Waldo Beach - "On Vocational Choice" (February 7, 1960)
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- | Amid the old routines of getting back to classes | 0:19 |
and taking up the fight against the system again, | 0:24 | |
it's about this time of year | 0:29 | |
in the academic gross | 0:31 | |
when most students are vaguely bothered | 0:34 | |
as well as elated | 0:37 | |
by the prospect of spring. | 0:40 | |
Bothered because spring intrudes | 0:45 | |
with hard questions of destiny and decision | 0:48 | |
as well as gay promises of Bermuda shorts and picnics. | 0:53 | |
Seniors look over the last hurdles | 0:59 | |
and see next year coming. | 1:04 | |
Interviewers begin to invade the campus. | 1:08 | |
Get a job. | 1:14 | |
What kind of a job? | 1:16 | |
Graduate school? | 1:20 | |
Or would this postpone the vocational choice? | 1:23 | |
And underclassmen are haunted by the questions | 1:28 | |
of what to major in, | 1:31 | |
what courses to take. | 1:33 | |
By what criterion do you choose | 1:37 | |
as you wait in registration lines, | 1:41 | |
like cattle feeding into the great IBM slaughter. | 1:45 | |
(audience laughing) | 1:50 | |
Do you choose by tossing a coin | 1:53 | |
or by following the devices of Robert Benchley, | 1:57 | |
who, as I recall, engineered his whole college curriculum | 2:01 | |
by the rule that he take only those courses | 2:05 | |
that met after 11:00 AM in the morning | 2:08 | |
and below the third floor of any building | 2:11 | |
with none on Saturday, | 2:14 | |
(audience laughing) | 2:16 | |
or you choose a major by following | 2:20 | |
the path of least resistance | 2:24 | |
and going into what your dad went into | 2:26 | |
when you don't really know what you're cut out for. | 2:30 | |
A university is a kind of limbo | 2:36 | |
of vocational uncertainty | 2:39 | |
where we grope around in the curricular dark | 2:44 | |
looking for our professions and destiny. | 2:49 | |
It's a rare student | 2:54 | |
who has known he was going into chemical engineering | 2:56 | |
from the age of nine. | 3:00 | |
For the great bulk of us, | 3:04 | |
we're always on the way before we know where we're going | 3:06 | |
and we're pushed to choose | 3:12 | |
before we're ready to choose. | 3:15 | |
Goals emerge on the way | 3:19 | |
if they emerge at all. | 3:23 | |
Sometimes, they emerge too late. | 3:26 | |
This question of vocational choice | 3:32 | |
is a co-ed question too. | 3:37 | |
Questions of destiny, career, marriage, | 3:40 | |
are as urgent and close to east as to west. | 3:44 | |
Perhaps, the second thing you may overhear | 3:50 | |
a co-ed say in passing is | 3:52 | |
I met the nicest guy, | 3:54 | |
he is a junior, | 3:56 | |
he is pre-med | 3:58 | |
or | 4:00 | |
he is a senior. | 4:03 | |
He doesn't know what he wants to do. | 4:05 | |
The dread quality of vocational choices | 4:09 | |
thus show through even our dating and our romantic choices. | 4:13 | |
But there is a religious dimension | 4:20 | |
to this problem of choosing a life job as well. | 4:23 | |
For here, | 4:28 | |
in the secret place | 4:31 | |
within and in the presence of the holy, | 4:33 | |
I am confronted not just by the proximate issue | 4:38 | |
of majors and schools and job, | 4:43 | |
but by the ultimate question | 4:48 | |
of responsible existence. | 4:51 | |
In college, I hold in my hands in a sense | 4:56 | |
the span of my life, | 5:00 | |
the gift of my years to spend, | 5:04 | |
fingering a decision about how it's to be used. | 5:09 | |
Now, I suppose the question of vocation is decided | 5:17 | |
as much for me | 5:21 | |
as by me | 5:23 | |
by forces beyond my freedom. | 5:26 | |
But insofar as I do have a say, | 5:30 | |
I know that it is an urgent and acute and sobering question | 5:34 | |
to ask, what do I do with my life | 5:39 | |
to justify displacing this much air in the universe | 5:44 | |
for as long a time as I'll be around? | 5:50 | |
What relevance does the Christian faith have | 5:57 | |
to this problem of vocation. | 6:00 | |
At first glance, | 6:04 | |
not much. | 6:06 | |
In figuring out what he's cut out for, | 6:09 | |
