William H. Willimon - "When the Answers Don't Fit the Questions" Baccalaureate Service (May 13, 1989)
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- | When we gather to praise God, | 9:32 |
we remember that we are a people | 9:34 | |
who have preferred our own wills to the Lord's. | 9:36 | |
Therefore as we accept God's power to become new persons | 9:39 | |
in Christ, let us confess our sins before God | 9:43 | |
and one another. | 9:48 | |
Please be seated. | 9:49 | |
All | Most merciful God, we confess | 10:07 |
that we have sinned against you in thought, | 10:10 | |
word and deed | 10:14 | |
by what we have done | 10:15 | |
and by what we have left undone. | 10:17 | |
We have not loved you with our whole heart. | 10:20 | |
We have not loved our neighbors as ourselves, | 10:23 | |
we are truly sorry | 10:27 | |
and we humbly repent for the sake of your son Jesus Christ, | 10:29 | |
have mercy on us and forgive us | 10:34 | |
that we may delight in your will | 10:37 | |
and walk in your ways | 10:40 | |
to the glory of your name. | 10:41 | |
Amen. | 10:44 | |
- | For as the heavens are high above the Earth, | 10:47 |
so great is God's steadfast love toward those | 10:50 | |
who fear him. | 10:53 | |
As far as the east is from the west, | 10:55 | |
so far does God remove our transgressions from us. | 10:58 | |
Amen. | 11:04 | |
Good afternoon and welcome | 11:07 | |
to this 1989 Baccalaureate Service | 11:09 | |
at Duke University. | 11:11 | |
Our preacher for this service | 11:13 | |
is the Reverend Dr. William H. Willimon, | 11:14 | |
Professor of the Practice of Christian Ministry | 11:17 | |
at Duke Divinity School | 11:20 | |
and minister to Duke University. | 11:21 | |
He has served in this capacity since 1984. | 11:24 | |
Prior to that time, Dr. Willimon | 11:28 | |
was a United Methodist Pastor | 11:30 | |
in the South Carolina Annual Conference | 11:32 | |
and Professor of Worship at Duke Divinity School. | 11:34 | |
He's a much beloved minister to all of here | 11:38 | |
at the university | 11:40 | |
and a widely acclaimed preacher and author | 11:42 | |
throughout the country. | 11:44 | |
Our lector for today's service | 11:47 | |
is Dr. H. Keith H. Brodie, | 11:48 | |
James B. Duke Professor of Psychiatry and Law, | 11:51 | |
Adjunct Professor of Psychology | 11:54 | |
and president of Duke University. | 11:56 | |
- | Open our hearts and minds, oh God, | 12:06 |
by the power of your Holy Spirit | 12:09 | |
so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 12:11 | |
we might hear with joy | 12:14 | |
what you say to us this day. | 12:16 | |
The first lesson is taken from the book of Job. | 12:19 | |
But where shall wisdom be found | 12:22 | |
and where is the place of understanding? | 12:25 | |
It cannot be gotten for gold | 12:28 | |
and silver cannot be weighed as its price. | 12:30 | |
It cannot be valued in the gold of Ophir, | 12:33 | |
in precious onyx or in sapphire. | 12:37 | |
Golden glass cannot equal it | 12:40 | |
nor can it be exchanged for jewels or fine gold. | 12:42 | |
No mention shall be made of coral or of crystal, | 12:47 | |
the price of wisdom is above pearls. | 12:50 | |
The topaz of Ethiopia cannot compare with it | 12:54 | |
nor can it be valued in pure gold. | 12:58 | |
Whence then comes wisdom | 13:01 | |
and where is the place of understanding? | 13:04 | |
It is hid from the eyes of all living | 13:07 | |
and concealed from the birds of the air. | 13:10 | |
Abaddon and death say we have heard a rumor | 13:13 | |
of it with our ears. | 13:16 | |
God understands the way to it | 13:19 | |
and he knows its place | 13:21 | |
for he looks to the ends of the Earth | 13:24 | |
and sees everything under the heavens. | 13:26 | |
When he gave to the wind its weight | 13:30 | |
and meted out the waters by measure, | 13:32 | |
when he made a decree for the rain | 13:34 | |
and a way for the lightning and the thunder, | 13:37 | |
then he saw it and declared it, | 13:40 | |
he established it and searched it out | 13:43 | |
and he said to man behold, | 13:46 | |
