Nico Ter Linden - Sermon Untitled (October 30, 1988)
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| (spiritual organ music) | 0:00 | |
| - | We welcome you this morning to this service | 2:29 |
| of worship here in the chapel. | 2:31 | |
| Today, we are going Dutch, our preacher today | 2:33 | |
| is, do you have that expression in Holland, | 2:38 | |
| going Dutch? | 2:41 | |
| - | No, we haven't. | |
| - | It's probably not one of your favorite | 2:43 |
| expressions, but our preacher is from the Westerkerk, | 2:44 | |
| Amsterdam's historic Reformed church. | 2:48 | |
| He is Nico Ter Linden, a popular voice | 2:52 | |
| of the church in Holland, in radio | 2:55 | |
| and television broadcasts, and his far-flung ministry | 2:59 | |
| from the Westerkerk, he is a distinguished writer | 3:03 | |
| and pastoral theologian. | 3:07 | |
| He has taught in Eden Seminary in St. Louis | 3:09 | |
| and he is here this week lecturing at | 3:13 | |
| the Duke Divinity School and we are happy | 3:17 | |
| to welcome Pastor ter Linden, here to the chapel | 3:19 | |
| this morning. | 3:24 | |
| We also remind you, particularly the students, | 3:25 | |
| of our annual All Hallows Eve service, | 3:28 | |
| tomorrow night, 11:30, here in the chapel. | 3:30 | |
| And now let us continue the worship of God. | 3:35 | |
| (majestic choral music) | 3:42 | |
| ♪ I believe in one God ♪ | 3:49 | |
| ♪ The Father almighty ♪ | 3:53 | |
| ♪ Maker of Heaven and earth ♪ | 3:56 | |
| ♪ And of all things visible and invisible ♪ | 4:00 | |
| ♪ And in one Lord Jesus Christ ♪ | 4:08 | |
| ♪ The only-begotten Son of God ♪ | 4:11 | |
| ♪ Begotten of the Father before all ages ♪ | 4:20 | |
| ♪ God of God, Light of Light ♪ | 4:24 | |
| ♪ Very God of very God ♪ | 4:29 | |
| ♪ Begotten not made, being of one substance ♪ | 4:33 | |
| ♪ With the Father, through Whom all things were made ♪ | 4:38 | |
| ♪ Who for us men and for our salvation ♪ | 4:48 | |
| ♪ Came down from Heaven, was incarnate ♪ | 4:55 | |
| ♪ By the Holy Spirit of the virgin Mary ♪ | 5:02 | |
| ♪ And was made man ♪ | 5:08 | |
| ♪ Who for us, too, was crucified under Pontius Pilate ♪ | 5:14 | |
| ♪ Suffered, and was buried ♪ | 5:32 | |
| ♪ The third day He rose according to the Scriptures ♪ | 5:47 | |
| ♪ Ascended into Heaven, and is seated ♪ | 5:55 | |
| ♪ On the right hand of the Father ♪ | 6:01 | |
| ♪ He shall come again with glory ♪ | 6:05 | |
| ♪ To judge the living and the dead ♪ | 6:10 | |
| ♪ And His kingdom shall have no end ♪ | 6:13 | |
| ♪ And in the Holy Spirit, the Lord and Giver of life ♪ | 6:18 | |
| ♪ Who proceeds from the Father and the Son ♪ | 6:23 | |
| ♪ Who together with the Father and the Son is worshiped ♪ | 6:29 | |
| ♪ And glorified ♪ | 6:36 | |
| ♪ Who spoke by the prophets ♪ | 6:39 | |
| ♪ And I believe one holy, Christian, and apostolic Church ♪ | 6:45 | |
| ♪ I acknowledge one baptism ♪ | 6:54 | |
| ♪ For the remission of sins ♪ | 6:59 | |
| ♪ And I look for the resurrection of the dead ♪ | 7:04 | |
| ♪ And life of the age to come ♪ | 7:10 | |
| ♪ Amen ♪ | 7:18 | |
| (spiritual organ music) | 7:33 | |
| ♪ Praise, my soul, the King of Heaven ♪ | 8:09 | |
| ♪ To His feet thy tribute bring ♪ | 8:16 | |
| ♪ Ransomed, healed, restored, forgiven ♪ | 8:21 | |
| ♪ Evermore His praises sing ♪ | 8:27 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 8:31 | |
| ♪ Praise the everlasting King ♪ | 8:38 | |
| ♪ Praise Him for His grace and favor ♪ | 8:47 | |
| ♪ To our fathers in distress ♪ | 8:54 | |
| ♪ Praise Him still the same as ever ♪ | 9:00 | |
| ♪ Slow to chide, and swift to bless ♪ | 9:05 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 9:11 | |
| ♪ Glorious in His faithfulness ♪ | 9:17 | |
| ♪ Fatherlike He tends and spares us ♪ | 9:28 | |
| ♪ Well our feeble frame He knows ♪ | 9:33 | |
| ♪ In His hands He gently bears us ♪ | 9:38 | |
| ♪ Rescues us from all our foes ♪ | 9:44 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 9:50 | |
| ♪ Widely yet His mercy flows ♪ | 9:57 | |
| (organ music) | 10:01 | |
| ♪ Angels, help us to adore him ♪ | 11:27 | |
| ♪ You behold him face to face ♪ | 11:35 | |
| ♪ Sun and moon, bow down before him ♪ | 11:41 | |
| ♪ Dwellers all in time and space ♪ | 11:46 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 11:51 | |
| ♪ Praise with us the God of grace ♪ | 11:57 | |
| - | Be seated. | 12:10 |
| Let us pray together the prayer for illumination. | 12:13 | |
| Open our hearts and minds, oh God. | 12:18 | |
| By the power of your holy spirit. | 12:21 | |
| So that, as the word is read and proclaimed, | 12:24 | |
| we might hear with joy what you say to us | 12:28 | |
| this day, amen. | 12:31 | |
| ♪ Teach me, oh Lord, the way ♪ | 12:49 | |
| ♪ Of thy statutes ♪ | 12:53 | |
| ♪ And I shall keep it unto the end ♪ | 12:58 | |
| ♪ Give me understanding ♪ | 13:07 | |
| ♪ And I shall keep thy law ♪ | 13:13 | |
| ♪ Yea, I shall keep it with my whole heart ♪ | 13:19 | |
| ♪ Make me to go in the path of thy commandments ♪ | 13:35 | |
| ♪ For therein is my desire ♪ | 13:46 | |
| ♪ Incline my heart unto thy testimonies ♪ | 13:55 | |
| ♪ And not to covetousness ♪ | 14:03 | |
| ♪ Oh turn away mine eyes ♪ | 14:18 | |
