Robert T. Young - "Where Do You Go When It Gets Dark?" (April 9, 1978)
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Narrator | Duke University Chapel, Service of Worship. | 0:04 |
April 9th, 1978. | 0:06 | |
(calm organ music) | 0:11 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 2:26 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 5:40 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 8:33 | |
(person coughs) | 13:06 | |
(choir and congregation sing a hymn) | 13:10 | |
(organ plays "I'll praise my Maker while I've breath") | 14:36 | |
♪I'll praise my Maker while I've breath; ♪ | 15:13 | |
♪ and when my voice is lost in death, ♪ | 15:19 | |
♪ praise shall employ my nobler powers. ♪ | 15:25 | |
♪ My days of praise shall ne'er be past, ♪ | 15:33 | |
♪ while life, and thought, and being last, ♪ | 15:39 | |
♪ or immortality endures. ♪ | 15:45 | |
♪ Happy are they whose hopes rely ♪ | 15:54 | |
♪ on Israel's God, who made the sky ♪ | 16:01 | |
♪ and earth and seas, with all their train; ♪ | 16:07 | |
♪ whose truth for ever stands secure, ♪ | 16:14 | |
♪ who saves th'oppressed and feeds the poor, ♪ | 16:20 | |
♪ for none shall find God's promise vain. ♪ | 16:26 | |
♪ The Lord pours eyesight on the blind; ♪ | 16:35 | |
♪ the Lord supports the fainting mind ♪ | 16:41 | |
♪ and sends the laboring conscience peace. ♪ | 16:47 | |
♪ He helps the stranger in distress, ♪ | 16:55 | |
♪ the widow and the fatherless, ♪ | 17:01 | |
♪ and grants the prisoner sweet release. ♪ | 17:07 | |
♪ I'll praise my God who lends me breath; ♪ | 17:17 | |
♪ and when my voice is lost in death, ♪ | 17:23 | |
♪ praise shall employ my nobler powers. ♪ | 17:29 | |
♪ My days of praise shall ne'er be past, ♪ | 17:36 | |
♪ while life, and thought, and being last, ♪ | 17:42 | |
♪ or immortality endures. ♪ | 17:49 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 17:59 | |
Man | As we come into the temple of the Lord, | 18:20 |
worried over many little things, anxious, | 18:25 | |
weary, distracted, | 18:29 | |
let us first acknowledge before the Lord, | 18:33 | |
our frailties and our sins. | 18:39 | |
Let us pray. | 18:44 | |
Oh God, | 18:48 | |
we detest all the sins of our lives. | 18:49 | |
We are sorry for having offended you, | 18:53 | |
who are all good and resolve, with the help of your grace, | 18:56 | |
never to sin again. | 19:02 | |
Hear us as we make our confession. | 19:04 | |
For my lack of hope, for my lack of faith, | 19:10 | |
for my failure to care, Lord, have mercy. | 19:15 | |
For letting ourselves be paralyzed with fear | 19:20 | |
for our divisions, for our jealousies, | 19:25 | |
Christ, have mercy. | 19:29 | |
For our hatred, for our not being peacemakers, | 19:32 | |
for our lies, Lord, have mercy on our souls. | 19:38 | |
Let us each, now, hold in though, before God, | 19:46 | |
who sees and knows in secret, those things | 19:53 | |
which alone, we would wish Him to know | 19:57 | |
and forgive. | 20:02 | |
Bless the Lord, oh my soul, | 20:23 | |
and forget not all his benefits. | 20:26 | |
And forgiveth all thine inequities, | 20:29 | |
who redeemeth thy life from destruction, | 20:32 | |
who crowneth thee with loving kindness and tender mercies. | 20:36 | |
Bless the Lord, all thee his works, | 20:41 | |
in all places of his dominion, | 20:44 | |
bless the Lord, oh my soul. | 20:48 | |
Let us give thanks, for God is good | 20:54 | |
and God's love is everlasting. | 20:58 | |
- | [Reverend Accompanied By Congregation] Thanks be to God | 21:02 |
who forgives us. | 21:04 | |
Thanks be to God, whose tender mercy heals us. | 21:06 | |
Thanks be to God, whose abundant grace sustains us. | 21:11 | |
Amen. | 21:17 | |
Reverend | Let us pray. | 21:28 |
Almighty God, wipe from our hearts and minds | 21:30 | |
all anxieties and cares | 21:36 | |
so that we might listen | 21:41 | |
to thy holy word. | 21:44 | |
Amen. | 21:47 | |
The Old Testament lesson comes from Genesis, | 21:49 | |
the 32nd chapter, | 21:54 | |
