |
| That all races and peoples may learn | 52:22 | |
| to live as members of one family, | 52:25 | |
| and in obedience to Your law. | 52:28 | |
| Lord in Your mercy hear our prayer. | 52:32 | |
| Let us pray for our nation. | 52:37 | |
| Almighty God, | 52:57 | |
| fount of wisdom and mercy, | 52:59 | |
| in Your sight nations rise and fall. | 53:02 | |
| Grant wisdom to our leaders, | 53:07 | |
| and to those who aspire to the leadership of this nation. | 53:09 | |
| That they may search for Your will, | 53:14 | |
| see it clearly and act accordingly, | 53:17 | |
| where as a nation we have turned from Your path, | 53:22 | |
| reverse our ways and help us to repent. | 53:26 | |
| Give Your light and truth to guide and to strengthen. | 53:31 | |
| Lord in Your mercy hear our prayer. | 53:37 | |
| Let us pray for those who serve others. | 53:46 | |
| Eternal Father whose blessed son | 54:04 | |
| came not to be served but to serve. | 54:06 | |
| Bless all who follow in His steps, | 54:10 | |
| and give themselves to the service of others, | 54:13 | |
| that with wisdom patience and courage, | 54:16 | |
| they may minister in His name | 54:20 | |
| to the suffering, | 54:23 | |
| the friendless, | 54:24 | |
| and the needy. | 54:26 | |
| Lord in Your mercy hear our prayer. | 54:29 | |
| Let us pray for those who suffer from infirmities, | 54:37 | |
| sickness or any trouble. | 54:40 | |
| God of compassion, | 54:56 | |
| comforter of the afflicted, | 54:58 | |
| relieve those who are distressed | 55:01 | |
| and heal them in body, | 55:03 | |
| mind or circumstance. | 55:05 | |
| By our concern, | 55:09 | |
| may they know the love You have for them | 55:11 | |
| and come to trust You. | 55:14 | |
| Lord in Your mercy hear our prayer. | 55:16 | |
| Let us pray for the faithful who have gone before us, | 55:24 | |
| and are at rest. | 55:28 | |
| Almighty God, | 55:41 | |
| we remember before You those who have lived among us, | 55:42 | |
| who have directed our steps in the way, | 55:46 | |
| opened our eyes to the truth, | 55:49 | |
| inspired our hearts by their witness, | 55:52 | |
| and strengthened our wills by their devotion. | 55:56 | |
| We honor them in their death, | 56:00 | |
| and pray we may be united with them, | 56:03 | |
| in the glory of Christ's resurrection. | 56:06 | |
| Lord in Your mercy hear our prayer. | 56:10 | |
| Into your hands O God, | 56:16 | |
| we command to all for whom we pray, | 56:18 | |
| trusting in Your mercy, | 56:21 | |
| through Jesus Christ our Lord. | 56:23 | |
| Amen. | 56:26 | |
| Let us present the offerings | 56:31 | |
| of our life and labor to the Lord. | 56:32 | |
| (organ music) | 56:37 | |
| (choral music) | 58:05 | |
| All things come from You O God, | 1:04:20 | |
| and with praise and thanksgiving, | 1:04:23 | |
| we return to You what is Yours. | 1:04:25 | |
| You created all that is, | 1:04:28 | |
| and lovingly formed us in Your image. | 1:04:30 | |
| When our love failed, | 1:04:34 | |
| Your love remained steadfast. | 1:04:36 | |
| You gave Your only son Jesus Christ | 1:04:40 | |
| to be our savior, | 1:04:42 | |
| that we might have abundant and eternal life. | 1:04:44 | |
| All that we are and all that we have, | 1:04:48 | |
| is a trust from You. | 1:04:52 | |
| And so in gratitude for all that You have done, | 1:04:54 | |
| we offer You ourselves and all that we have, | 1:04:59 | |
| in union with Christ's offering for us. | 1:05:02 | |
| By Your Holy Spirit, | 1:05:06 | |
| make us one with Christ, | 1:05:08 | |
| one with each other, | 1:05:10 | |
| and one in ministry to the world. | 1:05:12 | |
| Through Jesus Christ our Lord, | 1:05:15 | |
| who taught us to pray saying: | 1:05:18 | |
| Our Father who art in heaven, | 1:05:21 | |
| hallowed be Thy name. | 1:05:24 | |
| Thy kingdom come | 1:05:26 | |
| Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. | 1:05:27 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread, | 1:05:31 | |
| and forgive us our trespasses, | 1:05:34 | |
| as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:05:36 | |
| And lead us not into temptation, | 1:05:40 | |
| but deliver us from evil. | 1:05:43 | |
| For Thine is the kingdom, | 1:05:45 | |
| the power and the glory forever. | 1:05:47 | |
| Amen. | 1:05:50 | |
| The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, | 1:05:52 | |
| the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, | 1:05:55 | |
| be with you all. | 1:05:59 | |
| (organ music) | 1:06:02 | |
| ♪ Amen ♪ | 1:06:06 | |
| ♪ Amen ♪ | 1:06:08 | |
| ♪ Amen ♪ | 1:06:13 | |
| (organ music) | 1:06:28 | |
| ("Ah Holy Jesus") | 1:07:06 |
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