the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom | 13:48 | |
and to depart from evil is understanding. | 13:51 | |
Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind, | 13:55 | |
who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge? | 13:58 | |
Gird up your loins like a man. | 14:03 | |
I will question you | 14:06 | |
and you shall declare to me | 14:07 | |
where were you when I laid the foundation of the Earth? | 14:10 | |
Tell me if you have understanding. | 14:13 | |
Who determined its measurements? | 14:16 | |
Surely you know | 14:19 | |
or who stretched the line upon it | 14:21 | |
or what were its bases sunk | 14:23 | |
or who laid its cornerstone | 14:26 | |
when the morning stars sang together | 14:28 | |
and all the sons of God shouted for joy? | 14:31 | |
Can you lift up your voice to the clouds | 14:35 | |
that a flood of waters may cover you. | 14:38 | |
Can you send forth lightnings | 14:41 | |
that they may go and say to you, | 14:43 | |
here we are, who has put wisdom in the clouds | 14:45 | |
or given understanding to the mists? | 14:50 | |
This ends the reading of the first lesson. | 14:53 | |
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♪ Hallelu ♪ | 16:01 | |
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♪ Hallelujah, hallelujah ♪ | 16:39 | |
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♪ Oh praise ye the Lord ♪ | 16:55 | |
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♪ Praise ye the Lord ♪ | 17:07 | |
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♪ Oh praise him for he's right ♪ | 17:18 | |
♪ And the greatness of his love ♪ | 17:23 | |
♪ Oh praise ye ♪ | 17:29 | |
♪ Praise ye his majesty ♪ | 17:33 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 17:41 | |
♪ Praise the son, praise the Lord ♪ | 17:43 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the son ♪ | 17:46 | |
(choir singing) | 17:48 | |
♪ Praise him ♪ | 18:21 | |
♪ Praise him ♪ | 18:23 | |
(man singing) | 18:26 | |
♪ Praise him ♪ | 18:39 | |
♪ Praise him ♪ | 18:41 | |
(choir singing) | 18:44 | |
♪ Praise, praise the Lord ♪ | 19:01 | |
♪ Praise, praise the Lord ♪ | 19:05 | |
♪ Oh, praise ye the Lord ♪ | 19:14 | |
(choir singing) | 19:20 | |
♪ Oh praise ye the Lord ♪ | 19:27 | |
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♪ Oh praise him for he's right ♪ | 19:38 | |
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♪ Oh praise him ♪ | 19:49 | |
♪ Oh praise him ♪ | 19:53 | |
♪ According to his righteous deed ♪ | 19:56 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 20:01 | |
♪ Praise the son, praise the Lord ♪ | 20:03 | |
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♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 20:15 | |
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- | The congregation will please rise | 21:01 |
for the reading of the gospel. | 21:03 | |
A reading from the gospel according to St. Matthew. | 21:11 | |
Now when Jesus came into the district | 21:15 | |
of Caesare'a Philippi,, | 21:17 | |
he asked his disciples who do men say | 21:19 | |
that the son of man is? | 21:22 | |
And they said, some say John the Baptist, | 21:24 | |
others say Elijah and others Jeremiah | 21:28 | |
or one of the prophets. | 21:32 | |
He said to them but who do you say that I am. | 21:35 | |
Simon Peter replied, you are the Christ, | 21:39 | |
the son of the living God, | 21:43 | |
and Jesus answered him blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jona, | 21:45 | |
for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you | 21:50 | |
but my father who is in heaven. | 21:54 | |
Here endeth the gospel lesson. | 21:57 | |
Thanks be to God. | 21:59 | |
(lively organ music) | 22:02 | |
(congregation singing) | 22:10 | |
- | I hope you seniors know | 23:13 |
what a great honor it is for me | 23:15 | |
to be invited by Dr. Brodie to say a word to you | 23:17 | |
on the occasion of your graduation. | 23:22 | |
You have been one of my favorite classes | 23:26 | |
and I hate to see you go. | 23:28 | |
