William H. Willimon - "Tears Today, Laughter Later" (February 16, 1992)
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| (organ music) | 0:00 | |
| Pastor | Good morning, | 1:31 |
| and welcome to this service of worship here at Duke Chapel, | 1:32 | |
| on this sixth Sunday after Epiphany. | 1:36 | |
| Our guest lector today is the Reverend Carl Daw, | 1:40 | |
| who is a distinguished American hymn writer. | 1:45 | |
| We're singing three of Mr. Daw's compositions | 1:48 | |
| in our service today, | 1:53 | |
| and we're delighted to have him with us. | 1:54 | |
| He has been on-campus this weekend | 1:56 | |
| conducting workshops and speaking | 1:59 | |
| about new hymnody in the church. | 2:01 | |
| Remind you that at 5:00 this afternoon, | 2:06 | |
| our chapel organist, Dr. David Arcus, | 2:08 | |
| will give a free concert here in the chapel, | 2:12 | |
| which will include some of his own recently published works, | 2:17 | |
| and we invite you to be present | 2:22 | |
| for the concert this afternoon. | 2:24 | |
| Now let us stand for the greeting. | 2:27 | |
| The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you. | 2:31 | |
| Congregation | And also with you. | 2:34 |
| - | The splendor of Christ shines upon us. | 2:36 |
| Congregation | Praise the Lord. | 2:39 |
| (organ music) | 2:41 | |
| ♪ Ye watchers and ye holy ones, ♪ | 3:30 | |
| ♪ Bright seraphs, cherubim, and thrones, ♪ | 3:36 | |
| ♪ Raise the glad strain, Alleluia! ♪ | 3:42 | |
| ♪ Cry out, dominions, princedoms, powers, ♪ | 3:49 | |
| ♪ Virtues, archangels, angels' choirs, ♪ | 3:56 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:01 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:08 | |
| ♪ O higher than the cherubim, ♪ | 4:21 | |
| ♪ More glorious than the seraphim, ♪ | 4:27 | |
| ♪ Lead their praises, Alleluia! ♪ | 4:33 | |
| ♪ Thou Bearer of the eternal Word, ♪ | 4:40 | |
| ♪ Most gracious, magnify the Lord, ♪ | 4:46 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:52 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 4:58 | |
| ♪ Respond, ye souls in endless rest, ♪ | 5:12 | |
| ♪ Ye patriarchs and prophets blest, ♪ | 5:18 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 5:24 | |
| ♪ Ye holy Twelve, ye martyrs strong, ♪ | 5:31 | |
| ♪ All saints triumphant, raise the song, ♪ | 5:38 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 5:43 | |
| ♪ O friend, in gladness let us sing, ♪ | 7:38 | |
| ♪ Supernal anthems echoing, ♪ | 7:44 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 7:50 | |
| ♪ To God the Father, God the Son, ♪ | 7:57 | |
| ♪ And God the Spirit, Three in One, ♪ | 8:03 | |
| ♪ Alleluia! Alleluia! ♪ | 8:09 | |
| Speaker | Oh Lord who knows that our hearts are empty, | 8:33 |
| except thou fill them, | 8:38 | |
| and all our desires want except they crave after thee. | 8:41 | |
| Give us this hour, light and grace, | 8:47 | |
| courage and hope to seek and to find thee, | 8:52 | |
| that we may be thine and thou mayest be ours | 8:58 | |
| not just on Sundays, but always, Amen. | 9:03 | |
| You may be seated. | 9:10 | |
| - | Let us pray together the prayer for illumination. | 9:22 |
| - | [Speaker And Congregation] Open our hearts | 9:28 |
| and minds, oh God. | 9:31 | |
| By the power of your holy spirit, | 9:33 | |
| so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 9:36 | |
| we might hear with joy what you say to us this day. | 9:40 | |
| Amen. | 9:46 | |
| The first reading is from the words of the prophet Jeremiah. | 9:49 | |
| The seventeenth chapter starting with the fifth verse. | 9:54 | |
| Thus says the Lord: | 10:00 | |
| cursed are those who trust in mere mortals, | 10:03 | |
| and make mere flesh their strength, | 10:08 | |
| whose hearts turn away from the Lord: | 10:12 | |
| they shall be like a shrub in the desert | 10:15 | |
| and shall not see when relief comes. | 10:20 | |
| They shall live in the parched places of the wilderness | 10:25 | |
| in an uninhabited salt land. | 10:29 | |
| Blessed are those who trust in the Lord, | 10:33 | |
| whose trust is in the Lord. | 10:38 | |
| They shall be like a tree, planted by water | 10:42 | |
| sending out its roots by the stream. | 10:47 | |
| It shall not fear when heat comes | 10:52 | |
| and its leaves shall stay green. | 10:55 | |
| In the year of drought, it is not anxious | 11:00 | |
| and it does not cease to bear fruit. | 11:04 | |
| The heart is devious above all else. | 11:10 | |
