William H. Willimon - "Thinking about Easter" (April 3, 1994)
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- | The gospel for this Easter is from the Gospel of John. | 0:08 |
Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, | 0:14 | |
Mary Magdalene came to the tomb | 0:18 | |
and saw that stone had been removed from the tomb, | 0:21 | |
so she ran to Simon, Peter and the other disciple | 0:25 | |
and said to them, "they have taken the Lord out of the tomb | 0:29 | |
"and we do not know where to find him." | 0:34 | |
Then Peter and the other disciples set out | 0:37 | |
and went toward the tomb. | 0:39 | |
The two were running together but the other disciple | 0:42 | |
outran Peter and reached the tomb first. | 0:44 | |
He bent down to look in and he saw the linen wrappings | 0:47 | |
lying there, but he did not go in. | 0:52 | |
Then Simon Peter came following him and went to the tomb. | 0:56 | |
He saw the linen wrappings lying there | 1:00 | |
and the cloth that had been on Jesus' head, | 1:02 | |
not lying with the linen wrappings, | 1:04 | |
but in a place by itself. | 1:07 | |
Then the other disciple who reached the tomb first | 1:09 | |
also went in and he saw and he believed. | 1:11 | |
For as yet they did not understand the scripture, | 1:17 | |
that he must rise from the dead. | 1:20 | |
Then the disciples returned to their homes. | 1:23 | |
But Mary stood outside weeping and as she wept she bent over | 1:28 | |
and looked into the tomb and she saw two angels in white | 1:33 | |
sitting there at the body of Jesus where the body of Jesus | 1:37 | |
had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. | 1:40 | |
They said to her, "woman, why are you weeping?" | 1:44 | |
And she said to them, "they have taken away my Lord | 1:48 | |
and I do not know where to find him." | 1:52 | |
When she said this, she turned around | 1:56 | |
and saw Jesus standing there, | 1:58 | |
but she did not know that it was Jesus. | 1:59 | |
Jesus said to her, "woman, why are you weeping? | 2:02 | |
"Whom are you looking for?" | 2:06 | |
Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, | 2:08 | |
"Sir, if you have carried him away, | 2:11 | |
"tell me where you have laid him and I will take him away." | 2:14 | |
Jesus said to her, "Mary." | 2:19 | |
She turned, she said to him in Hebrew, "rabboni", | 2:25 | |
which means teacher. | 2:29 | |
Jesus said to her, "do not hold me because I have not yet | 2:32 | |
ascended to the Father, but go to my brothers | 2:37 | |
and tell them I am ascending to my Father and your Father, | 2:40 | |
to my God and your God." | 2:44 | |
Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, | 2:47 | |
"I have seen the Lord." | 2:51 | |
So much depends upon a red wheelbarrow. | 2:59 | |
Thus begins a poem by William Carlos Williams, | 3:04 | |
so much depends upon a red wheelbarrow. | 3:08 | |
And don't you think that sort of sums it all up? | 3:12 | |
We're modern folk who began and end | 3:16 | |
with hardcore stuff. | 3:21 | |
Stuff which can be seen and touched and tasted and tested. | 3:24 | |
No metaphysical flights of fancy for us. | 3:29 | |
Seeing is believing. | 3:34 | |
The red wheelbarrow. | 3:37 | |
Art like that of Williams' will take a red wheelbarrow | 3:40 | |
or a Campbell's soup can | 3:44 | |
and by focusing steadily upon that object, | 3:46 | |
renders it noteworthy, forces us to face it for what it is, | 3:50 | |
for what we can see, | 3:55 | |
since what we can see is all that there is. | 3:56 | |
Everything depends upon a red wheelbarrow. | 4:03 | |
And though here at the university we may pick apart | 4:08 | |
that wheelbarrow into its various chemical components, | 4:12 | |
we may do intensive analysis of its metallic parts, | 4:15 | |
