Stuart C. Henry - "Won't Someone Speak to Me?" (May 23, 1971)
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- | It is a good thing to get up in the morning | 4:22 |
and wash your face and be clean and know | 4:25 | |
that for a while you are clean. | 4:37 | |
Every one of us knows | 4:45 | |
that being humans as we are | 4:49 | |
is likely that our foot shall slip | 4:54 | |
or that we shall stumble, | 4:56 | |
that we shall do something after today | 4:59 | |
that is unworthy, it will make us unclean. | 5:04 | |
We do not want to do this, | 5:11 | |
but if history repeats itself | 5:15 | |
and we continue to be humans | 5:18 | |
in spite of our best efforts, it may happen. | 5:20 | |
Today we can be clean. | 5:29 | |
We can cleanse our hearts by confessing our sins to God | 5:33 | |
and knowing that he will hear us and forgive us. | 5:40 | |
It would be a wonderful thing | 5:47 | |
to be in the presence of almighty God | 5:52 | |
and know that you are accepted, | 5:54 | |
that you are forgiven and that you are clean. | 5:59 | |
Accordingly let us now open our hearts, | 6:04 | |
our souls to all mighty God in our prayer of confession. | 6:10 | |
All mighty God we do indeed have much to confess. | 6:17 | |
We have been unworthy in many ways. | 6:23 | |
We have complained that we are too busy, | 6:28 | |
but we have been impatient when others | 6:32 | |
have not given us perfect service. | 6:36 | |
We are guilty and that we have tried | 6:40 | |
to pretend that issues are very complicated | 6:42 | |
which you have made simple. | 6:48 | |
And we have declared impossible | 6:52 | |
things which you have said that with your help can be done. | 6:55 | |
We are guilty because we have believed | 7:05 | |
that if we would only ignore our problems | 7:08 | |
they would go away. | 7:11 | |
We have emphasized exterior beauty, not interior beauty. | 7:13 | |
We have acted as though we could repeal | 7:20 | |
your ethical laws by our own vote, | 7:22 | |
and that if we would only gang up together | 7:28 | |
and do evil you would have to accept it. | 7:30 | |
We have tried to act as though we were God. | 7:37 | |
We have reserved to ourselves little precincts, | 7:44 | |
little pockets that we have been unwilling to admit you to. | 7:48 | |
Sometimes we have failed to love the sinner | 7:57 | |
in our zeal to eradicate the sin. | 8:00 | |
Sometimes we have failed to hate the sin | 8:06 | |
in our emphasis upon loving the sinner | 8:09 | |
and usually we have failed | 8:13 | |
to keep a proper balance between the two. | 8:15 | |
Some of us have believed that knowledge and wisdom | 8:21 | |
consists chiefly of holding degrees | 8:26 | |
and having grade marks on a card. | 8:30 | |
We have sometimes behave like the lepers | 8:36 | |
who were cleansed but fail to return and give thanks | 8:39 | |
or like the Pharisees who built the tombs | 8:45 | |
of the prophets who were safely dead, | 8:47 | |
meanwhile planning to crucify | 8:52 | |
the Lord of life in our own time. | 8:54 | |
We have sometimes been quick to accept | 9:00 | |
and profit by the fruits of Christian institutions | 9:04 | |
in the past while making a very weak | 9:08 | |
and timid and half-hearted | 9:12 | |
and uncertain witness today. | 9:14 | |
We have attempted to find plausible excuses | 9:20 | |
for not doing what we knew to be right. | 9:25 | |
Oh God, forgive us these and all other sins | 9:31 | |
and give us grace to make a great improvement | 9:35 | |
through thy grace, the grace | 9:41 | |
of our savior, Jesus Christ, amen. | 9:44 | |
In the beginning I said, we made our confessions | 9:51 | |
of sin and made them sincerely | 9:55 | |
we would be accepted and forgiven. | 9:57 | |
How do we know that? | 9:59 | |
In the scriptures we are told there is | 10:03 | |
therefore now no condemnation | 10:05 | |
to those who are in Christ Jesus | 10:09 | |
