William H. Willimon - "Tears Today, Laughter Later" (February 16, 1992)
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(organ music) | 0:00 | |
Pastor | Good morning, | 1:31 |
and welcome to this service of worship here at Duke Chapel, | 1:32 | |
on this sixth Sunday after Epiphany. | 1:36 | |
Our guest lector today is the Reverend Carl Daw, | 1:40 | |
who is a distinguished American hymn writer. | 1:45 | |
We're singing three of Mr. Daw's compositions | 1:48 | |
in our service today, | 1:53 | |
and we're delighted to have him with us. | 1:54 | |
He has been on-campus this weekend | 1:56 | |
conducting workshops and speaking | 1:59 | |
about new hymnody in the church. | 2:01 | |
Remind you that at 5:00 this afternoon, | 2:06 | |
our chapel organist, Dr. David Arcus, | 2:08 | |
will give a free concert here in the chapel, | 2:12 | |
which will include some of his own recently published works, | 2:17 | |
and we invite you to be present | 2:22 | |
for the concert this afternoon. | 2:24 | |
Now let us stand for the greeting. | 2:27 | |
The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you. | 2:31 | |
Congregation | And also with you. | 2:34 |
- | The splendor of Christ shines upon us. | 2:36 |
Congregation | Praise the Lord. | 2:39 |
(organ music) | 2:41 | |
♪ Ye watchers and ye holy ones, ♪ | 3:30 | |
♪ Bright seraphs, cherubim, and thrones, ♪ | 3:36 | |
♪ Raise the glad strain, Alleluia! ♪ | 3:42 | |
♪ Cry out, dominions, princedoms, powers, ♪ | 3:49 | |
♪ Virtues, archangels, angels' choirs, ♪ | 3:56 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:01 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:08 | |
♪ O higher than the cherubim, ♪ | 4:21 | |
♪ More glorious than the seraphim, ♪ | 4:27 | |
♪ Lead their praises, Alleluia! ♪ | 4:33 | |
♪ Thou Bearer of the eternal Word, ♪ | 4:40 | |
♪ Most gracious, magnify the Lord, ♪ | 4:46 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:52 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:58 | |
♪ Respond, ye souls in endless rest, ♪ | 5:12 | |
♪ Ye patriarchs and prophets blest, ♪ | 5:18 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 5:24 | |
♪ Ye holy Twelve, ye martyrs strong, ♪ | 5:31 | |
♪ All saints triumphant, raise the song, ♪ | 5:38 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 5:43 | |
♪ O friend, in gladness let us sing, ♪ | 7:38 | |
♪ Supernal anthems echoing, ♪ | 7:44 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 7:50 | |
♪ To God the Father, God the Son, ♪ | 7:57 | |
♪ And God the Spirit, Three in One, ♪ | 8:03 | |
♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 8:09 | |
Speaker | Oh Lord who knows that our hearts are empty, | 8:33 |
except thou fill them, | 8:38 | |
and all our desires want except they crave after thee. | 8:41 | |
Give us this hour, light and grace, | 8:47 | |
courage and hope to seek and to find thee, | 8:52 | |
that we may be thine and thou mayest be ours | 8:58 | |
not just on Sundays, but always, Amen. | 9:03 | |
You may be seated. | 9:10 | |
- | Let us pray together the prayer for illumination. | 9:22 |
- | [Speaker And Congregation] Open our hearts | 9:28 |
and minds, oh God. | 9:31 | |
By the power of your holy spirit, | 9:33 | |
so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 9:36 | |
we might hear with joy what you say to us this day. | 9:40 | |
Amen. | 9:46 | |
The first reading is from the words of the prophet Jeremiah. | 9:49 | |
The seventeenth chapter starting with the fifth verse. | 9:54 | |
Thus says the Lord: | 10:00 | |
cursed are those who trust in mere mortals, | 10:03 | |
and make mere flesh their strength, | 10:08 | |
whose hearts turn away from the Lord: | 10:12 | |
they shall be like a shrub in the desert | 10:15 | |
and shall not see when relief comes. | 10:20 | |
They shall live in the parched places of the wilderness | 10:25 | |
in an uninhabited salt land. | 10:29 | |
Blessed are those who trust in the Lord, | 10:33 | |
whose trust is in the Lord. | 10:38 | |
They shall be like a tree, planted by water | 10:42 | |
sending out its roots by the stream. | 10:47 | |
It shall not fear when heat comes | 10:52 | |
and its leaves shall stay green. | 10:55 | |
In the year of drought, it is not anxious | 11:00 | |
and it does not cease to bear fruit. | 11:04 | |