| ♪ Lest they behold vanity ♪ | 14:20 | |
| ♪ And quicken me in thy ways ♪ | 14:29 | |
| ♪ Oh stablish thy word in thy servant ♪ | 14:39 | |
| ♪ that I may fear thee ♪ | 14:49 | |
| ♪ Glory be to the Father ♪ | 15:03 | |
| ♪ And to the Son ♪ | 15:08 | |
| ♪ And to the Holy Ghost ♪ | 15:12 | |
| ♪ As it was in the beginning ♪ | 15:20 | |
| ♪ And is now, and ever shall be ♪ | 15:27 | |
| ♪ World without end, Amen ♪ | 15:32 | |
| ♪ Amen ♪ | 15:39 | |
| - | After the reading from the Book of Ecclesiastes | 16:22 |
| and a short gospel reading, we will sing | 16:26 | |
| an old Dutch hymn from the 17th century, | 16:28 | |
| We Gather Together. | 16:32 | |
| You are familiar with that. | 16:34 | |
| And after the sermon, a modern Dutch hymn | 16:37 | |
| written by a friend of mine, Roman Catholic Priest | 16:41 | |
| in Amsterdam. | 16:43 | |
| The hymn became quite famous in my country | 16:45 | |
| and I'd like to share it with you today. | 16:48 | |
| They call him Ecclesiastes, the preacher. | 16:54 | |
| A funny name for him really, seeing he seems | 16:58 | |
| not to preach at all. | 17:02 | |
| One's frist impression is that the dear man | 17:05 | |
| has little to report than that all is vanity. | 17:07 | |
| Everything is futile, trivial. | 17:13 | |
| An evaporating, transitory breath, vanity of vanities. | 17:16 | |
| Or to put it in Hebrew, (speaking foreign language). | 17:23 | |
| He's obsessed by desolation and futility. | 17:28 | |
| You seldom see him sighted on calendars | 17:32 | |
| with Bible text. | 17:35 | |
| He is the "enfant terrible" | 17:37 | |
| of the Old Testament. | 17:39 | |
| The ET of the OT. | 17:41 | |
| (attendees laughing) | 17:45 | |
| His questions gnaw at just about everything | 17:46 | |
| we consider to be of significance or value. | 17:49 | |
| In short, surveys have shown that nowadays, | 17:53 | |
| Ecclesiastes is one of the most popular Bible books. | 17:57 | |
| Ecclesiastes, the preacher, who smiles | 18:03 | |
| about the preaching of others. | 18:08 | |
| A teacher who doesn't teach. | 18:10 | |
| Who comes up with a 'but' after every amen. | 18:13 | |
| He was scarcely included among the Bible writings. | 18:19 | |
| He is a borderline case, a believer on the fringe, | 18:23 | |
| we would say. | 18:28 | |
| Way out, but that is often where the most | 18:30 | |
| special believers are. | 18:33 | |
| Ecclesiastes is the most recent writing | 18:37 | |
| of the Old Testament, the youngest. | 18:40 | |
| The author, must have lived about 250 before Christ, | 18:42 | |
| probably in Jerusalem. | 18:47 | |
| He must have been a teacher of wisdom, | 18:50 | |
| a sort of pedagogue, though certainly a quaint one. | 18:53 | |
| Bowed under the absurdity of existence, | 18:58 | |
| he searches for the meaning of it all. | 19:02 | |
| He did not find much. | 19:05 | |
| But he shows us what he did find. | 19:08 | |
| And that he wants to share, I like him. | 19:10 | |
| Listen. | 19:16 | |
| The words of the preacher, the son of David, | 19:19 | |
| King of Jerusalem, emptiness, emptiness. | 19:22 | |
| Vanity of vanities, (speaking foreign language), | 19:27 | |
| says the speaker. | 19:32 | |
| Emptiness, all is empty. | 19:34 | |
| What does man gain from all his labor | 19:36 | |
| and his toil here under the sun? | 19:39 | |
| Generations come and generations go, | 19:42 | |
| while the earth endures forever. | 19:45 | |
| The sun rises and the sun goes down, | 19:48 | |
| but it returns to its place | 19:51 | |
| and rises there again. | 19:53 | |
| The wind blows South, the wind blows North, | 19:56 | |
| around and round it goes and returns full circle. | 19:59 | |
| All streams run into the sea. | 20:04 | |
| Yet the sea never overflows. | 20:08 | |
| Back to the place from which the streams | 20:11 | |
| ran, they return to run again. | 20:13 | |
| All things are wearisome, no man can speak of them all. | 20:18 | |
| Is not the eye surfeited with seeing | 20:24 | |
| and the ear sated with hearing? | 20:28 | |
| What has happened will happen again | 20:31 | |
| and what has been done will be done again. | 20:33 | |
| And there is nothing new under the sun. | 20:36 | |
| Is there anything of which one can say, | 20:39 | |
| look this is new? | 20:41 | |
| No, it has already existed long ago, | 20:44 | |
| before our time. | 20:47 | |
| (majestic music) | 20:50 | |
| For everything a season. | 21:30 | |
| And for every activity under the Heaven its time. | 21:32 | |
| A time to be born and a time to die. | 21:35 | |
| A time to plant and a time to uproot. | 21:38 | |
| A time to kill and a time to heal. | 21:41 | |
| A time to pull down and a time to build up. | 21:44 | |
| A time to weep and a time to laugh. | 21:47 | |
| A time for mourning and a time for dancing. | 21:50 | |
| A time to scatter stones and a time to gather them. | 21:53 | |
| A time to embrace and a time to refrain | 21:57 | |
| from embracing. | 22:00 | |
| A time to seek and a time to lose. | 22:01 | |
| A time to keep and a time to throw away. | 22:04 | |
| A time to tear and a time to mend. | 22:07 | |
| A time for silence and a time for speech. | 22:10 | |
