William H. Willimon - "What Are You Doing Here?" (January 14, 1990)
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(soft organ music) | 0:00 | |
- | Good morning, and welcome to this service of worship | 0:44 |
on the second Sunday after Epiphany. | 0:47 | |
Tonight, here in the chapel, at 6:00 p.m., | 0:51 | |
we shall have a service of commemoration and celebration | 0:55 | |
of the work of Dr. Martin Luther King. | 0:58 | |
The service has been formed | 1:02 | |
by our own black campus minister, John Wilson. | 1:05 | |
John will be our lector for today's service. | 1:10 | |
Dr. C. Eric Lincoln will be speaking. | 1:14 | |
The North Carolina Central Choir | 1:18 | |
along with the Duke Chorale will be singing, | 1:20 | |
and it'll be a great service here this evening. | 1:22 | |
And because this is the first Sunday of a new semester, | 1:27 | |
we have our choir back with us, | 1:30 | |
the choir got together for rehearsal all yesterday morning | 1:32 | |
and again this morning, and they are the element | 1:37 | |
that makes worship in Duke Chapel so special. | 1:42 | |
We're glad they're back with us. | 1:45 | |
Now, let us continue the worship of God. | 1:47 | |
♪ In thee is gladness ♪ | 1:54 | |
♪ Amid all sadness ♪ | 1:56 | |
♪ Jesus sunshine of my heart ♪ | 1:59 | |
♪ By thee are given the gifts of heaven ♪ | 2:04 | |
♪ Thou the true redeemer art ♪ | 2:09 | |
♪ Our souls thou makest ♪ | 2:15 | |
♪ Our bonds thou breakest ♪ | 2:17 | |
♪ Who trusts thee surely hath built securely ♪ | 2:20 | |
♪ And stands forever ♪ | 2:25 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 2:28 | |
♪ Our hearts are pining to see thy shining ♪ | 2:31 | |
♪ Dying or living to thee are cleaving ♪ | 2:36 | |
♪ Naught can us sever ♪ | 2:42 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 2:45 | |
(majestic organ music) | 2:50 | |
♪ The first noel ♪ | 3:38 | |
♪ The angels did say ♪ | 3:41 | |
♪ Was to certain poor shepherds ♪ | 3:45 | |
♪ In fields as they lay ♪ | 3:49 | |
♪ In fields where they ♪ | 3:53 | |
♪ Lay keeping their sheep ♪ | 3:57 | |
♪ On a cold winter's night ♪ | 4:01 | |
♪ That was so deep ♪ | 4:05 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 4:09 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 4:12 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 4:14 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 4:16 | |
♪ Born is the king of Israel ♪ | 4:18 | |
♪ They looked and saw ♪ | 4:29 | |
♪ And saw a star ♪ | 4:33 | |
♪ Shining in the East ♪ | 4:37 | |
♪ Beyond them far ♪ | 4:41 | |
♪ And to the earth it gave great light ♪ | 4:45 | |
♪ And so it continued both day and night ♪ | 4:53 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:02 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:04 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:06 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:08 | |
♪ Born is the king of Israel ♪ | 5:11 | |
♪ And by the light of that same star ♪ | 5:21 | |
♪ Three wise men came from country far ♪ | 5:29 | |
♪ To seek for a king was their intent ♪ | 5:37 | |
♪ And to follow that star wherever it went ♪ | 5:46 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:54 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:56 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 5:59 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 6:01 | |
♪ Born is the king of Israel ♪ | 6:04 | |
♪ This star drew nigh to the northwest ♪ | 6:14 | |
♪ O'er Bethlehem it took its rest ♪ | 6:22 | |
♪ And there it did both stop and stay ♪ | 6:30 | |
♪ Right over the place where Jesus lay ♪ | 6:39 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 6:47 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 6:49 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 6:51 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 6:54 | |
♪ Born is the king of Israel ♪ | 6:56 | |
(majestic organ music) | 7:05 | |
♪ Then entered in those wise men three ♪ | 7:47 | |
♪ Full reverently upon the knee ♪ | 7:54 | |
♪ And offered there in his presence ♪ | 8:03 | |
♪ Their gold and myrrh and frankincense ♪ | 8:11 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 8:20 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 8:22 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 8:24 | |
♪ Noel ♪ | 8:26 | |
♪ Born is the king of Israel ♪ | 8:29 | |
- | Almighty God, whose Son our Savior, Jesus Christ | 8:45 |
is the light of the world, grant that thy people, | 8:49 | |
illumined by the word and sacraments | 8:53 | |
may shine with the radiance of Christ's glory, | 8:56 | |
that he may be known, worshiped and obeyed | 8:59 | |
to the ends of the earth, through the same Jesus Christ | 9:02 | |
our Lord, who with thee and the Holy Spirit, | 9:05 | |
liveth and reigneth, one God, now and forever, amen. | 9:09 | |
(congregation shuffling) | 9:16 | |
- | Let us join in unison for our prayer for illumination. | 9:25 |
All | Open our hearts and minds, O God, | 9:30 |
by the power of your Holy Spirit, | 9:34 | |
so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 9:36 | |
we might hear with joy what you say to us this day, amen. | 9:40 | |