The heart is devious above all else. | 11:10 | |
It is perverse who can understand it. | 11:15 | |
I, the Lord, test the mind and search the heart | 11:21 | |
to give to all according to their ways, | 11:27 | |
according to the fruits of their doings. | 11:31 | |
This is the word of the Lord. | 11:37 | |
Congregation | Thanks be to God. | 11:41 |
- | This reading is from Paul's first letter | 11:46 |
to the Corinthians, | 11:49 | |
Chapter 15 beginning with the 12th verse. | 11:51 | |
Now if Christ is proclaimed as raised from the dead, | 11:59 | |
how can some of you say | 12:04 | |
there is no resurrection of the dead? | 12:06 | |
If there is no resurrection of the dead, | 12:10 | |
then Christ has not been raised. | 12:14 | |
And if Christ has not been raised, | 12:18 | |
then our proclamation has been in vein | 12:21 | |
and your faith has been in vein. | 12:25 | |
We are even found to be misrepresenting God | 12:30 | |
because we testified of God that he raised Christ | 12:34 | |
whom he did not raise | 12:40 | |
if it is true that the dead are not raised. | 12:42 | |
For if the dead are not raised, | 12:46 | |
then Christ has not been raised. | 12:49 | |
If Christ has not been raised, | 12:53 | |
your faith is futile, | 12:56 | |
and you are still in your sins. | 12:58 | |
Then those also who have died in Christ have perished | 13:02 | |
if for this life only, we have hoped in Christ, | 13:09 | |
we are of all people, most to be pitied, | 13:14 | |
but in fact, Christ has been raised from the dead, | 13:20 | |
the first fruits of those who have died. | 13:26 | |
This is the word of the Lord. | 13:32 | |
C | Thanks be to God. | 13:36 |
(organ music) | 13:54 | |
♪ O God who planted Eden well ♪ | 14:14 | |
♪ with trees both blest and cursed, ♪ | 14:19 | |
♪ yet would not thwart our human will ♪ | 14:24 | |
♪ when dazzled by the worst: ♪ | 14:30 | |
♪ from all the futile, fruitless sins ♪ | 14:35 | |
♪ we blame on age or youth, ♪ | 14:41 | |
♪ entice our souls to taste and see ♪ | 14:46 | |
♪ the goodness of your truth. ♪ | 14:52 | |
♪ O Spirit known in wind and flame, ♪ | 14:59 | |
♪ who kindled round a tree ♪ | 15:05 | |
♪ and from its unburnt leaves breathed forth ♪ | 15:11 | |
♪ with pow'r unnamed and free: ♪ | 15:16 | |
♪ as there you charged that Moses stand ♪ | 15:22 | |
♪ on holy ground unshod, ♪ | 15:27 | |
♪ unsheathe our guarded hearts and minds ♪ | 15:33 | |
♪ to feel and know our God. ♪ | 15:39 | |
♪ O Christ, once hailed with boughs of palm, ♪ | 15:47 | |
♪ soon fading to forlorn ♪ | 15:52 | |
♪ betrayal in an olive grove ♪ | 15:58 | |
♪ and mocking crown of thorn: ♪ | 16:04 | |
♪ help us to trust that seeds of hope ♪ | 16:10 | |
♪ root under weeds of strife, ♪ | 16:15 | |
♪ as from the cross that wrought your death ♪ | 16:21 | |
♪ has sprung our tree of life. ♪ | 16:26 | |
♪ Eternal Triune God of grace, ♪ | 16:33 | |
♪ bless us that we be made ♪ | 16:39 | |
♪ like fruitful trees beside a stream ♪ | 16:45 | |
♪ with leaves that never fade: ♪ | 16:51 | |
♪ establish us with wisdom's roots, ♪ | 16:57 | |
♪ our wayward growth remove, ♪ | 17:03 | |
♪ and nourish us with faith and hope ♪ | 17:08 | |
♪ to bear the fruit of love. ♪ | 17:14 | |
- | In the words of this hymn, | 17:40 |
unsheathe our guarded hearts and minds | 17:41 | |
to know and to feel our God. | 17:44 | |
Today's Gospel from Luke. | 17:49 | |
He came down with them and stood on a level plain, | 17:55 | |
but the great crowd of his disciples, | 18:00 | |
a great multitude of people from all Judea | 18:02 | |
and Jerusalem and Tyre and Sidon | 18:04 | |
who came to hear him and to be healed of their diseases. | 18:07 | |
And those who were troubled with unclean spirits were cured. | 18:13 | |
All the crowd sought to touch him. | 18:17 | |
For power came forth from him and he healed them all. | 18:20 | |
And he lifted up his eyes upon his disciples and he said | 18:25 | |
Blessed are you poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. | 18:29 | |
Blessed are you who hunger now, for you shall be satisfied. | 18:36 | |
Blessed are you that weep now, for you shall laugh. | 18:43 | |
Blessed are you when they hate you | 18:49 | |
and when they exclude you and revile you | 18:52 | |
and cast your name as evil on account of the son of man. | 18:54 | |