who walk, not according to the flesh, | 10:12 | |
but according to the spirit, so be it. | 10:15 | |
(uplifting instrumental music) | 10:20 | |
- | The scripture for the morning | 11:43 |
is taken from the gospel according | 11:44 | |
to St. Luke, the 22nd chapter beginning at the 52nd verse. | 11:47 | |
Then Jesus said to the chief priests | 11:52 | |
and captain of the temple and elders | 11:55 | |
who had come out against him, | 11:58 | |
"Have you come out as against a robber | 12:00 | |
with swords and clubs? | 12:02 | |
When I was with you, day after day in the temple, | 12:03 | |
you did not lay hands on me, | 12:07 | |
but this is your hour and the power of darkness." | 12:09 | |
Then they seized him and led him away, | 12:13 | |
bringing him into the high priest's house. | 12:16 | |
Peter followed at a distance. | 12:20 | |
And when they had kindled a fire | 12:22 | |
in the middle of the courtyard | 12:25 | |
and sat down together, Peter sat among them. | 12:26 | |
Then a maid seeing him as he sat in the light | 12:30 | |
and gazing at him, said, | 12:34 | |
"This man also was with him," | 12:36 | |
but he denied it to saying, | 12:38 | |
"Woman, I do not know him." | 12:41 | |
And a little later, someone else saw him and said, | 12:43 | |
"You also are one of them." | 12:47 | |
But Peter said, "Man, I am not." | 12:50 | |
And after an interval of about an hour, | 12:54 | |
still another insisted saying, | 12:56 | |
"Certainly this man also was with him for he is a Galilean." | 12:58 | |
But Peter said, "Man, I do not know what you are saying." | 13:03 | |
And immediately, while he was yet still speaking, | 13:09 | |
the cock crowed and the Lord turned and looked at Peter. | 13:12 | |
And Peter remembered the word of the Lord, | 13:17 | |
how he had said to him, "Before the cock crows today, | 13:20 | |
you will deny me three times." | 13:24 | |
And he went out and wept bitterly." | 13:27 | |
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(instruments drowning out singers voice) | 13:44 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 14:16 |
- | And with your spirit. | 14:18 |
- | Let us pray. | 14:20 |
Almighty God, creator of life and light, | 14:28 | |
we thank you for the beauty of your world, | 14:35 | |
for sunshine and the dark for the storm cloud | 14:40 | |
and the starry night. | 14:44 | |
We are grateful for the first radiance of dawn | 14:47 | |
and the last glow of sunset. | 14:50 | |
We thank you for physical joy for the ecstasy of learning, | 14:54 | |
for problems to solve and for hard work to do. | 15:02 | |
We bless you for music that lifts our hearts | 15:08 | |
and for the hand clasp of a friend. | 15:12 | |
Supremely, we thank you for spiritual beauty and hope, | 15:17 | |
for the truth of the prophets and of the poets, | 15:21 | |
for the healing touch of the great physician, | 15:26 | |
for the awareness of your presence among us | 15:30 | |
and for the redemption of the world through Jesus, your son. | 15:35 | |
Oh God even as we make our prayers | 15:45 | |
of thanksgiving for past blessings, | 15:48 | |
we are mindful of new needs which we have. | 15:52 | |
We lift up before you the needs of our fellows. | 15:58 | |
We are mindful of our colleague, Donald K. Adams, | 16:04 | |
whose death has made us sad, | 16:11 | |
whose contributions to the academic life | 16:14 | |
of our university have enriched it | 16:17 | |
and whose discoveries and whose teaching | 16:22 | |
have made us wiser about ourselves. | 16:25 | |
And we pray that the strength of your spirit | 16:32 | |
may undergird his loved ones and his colleagues | 16:36 | |
and grant that the good things in his life | 16:43 | |
may continue to live in us. | 16:47 | |
Oh God we remember before you now in a very special way, | 16:51 | |
our brown house counselor, Kay Western, | 16:58 | |