Our first lesson is found in the book of Isaiah. | 9:46 | |
The servant of God speaks through the prophet Isaiah. | 9:52 | |
Listen to me, O coastlands, | 9:58 | |
and hearken, you nations from afar. | 10:00 | |
The Lord called me from the womb, | 10:03 | |
and from the body of my mother, God named my name. | 10:06 | |
God made my mouth like a sharp sword, | 10:12 | |
in the shadow of God's hands, I was hidden. | 10:16 | |
God made me a polished arrow, | 10:21 | |
in the quiver I was hidden away. | 10:24 | |
And God said to me, "You are my servant, | 10:27 | |
"Israel, in whom I will be glorified." | 10:30 | |
But I said, "I have labored in vain, | 10:34 | |
"I have spent my strength for nothing and vanity, | 10:38 | |
"yet surely my right is with the Lord, | 10:43 | |
"and my recompense with my God." | 10:47 | |
And now the Lord says, | 10:51 | |
who formed me from the womb to be God's servant, | 10:52 | |
to bring Jacob back to God, | 10:55 | |
and that Israel might be gathered to God, | 10:58 | |
for I am honored in the eyes of the Lord, | 11:01 | |
and my God has become my strength, | 11:04 | |
God says, "It is too light a thing | 11:07 | |
"that you should be my servant | 11:10 | |
"to raise up the tribes of Jacob | 11:12 | |
"and to restore the preserved of Israel. | 11:16 | |
"I will give you as a light to the nations, | 11:21 | |
"that my salvation may reach to the end of the earth." | 11:25 | |
Thus says the Lord, the Redeemer of Israel | 11:31 | |
and Israel's Holy One, | 11:34 | |
to one deeply despised, abhorred by the nations, | 11:36 | |
the servant of rulers, "Monarchs shall see and arise, | 11:41 | |
"rulers, and they shall prostrate before them, | 11:46 | |
"because of the Lord, who is faithful, | 11:50 | |
"the Holy One of Israel, who has chosen you." | 11:53 | |
This concludes the reading of the first lesson. | 11:57 | |
Our second lesson is found in First Corinthians. | 12:02 | |
Paul, called by the will of God | 12:08 | |
to be an apostle of Christ Jesus, | 12:12 | |
and our brother Sosthenes, to the church of God | 12:15 | |
which is at Corinth, to those sanctified in Christ Jesus, | 12:19 | |
called to be saints, together with all those | 12:25 | |
in every place who call on the name | 12:29 | |
of our Lord Jesus Christ, both theirs and ours. | 12:32 | |
Grace to you, and peace from God our Father, | 12:37 | |
and from the Lord Jesus Christ. | 12:41 | |
I give thanks to God always for you | 12:44 | |
because of the grace of God which was given you | 12:47 | |
in Christ Jesus, that in every way, | 12:50 | |
you were enriched in Christ with all speech | 12:54 | |
and all knowledge, even as the testimony to Christ | 12:58 | |
was confirmed among you. | 13:02 | |
So that you are not lacking in any spiritual gift, | 13:05 | |
as you wait for the revealing of our Lord Jesus Christ, | 13:09 | |
who will sustain you to the end, | 13:13 | |
guiltless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. | 13:17 | |
Indeed, God is faithful, by whom you were called | 13:21 | |
into the community of God, Jesus Christ, our Lord. | 13:25 | |
Our gospel lesson will be found | 13:32 | |
in the Gospel according to Saint John, | 13:35 | |
John the Baptist identifies Jesus as the lamb of God. | 13:38 | |
John saw Jesus approaching and said, | 13:44 | |
"Behold, the lamb of God, | 13:47 | |
"who takes away the sin of the world. | 13:50 | |
"This is the one of whom I said, | 13:54 | |
"after me comes a person who ranks before me, | 13:57 | |
"for that one was before me. | 14:01 | |
"I myself did not know who it was, | 14:04 | |
"but for this I came baptizing with water, | 14:07 | |
"that the one who was to come might be revealed to Israel." | 14:11 | |
And John bore witness, "I saw the Spirit descend | 14:17 | |
"as a dove from heaven, and it remained on Jesus. | 14:22 | |
"I myself did not know who it was, | 14:27 | |
"but the one who sent me to baptize with water | 14:32 | |
"said unto me, the person on whom you see the Spirit | 14:35 | |
"descend and remain, this is the one | 14:39 | |
"who baptizes with the Holy Spirit. | 14:44 | |
"And I have seen and have borne witness | 14:47 | |
"that this is the Son of God." | 14:52 | |
Thus concludes the reading of the gospel. | 14:56 | |
The word of God, for the people of God. | 14:58 | |
- | The Lord called me. | 15:11 |
He named my name. | 15:15 | |
My office door opened and this young man entered | 15:19 | |
and he plopped down in a chair, | 15:24 | |
and without even a word of introduction, asked | 15:26 | |
"How did you know that you were supposed to be a preacher? | 15:32 | |
"Was there some voice? | 15:38 | |
"Did you take a test?" | 15:41 | |
"Who sent you here?" I asked. | 15:44 | |
"Did Dr. Brody send you over here?" | 15:47 | |
No, he was there for himself, and of course, | 15:51 | |
he really wasn't all that interested | 15:54 | |
in how I got there, but more so, | 15:57 | |
he wanted to know how he could get somewhere. | 16:02 | |
How do you know what you are supposed to do with your life? | 16:09 | |
We're talking about calling, about vocation. | 16:14 | |
At any given moment, it is the question | 16:20 | |