| It is perverse who can understand it. | 11:15 | |
| I, the Lord, test the mind and search the heart | 11:21 | |
| to give to all according to their ways, | 11:27 | |
| according to the fruits of their doings. | 11:31 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 11:37 | |
| Congregation | Thanks be to God. | 11:41 |
| - | This reading is from Paul's first letter | 11:46 |
| to the Corinthians, | 11:49 | |
| Chapter 15 beginning with the 12th verse. | 11:51 | |
| Now if Christ is proclaimed as raised from the dead, | 11:59 | |
| how can some of you say | 12:04 | |
| there is no resurrection of the dead? | 12:06 | |
| If there is no resurrection of the dead, | 12:10 | |
| then Christ has not been raised. | 12:14 | |
| And if Christ has not been raised, | 12:18 | |
| then our proclamation has been in vein | 12:21 | |
| and your faith has been in vein. | 12:25 | |
| We are even found to be misrepresenting God | 12:30 | |
| because we testified of God that he raised Christ | 12:34 | |
| whom he did not raise | 12:40 | |
| if it is true that the dead are not raised. | 12:42 | |
| For if the dead are not raised, | 12:46 | |
| then Christ has not been raised. | 12:49 | |
| If Christ has not been raised, | 12:53 | |
| your faith is futile, | 12:56 | |
| and you are still in your sins. | 12:58 | |
| Then those also who have died in Christ have perished | 13:02 | |
| if for this life only, we have hoped in Christ, | 13:09 | |
| we are of all people, most to be pitied, | 13:14 | |
| but in fact, Christ has been raised from the dead, | 13:20 | |
| the first fruits of those who have died. | 13:26 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 13:32 | |
| C | Thanks be to God. | 13:36 |
| (organ music) | 13:54 | |
| ♪ O God who planted Eden well ♪ | 14:14 | |
| ♪ with trees both blest and cursed, ♪ | 14:19 | |
| ♪ yet would not thwart our human will ♪ | 14:24 | |
| ♪ when dazzled by the worst: ♪ | 14:30 | |
| ♪ from all the futile, fruitless sins ♪ | 14:35 | |
| ♪ we blame on age or youth, ♪ | 14:41 | |
| ♪ entice our souls to taste and see ♪ | 14:46 | |
| ♪ the goodness of your truth. ♪ | 14:52 | |
| ♪ O Spirit known in wind and flame, ♪ | 14:59 | |
| ♪ who kindled round a tree ♪ | 15:05 | |
| ♪ and from its unburnt leaves breathed forth ♪ | 15:11 | |
| ♪ with pow'r unnamed and free: ♪ | 15:16 | |
| ♪ as there you charged that Moses stand ♪ | 15:22 | |
| ♪ on holy ground unshod, ♪ | 15:27 | |
| ♪ unsheathe our guarded hearts and minds ♪ | 15:33 | |
| ♪ to feel and know our God. ♪ | 15:39 | |
| ♪ O Christ, once hailed with boughs of palm, ♪ | 15:47 | |
| ♪ soon fading to forlorn ♪ | 15:52 | |
| ♪ betrayal in an olive grove ♪ | 15:58 | |
| ♪ and mocking crown of thorn: ♪ | 16:04 | |
| ♪ help us to trust that seeds of hope ♪ | 16:10 | |
| ♪ root under weeds of strife, ♪ | 16:15 | |
| ♪ as from the cross that wrought your death ♪ | 16:21 | |
| ♪ has sprung our tree of life. ♪ | 16:26 | |
| ♪ Eternal Triune God of grace, ♪ | 16:33 | |
| ♪ bless us that we be made ♪ | 16:39 | |
| ♪ like fruitful trees beside a stream ♪ | 16:45 | |
| ♪ with leaves that never fade: ♪ | 16:51 | |
| ♪ establish us with wisdom's roots, ♪ | 16:57 | |
| ♪ our wayward growth remove, ♪ | 17:03 | |
| ♪ and nourish us with faith and hope ♪ | 17:08 | |
| ♪ to bear the fruit of love. ♪ | 17:14 | |
| - | In the words of this hymn, | 17:40 |
| unsheathe our guarded hearts and minds | 17:41 | |
| to know and to feel our God. | 17:44 | |
| Today's Gospel from Luke. | 17:49 | |
| He came down with them and stood on a level plain, | 17:55 | |
| but the great crowd of his disciples, | 18:00 | |
| a great multitude of people from all Judea | 18:02 | |
| and Jerusalem and Tyre and Sidon | 18:04 | |
| who came to hear him and to be healed of their diseases. | 18:07 | |
| And those who were troubled with unclean spirits were cured. | 18:13 | |
| All the crowd sought to touch him. | 18:17 | |
| For power came forth from him and he healed them all. | 18:20 | |
| And he lifted up his eyes upon his disciples and he said | 18:25 | |
| Blessed are you poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. | 18:29 | |
| Blessed are you who hunger now, for you shall be satisfied. | 18:36 | |
| Blessed are you that weep now, for you shall laugh. | 18:43 | |
| Blessed are you when they hate you | 18:49 | |
| and when they exclude you and revile you | 18:52 | |
| and cast your name as evil on account of the son of man. | 18:54 | |