| A time to love and a time to hate. | 22:14 | |
| A time for war and a time for peace. | 22:17 | |
| What profit does one who works | 22:21 | |
| get from all his labor? | 22:24 | |
| I have seen the business that God has given man | 22:27 | |
| to keep them busy. | 22:29 | |
| He has made everything to shoot it's time, | 22:32 | |
| moreover, he has given man a sense of time passed | 22:35 | |
| and future. | 22:40 | |
| But no comprehension of God's work | 22:42 | |
| from beginning to end. | 22:45 | |
| I know that there is nothing good for man | 22:48 | |
| except to be happy and to live the best life | 22:50 | |
| he can while he is alive. | 22:53 | |
| Moreover that the man shall eat and drink | 22:55 | |
| and enjoy himself, in return from all his labors, | 22:57 | |
| is a gift from God. | 23:02 | |
| (majestic flute music) | 23:06 | |
| Do not rush into speech. | 23:22 | |
| Let there be no hasty utterance in God's presence. | 23:25 | |
| God is in Heaven, you are on Earth. | 23:29 | |
| So let your words be few. | 23:33 | |
| Consider God's handiwork, who can straighten | 23:37 | |
| what he has made crooked? | 23:40 | |
| When things go well, be glad, but when things | 23:43 | |
| go ill, consider this, God has set the one | 23:46 | |
| alongside the other in such a way that no one | 23:49 | |
| can find out what is to happen next. | 23:53 | |
| In my empty existence, I've seen it all, | 23:57 | |
| from a righteous man, perishing in his righteousness, | 24:01 | |
| to a wicked man growing old in his wickedness. | 24:06 | |
| (majestic flute music) | 24:11 | |
| I went on to reflect. | 24:38 | |
| I set my mind to inquire and search for wisdom | 24:40 | |
| and the sum of things. | 24:43 | |
| Only to discover that it is folly to be wicked | 24:46 | |
| and madness to act like a fool. | 24:49 | |
| Who is wise enough for all this? | 24:52 | |
| Who knows the meaning of anything? | 24:55 | |
| Wisdom lights up a man's face. | 24:58 | |
| But grim looks make a man hated. | 25:01 | |
| I applied my mind to all this | 25:05 | |
| and I understood that the righteous and the wise | 25:08 | |
| and all their doings are under God's control. | 25:11 | |
| But is it love or hatred? | 25:15 | |
| No man knows. | 25:18 | |
| Everything that confronts him, everything is empty, | 25:20 | |
| since one and the same fate befalls everyone. | 25:24 | |
| (majestic music) | 25:30 | |
| This is what is wrong in all that is done here | 26:06 | |
| under the sun. | 26:10 | |
| That one in the same fate befalls every man. | 26:12 | |
| The hearts of men is full of evil. | 26:15 | |
| Madness fills the hearts all through their lives | 26:18 | |
| and after that, death awaits you. | 26:22 | |
| But for a man who is counted among the living | 26:27 | |
| there is still hope, a live dog is better than | 26:29 | |
| a dead lion. | 26:33 | |
| True the living know that they will die, | 26:35 | |
| but the dead know nothing. | 26:38 | |
| There are no more rewards for them. | 26:40 | |
| They are utterly forgotten. | 26:43 | |
| For them, love, hate, ambition are, all are over now. | 26:45 | |
| Never again will they have any part in what is | 26:51 | |
| done here under the sun. | 26:53 | |
| Go to it then. | 26:56 | |
| Eat your food and enjoy it. | 26:58 | |
| And drink your wine with a cheerful heart. | 27:01 | |
| For already God has accepted what you have done. | 27:04 | |
| Always be dressed in white and never fail | 27:07 | |
| to anoint your head. | 27:10 | |
| Enjoy life with the one you love all the days | 27:12 | |
| of your allotted span here under the sun. | 27:16 | |
| Empty as they are, for that is your lot | 27:20 | |
| while you live and labor here under the sun. | 27:24 | |
| Whatever task lies to your hand, | 27:29 | |
| do it with all your might. | 27:34 | |
| One more thing I have observed, | 27:37 | |
| here under the sun, speed doesn't win the race, | 27:40 | |
| nor strength the battle. | 27:44 | |
| Bread does not belong to the wise, | 27:47 | |
| nor wealth to the intelligent. | 27:50 | |
| Nor success to the skillful. | 27:54 | |
| Time and chance govern all. | 27:57 | |
| Moreover, no man knows when his hour will come. | 28:05 | |
| Like fish caught in a net. | 28:10 | |
| Like a bird taken in a snare. | 28:14 | |
| So men are trapped, when their times come suddenly. | 28:18 | |
| (woeful flute music) | 28:25 | |
| Delight in your boyhood, young man. | 28:54 | |
| Make the most of the days of your youth. | 28:56 | |
| Let your hearts and your eyes show you | 28:59 | |
| the way, but remember that for all these things, | 29:01 | |
| God will call you to account. | 29:04 | |
| Banish discontent from your mind and shake off | 29:08 | |
| the troubles of the body. | 29:12 | |
| Boyhood and the prime of life are mere emptiness. | 29:14 | |
| Don't let the excitement of being young | 29:20 | |
| cause you to forget about your creator. | 29:22 | |
| Honor him in your youth before the evil years come, | 29:26 | |
| when you will no longer enjoy living. | 29:30 | |
| It will be too late then to try to remember him | 29:33 | |
| when the sun and light and moon and stars | 29:37 | |