and ask that as she undergoes surgery | 17:02 | |
she may have the touch of the great physician, | 17:05 | |
the skill of human physicians and that recovery | 17:09 | |
and health may return to her. | 17:16 | |
We are mindful of friends at home | 17:21 | |
who need you in a special way, | 17:24 | |
of roommates and friends and loved ones, | 17:27 | |
and each one of us in his own heart | 17:32 | |
now calls those names before you asking | 17:36 | |
your power and your love and your presence. | 17:44 | |
Almighty God as we draw near | 17:53 | |
to the end of this academic year, | 17:55 | |
we pray that you will keep us from all deceit and fraud, | 17:59 | |
make us humble when success comes | 18:05 | |
and keep us patient and wise when disappointment comes, | 18:08 | |
but grant that ill will and envy | 18:14 | |
may never find any room in our hearts. | 18:17 | |
Assist us to discipline ourselves inwardly | 18:21 | |
and to persevere in the vocation of learning | 18:24 | |
beyond this time of testing. | 18:28 | |
So enable us that at the final accounting | 18:32 | |
of all men before you, we may by your grace, | 18:35 | |
be able to give a good return on the talents | 18:40 | |
which you have given to us. | 18:44 | |
We make our prayer in the name of our elder brother, | 18:50 | |
who is our savior, our teacher, our great physician, | 18:56 | |
our Lord Jesus Christ, remembering the words | 19:03 | |
he has taught us to use in prayer, | 19:07 | |
saying our father who art in heaven, | 19:10 | |
hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, | 19:13 | |
thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven, | 19:17 | |
give us this day our daily bread | 19:22 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 19:25 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us, | 19:27 | |
lead us not into temptation, | 19:31 | |
but deliver us from evil for thine is the kingdom | 19:33 | |
and the power and the glory forever, amen. | 19:37 | |
- | In the name of the Father and of the Son | 20:10 |
and of the Holy Spirit, amen. | 20:13 | |
We are strangers, you and I | 20:29 | |
to ourselves and to each other. | 20:34 | |
Our generation is born out of season | 20:39 | |
wandering in places that we do not know. | 20:43 | |
All day we move like puppets in a dumb show | 20:47 | |
yet night will find us, | 20:51 | |
strangers still in a strange land. | 20:54 | |
We cannot see through the masks | 20:58 | |
which hide the souls of those about us | 21:01 | |
and so we label and dismiss them. | 21:04 | |
These are young we say, | 21:09 | |
or old, or clever, or stupid | 21:11 | |
or charming or tedious and that is that. | 21:16 | |
We label and dismiss them | 21:20 | |
and for their part they pass us by. | 21:22 | |
We dare not contemplate the labels that they put upon us. | 21:26 | |
It would be to painful. | 21:31 | |
Yes, we are isolated from our generation, | 21:35 | |
cut off because we cannot abandon | 21:39 | |
or penetrate the masks or speak the word | 21:43 | |
which would arouse resonance in the heart of another, | 21:47 | |
nor can our alienated fellow speak to us, | 21:52 | |
no matter how swiftly we run, | 21:57 | |
we do not reach that place at which we are at home. | 22:01 | |
And no matter how deep our dreams, | 22:06 | |
there is in due course the hour of instalet daylight, | 22:10 | |
when we must face the truth and ourselves | 22:15 | |
and admit that we are alone and terrified. | 22:18 | |
No one speaks to us, not really, | 22:25 | |
or seems even to know our name. | 22:29 | |
Yet if the gospel is good news, | 22:33 | |
audit not to cite something to lonely | 22:37 | |
and frightened folk like us. | 22:41 | |
Does it indeed, because the question | 22:45 | |
is as involved as it is inevitable, | 22:49 | |
let us start early and go slowly in an effort | 22:53 | |