However, I was late getting here this afternoon | 23:31 | |
and I arrived shortly before three | 23:35 | |
and noticed that as usual one of you is parked | 23:39 | |
in my reserved parking place. | 23:43 | |
(audience laughing) | 23:45 | |
And I thought this is not a completely unhappy occasion. | 23:47 | |
I know that I speak for Dr. Brodie | 23:53 | |
in saying that we have appreciated | 23:55 | |
that your class is not overawed by authority. | 23:57 | |
(audience laughing) | 24:01 | |
Where shall wisdom be found | 24:05 | |
and where is the place of understanding? | 24:07 | |
God understands the way to it and knows its place. | 24:10 | |
This year marks the 23rd anniversary | 24:17 | |
of my attempt to get rid of this part of the Bible. | 24:22 | |
That's right. | 24:27 | |
Even though I'm a preacher, I'm a lot like you, | 24:29 | |
there are parts of the Bible | 24:31 | |
that I like and there I parts I like not. | 24:32 | |
And usually those parts that I like | 24:36 | |
are those that have been read, | 24:38 | |
elicit from me hey, that's what I've always thought | 24:40 | |
but not the book of Job. | 24:46 | |
I first met Job my sophomore year of college. | 24:51 | |
One meets the strangest people | 24:56 | |
in undergraduate religion courses. | 24:57 | |
There we were introduced to Job, | 25:00 | |
a man from the improbable land of Uz, | 25:04 | |
blameless and upright | 25:08 | |
who feared God, turned away from evil. | 25:11 | |
This is the Bible's way of saying that Job | 25:14 | |
was a good man, a very good man, | 25:16 | |
very prosperous, large family. | 25:19 | |
But then Job's world collapses. | 25:23 | |
In six verses he loses everything he has. | 25:27 | |
The worst series of events ever to befall anyone | 25:31 | |
in literature. Still Job is philosophical | 25:35 | |
about his losses. | 25:39 | |
Naked I came | 25:40 | |
into the world from the womb | 25:44 | |
and naked I shall go back to God, | 25:45 | |
the Lord gives, the Lord takes away, | 25:48 | |
blessed be the name of the Lord. | 25:51 | |
Still as things sometimes do, things got worse. | 25:53 | |
Job is struck down by a horrible illness. | 25:57 | |
He is in misery. | 26:01 | |
Mrs. Job advises you ought to curse God and die. | 26:04 | |
Still Job remained faithful though miserable. | 26:09 | |
I will complain of the bitterness of my soul, | 26:15 | |
he says, I loath my life | 26:18 | |
and for 30 chapters, | 26:22 | |
Job sends up loud redundant complaint, | 26:24 | |
something has gone wrong with the world, | 26:31 | |
I did right, I kept my nose clean, | 26:34 | |
I obeyed God and look what I have gotten for it | 26:36 | |
and Job asked God why? | 26:40 | |
He pleads for God to come down | 26:45 | |
and meet him in court | 26:48 | |
and defend himself. | 26:50 | |
I would speak to the Almighty, | 26:53 | |
I would plead my case before God, Job says. | 26:55 | |
In my 19 years, I was really attracted to Job. | 27:01 | |
He sounded like a primitive Jean-Paul Sartre | 27:07 | |
with his existentialist questions. | 27:10 | |
Of course nothing this bad had ever happened to me | 27:14 | |
but I was not so dull as to know | 27:17 | |
that Job was raising the deepest, toughest questions | 27:20 | |
that we'll ever ask, questions. | 27:23 | |
Is God good? | 27:29 | |
If God is good, why is there such suffering and pain | 27:32 | |
in God's world? | 27:36 | |
Oh how Job's questions challenged | 27:40 | |
my sophomoric view of religion. | 27:43 | |
I got the impression that the purpose | 27:46 | |
of religion is to stifle questions. | 27:48 | |
Religious people are people who always have the answers, | 27:52 | |
not the questions, | 27:55 | |
religious people always have the correct response | 27:57 | |
to every sticky situation in life, | 28:01 | |
religious people always have just the right Bible verse | 28:04 | |
on the tip of the tongue. | 28:06 | |
It's just God's will. | 28:09 | |
You've got to accept it on faith. | 28:12 | |
Religious people are people of answers, not questions. | 28:16 | |
But no, here in the Bible, it was Job. | 28:22 | |