a duke student would go to the bureau of testing | 6:14 | |
and guidance | 6:17 | |
or the bureau of appointments | 6:20 | |
before he'd go to the chapel. | 6:21 | |
And at the level of practical wisdom | 6:26 | |
and technical choice, | 6:29 | |
he'd probably be right. | 6:32 | |
But the problem of vocation is much more | 6:36 | |
than a technical one. | 6:39 | |
Spiritual answers to it go way beyond | 6:42 | |
what any battery of tests can catch or measure. | 6:45 | |
Indeed, from a religious standpoint, | 6:52 | |
if you try to answer the vocational question | 6:54 | |
just on a technical basis, | 6:58 | |
you may wake up to yourself | 7:03 | |
years later going through the motions of living, | 7:05 | |
doing a job | 7:10 | |
but with the poignant realization | 7:12 | |
that the meaning, | 7:17 | |
the point of it has washed out, has vanished, | 7:19 | |
and you are going through the motions of existence. | 7:24 | |
The classical biblical doctrine of vocation | 7:33 | |
is the fixed point | 7:36 | |
from which we can best move into this problem | 7:39 | |
to show how one can draw lines | 7:43 | |
from the biblical doctrine of vocation | 7:47 | |
to where we are in this anxious limbo | 7:50 | |
of vocational uncertainty. | 7:56 | |
What does the Bible offer? | 8:01 | |
What does it say? | 8:04 | |
Well, it's a book about work. | 8:07 | |
It describes a working God. | 8:12 | |
Significant that what he did on the six days of the week | 8:19 | |
in creation | 8:23 | |
is much more important than what he did on the Sabbath | 8:25 | |
when he took off. | 8:28 | |
This is a working God | 8:33 | |
who calls men continually in whatever job they pursue | 8:37 | |
to serve the needs of community. | 8:42 | |
In the biblical frame, | 8:47 | |
it is always a situation of confrontation and command. | 8:49 | |
Man, Adam, | 8:54 | |
Isaiah, | 8:57 | |
Jesus, Paul, | 8:58 | |
whoever addressed by the divine | 9:00 | |
and commanded to serve a need in the world. | 9:06 | |
One of the finest expressions | 9:10 | |
of the biblical doctrine of vocation | 9:12 | |
is just on the edge of being in the Bible | 9:17 | |
out of the Apocrypha. | 9:21 | |
It's our scripture of the morning. | 9:23 | |
It describes the work of the smith, | 9:26 | |
the engraver, | 9:29 | |
the farmer | 9:30 | |
and it closes, | 9:32 | |
they maintain the fabric of the world, | 9:35 | |
and in the handy work of their craft | 9:39 | |
is their prayer. | 9:43 | |
One of the great revolutions | 9:48 | |
in the history of the west | 9:51 | |
took place | 9:52 | |
when Luther recover this biblical doctrine | 9:55 | |
and associated it finally | 10:02 | |
with the whole Protestant tradition. | 10:04 | |
Luther was profoundly moved | 10:09 | |
by the awareness of the call of God to men | 10:11 | |
in the menial and the common place | 10:14 | |
to a divine mission, | 10:18 | |
not to leave the world | 10:20 | |
to go into the church, | 10:23 | |
but to reverse the traffic, | 10:27 | |
to go from the church into the world, | 10:29 | |
into the marketplace, | 10:33 | |
and there, to live a life of faith, active in love. | 10:34 | |
And for Luther, | 10:41 | |
any job which maintains the fabric of community | 10:43 | |
becomes the occasion to fulfill vocation. | 10:50 | |
From this standpoint | 10:57 | |
of the Christian doctrine of vocation, | 10:59 | |
we can look quickly at two opposite misunderstandings | 11:02 | |
about what it means. | 11:09 | |
The first is fastidiousness, | 11:12 | |
which is the point of view | 11:17 | |
that concentrates on the what of a job | 11:18 | |
and draws a neat line between religious and secular jobs. | 11:22 | |
By this division, | 11:31 | |
a religious calling then is taken to mean | 11:33 | |
going into church work, | 11:36 | |
becoming a minister, | 11:39 | |
or a missionary. | 11:41 | |
People speak of full-time Christian service, | 11:43 | |
and this means church work. | 11:48 | |
Or very pious serious people | 11:52 | |
have experiences of being called | 11:55 | |
or serving the Lord. | 11:58 | |
And this means becoming a minister. | 12:01 | |
In the name of the Bible and of Luther, | 12:05 | |