verses 22 through 31. | 21:57 | |
"The same night, he arose and took his two wives, | 22:03 | |
"his two maids, and his 11 children, | 22:07 | |
"and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. | 22:11 | |
"He took them and sent them across the stream | 22:15 | |
"and, likewise, everything that he had. | 22:19 | |
"And Jacob was left alone, | 22:24 | |
"and a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. | 22:27 | |
"When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, | 22:33 | |
"he touched the hollow of his thigh, | 22:36 | |
"and Jacob's thigh was put out of joint | 22:41 | |
"as he wrestled with him. | 22:44 | |
"Then he said, 'Let me go, for the day is breaking.' | 22:48 | |
"But Jacob said, 'I will not let you go | 22:54 | |
"'unless you bless me.' | 22:59 | |
"And he said to him, 'What is your name?' | 23:02 | |
"And he said, 'Jacob.' | 23:05 | |
"Then he said, 'Your name shall no more be called Jacob, | 23:07 | |
"'but Israel, for you have striven with God | 23:13 | |
"'and with men and have prevailed.' | 23:17 | |
"Then Jacob asked him, 'Tell me, I pray, your name.' | 23:22 | |
"But he said, 'Why is it that you ask my name?' | 23:27 | |
"And there he blessed him. | 23:33 | |
"So Jacob called the name of the place Peniel, saying, | 23:36 | |
"'For I have seen God face to face and yet | 23:41 | |
"'my life is preserved.' | 23:46 | |
"The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel, | 23:50 | |
"limping because of his thigh." | 23:53 | |
(organ plays a hymn) | 24:00 | |
(choir sings a hymn) | 24:19 | |
(organ plays quietly) | 28:51 | |
(people cough) | 28:55 | |
Let the congregation rise for the reading of the gospel. | 29:00 | |
(clears throat) | 29:10 | |
Saint John chapter 3, verses 1 through 8. | 29:14 | |
"Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, | 29:20 | |
"a ruler of the Jews. | 29:26 | |
"This man came to Jesus by night and said to him, | 29:29 | |
"'Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God | 29:33 | |
"'for no one can do these signs that you do | 29:38 | |
"'unless God is with him.' | 29:42 | |
"Jesus answered him, 'Truly, truly, I say to you, | 29:46 | |
"'unless one is born anew, | 29:50 | |
"'he cannot see the kingdom of God.' | 29:52 | |
"Nicodemus said to him, | 29:56 | |
"'How can a man be born when he is old? | 29:58 | |
"'Can he enter a second time into his mother's womb | 30:03 | |
"'and be born?' | 30:08 | |
"Jesus answered, 'Truly, truly, I say to you | 30:10 | |
"'unless one is born of water and the spirit, | 30:15 | |
"'he cannot enter the kingdom of God. | 30:18 | |
"'That which is born of the flesh is flesh | 30:22 | |
"'and that which is born of the spirit is spirit. | 30:26 | |
"'Do not marvel that I said to you you must be born anew. | 30:31 | |
"'The wind blows where it wills | 30:37 | |
"'and you hear the sound of it | 30:39 | |
"'but you do not know whence it comes | 30:41 | |
"'or whether it goes. | 30:45 | |
"'So it is with everyone who is born of the spirit.'" | 30:48 | |
From Saint Luke, the 22nd chapter, | 30:57 | |
verses 39 through 46. | 31:01 | |
"And Jesus came out and went | 31:07 | |
"as was his custom to the Mount of Olives | 31:10 | |
"and the disciples followed him. | 31:14 | |
"And when he came to the place, he said to them, | 31:17 | |
"'Pray that you may not enter into temptation.' | 31:21 | |
"And he withdrew from them about a stone's throw | 31:25 | |
"and knelt down and prayed, | 31:29 | |
"'Father, | 31:33 | |
"'if thou art willing, remove this cup from me. | 31:36 | |
"'Nevertheless, not my will but thine be done.' | 31:41 | |
"And there appeared to him an angel from heaven, | 31:47 | |
"strengthening him. | 31:50 | |
"And being in an agony, he prayed more earnestly | 31:53 | |
"and his sweat became like great drops of blood | 31:59 | |
"falling down upon the ground. | 32:03 | |
"And when he rose from prayer, he came to the disciples | 32:07 | |
"and found them sleeping for sorrow. | 32:11 | |