we can eventually tell you which organisms | 4:18 | |
are rotting its wood away. | 4:20 | |
We always end as we begin, | 4:23 | |
with a red wheelbarrow. | 4:27 | |
Although after the school of engineering is finished poking | 4:30 | |
away with your wheelbarrow, it's now a broken pile of junk. | 4:34 | |
A red wheelbarrow in the hands of a physicist, | 4:39 | |
rather than a poet, is a dead wheelbarrow. | 4:42 | |
Sophomores, beware. | 4:46 | |
Don't ever let the faculty fool with your wheelbarrow. | 4:47 | |
Now, for Peter, this was Easter. | 4:52 | |
Running out to the cemetery with Mary Magdalene, | 4:57 | |
she got there first. To her horror, the tomb was empty. | 5:00 | |
Peter came to the cemetery, it was still dark, | 5:05 | |
peered into the tomb and what did Peter see? | 5:08 | |
A napkin, folded neatly by itself. | 5:14 | |
The linen shroud also folded and that was it. | 5:19 | |
The other disciple arrived, he looked, he saw, he believed. | 5:24 | |
He believed what? | 5:31 | |
Not that Jesus had been raised from the dead. | 5:34 | |
Nobody thought that. | 5:38 | |
The text explains they knew nothing about the resurrection. | 5:40 | |
So, having seen, | 5:46 | |
having processed what they saw, they believed. | 5:49 | |
Believed that Jesus was dead. | 5:53 | |
And now they believed that Jesus' body had been stolen | 5:58 | |
from the tomb. | 6:02 | |
And now these two men went home and had breakfast. | 6:04 | |
And that, as they say, was that. | 6:09 | |
And on the way back home, they said to themselves, | 6:12 | |
well, it was a good campaign while it lasted. | 6:14 | |
We didn't get him elected Messiah. | 6:16 | |
Somebody else said, "You know, I will never forget the time | 6:20 | |
"where we were at the wedding, where was the wedding? | 6:23 | |
"Cana, Galilee, turned the water into wine. | 6:24 | |
"You know we oughta write this stuff down | 6:27 | |
"'cause we'll probably forget it as time goes on. | 6:29 | |
"John's good with words, maybe he'll write a gospel." | 6:31 | |
They came and they saw and they believed. | 6:37 | |
And they went home. | 6:41 | |
And this is how death gets believed. | 6:44 | |
I know in my experience, some of the most vivid | 6:48 | |
and painful parts of the grieving process | 6:51 | |
are when you go back home. | 6:55 | |
You know what I'm talking about? | 6:59 | |
I bet some of you do. | 7:00 | |
The funeral is over. | 7:02 | |
Friends and family depart, leaving casseroles, | 7:04 | |
and then everything is quiet. | 7:09 | |
And you're at home, and you get home and you look over | 7:11 | |
at that dining room table and you see her chair. | 7:16 | |
You'll only need one chair now at the table. | 7:21 | |
Oh no, there's her knitting bag. | 7:26 | |
Put that away! | 7:27 | |
The folded linen, the napkin folded there, it's painful. | 7:31 | |
These tangible, physical, red wheelbarrow reminders | 7:37 | |
that make us believe death. | 7:42 | |
Mary stood outside the tomb weeping. | 7:47 | |
She had come out there with Peter and the other disciple, | 7:49 | |
but curiously she remained there frozen in grief, | 7:53 | |
weeping at this final outrage. | 7:57 | |
Was it not enough that Jesus had been killed? | 8:01 | |
Now they had to steal the body. | 8:03 | |
Where was the body of Jesus? | 8:05 | |
She can't find the body of Jesus. | 8:07 | |
Where should she begin her search? | 8:09 | |
And I bet some of you can identify with Mary if you've | 8:14 | |
been through grief anytime lately. | 8:17 | |
Somebody you love dies and you need to see the body | 8:21 | |
because that's part of the way we love people. | 8:28 | |
We don't love some disembodied humanity. | 8:30 | |
No, we love that body, those eyes, that hand, that touch. | 8:33 | |
Edgar Jackson in studying people's grief says that | 8:38 | |