Rejoice in that day, | 19:00 | |
leap for joy for behold your reward is great in heaven. | 19:01 | |
For so the forebears did to the prophets. | 19:06 | |
But woe to you who are rich, | 19:11 | |
for you have received your consolation. | 19:15 | |
Woe to you that are full now for you shall hunger. | 19:18 | |
Woe to you that laugh now for you shall mourn and weep. | 19:25 | |
Woe to you when all speak well of you, | 19:30 | |
but so their fathers did to the false prophets. | 19:36 | |
This is the word of the Lord. | 19:43 | |
C | Thanks be to God. | 19:45 |
- | Now I know that you do not feel as good as you look. | 19:57 |
I know that though you're all | 20:04 | |
well dressed and hair combed and seated neatly | 20:09 | |
in row upon row of pews, | 20:13 | |
that your life is probably not | 20:16 | |
in as good an order as you look. | 20:19 | |
I know some of you have come here this morning | 20:24 | |
hoping for some word, some honest word | 20:29 | |
to cut through the building and music | 20:33 | |
and the platitudes and the cliches, | 20:37 | |
and name your pain rightly. | 20:41 | |
But I also know | 20:47 | |
that there may be more of you that hoping that somehow | 20:49 | |
through the music, the sermon, the hymns, the prayers, | 20:52 | |
the building, we might be able to anesthetize you | 20:54 | |
and take away some of the pain for just fifteen minutes. | 20:59 | |
But I know because I know myself. | 21:06 | |
I know your tricks for deceit and evasion | 21:10 | |
because I've played them myself, | 21:15 | |
as well as you, better. | 21:19 | |
Now I am happy that I do not preach | 21:25 | |
at the crystal cathedral. | 21:28 | |
I am happy that I do not have to preach | 21:32 | |
at one of those happy TV churches | 21:34 | |
where everybody looks so good and so young | 21:41 | |
and so successful, | 21:45 | |
and where they seem to kill their clergy | 21:47 | |
when they reach fifty and get gray. | 21:49 | |
(congregation laughs) | 21:51 | |
I am happy that I don't bear the burden | 21:55 | |
of preaching to a congregation | 21:59 | |
that measures Sunday on the basis of | 22:01 | |
how good you grin after the service | 22:03 | |
because all it takes is one cancer diagnosis | 22:08 | |
or one anorexic daughter, | 22:14 | |
or even a lousy grade in organic for that jig to be up. | 22:18 | |
In our better moments, | 22:27 | |
and sometimes even Sunday is one of our better moments. | 22:29 | |
In our better moments, | 22:34 | |
we sense that the pain that we feel | 22:36 | |
is somehow interconnected. | 22:41 | |
The pain that we feel and the pain that we deny | 22:43 | |
is somehow linked up to some larger discomfort. | 22:47 | |
The cancer, a tip | 22:54 | |
that our consumptive environment is poisoning itself. | 22:58 | |
The anorexia a kind of revolt | 23:04 | |
against a world in which | 23:08 | |
physical appearance means everything, | 23:10 | |
and we are only what we consume. | 23:14 | |
A people who bomb babies in Baghdad | 23:21 | |
need not be surprised to pick up the Durham Morning Herald | 23:24 | |
and find an epidemic of baby bashing right here in Durham. | 23:27 | |
Our purely private pain | 23:35 | |
may be indicative of larger public pathology. | 23:37 | |
The secret personal disorders | 23:44 | |
which you brought in here this morning to church, | 23:46 | |
these aches and pains, | 23:51 | |
they may tip you off that something is amiss | 23:53 | |
in the larger world, something is being dismantled, | 23:56 | |
something is being brought down. | 24:01 | |
There's a possibility of reconstruction. | 24:03 | |
Something is shifting, | 24:06 | |
like an old man's aching knees | 24:10 | |
that only ache when the weather is about to turn. | 24:13 | |
In today's Gospel, Jesus comes down on a level place. | 24:21 | |
He comes down out of the pulpit, | 24:25 | |
and stands with people down on a level place. | 24:27 | |
Some of you may have heard these words | 24:29 | |
in Matthew 4 and you remember in Matthew 4, | 24:32 | |
these words are spoken. | 24:37 | |
Jesus goes up on a mountain. | 24:38 | |
He goes up on a mountain to speak these words, | 24:40 | |
but in Luke, Jesus comes down on a plain, | 24:42 | |
he comes down out of the pulpit, he stands next to people | 24:46 | |
shoulder to shoulder. | 24:49 | |