Shaking his fist, stamping his feet, raging. | 28:28 | |
Wanting to know why and wanting to know why now? | 28:33 | |
And I loved him for it. | 28:37 | |
All of those sugar-coated simplistic pious answers | 28:39 | |
of Bible-bearing, dormitory prayer group fundamentals, | 28:43 | |
friends just melted before Job's searing questions, | 28:46 | |
these questions and I heard Job ask, | 28:50 | |
where shall wisdom be found? | 28:55 | |
Where is the place of understanding? | 28:59 | |
Humanity doesn't know the way of it. | 29:00 | |
It isn't to be found in the land of the living, | 29:04 | |
it cannot be gotten for gold. | 29:07 | |
Beautiful poetry, beautifully bleak | 29:12 | |
because here I sat in sophomore religion class | 29:17 | |
paying a good deal of gold | 29:19 | |
or at least tuition to get some wisdom | 29:21 | |
but no, Job says, you can forget about it, | 29:23 | |
you won't know anymore why | 29:26 | |
when you leave here than when you came. | 29:27 | |
Wisdom is a secret that only God knows, | 29:32 | |
the God, the same God who afflicted Job | 29:36 | |
and then wouldn't tell him why. | 29:40 | |
Okay. | 29:45 | |
I expect we can take it, we're all big boys and girls. | 29:47 | |
The outlook is a bit bleak, | 29:51 | |
it's a tad nihilistic. | 29:52 | |
But the honesty is refreshing, | 29:55 | |
there's none of this pietistic | 29:58 | |
sentimental religious gibberish for Job. | 29:59 | |
No papering over the great chasm | 30:04 | |
of life's questions with pious platitudes. | 30:09 | |
When I looked for good, evil came. | 30:15 | |
When I prayed for light, I got darkness. | 30:20 | |
It's honest. | 30:27 | |
It's real. | 30:29 | |
It's in the Bible. | 30:32 | |
And of course it's also in life. | 30:36 | |
Russell Baker of The New York Times | 30:40 | |
wrote a book, Growing Up. | 30:42 | |
His autobiography and Baker tells when he was five, | 30:47 | |
his cousin found him playing | 30:51 | |
and told him the terrible news, | 30:53 | |
your father's dead, Kenneth said. | 30:56 | |
He is not, I said. | 30:59 | |
But of course they didn't know the situation. | 31:02 | |
I started to explain, he was sick, | 31:03 | |
he was in the hospital, my mother | 31:05 | |
was going to bring him home right now. | 31:07 | |
He's dead, Kenneth said. | 31:10 | |
An icicle slid into my heart. | 31:13 | |
I started running and screaming he is not | 31:16 | |
but it was a weak argument, | 31:20 | |
and I knew it was so before I even got home. | 31:21 | |
I was right. | 31:27 | |
He was 33 years old. | 31:29 | |
By the time I got home, | 31:33 | |
the women had descended on our house | 31:35 | |
and with 1,000 tasks thy had no time | 31:37 | |
to handle a howling five-year-old | 31:40 | |
and I was sent to Bessie Scott's house. | 31:43 | |
Poor Bessie Scott. | 31:46 | |
All afternoon she listened while I sat in her kitchen | 31:49 | |
and cried myself out. | 31:53 | |
For the first time I thought seriously about God. | 31:57 | |
Between sobs I told Bessie | 32:01 | |
that if God could do things like this, | 32:03 | |
then God was hateful | 32:06 | |
and I had no more use for God. | 32:07 | |
Bessie told me about the peace of heaven | 32:10 | |
and the joy of being among the angels | 32:12 | |
and the happiness of my father who was already there. | 32:14 | |
But her argument failed to quiet my rage. | 32:18 | |
If God loves me, | 32:22 | |
why did he make my father die? | 32:23 | |
Bessie said I would understand some day | 32:27 | |
and she was only partly right. | 32:29 | |
That afternoon, though I could not have phrased it this way, | 32:33 | |
I decided that God | 32:39 | |
was a lot less interested in people | 32:42 | |
than anybody in Morrisonville was willing to admit. | 32:46 | |
And after that day, I never cried again | 32:52 | |
with any real conviction | 32:55 | |
nor expected much of anybody's God except indifference | 32:58 | |
nor love deeply without fear | 33:02 | |
that it would cost me deeply in pain. | 33:06 | |
At the age of five I had become a skeptic | 33:10 | |