of about 89% of all people walking across the Duke campus. | 16:22 | |
The vocational question. | 16:28 | |
What should I do next year? | 16:32 | |
Should I be in law or graduate school? | 16:37 | |
Where will I be in the fall of 1990? | 16:41 | |
Here in church, it's Epiphany. | 16:46 | |
The season when we celebrate the revelation of Christ | 16:49 | |
and the call, that baptismal call of God upon Jesus. | 16:53 | |
But here at Duke, it's the post-Christmas, | 17:01 | |
second semester senior class panic season. | 17:04 | |
The season when we try to think of somewhere to go | 17:09 | |
after Duke in order to convince our parents | 17:12 | |
that they have not wasted their money on Duke tuition. | 17:15 | |
I know there's someone out there who's seated | 17:20 | |
down at the dinner table, in the days after Christmas, | 17:22 | |
and to whom was said, A major in art history | 17:28 | |
is all well and good, my dear, | 17:33 | |
but what do you plan to do to make money? | 17:35 | |
We envy, therefore, Isaiah's claim, | 17:40 | |
when he says that he knew what God wanted him to do | 17:44 | |
from the womb, from the body of my mother, he named my name. | 17:47 | |
And we wonder how Paul could say in today's epistle, | 17:55 | |
that he was called by the will of God | 17:59 | |
to be an apostle of Christ Jesus, | 18:02 | |
or how John the Baptist could say | 18:05 | |
in today's gospel, that he knew | 18:07 | |
that he was called to baptize. | 18:09 | |
From the womb. | 18:14 | |
Early, from the body of my mother, | 18:17 | |
he named my name, said Isaiah. | 18:20 | |
And we wonder how that could be. | 18:27 | |
A voice, Gloria, get thee | 18:30 | |
to a prestigious Eastern law school | 18:33 | |
and study corporate taxation. | 18:35 | |
John, called by the will of God | 18:39 | |
to be a professor of Latin American history. | 18:40 | |
Alice, sent by God to clone genes. | 18:44 | |
Isaiah said that he was called from the first. | 18:50 | |
His name was on God's list from, | 18:54 | |
the Lord called me from the womb, | 18:57 | |
from the body of my mother, he named my name, | 19:00 | |
he made my mouth to be a sharp-edged sword. | 19:03 | |
In the shadow of his hand, he hid me, like a polished arrow. | 19:08 | |
You don't hear vocational claims like that | 19:15 | |
being made much these days, do you? | 19:18 | |
For us, the notion of call, of vocation, | 19:22 | |
has been reduced to something that you do | 19:28 | |
because you chose to do it. | 19:31 | |
I am here because I decided to be here, we say. | 19:36 | |
I just can't make up my mind | 19:44 | |
over what to do with my life. | 19:48 | |
This rather odd modern notion of call | 19:54 | |
is the result of our modern infatuation with autonomy. | 19:58 | |
Do your own thing, self-actualize, | 20:03 | |
self-assert, self-fulfill. | 20:06 | |
Our society elevates the uncalled life. | 20:10 | |
A life which is referred to no purpose beyond one's self. | 20:15 | |
I am where I am because I listen to my voice. | 20:20 | |
I gotta be me. | 20:25 | |
There is no direction in life other than the one | 20:27 | |
that originates within me. | 20:29 | |
We have, says Erik Erikson, made ourselves | 20:33 | |
into our own favored children. | 20:38 | |
A stubborn ideology of autonomy deludes us | 20:43 | |
into thinking that there is no voice | 20:48 | |
to be spoken over our lives, | 20:53 | |
no voice more significant than our own. | 20:55 | |
It's hard to hear a voice | 21:03 | |
when we're listening only to ourselves. | 21:07 | |
We can't imagine a voice, you are my servant, | 21:12 | |
in whom I will be glorified. | 21:15 | |
But perhaps that's why we do identify | 21:20 | |
with the rest of the text from Isaiah, | 21:23 | |
where the prophet, in despair, says, | 21:28 | |
"I have labored in vain, | 21:30 | |
"I have spent my life for nothing but vanity." | 21:33 | |
It's hard to hear the voice of another | 21:40 | |
speaking over our lives, penetrating the uterine wall, | 21:44 | |
for we are so busy speaking to ourselves. | 21:48 | |
When he talked to himself, | 21:53 | |
Isaiah heard that voice of despair. | 21:54 | |
I have labored in vain, I have spent my life for nothing, | 22:00 | |
Perhaps depression, despair, is the result | 22:05 | |
of self-derived vocation, | 22:09 | |
because one finds eventually that a self-initiated call | 22:13 | |
is no match for the vicissitudes of life, | 22:18 | |
because when I base my life and my choice of direction | 22:23 | |
and my expenditure of myself solely | 22:28 | |
on what I want to do with my life, | 22:30 | |
I set myself up for despair. | 22:35 | |
Because my wants are fickle. | 22:38 | |
They twist and they turn with the wind. | 22:42 | |
I usually choose based on my assessment | 22:46 | |
of possibilities for happiness. | 22:51 | |
But no path ensures continual happiness, | 22:54 | |
and so what do you do then, we ask. | 22:59 | |
Gosh, perhaps I chose wrongly. | 23:03 | |
I wonder if I had all the facts. | 23:05 | |
Is this really what I want to do? | 23:08 | |
I have labored in vain, I have spent myself for nothing. | 23:14 | |