| Rejoice in that day, | 19:00 | |
| leap for joy for behold your reward is great in heaven. | 19:01 | |
| For so the forebears did to the prophets. | 19:06 | |
| But woe to you who are rich, | 19:11 | |
| for you have received your consolation. | 19:15 | |
| Woe to you that are full now for you shall hunger. | 19:18 | |
| Woe to you that laugh now for you shall mourn and weep. | 19:25 | |
| Woe to you when all speak well of you, | 19:30 | |
| but so their fathers did to the false prophets. | 19:36 | |
| This is the word of the Lord. | 19:43 | |
| C | Thanks be to God. | 19:45 |
| - | Now I know that you do not feel as good as you look. | 19:57 |
| I know that though you're all | 20:04 | |
| well dressed and hair combed and seated neatly | 20:09 | |
| in row upon row of pews, | 20:13 | |
| that your life is probably not | 20:16 | |
| in as good an order as you look. | 20:19 | |
| I know some of you have come here this morning | 20:24 | |
| hoping for some word, some honest word | 20:29 | |
| to cut through the building and music | 20:33 | |
| and the platitudes and the cliches, | 20:37 | |
| and name your pain rightly. | 20:41 | |
| But I also know | 20:47 | |
| that there may be more of you that hoping that somehow | 20:49 | |
| through the music, the sermon, the hymns, the prayers, | 20:52 | |
| the building, we might be able to anesthetize you | 20:54 | |
| and take away some of the pain for just fifteen minutes. | 20:59 | |
| But I know because I know myself. | 21:06 | |
| I know your tricks for deceit and evasion | 21:10 | |
| because I've played them myself, | 21:15 | |
| as well as you, better. | 21:19 | |
| Now I am happy that I do not preach | 21:25 | |
| at the crystal cathedral. | 21:28 | |
| I am happy that I do not have to preach | 21:32 | |
| at one of those happy TV churches | 21:34 | |
| where everybody looks so good and so young | 21:41 | |
| and so successful, | 21:45 | |
| and where they seem to kill their clergy | 21:47 | |
| when they reach fifty and get gray. | 21:49 | |
| (congregation laughs) | 21:51 | |
| I am happy that I don't bear the burden | 21:55 | |
| of preaching to a congregation | 21:59 | |
| that measures Sunday on the basis of | 22:01 | |
| how good you grin after the service | 22:03 | |
| because all it takes is one cancer diagnosis | 22:08 | |
| or one anorexic daughter, | 22:14 | |
| or even a lousy grade in organic for that jig to be up. | 22:18 | |
| In our better moments, | 22:27 | |
| and sometimes even Sunday is one of our better moments. | 22:29 | |
| In our better moments, | 22:34 | |
| we sense that the pain that we feel | 22:36 | |
| is somehow interconnected. | 22:41 | |
| The pain that we feel and the pain that we deny | 22:43 | |
| is somehow linked up to some larger discomfort. | 22:47 | |
| The cancer, a tip | 22:54 | |
| that our consumptive environment is poisoning itself. | 22:58 | |
| The anorexia a kind of revolt | 23:04 | |
| against a world in which | 23:08 | |
| physical appearance means everything, | 23:10 | |
| and we are only what we consume. | 23:14 | |
| A people who bomb babies in Baghdad | 23:21 | |
| need not be surprised to pick up the Durham Morning Herald | 23:24 | |
| and find an epidemic of baby bashing right here in Durham. | 23:27 | |
| Our purely private pain | 23:35 | |
| may be indicative of larger public pathology. | 23:37 | |
| The secret personal disorders | 23:44 | |
| which you brought in here this morning to church, | 23:46 | |
| these aches and pains, | 23:51 | |
| they may tip you off that something is amiss | 23:53 | |
| in the larger world, something is being dismantled, | 23:56 | |
| something is being brought down. | 24:01 | |
| There's a possibility of reconstruction. | 24:03 | |
| Something is shifting, | 24:06 | |
| like an old man's aching knees | 24:10 | |
| that only ache when the weather is about to turn. | 24:13 | |
| In today's Gospel, Jesus comes down on a level place. | 24:21 | |
| He comes down out of the pulpit, | 24:25 | |
| and stands with people down on a level place. | 24:27 | |
| Some of you may have heard these words | 24:29 | |
| in Matthew 4 and you remember in Matthew 4, | 24:32 | |
| these words are spoken. | 24:37 | |
| Jesus goes up on a mountain. | 24:38 | |
| He goes up on a mountain to speak these words, | 24:40 | |
| but in Luke, Jesus comes down on a plain, | 24:42 | |
| he comes down out of the pulpit, he stands next to people | 24:46 | |
| shoulder to shoulder. | 24:49 | |