"And he said to them, | 32:15 | |
"'Why do you sleep? | 32:18 | |
"'Rise and pray that you may not | 32:21 | |
"'enter into temptation.'" | 32:26 | |
May the Lord add his blessing to the reading of | 32:30 | |
His holy word, amen. | 32:34 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 32:37 | |
(choir sings "Glory to our Great Redeemer") | 32:47 | |
♪Amen ♪ | 33:23 | |
♪Amen ♪ | 33:26 | |
Reverend | You will notice in the bulletin this morning | 33:45 |
a special word about Ben Smith. | 33:47 | |
Sunday after Sunday, week in and week out, | 33:54 | |
all of us are thrilled and inspired by the music | 33:59 | |
from the chapel choir. | 34:05 | |
It is under the direction of Ben Smith | 34:09 | |
that the choir presents to the glory of God | 34:12 | |
and for the inspiration and enrichment of us all | 34:16 | |
this great music. | 34:21 | |
Ben is nearing the end of his 10th year here at Duke. | 34:25 | |
Members of the choir and chorale have honored him | 34:30 | |
with a reception on the opening night of mass, recently, | 34:33 | |
and with the presentation of a gift. | 34:37 | |
Last evening, several of his friends gathered | 34:40 | |
to have dinner with him and recognize his contributions. | 34:43 | |
Today, following the service, I have asked Ben | 34:48 | |
to stand with the presiding minister and with me | 34:50 | |
at the entrance to the chapel | 34:53 | |
so that those of you who are here and those of you | 34:55 | |
who worship here regularly, | 34:58 | |
who probably wonder where he goes Sunday morning | 35:00 | |
immediately after the service, | 35:03 | |
will find him waiting at the door if you would like to speak | 35:05 | |
with him and share a word of greeting and express your | 35:09 | |
thanks to him. | 35:12 | |
For all of us who do worship here, though, Ben, let me say, | 35:14 | |
that we are deeply grateful for your commitment to God | 35:18 | |
and for the talent which you share with all of us | 35:21 | |
as you lead the choir and move us all. | 35:24 | |
Thank you. | 35:27 | |
In a recent mailing from Duke Power Company, | 35:33 | |
along with the monthly billing, | 35:38 | |
there was a two page leaflet that had the words, | 35:42 | |
"What should I do if the lights go out?" | 35:47 | |
That wasn't the first time I had thought | 35:54 | |
of that question. | 35:55 | |
For last summer, my family and I were on vacation | 35:57 | |
in Oklahoma and were watching television | 36:00 | |
and suddenly the lights in all of | 36:03 | |
New York City went out. | 36:05 | |
And it occurred to me then, | 36:10 | |
and has occurred to me a number of times since: | 36:12 | |
What do you do when the lights go out | 36:14 | |
and when it gets dark? | 36:19 | |
Or where do you go when it gets dark? | 36:23 | |
And then I read and reread some passages | 36:29 | |
in both the old testament and the new testament | 36:31 | |
where others faced "dark" experiences. | 36:34 | |
And I began to see and read and understand | 36:40 | |
what some others before us have done | 36:43 | |
when it became dark for them. | 36:47 | |
And just recently, in preparing to lead | 36:51 | |
a spiritual life retreat in South Georgia, | 36:53 | |
based upon Henri Nouwen's book "Reaching Out". | 36:56 | |
In the first part of this book he deals with | 37:00 | |
moving from loneliness to solitude | 37:02 | |
and the question came back to me again, | 37:06 | |
where do you go? | 37:08 | |
Where do we go when it gets dark? | 37:10 | |
Now I don't know how it is with you | 37:16 | |
but I am afraid of the dark. | 37:18 | |
I was as a little child, as I grew up, | 37:24 | |
and am even now. | 37:29 | |
There are four things in this world | 37:32 | |
that really do frighten me. | 37:34 | |
Snakes, | 37:37 | |
dogs, | 37:39 | |
lightening, | 37:42 | |
and dark. | 37:44 | |
As a matter of fact, one of the most serious | 37:46 | |
confrontations I ever had with my parents | 37:48 | |
came when I was about seven or eight years old. | 37:50 | |