| are dimmed to your old eyes. | 29:39 | |
| And there is no silver lining left | 29:43 | |
| among your clouds. | 29:45 | |
| For there will come a time when your limbs | 29:48 | |
| will tremble with age and your strong legs | 29:51 | |
| will become weak and your teeth will be too few | 29:54 | |
| to do their work and there will be blindness, too. | 29:57 | |
| Then let your lips be tightly closed | 30:02 | |
| while eating, when your teeth are gone. | 30:04 | |
| And you will awaken at dawn, | 30:08 | |
| with the first note of the birds but you yourself | 30:10 | |
| will be deaf and tuneless with quavering voice. | 30:13 | |
| You will be afraid of heights and of falling. | 30:18 | |
| A white haired, withered old man dragging himself | 30:22 | |
| along without sexual desire, standing at deaths door, | 30:26 | |
| and nearing his everlasting home as the mourners | 30:31 | |
| go along the streets. | 30:34 | |
| Yes, remember your creator, now while you are young. | 30:37 | |
| Before the silver cord of life snaps | 30:42 | |
| and the golden bowl is broken, | 30:46 | |
| and the pitcher is broken at the fountain, | 30:49 | |
| and the wheel is broken at the cistern | 30:52 | |
| and the dust returns to the Earth as it was, | 30:55 | |
| and the spirit disappears in God who gave it. | 31:01 | |
| (woeful music) | 31:07 | |
| There were some present at that very time | 31:51 | |
| who told Jesus of the Galilean's | 31:56 | |
| whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices. | 31:59 | |
| And Jesus answered them, "Do you think that these Galileans | 32:05 | |
| "were worse sinners than all the other Galileans, | 32:09 | |
| "because they suffered thus? | 32:13 | |
| "I tell you, no. | 32:17 | |
| "But unless you repent, you will all likewise perish. | 32:19 | |
| "Or those 18 people upon whom the tower | 32:26 | |
| "in Siloam fell and killed them. | 32:31 | |
| "Do you think they were worse offenders than | 32:36 | |
| "all the others dwelled in Jerusalem? | 32:39 | |
| "I tell you, no. | 32:42 | |
| "But unless you repent, you will all likewise, perish." | 32:45 | |
| Here ends the lesson. | 32:53 | |
| (spiritual organ music) | 32:57 | |
| ♪ We gather together to ask the Lord's blessing ♪ | 33:30 | |
| ♪ He chastens and hastens His will to make known ♪ | 33:38 | |
| ♪ The wicked oppressing now cease from distressing ♪ | 33:46 | |
| ♪ Sing praises to His Name ♪ | 33:54 | |
| ♪ He forgets not His own ♪ | 33:59 | |
| ♪ Beside us to guide us ♪ | 34:05 | |
| ♪ Our God with us joining ♪ | 34:09 | |
| ♪ Ordaining, maintaining His kingdom divine ♪ | 34:13 | |
| ♪ So from the beginning ♪ | 34:21 | |
| ♪ The fight we were winning ♪ | 34:26 | |
| ♪ Thou, Lord, were at our side ♪ | 34:30 | |
| ♪ All glory be Thine ♪ | 34:34 | |
| ♪ We all do extol Thee ♪ | 34:40 | |
| ♪ Thou Leader triumphant ♪ | 34:45 | |
| ♪ And pray that Thou still ♪ | 34:49 | |
| ♪ Our Defender will be ♪ | 34:53 | |
| ♪ Let Thy congregation escape tribulation ♪ | 34:58 | |
| ♪ Thy Name be ever praised ♪ | 35:05 | |
| ♪ Oh Lord, make us free ♪ | 35:10 | |
| - | Let me begin with a short poem | 35:32 |
| by the Yiddish folk singer, Mordechai Gebirtig | 35:37 | |
| who was killed in the ghetto of Kraków in 1942. | 35:42 | |
| Papa, | 35:50 | |
| the Rabbi says that God shields | 35:52 | |
| and shelters us, that he knows everything. | 35:57 | |
| That all that happens is known to him up there. | 36:03 | |
| Yes, my child, that is true. | 36:10 | |
| Then, Papa, why, | 36:17 | |
| when we are battered and beaten, | 36:21 | |
| brutally butchered and must endure | 36:24 | |
| torture and torment, | 36:28 | |
| why is he silent up there? | 36:32 | |
| Hush, my child. | 36:39 | |
| Not a word. | 36:42 | |
| We who hear this, might well ask ourselves, | 36:48 | |
| if it is really true that God shields | 36:54 | |
| and shelters us, that he knows everything, | 36:57 | |
| that all that happens is known to him, up there. | 37:01 | |
| Oh sometimes you think so. | 37:07 | |
| There's much to enjoy here though, | 37:10 | |
| much to be thankful for, | 37:14 | |
| much to make ones till in law. | 37:15 | |
| Things which point beyond themselves | 37:19 | |
| and you stammer, God, glad to have | 37:22 | |
| the right address for your joy, | 37:25 | |
| to be able to acknowledge receipt of | 37:29 | |
| so many blessings. | 37:31 | |
| But, like my grandmother used to say, | 37:34 | |
| "sometimes it's different than sometimes." | 37:37 | |
| For sometimes you suddenly don't understand | 37:42 | |
| it all, anymore. | 37:45 | |
| You had just soared as free as a bird | 37:47 | |
| and suddenly a snare snaps down and you're trapped. | 37:50 | |
| You were, in your element, | 37:55 | |
| like a fish in water and then suddenly | 37:57 | |
| a jabbing pain in the mouth and you lie | 38:01 | |
| gasping on the shore, battered, | 38:04 | |
| beaten brutally, and you stammer | 38:09 | |
| something like, "God." | 38:13 | |
| But you're not sure you have the right address, | 38:17 | |
| and why is he silent up there? | 38:22 | |
| Well what about curses and blessings. | 38:30 | |
| Why does the one receive a curse | 38:34 | |