He rubs shoulders with the people | 24:50 | |
where he experiences their disease | 24:53 | |
and their infirmities and their possessions | 24:56 | |
and he heals them. | 24:59 | |
And then he speaks. | 25:01 | |
He begins to preach. | 25:07 | |
"O how blessed are you, who are poor. | 25:11 | |
"Blessed are you who weep. | 25:18 | |
"You shall laugh. | 25:21 | |
Lucky are those of you | 25:26 | |
who are enough in touch with reality to feel the pain. | 25:29 | |
Lucky if you've still got enough of your wits about you | 25:34 | |
to be able to cry. | 25:37 | |
Lucky, blessed are you who weep now. | 25:39 | |
You shall laugh. | 25:43 | |
Jesus came down into a level place | 25:47 | |
and he immersed himself in the pain of humanity, | 25:51 | |
and he summoned people to weep. | 25:58 | |
Fortunate are those of you who are poor now. | 26:03 | |
Lucky are those of you who are empty, | 26:07 | |
who are hungry, | 26:10 | |
who haven't got enough to make it and you know it. | 26:11 | |
Blessed are you. | 26:16 | |
You find yourself suffering from a kind of | 26:18 | |
gnawing hunger that will not be satisfied. | 26:20 | |
Lucky are you who weep. | 26:23 | |
Don't reach for the Darvon, weep. | 26:25 | |
Just lucky are you that weep. | 26:28 | |
Lucky are you that weep? | 26:34 | |
She told me, | 26:41 | |
"You know, I'm surprised with the difficulty | 26:45 | |
"that I've had getting over his death. | 26:47 | |
"I think I'm making progress. | 26:50 | |
"I get along fine for a few weeks, | 26:52 | |
"and then I open this drawer, | 26:55 | |
"I see this tattered photograph, | 26:57 | |
"and I'm just undone. | 27:00 | |
"I wish I could make more progress on this grief." | 27:05 | |
And I said to her, | 27:10 | |
"But you are." | 27:13 | |
Oh I quickly learned as a pastor, | 27:17 | |
that the only dangerous grief | 27:21 | |
is the grief that's unable to grieve. | 27:23 | |
The strong ones among us, | 27:28 | |
the really strong ones are the ones able to weep, | 27:30 | |
able to grieve. | 27:33 | |
Or as a Duke undergraduate said it to me the other day, | 27:38 | |
"We don't drink to have a good time. | 27:41 | |
"We drink because we're not having a good time." | 27:44 | |
It takes a lot of strength to be honest about the grief. | 27:50 | |
When I went back into the parish ministry | 27:58 | |
after a stint in seminary teaching, | 28:01 | |
I was surprised, again, | 28:03 | |
by how much time pastors spend with depressed people. | 28:05 | |
Turns out there's an epidemic of depression. | 28:10 | |
It's the modern American epidemic: we're depressed, | 28:14 | |
and pastors spend a lot of time with depressed people. | 28:18 | |
She called me early one morning, she said "Are you busy?" | 28:21 | |
I said "No no, I'm just down here | 28:26 | |
"waiting for someone to make my day." | 28:27 | |
"Well could you come over? | 28:29 | |
"I'm depressed." | 28:31 | |
And when she would call, I would usually go over | 28:34 | |
and we would talk, we would have prayer. | 28:36 | |
I said "I'll come, I'm reading a book right now," | 28:39 | |
"I'll come a little later." | 28:42 | |
I was reading a book, | 28:43 | |
a commentary on the prophet Jeremiah | 28:45 | |
written by Walter Brueggemann | 28:49 | |
who will preach here in two weeks, | 28:51 | |
and no sooner had I put the telephone down, | 28:55 | |
I was reading about the Prophet Jeremiah, | 28:57 | |
and Brueggemann comments, | 29:00 | |
"The prophets of Israel were not carping social critics. | 29:02 | |
"They were not people who had some program | 29:05 | |
"to push on the government for human betterment. | 29:08 | |
"No, they were poets." | 29:10 | |
All they had were just words, | 29:14 | |
the prophets of Israel, just words, | 29:16 | |
and through these words, | 29:18 | |
they attempted to get people to grieve. | 29:20 | |
The first prophetic move is grief-- | 29:26 | |
just to let people grieve. | 29:30 | |
And in grieving, to weep. | 29:33 | |
And in weeping to let go, | 29:35 | |
to acknowledge publicly something is wrong. | 29:37 | |
Oh, later the prophets want people to | 29:44 | |
catch a new vision for Israel, | 29:46 | |
but you can't catch a new vision, | 29:49 | |
Brueggemann said, as long as you're holding on to the old, | 29:51 | |
and so prophets tried to wrench loose our grip | 29:54 | |