And they wanted me to go next door, | 37:54 | |
which happened to be oh, three or four hundred yards away, | 37:56 | |
on an errand. | 38:01 | |
And it was dark. | 38:02 | |
And they wanted me to go alone, | 38:05 | |
with no flashlight, | 38:10 | |
all by myself, | 38:13 | |
and it was pitch dark. | 38:16 | |
And they insisted, I went, | 38:20 | |
I was scared to death. | 38:24 | |
I am still afraid of the dark. | 38:28 | |
But not just of the dark, of night. | 38:32 | |
I am just as afraid, or maybe even more afraid, | 38:36 | |
of the dark night of the spirit, the dark of the soul. | 38:39 | |
That dark we can and do know both in the night | 38:42 | |
and in the day. | 38:47 | |
But I find that I'm not the only one | 38:50 | |
who is afraid of the dark. | 38:53 | |
There are others, indeed, many others. | 38:56 | |
And I know now that we can experience the dark | 39:00 | |
even in broad daylight. | 39:03 | |
Even when the sun shines brilliantly, | 39:06 | |
even on a glorious March or April sunlit day, | 39:08 | |
or even on a beautiful moonlit night, | 39:12 | |
even when there is light all around. | 39:15 | |
Just as having people all around does not keep us | 39:18 | |
from being alone, so having light all around | 39:21 | |
does not keep us from being in the dark. | 39:25 | |
The dark that really hurts | 39:29 | |
is that hovering, | 39:32 | |
haunting, shadow-filled dark that lingers and stays, | 39:34 | |
that covers our spirits, that drapes our souls, | 39:39 | |
that darkens our very being, and will not go away. | 39:43 | |
I'm convinced that we all have times of darkness. | 39:49 | |
None walks in the light always, no, not one of us. | 39:53 | |
Where, then, do you go, | 39:59 | |
when it gets dark for you? | 40:03 | |
Where is your source of light? | 40:06 | |
Your moment of brightness? | 40:08 | |
Your ray of hope and assurance? | 40:10 | |
Your spark to take away some of the shadow | 40:13 | |
and the gloom and the dreariness? | 40:16 | |
I want to pick up on a word of Henri Nouwen's | 40:20 | |
in his book, "Reaching Out," | 40:22 | |
where he does talk about moving from loneliness | 40:24 | |
to solitude, and suggest to you this morning that | 40:27 | |
we have a place to go when it gets dark. | 40:30 | |
And that place to go is deep within us | 40:33 | |
as we recognize the presence of God within us | 40:36 | |
and move from loneliness to solitude. | 40:40 | |
As I have reflected on this, | 40:45 | |
I want to be very, very careful this morning, though, | 40:46 | |
because I am not advocating a new personal-isolation-ism, | 40:50 | |
a neo-narcissism, a new-private-ism, | 40:55 | |
but a turning to one's own self to find the strength | 41:00 | |
and the will to go on, to move out to others, | 41:03 | |
and to reach out and up to God. | 41:07 | |
A turning to one's self that does not end there, | 41:10 | |
but begins there. | 41:14 | |
Where do you go? | 41:18 | |
You might go to that outer transcendent | 41:20 | |
spiritual presence called God. | 41:23 | |
That, indeed, is one place we may go. | 41:26 | |
You may go to others. | 41:30 | |
That, too, is one place we may go to find help | 41:32 | |
and support when it is dark. | 41:35 | |
But I want to suggest, to you and to me, | 41:39 | |
that you may indeed go to your own soul. | 41:41 | |
It was Meister Eckhart who once wrote, | 41:46 | |
"To get at the core of God at his greatest, | 41:47 | |
"one must get at the core of himself at his least. | 41:51 | |
"For no one can know God who has not first known himself. | 41:55 | |
"Go to the depths of the soul, | 42:01 | |
"the secret place of the most high, | 42:03 | |
"to the roots, to the heights. | 42:06 | |
"For all that God can do is focused there. | 42:08 | |
"All that God means is focused there." | 42:14 | |
It's like a middle-aged woman told me | 42:19 | |
at the spiritual life retreat recently. | 42:21 | |
She said, | 42:24 | |
"Each of us must learn to face | 42:27 | |
"the dark moments of life alone, | 42:30 | |