| and the other a blessing? | 38:36 | |
| Why did I stay alive when the other died? | 38:39 | |
| Is it true, as the Rabbi said, | 38:43 | |
| that God shields and shelters us? | 38:45 | |
| Or should we not rather say that chance is king? | 38:50 | |
| You search and seek to find | 38:57 | |
| the sum of things, but to no avail. | 38:59 | |
| There is no underlying system to be seen. | 39:05 | |
| Speed does not always win the race. | 39:08 | |
| How many noble people have now died before their time, | 39:11 | |
| while their tormentors lived on | 39:16 | |
| to enjoy the good things of life? | 39:19 | |
| The preacher searches and seeks but he does | 39:24 | |
| not find the sum of things. | 39:27 | |
| He comes away none the wiser. | 39:31 | |
| It is emptiness, vanity, he says. | 39:34 | |
| It's all able, transitory breaths evaporating | 39:37 | |
| into nothing. | 39:43 | |
| That's it. | 39:44 | |
| We live in an extremely dubious place | 39:46 | |
| in which no recognizable righteousness reigns. | 39:50 | |
| Where no guiding God shows his merciful face. | 39:54 | |
| Where not infrequently things go badly for the good | 39:58 | |
| and go well for the bad. | 40:02 | |
| Where unpredictable chance reigns at random. | 40:05 | |
| Life, life, life, life is air. | 40:10 | |
| Able ablim like a wind that passes away. | 40:14 | |
| Everything slips away as a breath | 40:19 | |
| dissolving into thin air. | 40:23 | |
| And in the end, death awaits you. | 40:26 | |
| Dust returns to what it originally was. | 40:31 | |
| And dissolves in the air. | 40:34 | |
| And life's spirit returns to where it came from | 40:38 | |
| and disappears in God who gave it. | 40:42 | |
| Take, take for example the life | 40:48 | |
| of the Jewish lady, Frieda Borgstein | 40:52 | |
| whose story has been so impressively | 40:57 | |
| and respectfully and carefully recorded | 40:59 | |
| by Marga Minco in her book, The Fall. | 41:03 | |
| Marga Minco is a Dutch author of Jewish background | 41:09 | |
| who miraculously survived the war. | 41:13 | |
| The only one of her family. | 41:17 | |
| In the story, two municipal repairmen begin | 41:23 | |
| fixing an overheated vault of the city's heating system. | 41:28 | |
| Half an hour behind schedule. | 41:35 | |
| In a nearby motel rest home, | 41:38 | |
| a visit of a delegation is at | 41:43 | |
| the last moment moved up half an hour ahead | 41:45 | |
| of schedule. | 41:48 | |
| And because of the nervous flurry, | 41:50 | |
| the staff is in, under the circumstances, | 41:54 | |
| one of the residences of the rest home, | 41:57 | |
| the 85 year old, Mrs. Borgstein, | 41:59 | |
| leaves the home half an hour later | 42:03 | |
| than she had planned, to do some shopping | 42:05 | |
| for her coming birthday. | 42:08 | |
| It is bitter winter. | 42:13 | |
| And no one can say how it exactly happened, | 42:15 | |
| but Mrs. Borgstein falls into the momentarily | 42:19 | |
| unguarded heating vault and drowns | 42:22 | |
| in the boiling water. | 42:25 | |
| A gruesome death because of things | 42:29 | |
| happening accidentally behind time. | 42:32 | |
| Just as 40 years earlier, | 42:37 | |
| she had survived because of things | 42:40 | |
| happening accidentally ahead of time. | 42:44 | |
| In the spring of 42, the young man | 42:49 | |
| who was to help her and her husband | 42:53 | |
| and children flee to Switzerland | 42:55 | |
| knocked on the door six minutes earlier | 42:59 | |
| than planned. | 43:02 | |
| Was it chance that at that moment, | 43:05 | |
| the German security police stopped | 43:09 | |
| and took everyone along? | 43:11 | |
| Everyone, that is except for Frieda. | 43:15 | |
| She had just gone upstairs to get | 43:20 | |
| a sweater for her little daughter. | 43:22 | |
| She had after all still five minutes to go, | 43:25 | |
| didn't she? | 43:28 | |
| She heard voices downstairs and the outside door | 43:30 | |
| slammed, "wait, wait for me," she cried. | 43:36 | |
| And to hurry to get downstairs, she fell. | 43:42 | |
| She sprang up and stumbled again | 43:47 | |
| with the sweater clutched tightly to her, | 43:50 | |
| she limped to the door, looking down | 43:53 | |
| the wet, dimly lit key. | 43:58 | |
| She just saw a gray car slow down and | 44:03 | |
| disappear around a corner at the bastion. | 44:09 | |
| That evening was the first of 40 years | 44:17 | |
| of loneliness for Frieda. | 44:22 | |
| Well, | 44:27 | |
| how does one survive such a survival? | 44:30 | |
| We read that Frieda threw herself into bookkeeping, | 44:38 | |
| seeking security in the neutral, cool, | 44:43 | |
| unpretentious numbers. | 44:46 | |
| Passionately, she begins to calculate, multiply, | 44:49 | |
| figure out square roots, a forest of figures | 44:54 | |
| in which she could lose herself. | 44:59 | |
| She searched and sought, and did she find | 45:02 | |
| the sum of things? | 45:06 | |
| Could she get anywhere with them? | 45:12 | |
| In any case, she keeps herself from going crazy, | 45:15 | |
| prevents the fuses from blowing. | 45:19 | |
| The numbers hold off the things which she cannot bear. | 45:23 | |
| From time to time, she would spread out | 45:30 | |