and begun to sense | 33:14 | |
that any happiness I might receive in this life | 33:15 | |
was but a prelude to a grim cosmic joke. | 33:19 | |
Why is light given to one that is in misery | 33:28 | |
or life to the bitter in soul | 33:34 | |
who long for death | 33:37 | |
and are happy when at last they reach the grave? | 33:41 | |
It's in the Bible. | 33:47 | |
I heard it my sophomore year. | 33:50 | |
And even though there's a lot you don't know at 19, | 33:52 | |
I knew that in Job I had come face to face | 33:56 | |
with some of the biggest questions | 34:00 | |
I would ever ask. | 34:03 | |
But you say well, what is the purpose | 34:08 | |
of an education if not to raise questions? | 34:10 | |
Right? | 34:14 | |
Socrates. | 34:15 | |
Education consist of questions. | 34:17 | |
At what temperature will nitrogen liquefy? | 34:21 | |
What did Congress do in 1878? | 34:23 | |
Why is light given to the bitter in soul? | 34:26 | |
Questions. | 34:31 | |
Sometimes I think we modern people | 34:34 | |
are more comfortable with questions than answers. | 34:36 | |
Sometimes we modern people seem infatuated with questions. | 34:43 | |
We never get around to the answers. | 34:47 | |
And I suppose that's because questions imply | 34:50 | |
that everything is still open and up for grabs. | 34:53 | |
But answers require that we put our money down, | 34:58 | |
that we move out on the basis | 35:00 | |
of what is rather than whine about what ought to be. | 35:03 | |
Living the answers can be more challenging | 35:08 | |
even than raising the questions. | 35:13 | |
Now see here at Duke we've tried to teach you | 35:18 | |
that the purpose of education | 35:20 | |
is to accept nothing and to question everything | 35:22 | |
and that sounds courageous and intellectual | 35:27 | |
but I tell you this this afternoon | 35:31 | |
that sometimes it takes more courage | 35:33 | |
to live the answers that life puts to us | 35:36 | |
rather than to raise our questions | 35:42 | |
that we put to life. | 35:45 | |
Particularly when the answers do not fit | 35:47 | |
into our flattened modern humanistic scheme. | 35:50 | |
As a sophomore, I thought that the most difficult thing | 35:55 | |
in life was courageously to live | 35:58 | |
with these big, deep questions. | 36:00 | |
But by the time I was a senior | 36:05 | |
and was ready to stop playing school | 36:07 | |
in order to go play life, | 36:10 | |
well, I discovered that the toughest task | 36:13 | |
is to live with unexpected, | 36:17 | |
unwanted answers. | 36:21 | |
Allow me to illustrate from the book of Job. | 36:27 | |
Finally, 38 chapters late, God finally shows up on stage, | 36:31 | |
enters the courtroom | 36:37 | |
and answers Job. | 36:40 | |
Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind, | 36:42 | |
who is it that darkens our counsel | 36:45 | |
with these words without knowledge? | 36:47 | |
Gird up your loins like a man. | 36:50 | |
I will question you. | 36:53 | |
Wait a minute, wait a minute says Job. | 36:56 | |
I asked you first. | 36:58 | |
Isn't that just like God, Job probably thought. | 37:00 | |
God answers by asking a question. | 37:04 | |
Why is there undeserved suffering in the world? | 37:09 | |
Why is there injustice and unfairness | 37:12 | |
and heartache and pain, why? | 37:15 | |
I'll tell you why says God. | 37:17 | |
Then God answers. | 37:19 | |
Where were you when I laid the foundation of the world? | 37:22 | |
Tell me. | 37:26 | |
Have you ever commanded the sun to rise | 37:28 | |
since you've been born? | 37:30 | |
Do you know where the mountain goats spring forth? | 37:33 | |
Who let the wild ass go free, tell me that one? | 37:38 | |
Is the wild ox willing to get down and serve you? | 37:43 | |
The wings of the ostrich wave proudly | 37:48 | |
but are they the plumage of love? | 37:51 | |
Behold hippopotamus whom I made as I made you. | 37:54 | |
Can you draw out the crocodile with a fish hook | 38:00 | |
or press down his tongue with a cord? | 38:02 | |
This sort of irrationality goes on for four chapters, | 38:07 | |