"on our own. | 42:34 | |
"No one can take away or relieve | 42:37 | |
"some kinds of pain we have." | 42:41 | |
Where do you go when it gets dark? | 42:47 | |
When you have lost a dear friend or mate or loved one. | 42:52 | |
When you have been told that you have serious illness | 42:58 | |
or that you must face a crucial operation. | 43:01 | |
When you find out that you did not get into med school | 43:08 | |
or the one of your choice or your second choice, | 43:12 | |
or any of them. | 43:17 | |
When you learn that you have not been accepted | 43:20 | |
to law school or graduate school. | 43:22 | |
Or when you have had your last interview through | 43:27 | |
the placement office and you still have no job. | 43:30 | |
Or when you discover that you have been admitted | 43:36 | |
to the school of your choice and you wonder, what now? | 43:38 | |
What really lies ahead for me? | 43:42 | |
When you face the fact this year | 43:47 | |
that your "dream major" | 43:51 | |
was just not for you, that you really couldn't make it | 43:53 | |
in that field, or that you didn't like it, | 43:57 | |
or didn't want to make it. | 43:59 | |
When you became aware that your parents really | 44:02 | |
did not know you or understand you at all. | 44:04 | |
Or when you, as a parent, recognize that your child | 44:09 | |
or your children really were going to live their own lives. | 44:12 | |
Not only because of you, but in spite of you. | 44:16 | |
Where do you go when it gets dark in your soul? | 44:21 | |
When you flunk that crucial course or scored too low | 44:28 | |
on that entrance exam. | 44:32 | |
Or that plan for marriage this spring or summer | 44:34 | |
was called off. | 44:37 | |
Or that hope for a job was gone. | 44:39 | |
Or that good friendship was over. | 44:41 | |
I think that there are reservoirs of strength and peace | 44:45 | |
and assurance and perseverance and calm | 44:49 | |
deep within each of us that we never really know | 44:53 | |
are there until we are forced | 44:57 | |
to call upon them and use them. | 45:00 | |
There is a hidden grace of God placed deep in your soul | 45:04 | |
that may never begin to grow or nourish or blossom | 45:09 | |
or bear fruit until or unless | 45:14 | |
you search deep | 45:19 | |
and deep and deep and deeper still. | 45:21 | |
The grace of God is present with each of us. | 45:27 | |
An abundance far beyond what we dare to expect | 45:30 | |
or hope or believe or imagine or realize. | 45:33 | |
It is there. | 45:36 | |
That's what Paul meant and knew when he said, | 45:38 | |
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." | 45:40 | |
That's what Jesus meant when he said to the disciples, | 45:45 | |
"Greater things than I have done, you will be able to do." | 45:48 | |
That's what Jesus meant when he said to us, | 45:52 | |
"My grace is sufficient for you." | 45:54 | |
Most of us, it seems to me, seem to keep looking | 46:00 | |
everywhere else to find insight and support and meaning. | 46:03 | |
Mary MacGregor in one of her current popular songs | 46:10 | |
has the words "I've been to every place," | 46:13 | |
and then she sings on a little, and then she says, | 46:17 | |
"I've even been to paradise, but I've never been to me." | 46:19 | |
But we cannot run. | 46:27 | |
We cannot hide. | 46:30 | |
We cannot get away from the dark sometimes. | 46:32 | |
And what happens to most of us is that | 46:37 | |
when we hurt or are disappointed or are frustrated | 46:39 | |
or feel empty, we look for someone else | 46:43 | |
often to say nice things to us or to make us feel good | 46:46 | |
or to help us get over it, whatever it may be. | 46:50 | |
When really, what we want and what we need is | 46:54 | |
someone who will not help us to evade or to avoid | 46:57 | |
the realities of life, | 47:00 | |
but someone who can clarify them for us. | 47:02 | |
Someone who can help us to see better | 47:07 | |
and understand more fully. | 47:10 | |
Someone who can describe our pain, not take it away. | 47:13 | |
