William H. Willimon - "Ordinary Sin" (March 28, 1999)
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| - | Peter remembered the saying of Jesus, | 0:09 |
| before the cock crows, | 0:13 | |
| you will deny me three times, | 0:16 | |
| and he wept bitterly. | 0:20 | |
| Measured by mere numbers, | 0:25 | |
| the final solution of the Nazis | 0:29 | |
| was not unique. | 0:32 | |
| Stalin killed many more people, | 0:35 | |
| so did Mao. | 0:38 | |
| The Hutus slaughtered a larger | 0:41 | |
| proportion of their population, | 0:45 | |
| and in a shorter amount of time, | 0:47 | |
| and so did the Khmer Rouge. | 0:50 | |
| The British wiped out | 0:53 | |
| the entire Tasmanian race, | 0:57 | |
| not a one is left today. | 0:59 | |
| And where are the Apaches, | 1:02 | |
| and the Sioux? | 1:04 | |
| And yet, I suppose the Nazis | 1:07 | |
| have a special place in our imagination, | 1:10 | |
| in our characterization of evil. | 1:16 | |
| If for no other reason than that | 1:19 | |
| they were so ordinary. | 1:22 | |
| In the words of Hannah Arendt, | 1:26 | |
| "The evil committed by the Nazis, | 1:28 | |
| was so banal". | 1:31 | |
| They weren't some kind of frenzied, | 1:35 | |
| spontaneous mob. | 1:38 | |
| The Nazis arose from of the best educated, | 1:40 | |
| most enlightenment-saturated, modern of modern nations. | 1:44 | |
| I remind you that they received their first, | 1:51 | |
| and best affirmation | 1:54 | |
| within the universities. | 1:57 | |
| The Nazis killed 6 million Jews, | 2:01 | |
| but this century's wars, | 2:05 | |
| and utopian governmental programs | 2:07 | |
| have murdered at least 150 million people. | 2:11 | |
| And paradoxically, | 2:18 | |
| I wonder if that is one the reasons | 2:21 | |
| why we are so drawn this week | 2:24 | |
| to this story of Simon Peter. | 2:28 | |
| Simon is like us. | 2:32 | |
| One fine day, he was the top student | 2:36 | |
| in Christology 101. | 2:39 | |
| That day at Caesarea Philippi, | 2:41 | |
| when Jesus had a pop quiz, | 2:44 | |
| he turned to his disciples and said, | 2:46 | |
| "Who do people say that I am?". | 2:49 | |
| And Peter's hand was the first to go up. | 2:51 | |
| "You are the Christ, the Son of God". | 2:54 | |
| And Jesus told his disciples, | 2:56 | |
| "I wish all of you could be | 2:58 | |
| "as sharp as Simon". | 2:59 | |
| And we don't like him for that, | 3:05 | |
| because who loves a nerdy little teacher's pet? | 3:06 | |
| (audience laughing) | 3:09 | |
| But this week comes the final. | 3:12 | |
| And the one giving the test this week is not Jesus, | 3:17 | |
| it's the maid in the courtyard, | 3:21 | |
| and Simon blows that one big. | 3:24 | |
| "Weren't you with the Galilean?", she said. | 3:30 | |
| And Peter responds, "By God, I don't even know the man". | 3:36 | |
| That's some denial from | 3:44 | |
| a man who Jesus once called the "rock", | 3:46 | |
| the "premier disciple". | 3:50 | |
| Surely when Jesus nicknamed him, the "rock" | 3:52 | |
| he was speaking as a joke. | 3:55 | |
| And we love Peter for that, | 4:00 | |
| because... | 4:02 | |
| Maybe it reminds us of our brash declarations of faith, | 4:04 | |
| which are also often a joke. | 4:09 | |
| "I believe", we say as we're sitting here in church. | 4:14 | |
| But then on Saturday night in the dorm, | 4:18 | |
| when there's a price to pay, | 4:21 | |
| we say... | 4:25 | |
| "You know, I really-- | 4:27 | |
| "I didn't know him that well, actually". | 4:30 | |
| Some of you are ancient enough | 4:37 | |