this is all wrong | 12:07 | |
even though it's common talk among us. | 12:11 | |
It divides off the sacred and the secular in a way | 12:14 | |
which misunderstands the biblical message. | 12:18 | |
Luther sharply pointed out this great error | 12:24 | |
which is an essential error of the medieval church | 12:28 | |
by describing the divine irony | 12:33 | |
of the incarnation, | 12:37 | |
that the visitation of God came to man not in church, | 12:41 | |
but outside of church, | 12:47 | |
in a stable, | 12:49 | |
in a way that the professional religionist, | 12:53 | |
the clergy | 12:57 | |
could not see or understand. | 12:59 | |
It could be seen only by fisherman, | 13:02 | |
tax collectors, | 13:05 | |
riff-raff. | 13:08 | |
Commenting on the verse in the Christmas story | 13:12 | |
and the shepherds returned, | 13:15 | |
glorifying and praising God, | 13:18 | |
Luther says, | 13:21 | |
"This is wrong. | 13:23 | |
We should correct this passage | 13:25 | |
to read, | 13:28 | |
they went and shaved their heads | 13:29 | |
and fasted and told their rosaries and put on cows. | 13:31 | |
Instead, we read, | 13:37 | |
the shepherds returned | 13:39 | |
to their sheep." | 13:42 | |
Oh, that can't be right. | 13:45 | |
Did they not leave everything and follow Christ? | 13:48 | |
No. | 13:51 | |
The scripture says plainly that they returned | 13:53 | |
and did exactly the same work as before. | 13:57 | |
Though our immediate culture is Protestant in name, | 14:04 | |
we have fallen into a bad perversion | 14:09 | |
of the doctrine of vocation | 14:11 | |
when we think of the minister as doing the religious job, | 14:13 | |
and banker or the salesman or the lawyer | 14:18 | |
doing the secular job. | 14:23 | |
Maybe the best we can do by Luther | 14:27 | |
is to have layman take up the collection on Sunday. | 14:31 | |
But vocation has to do not with the what of a job | 14:37 | |
but the how, | 14:44 | |
the spirit with which it is done | 14:46 | |
in faithful love, | 14:49 | |
in obedient service. | 14:52 | |
By this logic, the doctor in the duke hospital | 14:57 | |
giving hours of compassionate time in the clinic, | 15:02 | |
though his language may be a little peppery | 15:09 | |
and religiously improper, | 15:13 | |
is fulfilling a religious vocation | 15:17 | |
more than the minister | 15:22 | |
who preaches most properly in the pulpit, | 15:24 | |
but mainly because he enjoys | 15:28 | |
hearing the sound of his own voice. | 15:31 | |
There are many divinity students incidentally, | 15:37 | |
who would make better plumbers than ministers. | 15:41 | |
I don't know | 15:46 | |
whether it's the Christian doctrine of vocation | 15:47 | |
that leads me to this comment, | 15:49 | |
it's maybe because I've been reading blue books. | 15:51 | |
(audience laughing) | 15:55 | |
Now, if fastidiousness makes its mistake | 16:01 | |
in concentrating on the hotness of jobs, | 16:05 | |
the opposite error is a romantic indiscrimination | 16:08 | |
which neglects entirely the hotness of a job and says, | 16:16 | |
whatever job you're in, | 16:21 | |
do it in the Christian spirit. | 16:24 | |
But it's not as simple as all that. | 16:29 | |
The normal vocation is, | 16:33 | |
whatever work that maintains the fabric of community. | 16:35 | |
There are some jobs certainly | 16:43 | |
which by their very hotness | 16:46 | |
are destructive of community. | 16:50 | |
They tear and destroy | 16:52 | |
human worth and dignity. | 16:55 | |
It's difficult to see how one could be a Christian burglar | 17:00 | |
however softly he may tread | 17:05 | |
or a dope pusher | 17:09 | |
in the Christian spirit. | 17:11 | |
For that matter, it's difficult to see | 17:15 | |
how one can be a spiritual dope pusher | 17:17 | |
through TV advertising, | 17:22 | |
drugging the minds of millions | 17:26 | |
with delusions and nonsense. | 17:28 | |
Now, there are moral ambiguities | 17:34 | |
and compromises in every job. | 17:37 | |
There's no pure job | 17:40 | |
or an honest dollar purely earned to be sure, | 17:43 | |
but discriminating choice about what job to go into | 17:49 | |