to help us to grieve. | 29:57 | |
By the time I got to her house that afternoon, | 29:59 | |
I had very different pastoral care to offer. | 30:02 | |
I said, "You know, I confess, | 30:06 | |
"I've been dealing with you like you were sick or something. | 30:08 | |
"I'm sorry. | 30:11 | |
"You're a nice intelligent woman. | 30:15 | |
"It appears that you have figured out | 30:18 | |
"that all is not well in Greenville. | 30:19 | |
"That's progress. | 30:23 | |
"There's a lot of people who think | 30:25 | |
"this is the best of all possible worlds. | 30:26 | |
"This is a great place to live. | 30:28 | |
"You, on the other hand, have realized something is wrong. | 30:30 | |
"Something is out of sync. | 30:32 | |
"You're grieving--that's good. | 30:33 | |
"You may be about to make a move. | 30:37 | |
"Go ahead, let go if you want to. | 30:42 | |
"Maybe God can help you let go of the status quo | 30:48 | |
"and help you move somewhere else, into some new future." | 30:52 | |
Tears may be the beginning of health. | 30:59 | |
"Seeing the joy of this bubble-brained world," | 31:07 | |
wrote the poet Auden, | 31:10 | |
"I thank God I could be unhappy." | 31:13 | |
Or, as Jesus put it, "Lucky are you who weep now." | 31:19 | |
Lucky if you sense somewhere down deep | 31:26 | |
that something seems to be dying. | 31:28 | |
Lucky, fortunate because the pain in your private life | 31:30 | |
may be foretaste of some larger cosmic social dismantling. | 31:34 | |
For Jesus it is clear | 31:42 | |
that there was something much more dangerous than tears. | 31:43 | |
It was a dangerous deception | 31:48 | |
that this world is stable and secure, | 31:50 | |
the best of all possible worlds-- | 31:52 | |
"Don't worry; be happy." | 31:54 | |
He warns in dark words of that deception. | 31:57 | |
Woe to you who are happy. | 32:01 | |
Woe to you who laugh now. | 32:05 | |
Woe to you if you feel too good, | 32:09 | |
if you're settled too comfortably | 32:11 | |
with the way that things are. | 32:13 | |
Against such self-congratulatory, self-deception, | 32:15 | |
Jesus hurls a prophetic word: | 32:19 | |
Woe to you | 32:21 | |
that laugh now, | 32:24 | |
and lucky are you that weep. | 32:30 | |
Now I have noted, if you are say, twenty-one, twenty-two, | 32:35 | |
on the verge of graduation, | 32:39 | |
many of you are on the verge of tears. | 32:43 | |
Well what's the matter with you? | 32:46 | |
You oughta be happy, you're getting out of this place. | 32:48 | |
May I suggest to you this morning that your dis-ease | 32:52 | |
may be the intelligent creative response | 32:56 | |
to our present dilemma? | 33:01 | |
Maybe? | 33:07 | |
Maybe we are awakening out of our great national daydream. | 33:09 | |
If you are nineteen or twenty years old, | 33:16 | |
there is evidence that you have been raised | 33:19 | |
by the most selfish generation ever to rule this country. | 33:21 | |
In the 70's and the 80's and the 90's, | 33:28 | |
we have squandered your inheritance, | 33:31 | |
run up an unbelievable deficit, | 33:36 | |
and stolen from your children and your grandchildren. | 33:39 | |
And we called it prosperity. | 33:44 | |
And there are a few of you who are smart enough to know | 33:49 | |
that an old world appears to be ending. | 33:51 | |
That old American white male, | 33:55 | |
Ronald Reagan, Milton Friedman, | 33:57 | |
George Will, Robert Schuyler world | 33:58 | |
it may be just sort of dismantling. | 34:01 | |
And you grieve, of course, | 34:05 | |
because sometimes it feels like something secure, | 34:07 | |
and even precious is being ripped off. | 34:09 | |
You face commencement with a sense of loss, | 34:15 | |
a sense of uncertainty, not sure of what tomorrow may bring. | 34:17 | |
Well we're told that we have a number of choices. | 34:26 | |
We can get pessimistic and despairing, | 34:32 | |
or we can engage our mechanisms for denial | 34:37 | |
and blame it on the Japanese, | 34:40 | |
tear up a Toyota. | 34:42 | |
I have come before you this morning to announce another way. | 34:47 | |
Jesus offers another choice. | 34:53 | |
These words were spoken amidst the ruins of Jerusalem. | 34:59 | |
The devastation of a destroyed temple. | 35:03 | |
The rubble of the first demise | 35:08 | |
of Western civilization called Imperial Rome. | 35:11 | |
