This is some selections from my own diary, outlining my personal experience during COVID-19. It's true that none of my friends or family is actually affected by the virus directly; however, it is the by-products of COVID-19 which left all of us lost in the middle of the storm. Fear, panic, stress, and xenophobia from both US citizens and our home country filled our lives. It's the not-so-ordinary experiences of an ordinary Chinese Canadian girl during this difficult time. All of us are in it together. The work was contributed by an undergraduate student.