| pictures of her family before her on the table | 45:34 | |
| as though in a game of solitaire, | 45:40 | |
| quietly communing with the dead. | 45:45 | |
| And then she would put them back in the wallet. | 45:50 | |
| After the fall, the fall into the heating vault, | 45:56 | |
| the janitor of the rest home was given the wallet, | 46:04 | |
| swollen with water. | 46:08 | |
| The photographs were glued together in a lump. | 46:12 | |
| The head matron asked him, "Would you, | 46:18 | |
| "would you please dispose of this, Abels?" | 46:21 | |
| That was his name, Abels, | 46:29 | |
| Ben Abels, | 46:34 | |
| son of Abel, | 46:39 | |
| also a survivor. | 46:42 | |
| Also a victim of Cain. | 46:46 | |
| And what is the meaning of it all? | 46:53 | |
| The meaning of another death, and of your life, | 46:56 | |
| who is to say? | 47:02 | |
| This world is an extremely dubious place, | 47:05 | |
| emptiness, air, evaporation, that's all, | 47:08 | |
| abel, abelim. | 47:13 | |
| Would you please dispose of this, Abels? | 47:19 | |
| The photographs, rubbed out images of the dead. | 47:27 | |
| He felt as though he were performing a ceremony, | 47:34 | |
| when he descended with the small bundle | 47:40 | |
| to the storage cellar. | 47:42 | |
| Looking around, he saw a new shiny ash can | 47:46 | |
| standing in the corner. | 47:51 | |
| He walked towards it, | 47:54 | |
| placed the packet on the bottom, | 47:58 | |
| and gently, almost solemnly, | 48:03 | |
| closed the lid. | 48:08 | |
| Ashes to ashes, | 48:12 | |
| dust returns to what it originally was, | 48:15 | |
| and returns in the earth. | 48:20 | |
| Well, how are we to take this? | 48:25 | |
| How can we fathom it? | 48:32 | |
| We are subjected to time and chance. | 48:36 | |
| The preacher says time and chance, | 48:39 | |
| the two notions are easily associated. | 48:45 | |
| "It was his time," said the widow. | 48:48 | |
| "I really believe it, it was his time," | 48:52 | |
| for she refused to believe in chance. | 48:55 | |
| But the preacher is really not so sure at all. | 49:02 | |
| He is wary of speculations, calculating systems. | 49:06 | |
| "That all is just a foolish chasing | 49:13 | |
| "of the wind, nothing more," he says. | 49:15 | |
| And he confronts God with his bitter complaint. | 49:19 | |
| Must he, like a gypsy, exist on the edge | 49:24 | |
| of the universe, which is deaf to his music | 49:28 | |
| and insensitive to his expectations, | 49:31 | |
| sufferings and predicaments? | 49:35 | |
| Skeptical is the preacher and cynical. | 49:39 | |
| But the desolation which he at times | 49:46 | |
| portrays seems also a reflection | 49:49 | |
| of his deep faith, for in all of his anguish | 49:53 | |
| and loneliness, he is not cut off from God. | 49:58 | |
| Sure, there is a great distance between, | 50:03 | |
| God is in Heaven and man is upon Earth. | 50:07 | |
| Man must not transgress the boundaries | 50:13 | |
| of his own limitations, he is finite. | 50:16 | |
| And after investigation, everything here on Earth, | 50:21 | |
| after trying hard to find the sum of things, | 50:24 | |
| he must admit that he cannot penetrate the secrets of life. | 50:28 | |
| But God is not excluded. | 50:33 | |
| In the end, the preacher bows before | 50:36 | |
| the unfathomable greatness of God, | 50:39 | |
| whom he cannot understand, | 50:43 | |
| but who, the preacher is convinced, | 50:47 | |
| holds the lot of each human being, | 50:51 | |
| time and chance, in his hand. | 50:54 | |
| In the end, it is not fate and chance | 50:59 | |
| that govern what happens, but God. | 51:03 | |
| But don't ask why, and don't ask how, | 51:08 | |
| because an Earthly being is unable to grasp such things. | 51:14 | |
| The preacher, he is not a Moses, | 51:21 | |
| who is said to have known God face to face. | 51:27 | |
| The preacher knows that he himself | 51:33 | |
| is far from the burning bush, | 51:35 | |
| too far away to dare to assert hearing | 51:38 | |
| the voice, but he sees | 51:42 | |
| something burning | 51:46 | |
| and has taken his shoes off. | 51:50 | |
| He summons us to enjoy that which we have been | 51:56 | |
| able to salvage from the lost paradise. | 51:59 | |
| There is, here below, so much to enjoy, | 52:03 | |
| so much to be thankful for, so much to silence one, | 52:06 | |
| as we stand in awe of the miraculous. | 52:10 | |
| Things which point beyond themselves. | 52:15 | |
| Therefore go to it then, eat your food and enjoy it, | 52:20 | |
| and drink your wine with a cheerful heart, | 52:23 | |
| enjoy life together with the one you love, | 52:26 | |
| and as long as it is possible | 52:29 | |
| in the fleeting days of your allotted span under the sun, | 52:31 | |
| do whatever task lies to your hand, | 52:35 | |
| and do it with all your might. | 52:41 | |
| Later on, | 52:46 | |
| Jesus will speak similar words. | 52:49 | |
| Don't worry about things. | 52:54 | |
| Look at the lilies of the field, | 52:58 | |
| look at the birds of the air. | 53:00 | |
| They are God's, and so are you, | 53:03 | |
| and so is the one sitting next to you. | 53:09 | |
| Do what your hand finds to do, | 53:12 | |