Someone who knows our hurt, | 47:18 | |
not someone who refuses to talk about it. | 47:20 | |
Someone who knows what the darkness is, | 47:23 | |
even when neither of us can find the light. | 47:26 | |
The person who can give us a sense of hope | 47:29 | |
is the one who knows the human condition | 47:32 | |
and can encourage us to face the realities of life. | 47:35 | |
People who, when we know it is dark, | 47:41 | |
won't tell us it is light. | 47:45 | |
Who, when we hurt, won't deny our pain | 47:48 | |
and tell us, "Oh, you'll be all right." | 47:52 | |
When, in reality, neither they nor we know | 47:56 | |
that we will be all right or that everything will be okay. | 48:00 | |
I want someone who can help me face myself. | 48:05 | |
My strengths and my weaknesses, and in light of who I am. | 48:10 | |
Somebody who can help me to face the world | 48:15 | |
as it really is for me. | 48:18 | |
Now, I don't know about you, but somehow or other | 48:23 | |
I have lived lo these many years of my life | 48:26 | |
with the false expectation that there was someone else | 48:28 | |
who could face life for me. | 48:33 | |
Someone who could take my loneliness away. | 48:37 | |
Someone who could take my burdens away. | 48:42 | |
Someone who, when it grew dark, | 48:46 | |
would turn on the lights for me. | 48:49 | |
But now I believe, as Nouwen writes, listen. | 48:52 | |
"No friend or lover, no husband or wife, | 48:57 | |
no community or commune will ever be able, | 49:02 | |
ever be able, to put to rest our deepest cravings | 49:07 | |
for wholeness." | 49:13 | |
No one, and no group, | 49:18 | |
will ever be able to put to rest | 49:23 | |
our deepest cravings for wholeness. | 49:26 | |
Others can help, communion with God can help, | 49:30 | |
others can take away some of our loneliness | 49:34 | |
and pain and hurt. | 49:37 | |
God can relieve some of it. | 49:39 | |
But the woman was right. | 49:42 | |
Some dark moments of life we live and live alone | 49:44 | |
save for that unseen presence of God | 49:49 | |
which is with us always. | 49:52 | |
Abraham faced the pain of sacrificing his only son, | 49:57 | |
alone. | 50:02 | |
And it was dark. | 50:04 | |
Jacob wrestled with a stranger or with an angel | 50:06 | |
or with God. | 50:09 | |
He was alone | 50:11 | |
and it was dark. | 50:13 | |
Joseph had to pretend that he knew not his own brothers | 50:15 | |
when they were hungry and starving | 50:18 | |
and he was all alone and it was dark. | 50:20 | |
Moses lead his people to, but could not go into, | 50:25 | |
the promised land. | 50:28 | |
And he was alone and it was dark. | 50:30 | |
Peter, after living very close to Jesus for three years, | 50:34 | |
denied him three times on that fateful morn | 50:37 | |
and you can better believe that it was dark | 50:41 | |
and he was alone. | 50:45 | |
Saul tried desperately to get rid of the early church, | 50:47 | |
to kill all the Christians. | 50:50 | |
And walking towards Damascus one day, | 50:51 | |
heard the Lord speak to him as he was alone and it was dark. | 50:54 | |
Even Jesus, during the temptation, | 51:00 | |
when he would leave the crowds, | 51:04 | |
when he would pray in the garden, | 51:05 | |
when he was standing before Pilate, | 51:07 | |
when he was carrying his cross, | 51:09 | |
when he was dying on the cross, | 51:10 | |
when he was being raised from the dead, | 51:12 | |
was alone | 51:15 | |
and it was dark. | 51:17 | |
Thus, as I see it, there is much much precedent | 51:20 | |
in the Old Testament and in the New Testament | 51:24 | |
to tell us where to go when it gets dark. | 51:26 | |
And so, instead of running away from the dark, | 51:29 | |
we must protect it and turn it into a creative, | 51:32 | |
fruitful time and an experience, not of loneliness, | 51:36 | |
but of solitude. | 51:40 | |
Since we cannot escape the dark night of the soul sometimes, | 51:43 | |
there are some words that have come to me | 51:47 | |