to discover what the Christian tradition | 22:58 | |
holds out to start long of this. | 23:01 | |
As you might expect, the point at which we begin | 23:05 | |
is with the man, Jesus. | 23:10 | |
A man so like ourselves that he used | 23:14 | |
to spend his holiday with friends, | 23:18 | |
that he had watched to borrow money to pay this tax. | 23:23 | |
A man so like ourselves, | 23:28 | |
that he grew hungry and thirsty and tired and lonely. | 23:31 | |
Let us begin by considering the circumstances | 23:41 | |
surrounding what a lonely Jesus | 23:44 | |
once said to another lonely man, | 23:48 | |
and so to begin. | 23:52 | |
Whether Jesus of Nazareth was a mad man | 23:55 | |
or Messiah is with many still an open question. | 23:58 | |
Of course he may have been neither. | 24:04 | |
Do you remember the outrageous daring | 24:06 | |
of his scathing the enunciation | 24:09 | |
of the members of the establishment, | 24:12 | |
a generation of vipers he called them. | 24:14 | |
And yet he had such touch upon your faith | 24:18 | |
that the meek would inherit the earth. | 24:23 | |
He had such confidence that one | 24:27 | |
had only to ask in order to receive. | 24:30 | |
It is indeed difficult to decide | 24:35 | |
whether he is a dangerous rebel or a misguided dreamer. | 24:38 | |
But however one assesses this person | 24:44 | |
there is little quarrel about what happened to his body. | 24:47 | |
At least in that hour, | 24:52 | |
when hanging naked upon a tree between heaven and earth, | 24:54 | |
he cried out with a loud voice and he gave up his spirit. | 24:59 | |
A crucifixion was a mean and ugly thing. | 25:05 | |
Where it happened was not as the sentimental him | 25:09 | |
would have it a green hill, | 25:13 | |
it was a place of the skull, | 25:16 | |
the air was feted with the stench of stale blood | 25:19 | |
and heavy with the ghost of those whose sorry lives | 25:23 | |
had dropped out there, | 25:28 | |
hen to Rome's rude crosses. | 25:30 | |
The very thought is enough to take the breath away. | 25:34 | |
Crucifixion did not simply mean death. | 25:38 | |
It meant that in screaming agony, | 25:41 | |
there was no grandeur really, | 25:45 | |
and no incidental music. | 25:48 | |
Now it is important to our purpose | 25:52 | |
to remember how unlike our art, | 25:55 | |
the actual event was. | 25:58 | |
Only an acknowledging | 26:01 | |
how sour the crucifixion was | 26:03 | |
do we begin to comprehend the reaction of Jesus' friends | 26:06 | |
when they learn the fate which awaited him. | 26:11 | |
Whatever hostility the disciples had sensed in Galilee | 26:16 | |
there is small doubt that when Jesus | 26:21 | |
set his space purposely to go to Jerusalem, | 26:23 | |
they accompanied him up that grave | 26:27 | |
and steep ascent with solemn anxiety. | 26:30 | |
Even if the city should prove friendly | 26:35 | |
and what city ever does, it would still strange. | 26:39 | |
Not Thomas who always borrowed trouble | 26:42 | |
nor John who measured matters with the practiced eye, | 26:45 | |
not even these two could have guessed exactly | 26:49 | |
what lay ahead for Jesus | 26:54 | |
yet little by little the disciples | 26:57 | |
discovered the shape of the future. | 27:00 | |
Like man, moving in the darkness over unfamiliar ground, | 27:04 | |
their eyes became accustomed to the shadows | 27:08 | |
and they were in time able to discern | 27:14 | |
the true dimension of agony. | 27:18 | |
Words which they had not understood | 27:21 | |
when they were first spoken, | 27:24 | |
odd scraps and pieces of experience | 27:27 | |
began now to fall into a frightening pattern. | 27:29 | |
When they had gathered with him and the upper room, | 27:36 | |
Jesus had arranged the meeting secretly | 27:40 | |
and once there more cryptic than usual, | 27:43 | |
he had spoken of a broken body | 27:47 | |
and of blood that was spilled. | 27:50 | |