is crucial. | 17:53 | |
The Christian rule of thumb here | 17:56 | |
is whatever job | 17:59 | |
serves | 18:02 | |
the fabric of community | 18:04 | |
is the right occasion | 18:07 | |
for the expression of obedience to God's call. | 18:09 | |
Well, so what? | 18:15 | |
How can one draw the line more sharply | 18:18 | |
between this Christian doctrine | 18:21 | |
and where we sit | 18:23 | |
in the spirit of realism | 18:27 | |
which steers | 18:31 | |
between romantic idealism, | 18:33 | |
which looks only at the stars | 18:35 | |
and is oblivious to hard facts, | 18:37 | |
or a kind of a | 18:42 | |
hard cynicism, | 18:44 | |
which sees only facts | 18:46 | |
and will not look up at the stars. | 18:48 | |
Let me suggest three lines or three leads | 18:53 | |
which may be drawn | 18:57 | |
in vocational choice. | 19:00 | |
The first is a practical point. | 19:05 | |
Vocational decision is in part a technical question | 19:09 | |
to be answered on the basis of the best technical data | 19:17 | |
you can get. | 19:21 | |
And there are rich resources in this university | 19:24 | |
that can help you. | 19:28 | |
The problem here at the technical level | 19:30 | |
is to match your | 19:33 | |
special subjective talents | 19:36 | |
and acknowledgement of limitations | 19:40 | |
to the objective needs of community. | 19:44 | |
It would be foolish for somebody | 19:50 | |
who turns gray at a whiff of formaldehyde | 19:52 | |
or has nightmares about dissecting a fetal pig, | 19:59 | |
to think very long about pre-med, | 20:04 | |
or for a girl who is | 20:08 | |
generally lumpish in contour | 20:11 | |
to apply as a model at Bergdorf Goodman. | 20:14 | |
It would be wise on the other hand | 20:21 | |
for someone who is naturally drawn to children, | 20:24 | |
to go into teaching | 20:30 | |
for recreation. | 20:31 | |
Or for one who's a natural with quantities | 20:34 | |
and design and structure | 20:38 | |
to go into physics, | 20:43 | |
engineering. | 20:45 | |
The informal rule | 20:49 | |
for answering this technical question about yourself, | 20:50 | |
I suppose, is | 20:53 | |
in the curriculum, | 20:55 | |
what courses do you feel inside of | 20:57 | |
absorbed in? | 21:01 | |
Maybe, even to reading beyond the assigned chapter, | 21:04 | |
rather than the courses you're outside of | 21:11 | |
finding something strange | 21:14 | |
and foreign. | 21:17 | |
But the technical decision | 21:20 | |
may do no more than indicate | 21:21 | |
what I'm not cut out for, | 21:24 | |
or give me an awareness of subjective talents and interests. | 21:27 | |
The moral decision is the more crucial, | 21:32 | |
for it looks out | 21:36 | |
from the self to the human situation | 21:38 | |
and hear the call of God to man | 21:44 | |
comes through the human need to be met and matched | 21:46 | |
by whatever one's best talents are. | 21:52 | |
The call may not take a dramatic form | 21:58 | |
as it did for a Schweitzer. | 22:01 | |
It may come. | 22:04 | |
Indeed, it most usually does | 22:07 | |
in a prosaic, unspectacular way. | 22:10 | |
But wherever a human need of body or spirit | 22:16 | |
is sensed and answered, | 22:20 | |
whether it be in business or in politics or in education, | 22:24 | |
the professional decision becomes the vocational decision. | 22:29 | |
All such jobs | 22:36 | |
that serve to maintain man's common life, | 22:38 | |
laying brick, | 22:42 | |
teaching third grade, | 22:45 | |
sanitary engineering, | 22:49 | |
house wifing, | 22:52 | |
these are all of equal status and dignity. | 22:54 | |
There are no higher and lower professions. | 22:59 | |
No grades between blue collar | 23:04 | |
and white collar and backward collar jobs. | 23:07 | |
The minister and the janitor are equidistant from the altar | 23:12 | |
since their jobs are equally indispensable to community. | 23:18 | |
They are all obedient to the perennial call of God to man, | 23:25 | |
to maintain the fabric of the world. | 23:30 | |
And in the handy work of their craft | 23:34 | |
is their prayer. | 23:38 | |
There is a third line to be drawn | 23:42 | |
from the Christian doctrine of vocation to modern work. | 23:47 | |