Or worse, we come to admit that we are here | 23:22 | |
simply because we were put here. | 23:26 | |
There really isn't vocation, no. | 23:30 | |
In the modern world, it's all a matter | 23:33 | |
of sociological, economic, racial, gender determination. | 23:35 | |
You are here because you are stuck here. | 23:40 | |
This summer, there was a TV program | 23:44 | |
about gangs in Los Angeles, | 23:46 | |
about youth gangs in Los Angeles, | 23:51 | |
but when the reporter got around | 23:53 | |
to interviewing gang members, | 23:55 | |
he wasn't interviewing young people, | 23:57 | |
he was interviewing men in their 30s, | 23:58 | |
standing on a street corner, drinking cheap wine, | 24:00 | |
talking about the times they've been out of jail, | 24:04 | |
in and out of jail, bragging about their gang membership. | 24:06 | |
And when the reporter asked these people why, | 24:10 | |
one looked at him in disbelief and said, | 24:13 | |
"Man, I was born in Watts." | 24:16 | |
You need any other explanation? | 24:19 | |
And there was a touching scene in the same program | 24:26 | |
when a Los Angeles police officer, | 24:28 | |
who was also born in Watts, looked out | 24:31 | |
on the playground of an elementary school | 24:34 | |
at the little children playing, and he just wept, | 24:36 | |
because he knew that very few | 24:41 | |
of them would make it out alive. | 24:42 | |
Vocation, I was born in Watts. | 24:48 | |
From my mother's womb, I was fated. | 24:54 | |
But let us not be so smug. | 25:02 | |
I was born in Scarsdale, from my mother's womb, | 25:06 | |
fated for Duke, which you note, | 25:09 | |
they do not call it the Duke vocations office, the place | 25:12 | |
where you go to meet representatives from IBM or GE, | 25:17 | |
no, they call it the Duke Placement Service. | 25:21 | |
You may think that you're going to IBM | 25:25 | |
because that's what you want to do, | 25:27 | |
that's what you chose to do, but no, no. | 25:28 | |
You're giving your life because you got | 25:32 | |
put there, placed there. | 25:33 | |
While still in the fetal stage, | 25:37 | |
mommy decided that you would be trained to be useful. | 25:40 | |
It's either personal choice or the grim hand | 25:45 | |
of deterministic fate, that's what vocation | 25:49 | |
has become for us. | 25:52 | |
To assert with Isaiah that one is named, | 25:56 | |
claimed, called by God, | 25:58 | |
is not to point to some datable experience, | 26:04 | |
a moment when your name was written large | 26:06 | |
across the evening sky followed by an arrow | 26:09 | |
pointing you to New Haven, | 26:12 | |
no such claim is made by the prophet here for the call. | 26:15 | |
Rather, I think, Isaiah is claiming that life | 26:20 | |
is meant to be lived with a theonomous cast, | 26:27 | |
that life can be somehow caught up in the purposes of God. | 26:32 | |
That a life which is attached to divine work | 26:39 | |
can have greater significance than that life itself. | 26:44 | |
Call, biblical call is rarely an event, a phone call, | 26:50 | |
the result of the completion of a questionnaire. | 26:56 | |
Call, biblical call is a process | 27:00 | |
of having yourself referred to the workings of God | 27:04 | |
before you decide and choose where to go next. | 27:09 | |
When Isaiah says that he was called | 27:14 | |
from the womb of his mother, he is not speaking | 27:16 | |
of a datable event, what he is saying is, | 27:19 | |
is the marvel that somehow his life had the freedom | 27:24 | |
to march to a different drummer, | 27:27 | |
because early, early on, his life felt claimed | 27:29 | |
and defined and shaped by one greater than himself, | 27:33 | |
even before he decided to choose or do anything. | 27:37 | |
And what is more needed in a self-absorbed, | 27:43 | |
self-actualized world than this invigorating sense | 27:48 | |
that one is called? | 27:55 | |
How pitiful we are, strutting about, | 27:59 | |
bragging of our liberation, our freedom, our choice, | 28:03 | |
even as we march lockstep to somebody else's drumbeat, | 28:07 | |
or else trudge wearily back to the office. | 28:12 | |
We didn't choose, we were placed, we were fated here. | 28:15 | |
What you need is some means of turning your fate | 28:22 | |
into your destiny, some means | 28:27 | |
of giving our little hamstrung lives significance | 28:31 | |
beyond that of our own creation. | 28:35 | |
We need somebody to call us. | 28:39 | |
No wonder he had forced his way into my office | 28:45 | |
that day and grilled me about how I got here. | 28:48 | |
Because he was rightly eager for something | 28:53 | |
to which to give his life, some ascendancy of purpose, | 28:56 | |
some word spoken over his future | 29:00 | |
more significant than his own selection | 29:04 | |
of a pigeonhole after narrowing it down | 29:07 | |
to his three best offers. | 29:09 | |
He wanted to know that he was called, | 29:13 | |
that somebody up there, out there | 29:16 | |
was doing something worthy through him | 29:18 | |
and his high SAT scoring, | 29:21 | |
prestigiously educated little life. | 29:23 | |
He wanted to be called. | 29:25 | |
I think that only this, at 22, | 29:30 | |