There was talk of betrayal. | 27:54 | |
Also he advised those who had no weapons | 27:56 | |
to sell their possessions | 28:00 | |
and to go out and buy swords. | 28:03 | |
Still when they showed him the sword that by had, | 28:06 | |
he refused them and went out the big whack | 28:11 | |
among the olive trees. | 28:14 | |
It was there that he was arrested. | 28:18 | |
A band of armed ropeans came for him, | 28:21 | |
they were Jews and Romans all brought by Judas. | 28:24 | |
Judas, who hailed him as master | 28:29 | |
but sold him to the enemy. | 28:32 | |
All at once the disciples understood | 28:36 | |
Jesus was doomed. | 28:40 | |
It was plain to the dullystotale. | 28:44 | |
Jesus was in the hands of his enemies | 28:47 | |
and whatever the end it would not be good. | 28:50 | |
The legions of his father's angels | 28:54 | |
for which he had spoken were not there. | 28:56 | |
Looking wonder that his friends or most of them | 29:01 | |
fled into the night he was forsaken and alone. | 29:04 | |
So it is therefore no mean thing that Peter followed, | 29:09 | |
but far off surely, but he did follow | 29:15 | |
because he was desperate. | 29:18 | |
He too stood alone and forsaken. | 29:22 | |
He had believed that in this man, Jesus, | 29:27 | |
that was foundation for hope and now hope was gone, | 29:30 | |
faith was impossible and that was left | 29:36 | |
only long enough to wait. | 29:41 | |
They brought Jesus to the house of the high priest. | 29:44 | |
By now, it was certain that there was no escape. | 29:48 | |
Peter knew it when some of the curious | 29:52 | |
recognized the fisherman, | 29:57 | |
he denied that he had ever known Jesus. | 30:00 | |
They pressed it, Peter swore never, never | 30:04 | |
had he known the man. | 30:09 | |
Still almost the whole night through Peter waited. | 30:12 | |
One lonely man watching far another | 30:18 | |
morning was near, the cock began to crow. | 30:23 | |
And then, and then found and guarded, Jesus appeared. | 30:27 | |
He turned and looked at Peter and in their exchange, | 30:36 | |
there was recognition and identity. | 30:41 | |
In a flare of contrition Peter recalled | 30:45 | |
that Jesus had said that he would deny his master. | 30:48 | |
Peter went out and wept bitterly. | 30:52 | |
Now here was communication. | 30:57 | |
Jesus turned and looked at Peter and Peter understood. | 31:01 | |
No word was spoken. | 31:06 | |
That was no need for words, | 31:09 | |
we do not bridge gaps with speech. | 31:12 | |
Words only acknowledge, express or sustain | 31:16 | |
that which already exists. | 31:22 | |
The problem finally is not one of syntax, | 31:26 | |
but one of community | 31:30 | |
and community is not achieved by words, | 31:33 | |
let alone by structures | 31:37 | |
anymore than it is safe guarded by them. | 31:40 | |
We can destroy and preclude community | 31:44 | |
without a single syllable | 31:48 | |
through our wordless language because | 31:51 | |
some of us by our very presence | 31:55 | |
say no to others. | 31:59 | |
The tower of Babel is indeed an appropriate symbol | 32:03 | |
for our current state. | 32:07 | |
Like the confused people of that episode, | 32:10 | |
we say much and communicate very little. | 32:13 | |
Those who milled about the tower of Babel | 32:18 | |
with darkness were marvelously sincere | 32:21 | |
and beyond all cavel they were endeavoring | 32:24 | |
to tell it whatever it may be | 32:27 | |
as it was each in his own language, of course, | 32:32 | |
but there was no communication because | 32:37 | |
there was no community words just do not make it. | 32:40 | |
No, not even sincere, well-meaning or accurate words. | 32:45 | |
For communication is born of a deeper level. | 32:52 | |
The bearer who comes to us with ill tidings | 32:56 | |
does not break his news with kind word, | 33:02 | |