And Jesus's word is this: | 35:16 | |
lucky if you can embrace the loss, | 35:18 | |
if you can touch the pain, if you can weep. | 35:22 | |
And then the great evangelistic promise: | 35:25 | |
you shall laugh. | 35:28 | |
Yes, you shall. | 35:31 | |
You shall sing, you shall rejoice. | 35:32 | |
You shall see a new world being offered | 35:35 | |
among the rubble and the ruin. | 35:38 | |
And you cannot hear that powerful new word, | 35:42 | |
unless it's out beyond, | 35:44 | |
somewhere out of that territory beyond grief embraced. | 35:46 | |
Cause if you hope too soon, if you laugh too early, | 35:51 | |
this is self-deception. | 35:56 | |
The reduction of Christian hope | 36:00 | |
to November campaign fluff. | 36:03 | |
Weep now, that you may laugh later. | 36:08 | |
What you're hearing Jesus say here, | 36:15 | |
I think, is a great affirmation of faith. | 36:17 | |
Of faith that God gives life and God gives hope. | 36:21 | |
Confidence in the midst of your chemotherapy. | 36:25 | |
Confidence in the midst of your IBM interview. | 36:30 | |
The gospel lesson does not tell us how, | 36:34 | |
it just asserts what is: | 36:37 | |
God gives life and hope. | 36:39 | |
And I don't know which side of that equation | 36:42 | |
is harder for us to believe. | 36:45 | |
Laugh now and then cry later, | 36:48 | |
or cry now so that we can laugh later. | 36:52 | |
We academic types, I think, | 36:57 | |
are prone to a kind of easy pessimism | 36:59 | |
which masquerades as great intelligence. | 37:02 | |
I think most of us are willing to speak of the loss, | 37:07 | |
but we don't have the guts to name the hope. | 37:11 | |
Humor, laughter, is therefore considered to be inappropriate | 37:17 | |
for serious academic discourse. | 37:23 | |
But Jesus says that laughter | 37:27 | |
is the fruit of a serious engagement with the dead | 37:31 | |
and the denial, a movement on the way | 37:34 | |
to God's life-giving promise. | 37:37 | |
You will laugh, Jesus says, | 37:40 | |
not out of some bubble brained program | 37:43 | |
for human betterment or self-esteem. | 37:45 | |
You'll laugh simply because God is alive | 37:49 | |
and God is busy puttering about | 37:52 | |
the ruins of the Reagan years, | 37:55 | |
getting ready to bring newness | 37:57 | |
to those who can look for it. | 38:00 | |
Of course I'll admit that | 38:04 | |
with the promise of Jesus is a dark warning. | 38:05 | |
If you laugh now, you may end up crying. | 38:10 | |
If you're too rich right now, | 38:15 | |
you may end up very poor. | 38:18 | |
If you're filled now, you'll get to be empty later. | 38:21 | |
If you spend too much energy thinking positively | 38:27 | |
about what is, | 38:29 | |
you won't be open to receive what will be. | 38:31 | |
If you clutch too tightly to what you've got, | 38:34 | |
you won't be open for the gift that God gives. | 38:36 | |
You will laugh. | 38:41 | |
Weep now. | 38:45 | |
Is this true? | 38:50 | |
Is it true that we must, | 38:52 | |
like the recovering alcoholic in AA, | 38:53 | |
hit bottom, go down, let go and cry it out | 38:56 | |
before we can hope for help? | 39:00 | |
Is it true that our future | 39:05 | |
is not to be had by cautious careful retrenchment, | 39:08 | |
but rather the result of God's joyful, playful gift? | 39:15 | |
Yes, says the church, yes. | 39:23 | |
The prophets have not lied to us. | 39:28 | |
Yes, you shall laugh. | 39:30 | |
Joy is the gift of God on the other side of grief. | 39:33 | |
A gift of a God who is not limited | 39:37 | |
by our myopic merely human vision. | 39:40 | |
Yes, Sunday morning is a bold pushy move | 39:43 | |
out beyond the tears. | 39:46 | |
A bold venturing force beyond the present data. | 39:48 | |
Without Sunday, all we've got is | 39:52 | |
a kind of hopeless grief bereft in a world | 39:55 | |
left to our own devices, | 39:59 | |
or the temporary diversion of basketball. | 40:02 | |
It just makes a lot of difference, | 40:06 | |
is God alive or not? | 40:08 | |
If God is not alive, | 40:10 | |
then Jesus's talk of laughter is foolish. | 40:11 | |
Yes, God wills the dismantling, | 40:19 | |
the letting go. | 40:24 | |
He works within it. | 40:26 | |
You shall laugh, you shall laugh just like Sarah laughed. | 40:28 | |
But not before she cried when she was told | 40:34 | |