can preserve us from the I have labored in vain, | 29:35 | |
I have spent my life for nothing at 40. | 29:40 | |
Christ lays bare the truth that self-actualization | 29:48 | |
is what we think it is. | 29:53 | |
That the realization of ourselves comes | 29:58 | |
as a byproduct of interesting yourself | 30:00 | |
in something greater than yourself. | 30:05 | |
We need a call. | 30:10 | |
Our call from God may be like that of Isaiah, | 30:13 | |
the exercise of a mouth like a sharp sword | 30:16 | |
in a world of co-opted speech and smooth talk. | 30:21 | |
So God may have called you to be the one lawyer left, | 30:26 | |
the first physician to hit town, | 30:31 | |
the most promising professor who is a witness | 30:35 | |
to what is true rather than to the lies | 30:38 | |
to which we enslave ourselves | 30:42 | |
and which enslave many of our professions. | 30:44 | |
God needs people to turn their back | 30:48 | |
upon the world's definitions of success and power, | 30:50 | |
people who take the time to have children, | 30:55 | |
to make people rather than money, | 30:58 | |
to speak, to do, to enact, to embody the truth. | 31:00 | |
Think back on your own life, and think how | 31:05 | |
superficial your own life would have been | 31:08 | |
if you had not met a coach | 31:13 | |
who just believed that there was nothing more important | 31:16 | |
in this life than fencing well. | 31:19 | |
Or a teacher who was just so totally absorbed | 31:23 | |
in the beauty of geometry. | 31:25 | |
A parent who really believed that she was serving God | 31:29 | |
when she was putting up with raising you. | 31:34 | |
God deliver you from professors who just teach for a living | 31:39 | |
or because they're afraid of real work. | 31:44 | |
God, send us professors who are just obsessed, | 31:47 | |
given over totally, to chemistry. | 31:51 | |
You deserve to be taught by people | 31:55 | |
who don't just teach for a living, | 31:57 | |
but they are called to teach. | 31:59 | |
In his great autobiography, Harry Emerson Fosdick, | 32:04 | |
I remember had a memorable chapter entitled, | 32:07 | |
Great Ideas That Have Used Me. | 32:10 | |
A used life is a meaningful life, | 32:16 | |
provided that the ideas that use you are true. | 32:21 | |
And I wish for all of you a life | 32:27 | |
that is evoked by call. | 32:31 | |
Professor George Marsden, when he was being interviewed | 32:36 | |
for a position here at our divinity school, | 32:39 | |
was asked by a colleague, "You've never taught | 32:41 | |
"at a divinity school, how would you be handling | 32:45 | |
"people who called to the Christian ministry?" | 32:49 | |
And Marsden responded that he had been teaching | 32:52 | |
at Calvin College, and there, in that bastion | 32:55 | |
of Reformed education, he said, | 32:57 | |
"Well, you know, at Calvin, we assume that everybody's | 33:00 | |
"called by God to do whatever they do. | 33:02 | |
"You can't sign up for a major unless you can demonstrate | 33:04 | |
"that somehow by majoring in accounting | 33:07 | |
"you're gonna serve God that way." | 33:09 | |
We're talking about that sort of claim. | 33:13 | |
And despite the nasty things which I sometimes say | 33:18 | |
to them and about them, this is really one of the great joys | 33:21 | |
I have in working with musicians. | 33:25 | |
You can't imagine how invigorating it is | 33:29 | |
to be around people here in the chapel, | 33:32 | |
who are so utterly absorbed in something greater | 33:36 | |
and more interesting and more demanding than their own ego. | 33:40 | |
Sometimes people accuse musicians | 33:44 | |
of having big egos, and I would be the last person | 33:46 | |
to say that our director of music is a shrinking violet, | 33:50 | |
but what sometimes appears to the untrained eye | 33:53 | |
as gigantic ego in musicians is often someone | 33:58 | |
given totally to the making of good music. | 34:04 | |
If it's worth doing, it's worth staying down here | 34:09 | |
all day Saturday when the rest of the world | 34:12 | |
is out looking after themselves, to look after this music. | 34:14 | |
"People, this is Handel, for God's sake," | 34:20 | |
I heard one director scream at his choir. | 34:22 | |
"We're going to do it the way Handel deserves." | 34:24 | |
For God's sake, indeed. | 34:29 | |
And not for our own, | 34:33 | |
do we find ourselves caught up, lost, | 34:36 | |
given over, absorbed in our vocation. | 34:41 | |
Be it the making of music or the making of babies, | 34:46 | |
the making of laws, the relieving of suffering, | 34:50 | |
to whatever God has called you. | 34:54 | |
And I believe that God still calls people, | 35:00 | |
it's just that we modern people lack the language | 35:04 | |
to talk about it, we lack the insight | 35:06 | |
to know when God is busy working on us, | 35:09 | |
because God rarely hits us over the head with a call. | 35:16 | |
I didn't say that your call would be spoken | 35:21 | |
in some definitive way or some datable moment, | 35:23 | |
or something about which | 35:27 | |
you can tell everybody at the fraternity. | 35:28 | |
Nothing in Isaiah will permit us to claim that. | 35:33 | |