| He rubs shoulders with the people | 24:50 | |
| where he experiences their disease | 24:53 | |
| and their infirmities and their possessions | 24:56 | |
| and he heals them. | 24:59 | |
| And then he speaks. | 25:01 | |
| He begins to preach. | 25:07 | |
| "O how blessed are you, who are poor. | 25:11 | |
| "Blessed are you who weep. | 25:18 | |
| "You shall laugh. | 25:21 | |
| Lucky are those of you | 25:26 | |
| who are enough in touch with reality to feel the pain. | 25:29 | |
| Lucky if you've still got enough of your wits about you | 25:34 | |
| to be able to cry. | 25:37 | |
| Lucky, blessed are you who weep now. | 25:39 | |
| You shall laugh. | 25:43 | |
| Jesus came down into a level place | 25:47 | |
| and he immersed himself in the pain of humanity, | 25:51 | |
| and he summoned people to weep. | 25:58 | |
| Fortunate are those of you who are poor now. | 26:03 | |
| Lucky are those of you who are empty, | 26:07 | |
| who are hungry, | 26:10 | |
| who haven't got enough to make it and you know it. | 26:11 | |
| Blessed are you. | 26:16 | |
| You find yourself suffering from a kind of | 26:18 | |
| gnawing hunger that will not be satisfied. | 26:20 | |
| Lucky are you who weep. | 26:23 | |
| Don't reach for the Darvon, weep. | 26:25 | |
| Just lucky are you that weep. | 26:28 | |
| Lucky are you that weep? | 26:34 | |
| She told me, | 26:41 | |
| "You know, I'm surprised with the difficulty | 26:45 | |
| "that I've had getting over his death. | 26:47 | |
| "I think I'm making progress. | 26:50 | |
| "I get along fine for a few weeks, | 26:52 | |
| "and then I open this drawer, | 26:55 | |
| "I see this tattered photograph, | 26:57 | |
| "and I'm just undone. | 27:00 | |
| "I wish I could make more progress on this grief." | 27:05 | |
| And I said to her, | 27:10 | |
| "But you are." | 27:13 | |
| Oh I quickly learned as a pastor, | 27:17 | |
| that the only dangerous grief | 27:21 | |
| is the grief that's unable to grieve. | 27:23 | |
| The strong ones among us, | 27:28 | |
| the really strong ones are the ones able to weep, | 27:30 | |
| able to grieve. | 27:33 | |
| Or as a Duke undergraduate said it to me the other day, | 27:38 | |
| "We don't drink to have a good time. | 27:41 | |
| "We drink because we're not having a good time." | 27:44 | |
| It takes a lot of strength to be honest about the grief. | 27:50 | |
| When I went back into the parish ministry | 27:58 | |
| after a stint in seminary teaching, | 28:01 | |
| I was surprised, again, | 28:03 | |
| by how much time pastors spend with depressed people. | 28:05 | |
| Turns out there's an epidemic of depression. | 28:10 | |
| It's the modern American epidemic: we're depressed, | 28:14 | |
| and pastors spend a lot of time with depressed people. | 28:18 | |
| She called me early one morning, she said "Are you busy?" | 28:21 | |
| I said "No no, I'm just down here | 28:26 | |
| "waiting for someone to make my day." | 28:27 | |
| "Well could you come over? | 28:29 | |
| "I'm depressed." | 28:31 | |
| And when she would call, I would usually go over | 28:34 | |
| and we would talk, we would have prayer. | 28:36 | |
| I said "I'll come, I'm reading a book right now," | 28:39 | |
| "I'll come a little later." | 28:42 | |
| I was reading a book, | 28:43 | |
| a commentary on the prophet Jeremiah | 28:45 | |
| written by Walter Brueggemann | 28:49 | |
| who will preach here in two weeks, | 28:51 | |
| and no sooner had I put the telephone down, | 28:55 | |
| I was reading about the Prophet Jeremiah, | 28:57 | |
| and Brueggemann comments, | 29:00 | |
| "The prophets of Israel were not carping social critics. | 29:02 | |
| "They were not people who had some program | 29:05 | |
| "to push on the government for human betterment. | 29:08 | |
| "No, they were poets." | 29:10 | |
| All they had were just words, | 29:14 | |
| the prophets of Israel, just words, | 29:16 | |
| and through these words, | 29:18 | |
| they attempted to get people to grieve. | 29:20 | |
| The first prophetic move is grief-- | 29:26 | |
| just to let people grieve. | 29:30 | |
| And in grieving, to weep. | 29:33 | |
| And in weeping to let go, | 29:35 | |
| to acknowledge publicly something is wrong. | 29:37 | |
| Oh, later the prophets want people to | 29:44 | |
| catch a new vision for Israel, | 29:46 | |
| but you can't catch a new vision, | 29:49 | |
| Brueggemann said, as long as you're holding on to the old, | 29:51 | |
| and so prophets tried to wrench loose our grip | 29:54 | |