that though she was past ninety | 40:36 | |
she was going to give birth to her first-born child. | 40:38 | |
She cried. | 40:40 | |
But then nine months later, she laughed when she did. | 40:42 | |
You will weep now like the disciples | 40:48 | |
who wept when Jesus told them, | 40:52 | |
"I'm going away from you to prepare another place for you." | 40:53 | |
But then they laughed on Easter when he returned. | 40:56 | |
Oh believe the blessed beatific promise: | 41:02 | |
the way to laughter leads first through loss. | 41:07 | |
It always begins in grief; | 41:14 | |
we believe it inevitably shall end in joy-- | 41:16 | |
when God turns tears to laughter | 41:22 | |
and the holy joke is on us. | 41:27 | |
(organ music) | 41:40 | |
♪ Oh day of peace that dearly shines ♪ | 42:43 | |
♪ Through all our hopes and prayers and dreams ♪ | 42:49 | |
♪ Guide us to justice, truth and love ♪ | 42:56 | |
♪ Delivered from our selfish schemes ♪ | 43:03 | |
♪ May swords of hate fall from our hands ♪ | 43:09 | |
♪ Our hearts from envy find release ♪ | 43:15 | |
♪ Till by God's grace our warring world ♪ | 43:22 | |
♪ Shall see Christ's promised reign of peace ♪ | 43:29 | |
♪ Then shall the world dwell with the Lamb ♪ | 43:48 | |
♪ Nor shall the fears devour the small ♪ | 43:55 | |
♪ As beast and cattle calmly graze ♪ | 44:02 | |
♪ A little Child shall lead them home ♪ | 44:08 | |
♪ Then the meek shall learn to love ♪ | 44:15 | |
♪ All creatures find their true accord ♪ | 44:21 | |
♪ The hope of peace shall be fulfilled ♪ | 44:28 | |
♪ For all the earth shall know the Lord ♪ | 44:34 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 44:45 |
C | And also with you. | 44:47 |
- | Let us pray. | 44:49 |
O God of tears and laughter, | 45:00 | |
the truth of your word startles our world, | 45:03 | |
topples our securities, upsets our thinking, | 45:08 | |
brings us to our knees. | 45:13 | |
Before you we see the meaninglessness of our own life. | 45:17 | |
The sin which has brought us | 45:21 | |
down the path of futility and regret. | 45:23 | |
We confess that our sin is a symptom | 45:27 | |
of the greater disorder in our world. | 45:30 | |
The disorders in our government, | 45:33 | |
in our society, the ache in our hearts, | 45:36 | |
the tears in our eyes. | 45:41 | |
Help us to know that we have not lost our souls, | 45:43 | |
that we have not lost the ability to feel | 45:47 | |
and identify with the despair in our world. | 45:50 | |
With the empty faces and stomachs that we see every day | 45:55 | |
on our TV screens, in our work places, on our city streets. | 46:00 | |
And so with unsteady voices, we raise our petitions to you | 46:07 | |
on behalf of ourselves | 46:13 | |
and our brothers and sisters around the world. | 46:16 | |
We thank you, O God, for bringing us to judgment, | 46:20 | |
to knowing that your love | 46:24 | |
strikes us down before it raises us up. | 46:25 | |
Thank you for exposing | 46:30 | |
the broken and scattered pieces of our lives | 46:31 | |
and for showing us that transformation is possible. | 46:35 | |
Thank you for your forgiving love | 46:40 | |
that delivers us from the meanness in our own selves. | 46:42 | |
Thank you for showing us the agony in our world, | 46:48 | |
for piercing our hearts | 46:51 | |
with the knowledge of the pain out there beyond our selves. | 46:53 | |
Instead of wringing our hands in desperation, | 46:59 | |
we thank you that we can throw ourselves at your feet. | 47:02 | |
We thank you that you raise us up | 47:07 | |
with a vision of your kingdom, | 47:09 | |
a place of blessedness where there are no tears, | 47:12 | |
no heartaches, no death. | 47:16 | |
And in this knowledge we ask for strength, | 47:20 | |
to join you in ministering to those who have lost their way, | 47:23 | |
to those who are paralyzed with fear of life. | 47:28 | |
To those too weak of body or spirit to hold a job, | 47:32 | |
to have a home, or to provide for the needs of their family. | 47:38 | |
We ask for strength to join you | 47:43 | |
in ministering to those who wrong their neighbors | 47:45 | |
and cheat their country. | 47:48 | |
To those whose service to their community is a mockery, | 47:50 | |
to those who cannot or will not work toward peace. | 47:55 | |