to tell me what we may do with the dark. | 51:50 | |
Do not run from it. | 51:54 | |
Do not run in the midst of it. | 51:57 | |
Or in the presence of it. | 52:00 | |
Examine it. | 52:02 | |
Explore it. | 52:04 | |
Expose it. | 52:05 | |
Experiment with it. | 52:07 | |
Expect it. | 52:10 | |
Where do you go when it gets dark? | 52:13 | |
You do not search frantically for a switch to flip | 52:17 | |
or a string to pull or a lantern to light | 52:20 | |
or a flashlight to turn on. | 52:23 | |
There may be no artificial light available. | 52:27 | |
Where do you go? | 52:32 | |
You do not run frantically to find more activities, | 52:33 | |
to do more things, to be on the go, | 52:36 | |
or to be up and out and busy in doing, | 52:39 | |
even in doing good things. | 52:42 | |
At times, there may be nothing you can do | 52:45 | |
that will help. | 52:49 | |
You may want to turn to others, | 52:51 | |
for often others can help light the way, | 52:54 | |
but be careful. | 52:57 | |
Expect not too much from others. | 52:59 | |
You may want to turn to God, the outward upward | 53:05 | |
spiritual light may be just what you want or need, | 53:08 | |
but be careful. | 53:13 | |
There may be moments for you and for me, | 53:15 | |
just as there were for Jesus, | 53:18 | |
when we are not sure that even God is present. | 53:19 | |
The dark may seem to be total dark. | 53:25 | |
Where then do you and I go when it gets dark? | 53:32 | |
To the grace and strength of soul that God has already | 53:36 | |
planted deep within each of us. | 53:40 | |
To make our pain-filled loneliness into a creative, | 53:44 | |
responsive, healing solitude. | 53:48 | |
The psalmist has some words, oh Lord, | 53:54 | |
"When I look at thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, | 53:58 | |
"the moon and the stars which thou hast established, | 54:01 | |
"who am I that thou art mine full of me? | 54:06 | |
"And who are we that thou dost care for us? | 54:10 | |
"Yet thou hast made us little less than God | 54:14 | |
"and dost crown us with glory and honor." | 54:19 | |
And in a verse in Psalms, | 54:26 | |
not very familiar to many of us, in Psalms 131, listen, | 54:27 | |
"Oh Lord, | 54:31 | |
"my heart is not lifted up, | 54:34 | |
"my eyes are not raised too high, | 54:36 | |
"I do not occupy myself with things too great | 54:40 | |
"or too marvelous for me, | 54:43 | |
"but I have calmed and quieted my soul | 54:45 | |
"like a child quieted at its mother's breast. | 54:50 | |
"Like a child that is quieted, | 54:55 | |
"is my soul." | 54:59 | |
And then Psalms 139, | 55:02 | |
"Oh Lord, thou hast searched me and know me. | 55:04 | |
"If I say let only darkness cover me and the light about me | 55:08 | |
"be night, even the darkness is not dark to thee. | 55:13 | |
"The night is as bright as the day, | 55:18 | |
"for darkness is as light with thee." | 55:21 | |
After all, my friends, | 55:27 | |
it is not the external circumstance of life, | 55:31 | |
no matter how dark it may be, | 55:35 | |
it is not the external circumstance or experience. | 55:37 | |
But it is the spirit with which we face it | 55:43 | |
that makes of life what it can be | 55:47 | |
for you and me. | 55:52 | |
Amen. | 55:58 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 56:10 | |
(congregation and choir sing a hymn) | 56:38 | |
♪Amen ♪ | 58:38 | |
Man | As we remain standing, | 58:45 |
let us affirm what we believe. | 58:48 | |
- | [Man And Congregation] We believe in God, | 58:53 |
who has created and is creating, | 58:55 | |
who has come in the truly human Jesus | 58:59 | |
to reconcile and make new, | 59:02 | |
who works in us and others by the spirit. | 59:05 | |
We trust God who calls us to be the Church, | 59:10 | |
to celebrate life and its fullness, | 59:14 | |
to love and serve others, | 59:18 | |
to seek justice and resist evil, | 59:20 | |
to proclaim Jesus crucified and risen, | 59:24 | |
our judge and our hope | 59:28 | |
in life, in death, | 59:31 | |