| to help us to grieve. | 29:57 | |
| By the time I got to her house that afternoon, | 29:59 | |
| I had very different pastoral care to offer. | 30:02 | |
| I said, "You know, I confess, | 30:06 | |
| "I've been dealing with you like you were sick or something. | 30:08 | |
| "I'm sorry. | 30:11 | |
| "You're a nice intelligent woman. | 30:15 | |
| "It appears that you have figured out | 30:18 | |
| "that all is not well in Greenville. | 30:19 | |
| "That's progress. | 30:23 | |
| "There's a lot of people who think | 30:25 | |
| "this is the best of all possible worlds. | 30:26 | |
| "This is a great place to live. | 30:28 | |
| "You, on the other hand, have realized something is wrong. | 30:30 | |
| "Something is out of sync. | 30:32 | |
| "You're grieving--that's good. | 30:33 | |
| "You may be about to make a move. | 30:37 | |
| "Go ahead, let go if you want to. | 30:42 | |
| "Maybe God can help you let go of the status quo | 30:48 | |
| "and help you move somewhere else, into some new future." | 30:52 | |
| Tears may be the beginning of health. | 30:59 | |
| "Seeing the joy of this bubble-brained world," | 31:07 | |
| wrote the poet Auden, | 31:10 | |
| "I thank God I could be unhappy." | 31:13 | |
| Or, as Jesus put it, "Lucky are you who weep now." | 31:19 | |
| Lucky if you sense somewhere down deep | 31:26 | |
| that something seems to be dying. | 31:28 | |
| Lucky, fortunate because the pain in your private life | 31:30 | |
| may be foretaste of some larger cosmic social dismantling. | 31:34 | |
| For Jesus it is clear | 31:42 | |
| that there was something much more dangerous than tears. | 31:43 | |
| It was a dangerous deception | 31:48 | |
| that this world is stable and secure, | 31:50 | |
| the best of all possible worlds-- | 31:52 | |
| "Don't worry; be happy." | 31:54 | |
| He warns in dark words of that deception. | 31:57 | |
| Woe to you who are happy. | 32:01 | |
| Woe to you who laugh now. | 32:05 | |
| Woe to you if you feel too good, | 32:09 | |
| if you're settled too comfortably | 32:11 | |
| with the way that things are. | 32:13 | |
| Against such self-congratulatory, self-deception, | 32:15 | |
| Jesus hurls a prophetic word: | 32:19 | |
| Woe to you | 32:21 | |
| that laugh now, | 32:24 | |
| and lucky are you that weep. | 32:30 | |
| Now I have noted, if you are say, twenty-one, twenty-two, | 32:35 | |
| on the verge of graduation, | 32:39 | |
| many of you are on the verge of tears. | 32:43 | |
| Well what's the matter with you? | 32:46 | |
| You oughta be happy, you're getting out of this place. | 32:48 | |
| May I suggest to you this morning that your dis-ease | 32:52 | |
| may be the intelligent creative response | 32:56 | |
| to our present dilemma? | 33:01 | |
| Maybe? | 33:07 | |
| Maybe we are awakening out of our great national daydream. | 33:09 | |
| If you are nineteen or twenty years old, | 33:16 | |
| there is evidence that you have been raised | 33:19 | |
| by the most selfish generation ever to rule this country. | 33:21 | |
| In the 70's and the 80's and the 90's, | 33:28 | |
| we have squandered your inheritance, | 33:31 | |
| run up an unbelievable deficit, | 33:36 | |
| and stolen from your children and your grandchildren. | 33:39 | |
| And we called it prosperity. | 33:44 | |
| And there are a few of you who are smart enough to know | 33:49 | |
| that an old world appears to be ending. | 33:51 | |
| That old American white male, | 33:55 | |
| Ronald Reagan, Milton Friedman, | 33:57 | |
| George Will, Robert Schuyler world | 33:58 | |
| it may be just sort of dismantling. | 34:01 | |
| And you grieve, of course, | 34:05 | |
| because sometimes it feels like something secure, | 34:07 | |
| and even precious is being ripped off. | 34:09 | |
| You face commencement with a sense of loss, | 34:15 | |
| a sense of uncertainty, not sure of what tomorrow may bring. | 34:17 | |
| Well we're told that we have a number of choices. | 34:26 | |
| We can get pessimistic and despairing, | 34:32 | |
| or we can engage our mechanisms for denial | 34:37 | |
| and blame it on the Japanese, | 34:40 | |
| tear up a Toyota. | 34:42 | |
| I have come before you this morning to announce another way. | 34:47 | |
| Jesus offers another choice. | 34:53 | |
| These words were spoken amidst the ruins of Jerusalem. | 34:59 | |
| The devastation of a destroyed temple. | 35:03 | |
| The rubble of the first demise | 35:08 | |