| to remember Lloyd Douglas's novel, The Robe. | 4:39 | |
| Don Schriver reminded me how there's | 4:43 | |
| that scene on Good Friday evening, | 4:45 | |
| after the crucifixion, | 4:47 | |
| after the evil has been done, | 4:48 | |
| and it finds Peter and a Roman centurion in conversation. | 4:50 | |
| And the centurion hangs his head and says, | 4:55 | |
| "I crucified him". | 4:59 | |
| But Peter hangs his head even lower and says, | 5:03 | |
| "Oh, but I... | 5:07 | |
| "I betrayed him". | 5:10 | |
| And we can identify with that, | 5:14 | |
| because for most of us, | 5:16 | |
| the level of our betrayal | 5:19 | |
| hardly ever gets up to the level of a cross. | 5:21 | |
| More likely it's the kind of ordinary, | 5:25 | |
| everyday, denial. | 5:27 | |
| In ordinary, everyday situations, | 5:32 | |
| "I didn't really know him". | 5:35 | |
| 50 years ago, Eric Auerbach wrote | 5:41 | |
| Mimesis: The Representation | 5:45 | |
| of Reality in Western Literature. | 5:47 | |
| In Mimesis, Auerbach contrasts | 5:51 | |
| the picture of humanity | 5:55 | |
| which appears in the Roman and Greek plays and poetry, | 5:57 | |
| with that that you find in the Bible, | 6:03 | |
| in the New Testaments. | 6:06 | |
| In the Classics, ordinary folk almost never appear. | 6:08 | |
| Greek drama is about kings and queens. | 6:13 | |
| Auerbach noted that if an ordinary person appears | 6:16 | |
| in a Greek drama, it's only for comic relief, | 6:18 | |
| or as some kind of buffoon. | 6:22 | |
| But, in Simon Peter, in this story | 6:26 | |
| we just read for our Scripture, | 6:28 | |
| Auerbach finds... | 6:30 | |
| a much thicker description | 6:33 | |
| of what it means to be a person. | 6:35 | |
| Of Peter, and that exchange | 6:39 | |
| with the woman in the courtyard, | 6:42 | |
| Auerbach says, | 6:44 | |
| "Here's a story that takes place | 6:45 | |
| "entirely among everyday men and women, commonpeople. | 6:47 | |
| "In classical literature, this could only be | 6:52 | |
| "a farce, or a comedy. | 6:55 | |
| "And yet here, it is neither. | 6:57 | |
| "Why does it arouse our most serious, | 7:00 | |
| "and most significant sympathy? | 7:05 | |
| "Because, it portrays something which neither | 7:08 | |
| "the poets nor the historians | 7:11 | |
| "of antiquity set out to portray, | 7:12 | |
| "the birth of a spiritual movement | 7:16 | |
| "among common people. | 7:18 | |
| "It is concerned with the same question, | 7:21 | |
| "the same conflict with which every human being | 7:23 | |
| "is basically confronted, which therefore remains | 7:26 | |
| "infinite and eternally pending. | 7:29 | |
| "What we see is a world which on one hand, | 7:32 | |
| "is entirely real and so average, | 7:34 | |
| "you can identify the place, | 7:38 | |
| "the time, and the circumstances, | 7:39 | |
| "but which on the other hand, | 7:42 | |
| "in the background it's being | 7:44 | |
| "shaken to its very foundations. | 7:45 | |
| "Its being transformed and renewed | 7:47 | |
| "before our very eyes. | 7:49 | |
| "It's what happens when | 7:54 | |
| "the extraordinary touches the ordinary." | 7:55 | |
| I love the way Alcoholics Anonymous | 8:01 | |
| teaches its members to introduce themselves. | 8:03 | |
| "I am Jane. | 8:08 | |
| "I am a alcoholic, | 8:10 | |
| "but by the help of a higher power, | 8:12 | |
| "a recovering one." | 8:15 | |
| And I think we love Peter for embodying that. | 8:19 | |
| For we are, most of us, | 8:22 | |
| quite ordinary in our sin. | 8:23 | |