| and don't worry about tomorrow. | 53:15 | |
| Tomorrow will have its own worries, | 53:18 | |
| each day has enough of its own worries. | 53:20 | |
| But when evil comes, it might easily happen | 53:26 | |
| that all of a sudden, you don't understand | 53:29 | |
| it anymore. | 53:33 | |
| Papa, the rabbi says... | 53:35 | |
| Once they came to Jesus with a similar problem. | 53:42 | |
| A water tower had fallen, 18 victims under the ruins. | 53:46 | |
| Why those and not others? | 53:53 | |
| You know how things go. | 53:56 | |
| The one man who just happened to go to fetch something | 53:59 | |
| and escape the disaster, while a child | 54:02 | |
| was bringing a loaf of bread, | 54:06 | |
| which his father had forgotten, | 54:07 | |
| and then then tower came tumbling down. | 54:12 | |
| Why? | 54:16 | |
| Pious people come up with an answer. | 54:19 | |
| God is behind it all, they say. | 54:23 | |
| They refuse to believe in chance. | 54:28 | |
| It must be a punishment for sin, they say. | 54:32 | |
| And with their solution, their system, | 54:37 | |
| they come to Jesus. | 54:40 | |
| But they are at the wrong address. | 54:43 | |
| Jesus does not belong to those who know it all. | 54:49 | |
| To this bitter, dark, riddle, he offers them no solution | 54:54 | |
| He only says, it is not like you think it is, | 55:00 | |
| and after that, he more or less drops the subject. | 55:04 | |
| He doesn't know why. | 55:09 | |
| Later, he didn't know why in his own situation either. | 55:11 | |
| It is a question which never lies down. | 55:18 | |
| Nevertheless, Jesus lets the question rest, | 55:21 | |
| and he can do that, because deep inside, | 55:25 | |
| he trusts in God in such a way | 55:29 | |
| that he can leave this bitter dark mystery with God. | 55:34 | |
| The secrets of the enemy must be obtained at all costs. | 55:41 | |
| But as secrets of our Father, who is in Heaven, | 55:49 | |
| can be left with him, can't they? | 55:52 | |
| Don't worry, don't be anxious. | 55:56 | |
| Every hair of your head is numbered. | 56:00 | |
| In other words, you don't have to count them yourself. | 56:04 | |
| Use your time for something else. | 56:09 | |
| There's enough to do, the days flee by. | 56:11 | |
| Repent, says Jesus, meaning, turn around, | 56:17 | |
| stop speculating. | 56:21 | |
| You philosophize about life and chance, | 56:24 | |
| but by doing so, you place yourself | 56:27 | |
| outside life, you are not really living life itself. | 56:29 | |
| Do not say, when your finger gets trapped | 56:35 | |
| in the door, that it is the finger of God. | 56:37 | |
| That is not living, that is keeping life at a distance. | 56:40 | |
| Then you are dead. | 56:45 | |
| Arise. | 56:48 | |
| You better make a U-turn. | 56:50 | |
| In this way, Jesus will turn them around with their | 56:55 | |
| backs towards chance, | 57:01 | |
| which is left to rest un-understood, | 57:05 | |
| but with their faces toward God. | 57:09 | |
| He never attempted to reduce real life to a formula. | 57:12 | |
| In kingly simplicity, he lived as a child | 57:18 | |
| and played before the presence of the Father, | 57:22 | |
| among the people, while keeping a close eye | 57:26 | |
| on the lilies of the field and the birds of the air. | 57:30 | |
| His life knew both bitterness and blessing. | 57:34 | |
| But it was for him, a constantly repeated wonder | 57:39 | |
| in which things and people, sent by God, | 57:43 | |
| chanced upon his path. | 57:48 | |
| Thus he went his way. | 57:52 | |
| And the story goes that it was not | 57:56 | |
| a dead end street. | 58:02 | |
| When Frieda Borgstein was buried, | 58:10 | |
| Ben Abels stood at her grave. | 58:16 | |
| He saw a thrush alight in an evergreen. | 58:23 | |
| It was as though it wanted | 58:29 | |
| to drown out, with its clear voice, | 58:34 | |
| the thudding of the earth on the coffin. | 58:38 | |
| Abels kept listening until only | 58:44 | |
| the high whistle of the bird | 58:51 | |
| was to be heard. | 58:55 | |
| The song of the thrush | 59:02 | |
| in the dead of Winter | 59:06 | |
| is exceptional. | 59:08 | |
| It is ahead of time, an anticipation | 59:11 | |
| of Summer. | 59:17 | |
| In the bleak mid-Winter, a song from on high | 59:19 | |
| drowns out the dull thudding | 59:26 | |
| of futility. | 59:30 | |
| The sound of what seems to be an irrevocable end | 59:34 | |
| is drowned out, not by a deed of man, | 59:40 | |
| but by a bird of the air. | 59:47 | |
| You have to be a son of Abel, | 59:56 | |
| a daughter of Abel, | 1:00:00 | |
| or at least be able | 1:00:03 | |
| to understand their language in order to have | 1:00:05 | |
| a quiet but growing conviction | 1:00:10 | |
| that, in an uncertain world, | 1:00:15 | |
| where all theories and formulas would seem to lend meaning | 1:00:19 | |
| to life are smashed out of your hands. | 1:00:23 | |
| There is yet a predominance of life | 1:00:28 | |
| over death. | 1:00:34 | |
| Nothing, nothing helps to clarify | 1:00:37 | |
| how things happen. | 1:00:41 | |
| Don't waste too much time on that. | 1:00:44 | |
| Remember the dead. | 1:00:49 | |