Though this line is oblique. | 23:51 | |
One of the qualities of modern work life | 23:56 | |
which puts us a long way away | 24:00 | |
from the smith, the potter, | 24:04 | |
the farmer of our scripture | 24:08 | |
or even from the Christian craftsman of Luther's day | 24:13 | |
is that the external conditions of work | 24:19 | |
have been radically changed | 24:22 | |
by the industrial and organizational revolutions. | 24:25 | |
The machine and the system | 24:31 | |
have come in between the spirit of man | 24:34 | |
and the work of his hands. | 24:38 | |
The exercise of creativity, | 24:42 | |
of imagination, | 24:45 | |
the experience of joy and magic | 24:47 | |
in encounter with soil | 24:53 | |
and wood, | 24:56 | |
and class | 24:57 | |
and word | 24:59 | |
are almost gone. | 25:02 | |
Our work life is a grind, | 25:05 | |
a curse, | 25:08 | |
because it's mechanical and external, | 25:10 | |
meaningless, | 25:13 | |
whether this is a factory job | 25:15 | |
or the office job or the teacher's job | 25:18 | |
or the plastic station wagon | 25:23 | |
supermarket routines of suburbia. | 25:26 | |
The dimension of depth and meaning | 25:31 | |
is all but gone, | 25:35 | |
lost in piles of triplicate memos | 25:38 | |
and grade curves | 25:43 | |
and personality inventories. | 25:46 | |
We are thin men | 25:51 | |
living in a flat universe, | 25:55 | |
nameless faces, | 26:00 | |
not knowing why we work. | 26:04 | |
Like nothing so much, | 26:10 | |
perhaps as the cattle in a rohol actor | 26:11 | |
at Princeton, New Jersey, | 26:16 | |
where the cows live their whole recognized existence | 26:18 | |
antiseptically never setting foot on ground, | 26:22 | |
never allowed to stand in a field of clover | 26:28 | |
in the sunshine | 26:31 | |
to chew their cuts. | 26:33 | |
Now to talk of | 26:38 | |
recovering vocation | 26:40 | |
in this mechanical life of ours | 26:42 | |
may sound romantic indeed. | 26:46 | |
And yet to go back to the text, | 26:49 | |
the fabric of the world, | 26:53 | |
what is this fabric? | 26:55 | |
If it's warp be the realm of things, | 26:58 | |
objects outside, | 27:03 | |
it's whoof | 27:07 | |
is the realm of persons. | 27:11 | |
This delicate yet resilient texture | 27:14 | |
of interpersonal relations in which we always move | 27:18 | |
no matter what kind of job we have. | 27:22 | |
And even in the dreary anonymous situations | 27:26 | |
of our workaday life, | 27:31 | |
we can always detect | 27:35 | |
if we are sensitive | 27:38 | |
the call of God, | 27:40 | |
as it requires of us | 27:43 | |
the care of persons. | 27:46 | |
Between the lines of whatever job, | 27:50 | |
Christian vocation means then | 27:53 | |
a certain how, | 27:56 | |
a certain feel | 27:58 | |
and style of choice | 28:01 | |
that insists the will to care for persons | 28:06 | |
as infinitely sacred and precious. | 28:10 | |
For those | 28:17 | |
who cherish the worth of persons | 28:18 | |
whom life thrust into their keeping, | 28:22 | |
there is restored even amid the drudgery, | 28:26 | |
the dismo monotony of mechanical life. | 28:29 | |
There is restored the magic, | 28:35 | |
the mystery, | 28:38 | |
the joy | 28:41 | |
of finding an eternal purpose | 28:43 | |
within a passing operation | 28:47 | |
in all this fleshly dress, | 28:50 | |
bright suits | 28:54 | |
of everlastingness. | 28:57 | |
Amen. | 29:04 | |
Let us pray. | 29:05 | |
Oh thou who just call us | 29:13 | |
all to many laborers of hand | 29:16 | |
and mind and heart | 29:20 | |
in thy single kingdom, | 29:23 | |
grant us by thy grace | 29:27 | |
the vision without which thy people perish | 29:31 | |
and the work of their hands idle, | 29:35 | |
that we may have restored unto us | 29:41 | |
the joy of thy salvation | 29:45 | |
and establish thou | 29:50 | |
the work of our hands upon us. | 29:53 | |
Yay, the work of our hands | 29:58 | |
established thou it. | 30:01 | |
Now, may the grace | 30:05 | |
of our Lord Jesus Christ, | 30:07 | |
the love of God, | 30:10 | |
and the communion of the holy spirit | 30:12 | |
be with you all now | 30:17 | |
and evermore. | 30:19 |