But what can be claimed is that someone listening | 35:37 | |
more for the expression of God's purposes | 35:42 | |
than merely to the voice of one's ego, | 35:48 | |
someone who really expects to be used by God | 35:52 | |
for important work, the person who clings, | 35:57 | |
through thick and thin to the conviction | 36:00 | |
that God knows his or her name | 36:03 | |
and has purposes and plans for his or her life, | 36:07 | |
that person shall not be disappointed. | 36:13 | |
Amen. | 36:19 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 36:33 |
- | And also with you. | |
- | Let us pray. | 36:36 |
Almighty God, whose Son, our Savior, Jesus Christ, | 36:42 | |
is the light of the world, you breathed into us | 36:46 | |
the breath of life, and called us by name to be your people. | 36:50 | |
As men and women of different races, | 36:57 | |
traditions, cultures and experiences, | 37:00 | |
we come together as the church | 37:04 | |
to form one body to the glory of Christ on earth. | 37:06 | |
Help us, in the face of forces which would oppose us, | 37:10 | |
to be what you have called us to be. | 37:14 | |
O God, who art the hope of the ends of the earth, | 37:19 | |
hear us while we pray. | 37:21 | |
Let us pray for those who are hindered in the race of life | 37:25 | |
through no fault of their own. | 37:29 | |
For the disabled, the handicapped, and the weak. | 37:31 | |
Let us pray for all whose livelihood is insecure, | 37:36 | |
for the hungry, the hopeless and the destitute, | 37:40 | |
for those who are overworked, | 37:45 | |
downtrodden and disappointed in life. | 37:47 | |
Let us pray for prisoners and captives | 37:52 | |
and for all who live under oppressive governments, | 37:55 | |
for all who suffer because of their faithfulness to truth, | 37:59 | |
for those who shoulder the responsibilities | 38:04 | |
of restructuring whole nations in the face | 38:07 | |
of hopeful yet unsettling change. | 38:09 | |
Let us pray for children whose surroundings | 38:14 | |
hide them from your love and beauty, | 38:17 | |
for those who suffer because of strife at home, | 38:20 | |
and for those who struggle | 38:24 | |
to maintain peace within their families. | 38:25 | |
Let us pray for the sick and the infirm, | 38:29 | |
especially for all patients in Duke Hospital, | 38:33 | |
for all who are growing weary with the journey of life, | 38:36 | |
for all who are passing through the valley of death, | 38:40 | |
and for those who walk with them. | 38:44 | |
Let us pray for those who are in doubt | 38:48 | |
and must endure the dark night of the soul, | 38:50 | |
for those who are confused or oblivious | 38:54 | |
to your will for their lives, | 38:57 | |
for those who are blinded by mistrust or cynicism, | 38:59 | |
unable to hear your call. | 39:04 | |
Let us pray for the unspoken needs of this congregation, | 39:07 | |
and for all who are forgotten by us but dear to you. | 39:11 | |
O Morning Star, who beamest truth and light into our lives, | 39:17 | |
grant us hope which will rise above frustrations, | 39:22 | |
patience which will endure the strain of waiting, | 39:26 | |
and openness to thy word, which enables us | 39:30 | |
to discern thy will for our lives and not simply our own. | 39:33 | |
This we pray, for thy name's sake, amen. | 39:38 | |
Christ invites to his table all who love him | 39:46 | |
and who desire to live in peace with one another. | 39:50 | |
Let us stand and offer each other | 39:53 | |
signs of God's peace and love. | 39:55 | |
(congregation shuffling) | 39:58 | |
(people chattering) | ||
As a forgiven and reconciled people, | 40:17 | |
let us offer our gifts and ourselves unto God. | 40:20 | |
(congregation shuffling) | 40:26 | |
(majestic organ music) | 40:33 | |
("Behold, The Lamb of God" by Georg Friederich Handel) | 42:32 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 42:48 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 42:54 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:00 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:03 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 43:06 | |
♪ The sins of the world ♪ | 43:12 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:17 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:20 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:24 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:26 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 43:33 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 43:38 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 43:43 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:48 | |
♪ Behold the lamb of God ♪ | 43:53 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 43:59 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 44:03 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:11 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:14 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 44:20 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 44:27 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:32 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:35 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:39 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:44 | |