the most significant part in the grieving process | 8:43 | |
is viewing the body. | 8:46 | |
That's when the bereaved look over into the coffin | 8:50 | |
and they see: He is dead, I live, he is dead, | 8:52 | |
I believe, I believe in death. | 8:57 | |
And that's what Mary wanted, | 9:03 | |
the sight of the stone rolled away, the folded linen cloths, | 9:06 | |
the absence of the corpse, | 9:09 | |
didn't move Mary to thought of resurrection, | 9:12 | |
because she, like Peter, | 9:16 | |
knew of only one conceptual possibility. | 9:17 | |
That is, they have taken away my Lord, | 9:21 | |
and I do not know where to find him. | 9:24 | |
Mary's logic is faultless. | 9:28 | |
After all, dead bodies don't just disappear, | 9:30 | |
somebody has to move them. | 9:33 | |
The world is a realm of cause-effect rationality. | 9:35 | |
We live by laws of motion and mechanics. | 9:40 | |
Things happen as they have always happened. | 9:44 | |
All science, all human reasoning, all perception are based | 9:48 | |
upon the pervasiveness of the familiar. | 9:53 | |
Only that which has happened before is able to happen again. | 9:57 | |
Find the body, Mary, then get on with the grief. | 10:03 | |
Only then will you be able to go back home and believe. | 10:07 | |
Get on with business as usual. | 10:12 | |
How is Mary going to find Jesus? | 10:16 | |
And how are you gonna find Jesus? | 10:24 | |
Well we find Jesus the same way we might find anything, | 10:29 | |
the way of the red wheelbarrow, through science or history | 10:33 | |
or whatever manner of thought holds privileged place | 10:38 | |
within our economy. | 10:42 | |
Something weird confronts us. | 10:45 | |
What does your mind do? | 10:46 | |
Your mind immediately attempts to make sense of it. | 10:48 | |
You look at the folded napkin, the rolled up linen cloth, | 10:52 | |
you put the world under a microscope, | 10:56 | |
you consult the GNP, the scholarly consensus. | 10:58 | |
We have rules around here for what to think | 11:03 | |
and how to think. | 11:07 | |
No body? | 11:11 | |
Where's the body? | 11:13 | |
They have taken away my Lord and I do not know | 11:15 | |
where to find him. | 11:18 | |
Peter, the other disciple looked in the tomb, | 11:20 | |
see the evidence of the robbery and they believe. | 11:23 | |
They go back home, they adjust. | 11:27 | |
Mary, a little slower on the uptake, sees the same evidence, | 11:31 | |
but she stands there at the tomb befuddled, | 11:35 | |
not knowing what to think. | 11:37 | |
I do not know where to find Jesus. | 11:39 | |
Now note what happens. | 11:45 | |
Jesus | 11:48 | |
calls her name, Mary, | 11:51 | |
and the illogical, unthinkable, impossible, | 11:57 | |
unnatural, incredible breaks in. | 12:01 | |
The one certified as dead, | 12:04 | |
after all, the she saw the napkin, the linen cloth. | 12:06 | |
This one now greets her, calling her by name, Mary. | 12:09 | |
Mary's old plausibility structure struggles | 12:16 | |
to make sense of it. | 12:20 | |
She takes this one who speaks perhaps to be the gardener. | 12:22 | |
Grasping him, she pleads, "Tell me where you have hidden him | 12:27 | |
"and I will take him away." | 12:31 | |
She wants the body of Jesus and she might do the proper, | 12:34 | |
conventional, respectful thing for the corpse. | 12:37 | |
And this one says to Mary, "Do not hold me." | 12:42 | |
He doesn't say "Noli me tangere, don't touch me" he says, | 12:47 | |
"Do not hold me." | 12:51 | |
Mary's perfectly logical, understandably natural need | 12:55 | |
to pursue the body of her beloved Jesus has not yet room | 12:58 | |
for the miracle. | 13:03 | |
The voice of Jesus has called to her. | 13:08 | |
Called across the great abyss of death. | 13:12 | |
Thrown a line to her across that great cavern that expands | 13:16 | |