in life beyond death, | 59:33 | |
God is with us. | 59:36 | |
We are not alone. | 59:38 | |
Thanks be to God. | 59:40 | |
Man | The Lord be with you. | 59:43 |
Congregation | And with your spirit. | 59:45 |
Man | Let us pray. | 59:46 |
Reverend | Almighty God who hast taught us | 59:58 |
that in returning and rest we shall be saved. | 1:00:03 | |
In quietness and confidence shall be our strength. | 1:00:07 | |
Alert now, our souls, before thee | 1:00:14 | |
with the stillness of a wise trust. | 1:00:19 | |
That in distance | 1:00:25 | |
from the babble of tongues, | 1:00:28 | |
from the dross and glut | 1:00:31 | |
of many words, | 1:00:35 | |
from the emptiness of busy-ness, | 1:00:39 | |
we may know again in the serenity of faith | 1:00:43 | |
that Thou art God. | 1:00:47 | |
Almighty God of compassion, | 1:00:56 | |
who cares for the weakest of thy children, | 1:00:59 | |
we ask thy blessing | 1:01:03 | |
upon all those known and unknown to us | 1:01:06 | |
who suffer in loneliness of spirit | 1:01:12 | |
or body, | 1:01:17 | |
who have been desolated by the death | 1:01:20 | |
of a close and dear one. | 1:01:24 | |
We pray for the children in Lebanon | 1:01:28 | |
who live in dread of death. | 1:01:34 | |
For those in the inner cities, impoverished, | 1:01:38 | |
who must steal to eat. | 1:01:43 | |
For the blacks in Soweto, | 1:01:50 | |
entrapped behind walls of prejudice. | 1:01:54 | |
Stab our spirits awake, oh God, | 1:02:00 | |
to hear the cries of hunger, | 1:02:03 | |
that we may become the instruments of thy peace | 1:02:10 | |
and the soldiers of thy justice. | 1:02:14 | |
Through Jesus Christ our Lord, | 1:02:19 | |
who taught us when we pray to say, | 1:02:23 | |
- | [Reverend With Congregation] Our Father, | 1:02:27 |
which art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. | 1:02:29 | |
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 1:02:33 | |
on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 1:02:38 | |
Give us this day our daily bread | 1:02:41 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 1:02:44 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:02:47 | |
And lead us not into temptation, | 1:02:52 | |
but deliver us from evil, | 1:02:55 | |
for thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory. | 1:02:57 | |
Amen. | 1:03:04 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 1:03:23 | |
(choir sings a hymnal) | 1:03:26 | |
(calm organ music) | 1:04:47 | |
(choir sings dramatically) | 1:04:52 | |
(choir sings calmly) | 1:07:06 | |
(choir sings) | 1:09:31 | |
(choir sings) | 1:13:00 | |
(organ plays "Praise God, from Whom all Blessings Flow")) | 1:15:43 | |
♪Praise God, from whom all blessings flow; ♪ | 1:16:01 | |
♪Praise Him, all creatures here below; ♪ | 1:16:06 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:11 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:14 | |
♪ Praise Him above, ye heav'nly host; ♪ | 1:16:18 | |
♪ Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost! ♪ | 1:16:24 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:30 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:32 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:36 | |
♪Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:39 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:16:42 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:16:51 | |
Reverend | In these gifts, we return thanks to thee, | 1:17:01 |
oh God, and dedicate ourselves afresh | 1:17:05 | |
to the purposes of thy kingdom | 1:17:12 | |
as thy glad servants in the world | 1:17:15 | |
and ministers of thy grace. | 1:17:18 | |
Amen. | 1:17:22 | |
(dramatic organ music) | 1:17:25 | |
(congregation sings a hymn) | 1:18:08 | |
Reverend | Now may the blessing of God Almighty, | 1:21:19 |
Father, son, and holy spirit | 1:21:23 | |
be among you and abide with you now and evermore. | 1:21:27 | |
(choir sings) | 1:21:35 | |
(cheerful organ music) | 1:22:00 |
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