| of Western civilization called Imperial Rome. | 35:11 | |
| And Jesus's word is this: | 35:16 | |
| lucky if you can embrace the loss, | 35:18 | |
| if you can touch the pain, if you can weep. | 35:22 | |
| And then the great evangelistic promise: | 35:25 | |
| you shall laugh. | 35:28 | |
| Yes, you shall. | 35:31 | |
| You shall sing, you shall rejoice. | 35:32 | |
| You shall see a new world being offered | 35:35 | |
| among the rubble and the ruin. | 35:38 | |
| And you cannot hear that powerful new word, | 35:42 | |
| unless it's out beyond, | 35:44 | |
| somewhere out of that territory beyond grief embraced. | 35:46 | |
| Cause if you hope too soon, if you laugh too early, | 35:51 | |
| this is self-deception. | 35:56 | |
| The reduction of Christian hope | 36:00 | |
| to November campaign fluff. | 36:03 | |
| Weep now, that you may laugh later. | 36:08 | |
| What you're hearing Jesus say here, | 36:15 | |
| I think, is a great affirmation of faith. | 36:17 | |
| Of faith that God gives life and God gives hope. | 36:21 | |
| Confidence in the midst of your chemotherapy. | 36:25 | |
| Confidence in the midst of your IBM interview. | 36:30 | |
| The gospel lesson does not tell us how, | 36:34 | |
| it just asserts what is: | 36:37 | |
| God gives life and hope. | 36:39 | |
| And I don't know which side of that equation | 36:42 | |
| is harder for us to believe. | 36:45 | |
| Laugh now and then cry later, | 36:48 | |
| or cry now so that we can laugh later. | 36:52 | |
| We academic types, I think, | 36:57 | |
| are prone to a kind of easy pessimism | 36:59 | |
| which masquerades as great intelligence. | 37:02 | |
| I think most of us are willing to speak of the loss, | 37:07 | |
| but we don't have the guts to name the hope. | 37:11 | |
| Humor, laughter, is therefore considered to be inappropriate | 37:17 | |
| for serious academic discourse. | 37:23 | |
| But Jesus says that laughter | 37:27 | |
| is the fruit of a serious engagement with the dead | 37:31 | |
| and the denial, a movement on the way | 37:34 | |
| to God's life-giving promise. | 37:37 | |
| You will laugh, Jesus says, | 37:40 | |
| not out of some bubble brained program | 37:43 | |
| for human betterment or self-esteem. | 37:45 | |
| You'll laugh simply because God is alive | 37:49 | |
| and God is busy puttering about | 37:52 | |
| the ruins of the Reagan years, | 37:55 | |
| getting ready to bring newness | 37:57 | |
| to those who can look for it. | 38:00 | |
| Of course I'll admit that | 38:04 | |
| with the promise of Jesus is a dark warning. | 38:05 | |
| If you laugh now, you may end up crying. | 38:10 | |
| If you're too rich right now, | 38:15 | |
| you may end up very poor. | 38:18 | |
| If you're filled now, you'll get to be empty later. | 38:21 | |
| If you spend too much energy thinking positively | 38:27 | |
| about what is, | 38:29 | |
| you won't be open to receive what will be. | 38:31 | |
| If you clutch too tightly to what you've got, | 38:34 | |
| you won't be open for the gift that God gives. | 38:36 | |
| You will laugh. | 38:41 | |
| Weep now. | 38:45 | |
| Is this true? | 38:50 | |
| Is it true that we must, | 38:52 | |
| like the recovering alcoholic in AA, | 38:53 | |
| hit bottom, go down, let go and cry it out | 38:56 | |
| before we can hope for help? | 39:00 | |
| Is it true that our future | 39:05 | |
| is not to be had by cautious careful retrenchment, | 39:08 | |
| but rather the result of God's joyful, playful gift? | 39:15 | |
| Yes, says the church, yes. | 39:23 | |
| The prophets have not lied to us. | 39:28 | |
| Yes, you shall laugh. | 39:30 | |
| Joy is the gift of God on the other side of grief. | 39:33 | |
| A gift of a God who is not limited | 39:37 | |
| by our myopic merely human vision. | 39:40 | |
| Yes, Sunday morning is a bold pushy move | 39:43 | |
| out beyond the tears. | 39:46 | |
| A bold venturing force beyond the present data. | 39:48 | |
| Without Sunday, all we've got is | 39:52 | |
| a kind of hopeless grief bereft in a world | 39:55 | |
| left to our own devices, | 39:59 | |
| or the temporary diversion of basketball. | 40:02 | |
| It just makes a lot of difference, | 40:06 | |
| is God alive or not? | 40:08 | |
| If God is not alive, | 40:10 | |
| then Jesus's talk of laughter is foolish. | 40:11 | |
| Yes, God wills the dismantling, | 40:19 | |
| the letting go. | 40:24 | |
| He works within it. | 40:26 | |
| You shall laugh, you shall laugh just like Sarah laughed. | 40:28 | |