the eye, the bearing, the breath, | 33:08 | |
these things communicate tragedy to us | 33:14 | |
and our hearts despair before our ears hear. | 33:18 | |
It is the same with joy instinctively, | 33:23 | |
we recognize those who accept us | 33:27 | |
without the need of labels. | 33:31 | |
And so we may very well reject the man | 33:34 | |
of fair words and accept | 33:38 | |
his grub brother as a true friend. | 33:41 | |
Now it was this kind of wordless radical communication | 33:45 | |
which passed between Jesus and Peter. | 33:50 | |
The understanding arose spontaneously | 33:53 | |
from a community, which is finally the only kind | 33:56 | |
that is real namely the community of spirit. | 34:00 | |
What was it that found Jesus and Peter together. | 34:04 | |
I can tell you community arises between men | 34:10 | |
when they share a common experience, | 34:16 | |
which they interpret in a common way | 34:19 | |
because they acknowledge the same values. | 34:22 | |
It does not need to be sophisticated or spoken to operate. | 34:26 | |
Consider prisoners of war held in a concentration camp | 34:32 | |
might be from a dozen different nations, | 34:38 | |
but they are bound together in strong community | 34:41 | |
by the captor who's heel is upon the neck of all. | 34:45 | |
Instinctively they communicate with each other | 34:49 | |
and each has community with the other | 34:55 | |
because they interpret a common experience | 34:58 | |
with reference to shared values. | 35:01 | |
Even if sadly, they have no more in common | 35:05 | |
than a burning hatred and an undying hope, | 35:09 | |
but they understand each other, never doubt it. | 35:13 | |
Though one may speak only Polish | 35:18 | |
and the other only Urdu, | 35:22 | |
they look into their eyes and they understand, | 35:24 | |
or again, watchers in the waiting rooms | 35:29 | |
of hospital wards find that their common confrontation | 35:33 | |
with that last rubber death then makes them however, | 35:37 | |
briefly members of a single community with each other | 35:42 | |
and with all who mourn, | 35:48 | |
experience unites them, | 35:50 | |
they have not suffered indistinguishable | 35:53 | |
blows of misfortune, nor do they react | 35:56 | |
to them in identical ways, | 35:59 | |
but at a radical level, they know themselves | 36:02 | |
to be in the grip of forces, which they do not control. | 36:05 | |
And this experience makes them bound in a common destiny. | 36:11 | |
Each cries out for someone else to notice | 36:18 | |
when the last calls to be, | 36:22 | |
there is community, there is communication. | 36:25 | |
Do not ask me but it's more often true | 36:30 | |
how grief than happiness that such spontaneous community | 36:34 | |
arises only ponder in sobriety that it is so | 36:39 | |
and take heart that man pleading the city | 36:46 | |
where the plague has struck, | 36:50 | |
10 communicate with each other | 36:51 | |
and be glad that man trapped in the city | 36:54 | |
where the enemy besieges | 36:58 | |
can speak without words. | 37:00 | |
In such an hour it matters very little | 37:03 | |
if the salt is still than the sauce, | 37:09 | |
or if the theater tickets are poor, | 37:12 | |
or if the coat is badly cut, | 37:16 | |
all that matters is our own vulnerability | 37:20 | |
and someone else's awareness. | 37:24 | |
Return now to the character of the apostle Peter | 37:27 | |
standing in the courtyard of the high priest. | 37:32 | |
Only he had followed to the house of his accusers. | 37:36 | |
Once, twice, three times, | 37:40 | |
he had denied even knowing the man. | 37:43 | |
It is just possible, but he never had nodded. | 37:46 | |
In any case the cock crows and Peter remembers | 37:50 | |
that Jesus had said that he | 37:56 | |
would do exactly what he has done, deny him. | 37:57 | |
Jesus turns and looks at Peter, they communicate. | 38:02 | |