| And no redemption would do people | 8:27 | |
| like us any good, | 8:29 | |
| if it first required us to be pure, or heroic. | 8:31 | |
| We need a higher power willing to get | 8:37 | |
| its hands dirty in the ordinary. | 8:40 | |
| And maybe the first step towards redemption, | 8:45 | |
| the first fumbling steps, | 8:47 | |
| is the one AA encourages members to make, | 8:50 | |
| it's just simple honesty. | 8:53 | |
| Some of you were here on the first Sunday of Lent. | 8:57 | |
| We had a lively guest preacher | 9:02 | |
| tell us all we're sinners. | 9:03 | |
| The whole lot of us. | 9:06 | |
| And now it's been pretty much like that | 9:08 | |
| for the last 40 days of Lent. | 9:10 | |
| When the church has been using its | 9:13 | |
| various means, the hymns, | 9:15 | |
| the prayers, the Scripture, | 9:16 | |
| to try to get each of us to say, | 9:19 | |
| "I'm Will, and I'm a sinner, | 9:22 | |
| "but by the help of a higher power, | 9:25 | |
| "a recovering one." | 9:29 | |
| The Church always told us that Simon Peter | 9:32 | |
| was the foundation of the Church, | 9:35 | |
| the first disciple. | 9:38 | |
| The Pope in Rome says that | 9:39 | |
| he sits in direct apostolic succession from Peter. | 9:41 | |
| I don't know if the Pope is so closely connected to Peter, | 9:48 | |
| but we sure are, | 9:52 | |
| we ordinary, unspectacular, betrayers. | 9:54 | |
| If I were writing the Gospels, | 10:02 | |
| I think I would have been tempted | 10:05 | |
| to kinda clean up... | 10:06 | |
| The rock of the Church, | 10:09 | |
| the spiritual great-great-great-grandaddy of everybody here. | 10:12 | |
| But no, the Bible is truthful and honest. | 10:17 | |
| It tells the whole story of who we are. | 10:23 | |
| And it's so hard | 10:29 | |
| to tell the whole story. | 10:32 | |
| It's a child saying to me the other day... | 10:36 | |
| that he was thinking about | 10:41 | |
| going to school that morning- an 8 year old- | 10:42 | |
| and said, "I just hate it when we start out the day | 10:45 | |
| "with self-esteem class." | 10:50 | |
| (audience laughing) | 10:53 | |
| See he's smarter than the school system. | 10:55 | |
| Back in the 1960s when the Civil Rights Movement | 11:00 | |
| began to impact the American South, | 11:04 | |
| and some of us, for the first time, | 11:06 | |
| began honestly to review our past. | 11:08 | |
| To admit that our parents, and our grandparents, | 11:12 | |
| did wrong in participating in, | 11:15 | |
| and benefiting from, | 11:18 | |
| racial segregation. | 11:20 | |
| I remember Governor Ross Barnett of Mississippi complained, | 11:23 | |
| that of all the critics of the south, | 11:28 | |
| the worst were the southern-born critics. | 11:30 | |
| He said, "You people are thieves, | 11:33 | |
| "you are stealing the dignity, and the honor | 11:36 | |
| "of your dear, dead ancestors". | 11:39 | |
| And in a way, Governor Barnett was right. | 11:42 | |
| Honest Christians... | 11:47 | |
| look back at our past, | 11:50 | |
| and beg, by the grace of God, | 11:52 | |
| to tell our story, | 11:54 | |
| in ways that deprive our ancestors | 11:56 | |
| of their alleged innocence. | 12:00 | |
| There is no greater sin, we feel, | 12:04 | |
| for a people to claim that we are without sin. | 12:06 | |
| That we are innocent. | 12:10 | |
| That there is no blood on our hands. | 12:12 | |
| It is a great spiritual feat, | 12:15 | |
| to be able to tell our story | 12:17 | |
| - | our story- | 12:20 |
| and to be able to tell it straight. | 12:21 | |