To those addicted to a life of misery and crime, | 48:00 | |
We ask you for strength, | 48:05 | |
O God to join you in ministering to those | 48:07 | |
who have lost loved ones, | 48:09 | |
to those who have lost their health. | 48:11 | |
To those who are dying, | 48:15 | |
to those who face grave dangers and difficult decisions. | 48:17 | |
Bless us, O God with hope, with song, with laughter. | 48:23 | |
Bless us with the strength to move out into the world | 48:29 | |
bearing the good news of your joyous kingdom. | 48:33 | |
Confident that you are a God | 48:37 | |
who in truth and love surpasses in power | 48:39 | |
the crippling sway of death through the hope of your son, | 48:44 | |
Jesus Christ, in whose name we pray, Amen. | 48:49 | |
And now in faithful response to God's love for us, | 48:57 | |
may we bring our offerings to God | 49:01 | |
to enrich the lives of the impoverished, | 49:04 | |
and to bring God's creative light to our children. | 49:07 | |
(organ music) | 49:15 | |
♪ Sing to the Lord ♪ | 50:34 | |
♪ Sing to the Lord ♪ | 50:44 | |
♪ Sing to the Lord ♪ | 51:00 | |
♪ Sing to the Lord no threadbare song. ♪ | 51:08 | |
(organ music) | 52:47 | |
♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 53:25 | |
♪ Praise God all creatures here below ♪ | 53:32 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 53:38 | |
♪ Praise God the holy heavenly host ♪ | 53:46 | |
♪ Praise God the son and Holy Ghost ♪ | 53:52 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 54:00 | |
(choir vocalizes) | 54:28 | |
Speaker | And now with the confidence of children of God, | 56:08 |
let us pray the prayer our Lord taught us to pray saying | 56:12 | |
- | [Speaker And Congregation] Our Father, | 56:17 |
who art in heaven, | 56:18 | |
hallowed be thy name; | 56:20 | |
thy kingdom come; | 56:22 | |
thy will be done | 56:24 | |
on earth as it is in heaven. | 56:26 | |
Give us this day our daily bread; | 56:29 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 56:31 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us; | 56:34 | |
and lead us not into temptation, | 56:38 | |
but deliver us from evil. | 56:40 | |
For thine is the kingdom, | 56:42 | |
the power and the glory forever, | 56:44 | |
Amen. | 56:48 | |
- | And now may we go forth as God's people | 56:50 |
forgiven, healed, brought down, and lifted up, | 56:53 | |
fed strengthened and empowered | 56:58 | |
and may our weeping and rejoicing bind us together, | 57:01 | |
uniting us for service in the name of the father | 57:05 | |
and of the son and of the Holy Spirit. | 57:09 | |
Choir | Amen, amen. | 57:16 |
(organ music) | 57:58 | |
♪ God the Spirit, guide and guardian, ♪ | 58:52 | |
♪ wind-sped flame and hovering dove, ♪ | 58:59 | |
♪ breath of life and voice of prophets, ♪ | 59:06 | |
♪ sign of blessing, power of love: ♪ | 59:13 | |
♪ give to those who lead your people ♪ | 59:20 | |
♪ fresh anointing of your grace; ♪ | 59:27 | |
♪ send them forth as bold apostles ♪ | 59:34 | |
♪ to your Church in every place. ♪ | 59:41 | |
♪ Christ our Savior, Sovereign, Shepherd, ♪ | 59:51 | |
♪ Word-made-flesh, Love crucified, ♪ | 59:58 | |
♪ teacher, healer, suffering Servant, ♪ | 1:00:05 | |
♪ friend of sinners, foe of pride: ♪ | 1:00:12 | |
♪ in your tending may all pastors ♪ | 1:00:19 | |
♪ learn and live a Shepherd's care; ♪ | 1:00:26 | |
♪ grant them courage and compassion ♪ | 1:00:33 | |
♪ shown through word and deed and prayer. ♪ | 1:00:41 | |
♪ Great Creator, Life-bestower, ♪ | 1:00:50 | |
♪ Truth beyond all thought's recall, ♪ | 1:00:57 | |
♪ fount of wisdom, womb of mercy, ♪ | 1:01:04 | |
♪ giving and forgiving all: ♪ | 1:01:11 | |
♪ as you know our strength and weakness, ♪ | 1:01:19 | |
♪ so may those the Church exalts ♪ | 1:01:26 | |
♪ oversee her life steadfastly ♪ | 1:01:33 | |
♪ yet not overlook her faults. ♪ | 1:01:40 | |
♪ Triune God, mysterious Being, ♪ | 1:01:49 | |
♪ undivided and diverse, ♪ | 1:01:56 | |
♪ deeper than our minds can fathom, ♪ | 1:02:03 | |
♪ greater than our creeds rehearse: ♪ | 1:02:10 | |
♪ help us in our varied callings ♪ | 1:02:17 | |
♪ your full image to proclaim, ♪ | 1:02:24 | |
♪ that our ministries uniting ♪ | 1:02:31 | |
♪ may give glory to your Name. ♪ | 1:02:38 | |
(organ music) | 1:02:50 |
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