between her little logic of red wheelbarrows | 13:22 | |
and linen shrouds and all of that. | 13:25 | |
And the power of God to work wonder. | 13:29 | |
Like the voice that shatters glass, | 13:34 | |
the voice of Jesus has shattered Mary's world, | 13:37 | |
has moved it forward to new possibility, | 13:42 | |
a new future, a new life. | 13:45 | |
And Mary is at last able to say to the others, | 13:49 | |
"I have seen the Lord." | 13:52 | |
Mary has moved out beyond her preoccupation with the corpse | 13:56 | |
to an encounter with Christ. | 14:01 | |
Her cause-effect logic is replaced | 14:03 | |
by a larger logic called faith. | 14:07 | |
Mary has turned around at the sound of her name. | 14:15 | |
She has been countered, encountered not by the dead corpse | 14:20 | |
she thought she was seeking, but by a living Lord | 14:24 | |
who is on the move | 14:29 | |
and is not gonna be tied down by our little logic. | 14:30 | |
Don't hold me, Mary. | 14:34 | |
Don't hold me. | 14:38 | |
Yesterday, National Public Radio's interview | 14:39 | |
with Bishop Spong about his new book on the resurrection. | 14:43 | |
Poor Bishop Spong, Duke PhD circa 1955, | 14:46 | |
hasn't made it out of it yet. | 14:51 | |
Bishop Spong sang, "All I want to do in this new book | 14:53 | |
"is to make the resurrection credible. | 14:55 | |
"Credible to thinking people, | 14:58 | |
"like my daughter, who has a PhD from Stanford." | 15:00 | |
Well, Bishop Spong, maybe after you get your PhD | 15:04 | |
from Stanford, you just miss some things. | 15:07 | |
You just don't know how to get your mind around some | 15:10 | |
large things, maybe, I don't know. | 15:13 | |
It's not easy. | 15:16 | |
We grope for means for understanding what we | 15:17 | |
have been encountered by. | 15:21 | |
Marcel Proust says that sometimes | 15:27 | |
in reading great literature, you're reading | 15:30 | |
and maybe the writer describes some secret experience. | 15:34 | |
Maybe some thought you think only you have had. | 15:38 | |
Some thought that you've never dared to speak about. | 15:41 | |
And when that thought is described, it's just like | 15:46 | |
a hand reaches out from the text and takes your hand. | 15:49 | |
It's a rare and wonderful moment of recognition. | 15:57 | |
It's beyond thought, cognition as we know it. | 16:03 | |
Mary turns around. | 16:07 | |
Now it seems to me there are at least two ways | 16:12 | |
to think about things. | 16:13 | |
Cognition has at least two paths to recognition. | 16:16 | |
And the first way to think is say when you're working | 16:21 | |
on some tough math problem and after much effort | 16:24 | |
you're working on this math problem and you say to yourself, | 16:27 | |
hey, I got it! | 16:30 | |
I got it, I got it. | 16:31 | |
There's another way to think. | 16:36 | |
It's like, say, when you've been to some great movie, | 16:39 | |
and the film gets hold of you, | 16:42 | |
and you emerge from the theater and you're changed | 16:44 | |
and you walk out into another world. | 16:47 | |
You don't come out of the movie and say, | 16:51 | |
I got it, I got it, I got it. | 16:53 | |
No. | 16:58 | |
It gets you. | 17:01 | |
You and I, dying as we are, have come here today trying | 17:07 | |
to find Jesus with Mary Magdalene. | 17:12 | |
To hold him in our brains, to search for him using | 17:17 | |
whatever cognitive means we have. | 17:20 | |
But you don't find Jesus, you don't apprehend him | 17:24 | |
and hold him like a red wheelbarrow, no. | 17:27 | |
He calls your name, he shatters your world, | 17:31 | |
he returns, he intrudes. | 17:35 | |
You don't find Jesus, | 17:38 | |
the risen Christ finds you. | 17:41 | |
(uplifting music) | 17:47 |
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