♪ That taketh away ♪ | 44:49 | |
♪ The sin of the world ♪ | 44:54 | |
(majestic organ music) | 45:04 | |
♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 46:49 | |
♪ Praise God all creatures here below ♪ | 46:55 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:02 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:05 | |
♪ Praise God above ye heavenly hosts ♪ | 47:10 | |
♪ Praise Father Son and Holy Ghost ♪ | 47:16 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:22 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:25 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:28 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:32 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 47:35 | |
- | Please join me in the great thanksgiving | 47:49 |
on page 17 of the hymnal. | 47:52 | |
The Lord be with you. | 47:57 | |
- | And also with you. | |
- | Lift up your hearts. | 48:01 |
- | We lift them up to the Lord. | |
- | Let us give thanks to the Lord our God. | 48:04 |
Congregation | It is right to give our thanks and praise. | 48:07 |
William | Blessed are you, Lord our God, | 48:09 |
our light and our salvation, | 48:11 | |
before the mountains were brought forth, | 48:13 | |
or you had formed the earth, you alone are God. | 48:15 | |
And so with your people on earth | 48:20 | |
and all the company of heaven, we praise your name | 48:21 | |
and join their unending hymn. | 48:25 | |
(gentle organ music) | 48:28 | |
♪ Holy holy holy Lord ♪ | 48:38 | |
♪ God of power and might ♪ | 48:42 | |
♪ Heaven and earth are full of your glory ♪ | 48:47 | |
♪ Hosanna in the highest ♪ | 48:51 | |
♪ Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord ♪ | 48:56 | |
♪ Hosanna in the highest ♪ | 49:03 | |
William | Truly holy are you, Father, | 49:14 |
in the fullness of time you revealed yourself | 49:17 | |
and your blessed son, Jesus Christ, the light of the world. | 49:19 | |
Through him, we are called and baptized into your service. | 49:23 | |
You sent a star to guide wise men | 49:27 | |
to where the Christ was born. | 49:29 | |
In every age, you have led persons | 49:31 | |
from far distances to him. | 49:33 | |
In his baptism and table fellowship, | 49:35 | |
he identified with sinners, preached good news to poor | 49:37 | |
and released the captives, set free the oppressed, | 49:40 | |
and announced the time that you would come | 49:44 | |
and save your people. | 49:46 | |
On the night his disciples betrayed and deserted him, | 49:48 | |
he took bread and gave thanks to you, | 49:50 | |
broke the bread, and gave it to his disciples | 49:53 | |
and said, "Take, eat, this is my body, given for you. | 49:55 | |
"Do this in remembrance of me." | 49:59 | |
And when the supper was over, he took the cup, | 50:02 | |
gave thanks to you and gave it to his disciples | 50:05 | |
and said, "Drink from this, all of you, | 50:07 | |
"for this is my blood for the new covenant, | 50:10 | |
"poured out for you and many for the forgiveness of sins. | 50:12 | |
"Do this as often as you drink it, | 50:15 | |
"in remembrance of me." | 50:18 | |
His presence has continued with his people, | 50:20 | |
baptized into him, and in the breaking of bread | 50:23 | |
and the sharing of the cup in Jerusalem, | 50:25 | |
and all Judea and Samaria, | 50:28 | |
and even to the ends of the earth. | 50:30 | |
And so in remembrance of these, your mighty acts | 50:32 | |
in Jesus Christ, we offer ourselves | 50:34 | |
in praise and thanksgiving, as a holy and living sacrifice, | 50:37 | |
in union with Christ's offering for us, | 50:41 | |
as we proclaim the mystery of faith. | 50:44 | |
(majestic organ music) | 50:47 | |
♪ Christ has died ♪ | 50:57 | |
♪ Christ is risen ♪ | 50:59 | |
♪ Christ will come again ♪ | 51:01 | |
William | Send the power of your Holy Spirit on us | 51:09 |
and on these gifts, that in the breaking of bread | 51:12 | |
and the drinking of wine, we may know | 51:16 | |
the presence of the living Christ, | 51:18 | |
be one body in him and look forward | 51:21 | |
to his coming in final victory. | 51:23 | |
All honor and glory is yours, | 51:26 | |
Almighty Father, now and forever. | 51:28 | |
(majestic organ music) | 51:33 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 51:42 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 51:44 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 51:47 | |
All | Our Father, who art in heaven, | 51:55 |
hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, | 51:57 | |
thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. | 52:01 | |
Give us this day our daily bread | 52:04 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 52:06 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 52:09 | |
And lead us not into temptation, | 52:12 | |
but deliver us from evil, for thine is the kingdom | 52:14 | |
and the power and the glory forever, amen. | 52:17 | |
William | When we break the bread, | 52:24 |
is it not a means of sharing in the body of Christ? | 52:25 | |
When we give thanks over the cup, | 52:29 | |