this bragging, and swaggering and boasting about | 38:10 | |
which, if you'll note, has absolutely nothing to do | 38:14 | |
with anything that's gone before. | 38:17 | |
Certainly nothing to do with any of the great, | 38:20 | |
deep questions that Job has raised. | 38:23 | |
What do we make out of that? | 38:28 | |
Wild ass, hippopotamus, ostrich feathers, | 38:30 | |
isn't that just like the Bible I thought. | 38:34 | |
We finally gotten down to some good contemporary, | 38:36 | |
deep human questions | 38:39 | |
only to have this shouted down | 38:42 | |
by this bragging and swaggering around | 38:44 | |
and irrelevant nonsense. | 38:47 | |
Why do innocent people suffer? | 38:50 | |
If God is good, why is there injustice | 38:52 | |
and the voice from the whirlwind replies, | 38:55 | |
can you create an ostrich? | 38:59 | |
Now that isn't an answer, | 39:03 | |
but it is an answer. | 39:07 | |
The rabbis note that when God finally replies, | 39:11 | |
God answers by parading past prime examples | 39:15 | |
of wondrous, extravagant, | 39:21 | |
pointless divine creativity. | 39:24 | |
Hippopotami, ostriches, wild asses, | 39:29 | |
all of which have absolutely no earthly use to humanity. | 39:34 | |
Isn't it interesting when God comes up | 39:42 | |
with the things that God is most proud of, | 39:43 | |
he comes up with these creatures | 39:46 | |
that have no point, | 39:48 | |
what good is a hippopotamus? | 39:50 | |
You can't eat it, you can't plow with it, | 39:52 | |
you can't make an aphrodisiac out of it, | 39:54 | |
you can't play catch with it. | 39:56 | |
None of these animals has any practical use. | 39:59 | |
Why would God waste a day, | 40:03 | |
even a day of divine creativity making a crocodile? | 40:05 | |
We don't know, said the rabbis. | 40:10 | |
We don't know. | 40:15 | |
Get the point? | 40:17 | |
We don't know. | 40:19 | |
These utterly useless impractical, | 40:22 | |
apparently pointless creatures | 40:24 | |
are evidence of some sort | 40:28 | |
of big mysterious extravagance of God. | 40:29 | |
God only knows why God wanted mountain goats and crocodiles. | 40:33 | |
Don't ask me to explain unfairness, says God, | 40:39 | |
to somebody who can't even make a sun rise, | 40:41 | |
much less an ostrich | 40:46 | |
and I know what you're thinking. | 40:49 | |
That really isn't much of an answer. | 40:51 | |
But you've heard worse. | 40:54 | |
Why is there suffering? | 40:58 | |
There is suffering because people who sin are punished. | 41:01 | |
Are you suffering? | 41:04 | |
You must have done something wrong then. | 41:05 | |
Are there any other questions? | 41:07 | |
Why was my son coming home for Christmas | 41:12 | |
on Pan Am flight 103? | 41:16 | |
And the TV evangelist replied, | 41:21 | |
for some reason God just meant | 41:24 | |
for those people to be on that plane | 41:25 | |
to teach us a lesson. | 41:27 | |
Any other questions? | 41:30 | |
Now of course we're sophisticated, educated folk, | 41:34 | |
we don't accept such answers. | 41:37 | |
No, what we do is we have a commission of inquiry, | 41:40 | |
we call in the FBI, | 41:43 | |
we sort through the wreckage, we X-ray it, | 41:44 | |
catalog it, why? | 41:48 | |
Pan Am 103 was destroyed by a bomb. | 41:50 | |
Why would somebody kill all those innocent people? | 41:54 | |
Because they're terrorists. | 41:58 | |
Well why? | 42:01 | |
There's certain systemic, economic | 42:03 | |
and political sources of terrorism. | 42:05 | |
Why? | 42:08 | |
Our petty inadequate, though socially | 42:12 | |
and academically acceptable answers | 42:14 | |
just crumble under the weight | 42:17 | |
of such awesome, unresolved why. | 42:21 | |
The trouble is that here you have learned | 42:30 | |
to answer so many questions well. | 42:32 | |
Can you learn to live | 42:38 | |
with some rather unsatisfactory, incomprehensible answers? | 42:40 | |
We've taught you to be so good at questions | 42:48 | |
but are you good at the answers, | 42:52 | |
particularly when the answers do not fit | 42:56 | |