| Revere their names, | 1:00:53 | |
| respectfully and carefully. | 1:00:57 | |
| Don't allow barbarity to repeat itself. | 1:01:02 | |
| Do whatever task lies to your hand. | 1:01:07 | |
| All the days that God has given you | 1:01:10 | |
| under the sun, | 1:01:15 | |
| and love life | 1:01:18 | |
| passionately, amen. | 1:01:24 | |
| (inspiring organ music) | 1:01:29 | |
| (inspiring choral singing) | 1:02:30 | |
| - | The Lord be with you. | 1:05:48 |
| All | And also with you. | 1:05:50 |
| - | Let us pray. | 1:05:51 |
| Lord, our God, we have read words given to us | 1:06:02 | |
| by Israel, given to Israel by you. | 1:06:09 | |
| Oh, Lord, you know us, our misery and our grandeur, | 1:06:16 | |
| our agony, our ecstasy, our split mind, | 1:06:22 | |
| our thankfulness for people and things, | 1:06:29 | |
| and also that we sometimes quite suddenly | 1:06:33 | |
| do not understand anything anymore. | 1:06:36 | |
| The preacher said that if a man is wise, | 1:06:42 | |
| his wisdom lights up his face, | 1:06:46 | |
| the sun breaks through, the icy, tense | 1:06:49 | |
| expression disappears. | 1:06:52 | |
| He must have looked a bit that way himself, | 1:06:57 | |
| and Jesus too. | 1:07:00 | |
| In spite of all the worries, not a worried man, | 1:07:03 | |
| because he was full of trust in you. | 1:07:07 | |
| And now we ask that we also might resemble them. | 1:07:11 | |
| We pray for an open and receptive heart, | 1:07:16 | |
| for eyes that, in spite of everything | 1:07:20 | |
| we do not see, still do not miss the birds | 1:07:23 | |
| of the air and the lilies of the field, | 1:07:27 | |
| or a faith that in the dead of Winter | 1:07:31 | |
| can sing about Summer. | 1:07:34 | |
| Able to give an inspiring testimony of this | 1:07:36 | |
| for the benefit of many, who in the eyes of others, | 1:07:40 | |
| are worth no more than a passing breath, | 1:07:44 | |
| just Abels. | 1:07:50 | |
| We pray for Israel. | 1:07:53 | |
| That it might have a safe place to live in, | 1:07:57 | |
| that it might find piece and reconciliation | 1:08:00 | |
| with the people of Iran. | 1:08:04 | |
| We ask for piece and reconciliation | 1:08:07 | |
| in the places where we live. | 1:08:09 | |
| That the sun might break through a bit on our faces, | 1:08:12 | |
| that we might act with more reverence and care | 1:08:16 | |
| towards everything which we have been able | 1:08:20 | |
| to take along out of paradise. | 1:08:22 | |
| We pray for those who are sick, | 1:08:26 | |
| for the elderly who have so much | 1:08:29 | |
| to look back on, but also so much to look forward to. | 1:08:31 | |
| For those who must die, we pray that in | 1:08:37 | |
| all the unresolvable whys, they won't | 1:08:41 | |
| lose their trust in you. | 1:08:45 | |
| Oh God, so many more questions and requests | 1:08:49 | |
| rise in our hearts, so many names, | 1:08:53 | |
| so many faces. | 1:08:57 | |
| Oh God, we believe, help our unbelief. | 1:09:02 | |
| Amen. | 1:09:10 | |
| (inspiring organ music) | 1:09:12 | |
| (inspiring choral singing) | 1:09:23 | |
| (inspiring organ music) | 1:11:19 | |
| (inspiring choral singing) | 1:11:36 | |
| (inspiring choral singing) | 1:13:49 | |
| ♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 1:15:52 | |
| ♪ Praise God, all creatures here below ♪ | 1:15:58 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:04 | |
| ♪ Praise God above, ye heavenly host ♪ | 1:16:13 | |
| ♪ Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ♪ | 1:16:18 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:25 | |
| ♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:32 | |
| ♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:39 | |
| - | Almighty God, we give you these gifts | 1:16:58 |
| in gratitude for all of the good days | 1:17:01 | |
| and the good things of this life, | 1:17:05 | |
| and also in gratitude for your presence | 1:17:08 | |
| and all of the difficult days | 1:17:12 | |
| and even ain the midst of the bad things of life, | 1:17:14 | |
| praying as we have been taught each day to say. | 1:17:18 | |
| All | Our father who art in Heaven, | 1:17:21 |
| hallowed be thy name. | 1:17:24 | |
| Thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 1:17:26 | |
| on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 1:17:30 | |
| Give us this day our daily bread | 1:17:32 | |
| and forgive us our trespasses | 1:17:35 | |
| as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:17:37 | |
| Lead us not into temptation, | 1:17:41 | |
| but deliver us from evil, for thine is the kingdom | 1:17:43 | |
| and the power and the glory forever. | 1:17:47 | |
| Amen. | 1:17:51 | |
| (inspiring organ music) | 1:17:53 | |
| (inspiring choral singing) | 1:18:48 | |
| (Spiritual organ music) | 1:19:43 | |
| (inspiring choral music) | 1:21:01 | |
| - | Now, may the grace of our Lord and Savior, | 1:22:54 |
| Jesus Christ, the love of God, | 1:22:56 | |
| and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit | 1:22:59 | |
| be with you now and always. | 1:23:01 | |
| (inspiring choral singing) | 1:23:06 | |
| (excited organ music) | 1:24:49 |
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