| But not before she cried when she was told | 40:34 | |
| that though she was past ninety | 40:36 | |
| she was going to give birth to her first-born child. | 40:38 | |
| She cried. | 40:40 | |
| But then nine months later, she laughed when she did. | 40:42 | |
| You will weep now like the disciples | 40:48 | |
| who wept when Jesus told them, | 40:52 | |
| "I'm going away from you to prepare another place for you." | 40:53 | |
| But then they laughed on Easter when he returned. | 40:56 | |
| Oh believe the blessed beatific promise: | 41:02 | |
| the way to laughter leads first through loss. | 41:07 | |
| It always begins in grief; | 41:14 | |
| we believe it inevitably shall end in joy-- | 41:16 | |
| when God turns tears to laughter | 41:22 | |
| and the holy joke is on us. | 41:27 | |
| (organ music) | 41:40 | |
| ♪ Oh day of peace that dearly shines ♪ | 42:43 | |
| ♪ Through all our hopes and prayers and dreams ♪ | 42:49 | |
| ♪ Guide us to justice, truth and love ♪ | 42:56 | |
| ♪ Delivered from our selfish schemes ♪ | 43:03 | |
| ♪ May swords of hate fall from our hands ♪ | 43:09 | |
| ♪ Our hearts from envy find release ♪ | 43:15 | |
| ♪ Till by God's grace our warring world ♪ | 43:22 | |
| ♪ Shall see Christ's promised reign of peace ♪ | 43:29 | |
| ♪ Then shall the world dwell with the Lamb ♪ | 43:48 | |
| ♪ Nor shall the fears devour the small ♪ | 43:55 | |
| ♪ As beast and cattle calmly graze ♪ | 44:02 | |
| ♪ A little Child shall lead them home ♪ | 44:08 | |
| ♪ Then the meek shall learn to love ♪ | 44:15 | |
| ♪ All creatures find their true accord ♪ | 44:21 | |
| ♪ The hope of peace shall be fulfilled ♪ | 44:28 | |
| ♪ For all the earth shall know the Lord ♪ | 44:34 | |
| - | The Lord be with you. | 44:45 |
| C | And also with you. | 44:47 |
| - | Let us pray. | 44:49 |
| O God of tears and laughter, | 45:00 | |
| the truth of your word startles our world, | 45:03 | |
| topples our securities, upsets our thinking, | 45:08 | |
| brings us to our knees. | 45:13 | |
| Before you we see the meaninglessness of our own life. | 45:17 | |
| The sin which has brought us | 45:21 | |
| down the path of futility and regret. | 45:23 | |
| We confess that our sin is a symptom | 45:27 | |
| of the greater disorder in our world. | 45:30 | |
| The disorders in our government, | 45:33 | |
| in our society, the ache in our hearts, | 45:36 | |
| the tears in our eyes. | 45:41 | |
| Help us to know that we have not lost our souls, | 45:43 | |
| that we have not lost the ability to feel | 45:47 | |
| and identify with the despair in our world. | 45:50 | |
| With the empty faces and stomachs that we see every day | 45:55 | |
| on our TV screens, in our work places, on our city streets. | 46:00 | |
| And so with unsteady voices, we raise our petitions to you | 46:07 | |
| on behalf of ourselves | 46:13 | |
| and our brothers and sisters around the world. | 46:16 | |
| We thank you, O God, for bringing us to judgment, | 46:20 | |
| to knowing that your love | 46:24 | |
| strikes us down before it raises us up. | 46:25 | |
| Thank you for exposing | 46:30 | |
| the broken and scattered pieces of our lives | 46:31 | |
| and for showing us that transformation is possible. | 46:35 | |
| Thank you for your forgiving love | 46:40 | |
| that delivers us from the meanness in our own selves. | 46:42 | |
| Thank you for showing us the agony in our world, | 46:48 | |
| for piercing our hearts | 46:51 | |
| with the knowledge of the pain out there beyond our selves. | 46:53 | |
| Instead of wringing our hands in desperation, | 46:59 | |
| we thank you that we can throw ourselves at your feet. | 47:02 | |
| We thank you that you raise us up | 47:07 | |
| with a vision of your kingdom, | 47:09 | |
| a place of blessedness where there are no tears, | 47:12 | |
| no heartaches, no death. | 47:16 | |
| And in this knowledge we ask for strength, | 47:20 | |
| to join you in ministering to those who have lost their way, | 47:23 | |
| to those who are paralyzed with fear of life. | 47:28 | |
| To those too weak of body or spirit to hold a job, | 47:32 | |
| to have a home, or to provide for the needs of their family. | 47:38 | |
| We ask for strength to join you | 47:43 | |
| in ministering to those who wrong their neighbors | 47:45 | |
| and cheat their country. | 47:48 | |
| To those whose service to their community is a mockery, | 47:50 | |
| to those who cannot or will not work toward peace. | 47:55 | |