Overwhelmed with fear and memory, | 38:08 | |
Peter remembers not only what has happened | 38:11 | |
in the last evening, he remembers who he is. | 38:15 | |
Remembers and accepts for memory knows | 38:21 | |
but before knowing it remembers. | 38:25 | |
But when knowing has remembered, | 38:29 | |
then remembrance maybe wisdom. | 38:32 | |
Peter's plight describes us all. | 38:36 | |
He is lonely and forsaken. | 38:40 | |
The one in whom he trusted for deliverance | 38:43 | |
has been set upon like a common felon | 38:46 | |
and he is destined for worse. | 38:49 | |
The arrest and lead only to execution | 38:52 | |
and now deserted even by the one | 38:56 | |
in whom he believed, Peter cries out. | 39:01 | |
Someone, anyone must take notice of him. | 39:03 | |
What remains is not a case history, but a conclusion. | 39:09 | |
He is desolate. | 39:14 | |
Won't someone notice me? | 39:17 | |
Won't someone speak to me? | 39:21 | |
You understand Peter's condition and so do I. | 39:25 | |
When your happiness is multiplied, | 39:30 | |
would you not for a brief instant | 39:33 | |
remember that I too would like to be happy, | 39:36 | |
that I might just not be quite as tranquil as I pretend, | 39:40 | |
or when you search me out in private agony | 39:45 | |
and tell me your grief, | 39:50 | |
would you not stop even for an instant | 39:52 | |
and consider that perhaps there is a stake in my heart, | 39:56 | |
not all the crosses are on hills. | 40:02 | |
Pierced hands do not always bleed | 40:06 | |
and ribbon hearts do not always die. | 40:10 | |
Men can come down from that calvaries | 40:14 | |
with hands unscarred and white. | 40:17 | |
Won't someone speak to me before I dissolve in madness? | 40:21 | |
I am lonely and afraid | 40:27 | |
Are you not indeed, are not we all? | 40:31 | |
It is the toad beneath the hour | 40:36 | |
knows exactly where each tooth part goes | 40:38 | |
and in the end you are alone and I am alone. | 40:41 | |
You are unique, but so is your neighbor. | 40:47 | |
Won't someone speak to me, but how can he? | 40:53 | |
How can anybody who knows you, not I, not I. | 40:58 | |
Then Jesus turned and looked at Peter | 41:06 | |
and that was communication, ah what did he say? | 41:09 | |
It must have been significant. | 41:15 | |
Peter became the rock man. | 41:17 | |
You remember in during prevailing, | 41:19 | |
brave and quenching before the council's | 41:22 | |
courageous at the hour of his death, | 41:26 | |
Jesus communicated something to him | 41:29 | |
and it was not the first time that this miracle occurred. | 41:32 | |
Discounting all the myth and legend | 41:36 | |
and making allowances for all the era | 41:39 | |
which retelling entails | 41:42 | |
the figure of Jesus stands in the gospel | 41:44 | |
as one who man could not resist. | 41:48 | |
"Follow," he said, and they did. | 41:53 | |
A woman whose lips had caressed the flesh | 41:56 | |
of a dozen nations, a learned doctor of the law, | 41:59 | |
a fisherman, downright and earthy, | 42:03 | |
a little child he communicated with them, | 42:08 | |
what did he say? | 42:12 | |
Not, I think what the sentimentalist | 42:15 | |
would like to have us believe | 42:17 | |
nor yet what Peter had earlier thought he heard him say. | 42:21 | |
Let us presume to explain. | 42:26 | |
I have said that communication is possible | 42:29 | |
only out of common experience. | 42:32 | |
Peter was earthy and human and weak. | 42:35 | |
Jesus, whether mad man or dreamer, | 42:39 | |
was idealistic, compromising and strong. | 42:44 | |
What have they in common, these two. | 42:50 | |
You know, loneliness. | 42:54 | |
For Peter had set himself outside the bounds | 42:59 | |
by his own action, he had failed, | 43:03 | |
but he was his own judge and executioner. | 43:05 | |
He was desolate and alone like us | 43:10 | |