| Thus, as Peter scurries into the night, | 12:25 | |
| cursing Jesus, all of us betrayers, | 12:29 | |
| oh, we love him, | 12:34 | |
| and we thank God that the Church | 12:36 | |
| had the guts to leave his story | 12:38 | |
| in our history. | 12:42 | |
| Dietrich Bonhoeffer paid the ultimate price | 12:47 | |
| for his opposition to the Nazis, | 12:50 | |
| and we rightly celebrate his witness, | 12:53 | |
| we rightly call Bonhoeffer a saint. | 12:55 | |
| But, maybe even more we ought to celebrate a poem | 12:59 | |
| that Bonhoeffer wrote | 13:03 | |
| one dark night, in 1944, in a Nazi prison cell, | 13:05 | |
| a poem he called Night Thoughts in Tegel Prison, | 13:09 | |
| in which this saint confessed honestly | 13:14 | |
| his own complicity in the sin of Nazism. | 13:18 | |
| He wrote, "We saw the lie raise its head, | 13:26 | |
| "and we did not honor the truth. | 13:29 | |
| "We saw brethren in direst need, | 13:33 | |
| "but we feared only our own death. | 13:36 | |
| "We come before thee as men, | 13:41 | |
| "as confessors of our... | 13:44 | |
| "sin." | 13:48 | |
| It takes someone extraordinary | 13:51 | |
| to confess such ordinary sin. | 13:54 | |
| Daniel Goldhagen's book Hitler's Willing Executioners | 14:01 | |
| struck me as a compelling book. | 14:07 | |
| It's a chilling account of how ordinary, everyday Germans | 14:10 | |
| participated in Hitler's final solution | 14:14 | |
| of the Jewish problem. | 14:17 | |
| But it was only later that I realized | 14:21 | |
| what was wrong with Daniel Goldhagen's book. | 14:23 | |
| And what was wrong was Goldhagen's attribution | 14:27 | |
| of the massacre of the Jews | 14:30 | |
| to something that was sort of peculiar in the Germans. | 14:33 | |
| He calls it their "special brand of eliminationist | 14:37 | |
| Anti-Semitism" that infected German culture, | 14:41 | |
| in a peculiar, particular way. | 14:45 | |
| Oh, if there were only some special, | 14:49 | |
| peculiar, attribution of evil. | 14:51 | |
| Then the evil that would be deeply regrettable, | 14:57 | |
| but the main thing is it wouldn't be ours. | 15:00 | |
| It would be like, peculiar to the Germans. | 15:05 | |
| It would be their particular problem. | 15:09 | |
| No. | 15:13 | |
| The horror was that the Germans were so normal. | 15:15 | |
| The evil was so horribly, undeniably... | 15:19 | |
| Typical. | 15:23 | |
| And we're so ordinary. | 15:24 | |
| And our sin in so typical. | 15:27 | |
| I've always thought that one of the most chilling phrases | 15:32 | |
| was that term "domestic violence". | 15:35 | |
| It's the domesticity of our evil that is so chilling. | 15:41 | |
| And, this week... | 15:48 | |
| this week we wonder, | 15:52 | |
| what would God do with sinners | 15:53 | |
| whose betrayal is so utterly ordinary? | 15:56 | |
| What shall become of us | 16:02 | |
| in our ordinary sin? | 16:04 | |
| Jesus was being led away to torture, | 16:10 | |
| and to death, | 16:15 | |
| as his own twelve best friends | 16:17 | |
| scurried into the night. | 16:19 | |
| You remember what he said to them? | 16:23 | |
| "I give to you, as my Father has given to me, a kingdom". | 16:26 | |
| To the very ones who had forsaken him, and denied him | 16:34 | |
| and betrayed him, in their oh-so-ordinary sin. | 16:38 | |
| He promises... | 16:43 | |
| to us... | 16:46 | |
| "I go now, to prepare a kingdom..." | 16:48 | |
| For you. | 16:53 | |
| Amen. | 16:56 |
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