is it not a means of sharing in the blood of Christ? | 52:31 | |
Come to the Lord's table. | 52:36 | |
(congregation shuffling) | 52:43 | |
(gentle organ music) | 53:00 | |
♪ Here O my Lord ♪ | 53:40 | |
♪ I see thee face to face ♪ | 53:44 | |
♪ Here would I touch and handle things unseen ♪ | 53:50 | |
♪ Here grasp with firmer hand eternal grace ♪ | 54:00 | |
♪ And all my weariness upon thee lean ♪ | 54:11 | |
♪ This is the hour of banquet and of song ♪ | 54:22 | |
♪ This is the heavenly table spread for me ♪ | 54:32 | |
♪ Here let me feast and feasting still prolong ♪ | 54:42 | |
♪ The hallowed hour of fellowship with thee ♪ | 54:52 | |
♪ Here would I feed upon the bread of God ♪ | 55:03 | |
♪ Here drink with thee the royal wine of heaven ♪ | 55:13 | |
♪ Here would I lay aside each earthly load ♪ | 55:24 | |
♪ Here taste afresh the calm of sin forgiven ♪ | 55:34 | |
♪ Too soon we rise ♪ | 55:45 | |
♪ The symbols disappear ♪ | 55:50 | |
♪ The feast though not the love is past and gone ♪ | 55:56 | |
♪ The bread and wine remove but thou art here ♪ | 56:06 | |
♪ Nearer than ever still my shield and sun ♪ | 56:17 | |
♪ Feast after feast thus comes and passes by ♪ | 56:28 | |
♪ Yet passing points to the glad feast above ♪ | 56:38 | |
♪ Giving sweet foretaste of the festal joy ♪ | 56:49 | |
♪ The lamb's great bridal feast of bliss and love ♪ | 56:59 | |
(gentle organ music) | 57:10 | |
♪ O food to pilgrims given ♪ | 58:16 | |
♪ O bread of life from heaven ♪ | 58:24 | |
♪ O manna from on high ♪ | 58:32 | |
♪ We hunger Lord supply us ♪ | 58:40 | |
♪ Nor thy delights deny us ♪ | 58:45 | |
♪ Whose hearts to thee draw nigh ♪ | 58:52 | |
♪ O stream of love past telling ♪ | 59:06 | |
♪ O purest fountain welling ♪ | 59:13 | |
♪ From out the Savior's side ♪ | 59:21 | |
♪ We faint with thirst revive us ♪ | 59:27 | |
♪ Of thine abundance give us ♪ | 59:36 | |
♪ And all we need provide ♪ | 59:43 | |
♪ O Jesus by thee bidden ♪ | 59:53 | |
♪ We here adore thee hidden ♪ | 1:00:01 | |
♪ In forms of bread and wine ♪ | 1:00:08 | |
♪ Grant when the veil is risen ♪ | 1:00:15 | |
♪ We may behold in heaven ♪ | 1:00:23 | |
♪ Thy countenance divine ♪ | 1:00:31 | |
(gentle organ music) | 1:00:44 | |
♪ Break forth O beauteous heavenly light ♪ | 1:02:10 | |
♪ And usher in the morning ♪ | 1:02:18 | |
♪ O shepherds shrink not with affright ♪ | 1:02:27 | |
♪ But hear the angel's warning ♪ | 1:02:35 | |
♪ This child now weak in infancy ♪ | 1:02:44 | |
♪ Our confidence and joy shall be ♪ | 1:02:51 | |
♪ The power of Satan breaking ♪ | 1:03:00 | |
♪ Our peace eternal making ♪ | 1:03:09 | |
- | Won't you stand for the benediction? | 1:03:24 |
Go in peace to serve God and your neighbor, | 1:03:30 | |
in all that you do. | 1:03:32 | |
Congregation | We are sent in Christ's name. | 1:03:35 |
- | The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ | 1:03:37 |
and the love of God and the communion | 1:03:39 | |
of the Holy Spirit be with you all. | 1:03:41 | |
♪ God be in my head ♪ | 1:03:48 | |
♪ And in my understanding ♪ | 1:03:55 | |
♪ God be in mine eyes ♪ | 1:04:06 | |
♪ And in my looking ♪ | 1:04:12 | |
♪ God be in my mouth ♪ | 1:04:23 | |
♪ And in my speaking ♪ | 1:04:30 | |
♪ God be in my heart ♪ | 1:04:42 | |
♪ And in my thinking ♪ | 1:04:51 | |
♪ God be at mine end ♪ | 1:05:01 | |
♪ And in my departing ♪ | 1:05:13 | |
(majestic organ music) | 1:05:38 | |
♪ O Morning Star ♪ | 1:06:24 | |
♪ How fair and bright ♪ | 1:06:27 | |
♪ Thou beamest forth in truth and light ♪ | 1:06:30 | |
♪ O sovereign meek and lowly ♪ | 1:06:37 | |
♪ Thou root of Jesse ♪ | 1:06:46 | |
♪ David's son ♪ | 1:06:49 | |
♪ My Lord and master thou hast won ♪ | 1:06:52 | |
♪ My heart to serve thee solely ♪ | 1:06:59 | |
♪ Thou art holy ♪ | 1:07:07 | |
♪ Fair and glorious ♪ | 1:07:14 | |
♪ All-victorious ♪ | 1:07:17 | |
♪ Rich in blessing ♪ | 1:07:20 | |
♪ Rule and might o'er all possessing ♪ | 1:07:25 | |
♪ Thou heavenly brightness ♪ | 1:07:36 | |
♪ Light divine ♪ | 1:07:40 | |
♪ O deep within my heart now shine ♪ | 1:07:42 | |
♪ And make thee there an altar ♪ | 1:07:50 | |
♪ Fill me with joy and strength to be ♪ | 1:07:59 | |
♪ Thy member ever joined to thee ♪ | 1:08:05 | |
♪ In love that cannot falter ♪ | 1:08:13 | |
♪ Toward thee longing ♪ | 1:08:21 | |
♪ Doth possess me ♪ | 1:08:28 | |
♪ Turn and bless me ♪ | 1:08:32 | |
♪ Here in sadness ♪ | 1:08:35 | |
♪ Eye and heart long for thy gladness ♪ | 1:08:41 | |
♪ What joy to know ♪ | 1:08:51 | |
♪ When life is past ♪ | 1:08:55 | |
♪ The Lord we love is first and last ♪ | 1:08:58 | |
♪ The end and the beginning ♪ | 1:09:05 | |
♪ He will one day ♪ | 1:09:15 | |
♪ O glorious grace ♪ | 1:09:18 | |
♪ Transport us to that happy place ♪ | 1:09:22 | |
♪ Beyond all tears and sinning ♪ | 1:09:30 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:09:37 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:09:41 | |
♪ Come Lord Jesus ♪ | 1:09:45 | |
♪ Crown of gladness ♪ | 1:09:48 | |
♪ We are yearning ♪ | 1:09:52 | |
♪ For the day of your returning ♪ | 1:09:58 | |
(majestic organ music) | 1:10:09 | |
(uplifting organ music) | 1:10:53 | |
(people chattering) |
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