| To those addicted to a life of misery and crime, | 48:00 | |
| We ask you for strength, | 48:05 | |
| O God to join you in ministering to those | 48:07 | |
| who have lost loved ones, | 48:09 | |
| to those who have lost their health. | 48:11 | |
| To those who are dying, | 48:15 | |
| to those who face grave dangers and difficult decisions. | 48:17 | |
| Bless us, O God with hope, with song, with laughter. | 48:23 | |
| Bless us with the strength to move out into the world | 48:29 | |
| bearing the good news of your joyous kingdom. | 48:33 | |
| Confident that you are a God | 48:37 | |
| who in truth and love surpasses in power | 48:39 | |
| the crippling sway of death through the hope of your son, | 48:44 | |
| Jesus Christ, in whose name we pray, Amen. | 48:49 | |
| And now in faithful response to God's love for us, | 48:57 | |
| may we bring our offerings to God | 49:01 | |
| to enrich the lives of the impoverished, | 49:04 | |
| and to bring God's creative light to our children. | 49:07 | |
| (organ music) | 49:15 | |
| ♪ Sing to the Lord ♪ | 50:34 | |
| ♪ Sing to the Lord ♪ | 50:44 | |
| ♪ Sing to the Lord ♪ | 51:00 | |
| ♪ Sing to the Lord no threadbare song. ♪ | 51:08 | |
| (organ music) | 52:47 | |
| ♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 53:25 | |
| ♪ Praise God all creatures here below ♪ | 53:32 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 53:38 | |
| ♪ Praise God the holy heavenly host ♪ | 53:46 | |
| ♪ Praise God the son and Holy Ghost ♪ | 53:52 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 54:00 | |
| (choir vocalizes) | 54:28 | |
| Speaker | And now with the confidence of children of God, | 56:08 |
| let us pray the prayer our Lord taught us to pray saying | 56:12 | |
| - | [Speaker And Congregation] Our Father, | 56:17 |
| who art in heaven, | 56:18 | |
| hallowed be thy name; | 56:20 | |
| thy kingdom come; | 56:22 | |
| thy will be done | 56:24 | |
| on earth as it is in heaven. | 56:26 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread; | 56:29 | |
| and forgive us our trespasses | 56:31 | |
| as we forgive those who trespass against us; | 56:34 | |
| and lead us not into temptation, | 56:38 | |
| but deliver us from evil. | 56:40 | |
| For thine is the kingdom, | 56:42 | |
| the power and the glory forever, | 56:44 | |
| Amen. | 56:48 | |
| - | And now may we go forth as God's people | 56:50 |
| forgiven, healed, brought down, and lifted up, | 56:53 | |
| fed strengthened and empowered | 56:58 | |
| and may our weeping and rejoicing bind us together, | 57:01 | |
| uniting us for service in the name of the father | 57:05 | |
| and of the son and of the Holy Spirit. | 57:09 | |
| Choir | Amen, amen. | 57:16 |
| (organ music) | 57:58 | |
| ♪ God the Spirit, guide and guardian, ♪ | 58:52 | |
| ♪ wind-sped flame and hovering dove, ♪ | 58:59 | |
| ♪ breath of life and voice of prophets, ♪ | 59:06 | |
| ♪ sign of blessing, power of love: ♪ | 59:13 | |
| ♪ give to those who lead your people ♪ | 59:20 | |
| ♪ fresh anointing of your grace; ♪ | 59:27 | |
| ♪ send them forth as bold apostles ♪ | 59:34 | |
| ♪ to your Church in every place. ♪ | 59:41 | |
| ♪ Christ our Savior, Sovereign, Shepherd, ♪ | 59:51 | |
| ♪ Word-made-flesh, Love crucified, ♪ | 59:58 | |
| ♪ teacher, healer, suffering Servant, ♪ | 1:00:05 | |
| ♪ friend of sinners, foe of pride: ♪ | 1:00:12 | |
| ♪ in your tending may all pastors ♪ | 1:00:19 | |
| ♪ learn and live a Shepherd's care; ♪ | 1:00:26 | |
| ♪ grant them courage and compassion ♪ | 1:00:33 | |
| ♪ shown through word and deed and prayer. ♪ | 1:00:41 | |
| ♪ Great Creator, Life-bestower, ♪ | 1:00:50 | |
| ♪ Truth beyond all thought's recall, ♪ | 1:00:57 | |
| ♪ fount of wisdom, womb of mercy, ♪ | 1:01:04 | |
| ♪ giving and forgiving all: ♪ | 1:01:11 | |
| ♪ as you know our strength and weakness, ♪ | 1:01:19 | |
| ♪ so may those the Church exalts ♪ | 1:01:26 | |
| ♪ oversee her life steadfastly ♪ | 1:01:33 | |
| ♪ yet not overlook her faults. ♪ | 1:01:40 | |
| ♪ Triune God, mysterious Being, ♪ | 1:01:49 | |
| ♪ undivided and diverse, ♪ | 1:01:56 | |
| ♪ deeper than our minds can fathom, ♪ | 1:02:03 | |
| ♪ greater than our creeds rehearse: ♪ | 1:02:10 | |
| ♪ help us in our varied callings ♪ | 1:02:17 | |
| ♪ your full image to proclaim, ♪ | 1:02:24 | |
| ♪ that our ministries uniting ♪ | 1:02:31 | |
| ♪ may give glory to your Name. ♪ | 1:02:38 | |
| (organ music) | 1:02:50 |
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