into our little humanistic scheme of things? | 42:58 | |
Sometimes when we don't get the answers we want, | 43:04 | |
we're apt to get depressed and cynical. | 43:06 | |
I'd rather die than live | 43:09 | |
with such answers and irrationality, Job says. | 43:11 | |
But by the end | 43:17 | |
when Job is ready to graduate | 43:20 | |
and has finished Reality 101, | 43:21 | |
Job says, | 43:25 | |
"Though he slay me, | 43:29 | |
"yet I will trust." | 43:32 | |
Could you say that? | 43:41 | |
For this is your day of great joy | 43:45 | |
and accomplishment but I know you're smart enough | 43:49 | |
to know that life will not always be so. | 43:53 | |
Ask your parents about it after the service. | 43:57 | |
So can you, Job asked, can you wherever life | 44:01 | |
may take you from Duke, | 44:05 | |
can you live without knowing for sure | 44:08 | |
the answers to why? | 44:12 | |
More to the point, | 44:15 | |
could you let God be God? | 44:18 | |
Big and real and incomprehensible | 44:21 | |
when God's reasons when calibrated | 44:27 | |
to human scale appear unreasonable? | 44:29 | |
Because in the end there are not always good, tidy answers. | 44:35 | |
But better than even answers, says Job, | 44:40 | |
is the presence, | 44:43 | |
the presence of a God that keeps on talking to us | 44:46 | |
and walking with us, | 44:50 | |
the presence of the God who hung the moon | 44:52 | |
and the stars and makes the sun to rise | 44:55 | |
and formed the hippopotamus in the mud | 44:57 | |
and you in your mother's womb. | 44:59 | |
This God, walking beside you as you go forth | 45:03 | |
into God's great majestic, | 45:10 | |
though sometimes painful and confusing, world. | 45:12 | |
Finally, I think this is all that we know. | 45:22 | |
But fortunately, dear graduates. | 45:27 | |
For the questions of this life, | 45:32 | |
our claim is that this is knowledge enough. | 45:35 | |
Amen. | 45:41 | |
(lively organ music) | 45:44 | |
(congregation singing) | 46:36 | |
(lively organ music) | 49:24 | |
(dramatic organ music) | 50:20 | |
(choir singing) | 51:09 | |
- | Please stand as we pray together. | 56:07 |
Almighty God, as you have granted us a place | 56:17 | |
in this university, | 56:21 | |
hallow to us now this day | 56:23 | |
when we dedicate ourselves to the life | 56:26 | |
and work to which you have called us | 56:28 | |
that we may remember with gratitude | 56:31 | |
the families and friends who have cared for us. | 56:33 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 56:37 | |
That in the life ahead we may keep faith | 56:40 | |
with those who loved us | 56:43 | |
and trusted us and whose hopes follow us. | 56:44 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 56:49 | |
That we may enter with good courage | 56:52 | |
and constant purpose upon the tasks which await us. | 56:54 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 56:58 | |
From all vanity and pride | 57:02 | |
as if our accomplishments were of our sole creation. | 57:04 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 57:08 | |
From neglect of the opportunities | 57:11 | |
which are all about us | 57:13 | |
and from distrust of our ability | 57:15 | |
to meet the duties of each dawning day. | 57:17 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 57:21 | |
That the example of wise and generous people | 57:23 | |
who have gone before us in our families | 57:26 | |
and here in this university, | 57:29 | |
may save us from folly and self-indulgent. | 57:31 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 57:35 | |
More especially, that you would show to us | 57:38 | |
your way of love in all we do or say | 57:41 | |
that we should come to love the Lord our God | 57:45 | |
with our soul and mind and strength | 57:47 | |
and our neighbor as ourselves. | 57:50 | |
(congregation mumbles) | 57:53 | |
These things and whatever else you see needful | 57:56 | |
and right for us, we ask in your holy name, amen. | 57:59 | |
(lively organ music) | 58:06 | |
(choir singing) | 58:48 |
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