and Jesus was betrayed, forsaken and denied | 43:14 | |
but lonely too like us. | 43:19 | |
Peter had renounced the community, | 43:24 | |
the community had renounced Jesus | 43:27 | |
and so at this radical level, | 43:29 | |
the very isolation of these two lonely ones | 43:33 | |
established their community. | 43:36 | |
Out of this bond then what did Peter hear Jesus say, | 43:39 | |
the church has often been represented as offering | 43:45 | |
indiscriminate fraternity to men like Peter, | 43:49 | |
or you or me and it simply does not work. | 43:53 | |
In our loneliness we beg for someone to notice, | 44:00 | |
is it nothing to you all you that passed by | 44:05 | |
yet when we have sought the church | 44:10 | |
in the mistaken hope that our loneliness would disappear, | 44:14 | |
we have found ourselves twice down. | 44:18 | |
We are more lonely within than without. | 44:22 | |
Our complaints translate into disenchantment | 44:28 | |
and to more terrible isolation. | 44:32 | |
No Jesus can speak to Peter, | 44:35 | |
not because he promises to take away the loneliness, | 44:40 | |
but because he promises | 44:45 | |
always to remember Peter's loneliness, | 44:49 | |
always to respect it. | 44:53 | |
You see the church has talked taught us this truth | 44:57 | |
by its very iconography could we but learn the lesson. | 45:00 | |
The fathers had their special burdens, | 45:06 | |
the prophets saw their special visions | 45:09 | |
and every marketer met his unique destiny | 45:13 | |
in so singular a way that there are several stories | 45:17 | |
locked in the stained glass of these windows | 45:22 | |
which enclose us are all different. | 45:25 | |
Each from the other, men arguably, | 45:28 | |
we are in the individuals all of us | 45:33 | |
and lonely individuals | 45:36 | |
and this is what Jesus communicates to Peter. | 45:39 | |
He will remember this, he will remember it | 45:43 | |
and he will never insist that Peter be anything otherwise. | 45:47 | |
I know who you are, he says, | 45:54 | |
you are a lonely one. | 45:58 | |
I know your fears and hopes, | 46:01 | |
of what you might possibly say or be, or do or become, | 46:04 | |
but there is a place for you. | 46:11 | |
This is the meaning of grace. | 46:14 | |
A place for you as you are. | 46:18 | |
The bidding is not to come and loose yourself in the throng, | 46:22 | |
it is to come and join with others in the knowledge | 46:27 | |
that they are lonely too. | 46:32 | |
You might spend here with them, | 46:34 | |
they will always be lonely and so will you. | 46:38 | |
Fear and doubt and anxiety | 46:44 | |
may well follow you all your days | 46:47 | |
but within the company of Christ friends, | 46:50 | |
you will walk with others who also know loneliness | 46:55 | |
and longing, they will speak to you and you will hear them, | 46:59 | |
for they will speak from their own yearning | 47:06 | |
and you will speak to them | 47:09 | |
and they will listen in such compassion there is strength. | 47:12 | |
I give you a newbie attitude beloved. | 47:19 | |
Blessed are they that comfort, | 47:24 | |
consolation maybe beyond you, | 47:28 | |
but compassion is yours. | 47:32 | |
Won't someone speak to us | 47:37 | |
the word for which we all listen when we hear it | 47:40 | |
is but an echo of our own compassion | 47:46 | |
and the recognition of how long, how long | 47:50 | |
is the road that we walk. | 47:56 | |
Arm's length in undiluted friendship. | 47:59 | |
All of us brief links ourselves | 48:03 | |
in the eternal pity, amen and amen. | 48:07 | |
Incline thine ear unto us, | 48:18 | |
hear the prayers of our hearts and heal our loneliness | 48:22 | |
for our name sake, amen. | 48:29 | |
(uplifting instrumental music) | 48:35 | |
(uplifting choir music) | 49:34 | |
(uplifting instrumental music) | 53:25 | |
(choir music) | 54:33 | |
(uplifting music) | 58:13 |